What a DAMN!!!!

Haiz....although i didn't get back all my tests paper but i have seen the marks. Utterly disappointed, don't know what to say. Studied so hard for chinese but still get marks that isn't up to standard. Well, i am quite happy with my geography. I am improved! But for my maths, i dropped. T_T Tomorrow is Home Economics test and i have to revise and study. WALAO!!! Sick lah! Everyday studying. Study already the marks still so bad! What is this??? Some kind of unlucky or just because the test is difficult. Well, if it is difficult, people should also scored badly. Well, to many people, my marks considered good but to me, it seems like a total failure. Sometimes really feel like crying. Don't how lah! A bit don't know how to tell my mother about my chinese marks. Haiz.... Now literature test the marks will be coming up. OMG!!! What if i scored very badly too??? Cham lah cham lah! I totally didn't do properly lor! OMG!!! But i hope it is not as bad until it deserves a fail. Just hope so but.....who knows man! Home Economics tets might be difficult too. OMG!!! This is so stress. A lot brain cells killed!! After Home Economics test, thursday, there will be a Science test. WALAO!!! WHAT KIND OF CRAP IS THIS???? TESTS NEARLY EVERY SINGLE DAY AND ALSO STRESS EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!! No wonder there are so many people die or go crazy because of stress. Freak lah! Justing thinking of tests already make me stress. Totally unable to tolerate. Head pain head pain. Help ah! After tests or before tests, we still have to discuss about the dumb dumb CIP project. Seriously, the CIP project seems more like the monitors, CIP leaders and one more kind of leaders are doing it. The school won't be providing us with money and we have to use our own pocket money or the class fund but anyway, our class fund is empty after since the chinese new year decoration. Totally make no sense that people spend so much money just decorating the class during chinese new year. This time, don't know need to fork out how much. Some said $2, some said $5 and some said $10. Totally ridiculous and chaotic! They don't know what is their budget and aren't sure how much they need and still dare to ask to class to bring money for the class fund. It is totally crap man!!! CRAP CRAP CRAP!!! Troublesome! They make things so confusing and so messy that no one understand or should i say most doesn't wish to be involve in it just like me!!!