The stress that is going to make me mad

I am facing a stress that is going to make me mad!!! This stress is CHOOSING SCHOOLS FOR 2008!!! Does anyone understand my stress??? Can anyone help me to get rid of it??? Partly of it is because of choosing schools but another part of it is because there is this art test that can make me get into this school in advance and i am trying it. Somehow i cannot draw out anything. That is the main thing that cause this stress! No one can help me i guess. Who can?!?!?! NOt a single one of my drawing i draw is good!!! I don't know how to take this art test since i cannot draw out anything. I really cannot tolerate it!!! 2 weeks later and it is the test. One might say that it is only 2 weeks not like 2 days but if i can't draw out anything, even it is 2 months, it is useless!!! This is so bad. I have no idea how am i going to pass this test. I bet i have no chance to pass it. Now i cannot draw anything, i am stress and because i am stress, i have no confidence in this test. Thinking about it, there is more than 10 people taking the test!!! Even if i can draw, i still won't stand a chance since my drawing skills isn't that good and there r more than 10 people and these 10 people drawing skills should be very good. Compare to me, i will lose out. But doing the test has no harm but the fact and the problem i am facing is that i cannot draw anything. Of course i can draw something but what i draw out is rubbish!!! This is a torment, a torture i have to face. After 17 Dec, the torment and the torture will be gone but a new torment and torture will happen in my new secondary school or maybe not but must depends. But every school and every year, i will face a new torment and torture. One day, i might just collapse because of the torment and torture i am facing!!!

Got back PSLE results

Today i got back my PSLE results. I thought it would be good since my teacher told me i got A* for my chinese and i done a good job in PSLE. But when i got back the results it wasn't that bad but it wasn't that good either because it isn't what my mum think i would get. I thought i could get a better score but now everything has become a fact. I got the score as that well. It seem like i got 3rd in class for PSLE but it is consider bad already. The highest in my school is 282/300 and my results compare with highest in school is like so far apart. Highest in the whole country was 294/300 and that person who scored that must be a genius. That is so so so high!!! I will never get such score. I feel disappointed because i might not get into the school i want but just try. Another good thing is that i am able to go for higher chinese in my secondary school. I am very happy because i always wish to go for higher chinese but just don't have the chance but this time i have the chance, i will not let it off! Just hope that i will be bless to get into the school i want. :)

i will miss her

How sad. School has ended and now have to wait till 22 November 2007 than can go back to school. For what? To get results. Another sad thing is that my form teacher is being transferred to another school from next year onwards. And if next year my class students go back to our primary school, we won't be able to see our form teacher anymore. How sad! The last time our class students will be able to see her is on 22 November 2007. I believe not only I will miss her but my class students will also miss her. Although she do scold us alot but in anyways she is our teacher for the year. I WILL MISS HER!!!!!!!!!!!! How i wish she won't be transferred but i can't do anything so leave it but luckily i got her e-mail so we can still keep contact but the fact is that I WILL STILL MISS HER!!!!