Die le...

Today, i got back all my test papers and i am only satisfied with my english since i dont have high expectation on my english but the rest are just disappointment. I got 78 for my maths. Although it is higher than my expectation of 60++ and it is an A1 but i realise that i made alot of careless mistakes and that makes me disappointed. Next, i got 76 for my geography. IT IS A TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT!!! It is just spelling mistake and i got deducted by 2 marks and i am really really really sad about it. Although it is 2 marks and it does not affect the A1 i have got but because this question is very easy but just spelling mistake... Next, i got 66.5 for higher chinese. Although it is a B3 but i am considered quite satisfied since according to yang lao shi, this time the chinese paper is much more difficult therefore, able to get B3, it is good enough. Next, i got 61 for english and i think it is good enough. Then, i got 58 which is a C5 for science...OMG!!! IT IS HORRIBLE!!! My heart nearly pop out when i saw the test paper. I am so afraid to fail the whole paper since i didnt score well for my common tests. But, the science is definitely tough and i think that MCQ got problem. Alot of the questions seem to know me yet i dont know them and this prove that i don't know how to answer therefore i got to guess. According to elaine, some of the questions are O level questions... FAINTED!!! Physics...haiz...i want to cry le... Although my physics is better than my chemistry by half a mark but to me, it is still disappointing. I am afraid that i will fail my total all but i know it is not possible anymore but i don't know if i can get a B...haiz...DIE DIE DIE!!! I AM SO SAD!!! Although there are people who fail the paper but they scored well for their common tests. Maybe they just fail 1 test but i failed 3 therefore i got to pass this end of year exam...Next is literature which is freakening horrible, which is C5, 56. This make sure that next year, i cannot take literature or else i will fail my exam next year... Now, everything has bring to a confirmation and nothing can be changed therefore, i just got to accept it. Haiz...