Reflective me...

Today, i was acting very reflective. I was thinking about the difference of my friends in secondary and primary school. In primary school, they are joyce and jing yee and follow up by kenji, theodore, benjamin, rachel chua. We always hang out during recess and sometimes bryan and company. In secondary school, they are puay suan and yu jun and follow up by alicia, fang wen, jolyn, grace, jia wei, ranice and sara - the 5+5 clique. Well, they are like so much in different. Joyce is like a friend helping me in anything and we play around and stuff like that and jing yee is like the prson making me laughing away and do things and playing around with joyce and i. While puay suan is like the lao ah ma making lame jokes which she is the only person laughing most of time and always complaining that i am bullying yu jun and yu jun always brings out the innocent and fragile look on her appearance. The guys n rachel chua in primary school are actually like close buddies, we laughed together, joked together. Like crazy crazy but sometimes serious serious. The clique 5+5 is like a bunch of girls with different characteristics going together in group work and recess. There is one person who ask me this question, "is yr pri sch friends better or secondary sch friends." Well, now i can reply this person. They are all good but just that they are different. Joyce and jing yee and guys are my close buddies and act like boys. Although rachel chua is more girl like but we are just mixing with guys. In pri school, everyone thinks i am a boy and joyce and jing yee are like my "boyfriend" hanging out together. While clique 5+5 are all girls. Real girl like and therefore i am not able to treat them the real way like how i treat joyce and jing yee. It is the feel that is different and not who is better or worst. When joyce ask me how do i live when i have 27 girls in my class, i can now reply her with this. Just act like a girl...when u got to mix with girls more. Though i like the feel in primary school as everyone is like BUDDIES but here in secondary school, it is so tense up. There seem to be a fight between the girls. Yeah it is like primary school the girls but i am not involved :) Now i just got to face it. Act more like a girl, more feminine...so that it is better to mix around...