Different, Just Different
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 5:37 PM
Seriously, i don't know if i cannot trust my friends in my new school or not. Well, they didn't betray me or what but who knows whether will they do it in future. But from what they say, they make me feel that they can't be trust. They don't believe what i say. they keep thinking that i am lying and that makes me feel that they shouldn't be trust. They claim to take me as a friend but they don't seem to. We don't even talk during recess!!! During lesson, we rarely talk unless there is some kind of project or stuff. Well, first year but since it is the first year and their attitude is so, how am i going to trust them in the future. Well, i don't expect some one to trust me in order for me to trust them but at least don' t think that i am lying. Well, for goodness sake, why should i lie????? Well, even though i still keep contact will my ex-classmates but everything is different, just different. When i am talking to them on the phone, i think that i am somehow talking to a stranger. Maybe it has been a long time since i have seen them but it is really different. Well, since i know my ex-classmates for such a long time, they don't make me feel that they cannot be trust. Haiz......maybe i am just not use to my classmates. But in anyways, they don't make me trust unless things really change......
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