Last Day of 2009

Today is the last day of 2009. Everything will turn into memories and past. Looking back at my posts for this year, i laugh through some but then, there is some which consists of unhappiness. Well, may all happy moments be remembered and may all unhappy moments be forgotten. I am looking forward to 2010 with 50% of happiness. Well, you might ask why. Tomorrow, i will be Sec 3 and there will be more stress coming up!!! ARGH!!! But nevermind because this is something that will come one day. There is youth olympics next year and that will be fun!!! But for whatever so, i shall enjoy the years to come :) Sadly, i don't know why can't i still go into zhonghua school website. I want to see my next year time table and want to know who is the new form teacher. ARGH!!! I AM SO IRRITATED THAT I CANNOT GO IN THE WEBSITE!!!

blog skin problem

I don't know what is the problem with this current blog skin. I don't know is it just my computer or there is a problem with the blog skin. Well, i wanted to change one if this problem persist for very long. Seriously, i don't know what skin to put. Well, i was looking at the domokun one which was quite nice but the problem is, i don't really like domokun, is just average liking. Well, if i really have to change my blog skin, i got to go and find alicia and ask her to help me with it. I don't wish to bother her so i am dragging this problem. Well, i really don't like the graphics at the top to go missing as it looks odd but then, i just hope this problem is temporary and things will go back to normal. Oh no...i am still having bad mood over my old sofa... I don't know when will this moody feeling go off. I just hope it will go off when school reopen. Well, i just hope that everything will turn for the better when the new year starts and the school reopen :)

dedication

This is a dedication to my dear sofa which has been with me for 14 to 15 years. Dear sofa i really miss you and according to yu jun, when you, sofa is at the heaven, you will be able to read and understand this dedication for you. Thankfully, i did take some pictures with you, dear sofa when i was young. Although you, dear sofa is replace by this current black sofa which is at my house now but you will forever be in heart as the feeling of 14 to 15 years cannot be replaced by this current black sofa. So, dear sofa, please rest in peace and you, dear sofa will forever live in my heart and will not be replaced. R.I.P my dear sofa...





(This is for Tan Simei's no. 1 fan, Soon Yu Jun: Soon Yu Jun, i have just post my dear dedication to my dear sofa. And lastly, by posting this, i feel that it is kind of sick cause this is just for a sofa and it makes me feel like a crazy mania but nevermind.)

New Funitures in my house

Today, new sofa and new dryer arrive at my house. Well, the dryer is something new since it is the first time we buy a dryer. This new sofa is bigger than the old one. It is black, no difference as the old one. Well, my mum keeps on asking me if i am satisfied with the new sofa and i don't know what to say because i really miss the old sofa. That old sofa has been in my house since i was born and there is this feeling towards this sofa. Just like what grace says, "The feelings for the sofa just gone off". I was sad when i left the old sofa and i keep on saying bye bye to it and people around me and my mum might have thought that i am crazy to say bye bye to a sofa. Well, i don't boher how they think cause they know nothing! But i miss the sofa... Although i did not cry when i left the sofa but i really miss it. Oh gosh...i got to get use to it since it has left and no way will it come back. But the sadness in my heart is like i don't know how to explain but just like very sad...causing one to have bad mood. OH MAN!!! SOFA I MISS YOU!!!

Anyway, thank you song nian. I appreciate your personal message on msn. "Bryan/Huisi ftw"

P6 Tolerant outing

Today there is this outing of P6 Tolerant 07. At first, it was quite successful but at last it seems kind of bad. There were like 12 people there. 11 from P6 Tolerant and 1 which is rachel chua's secondary classmate who turn out to be a friend of bryan and company. We went to watch the movie sherlock holmes. I don't know why but jing yee, joshua koh and some boys think that the movie is boring. But i think it is interesting just like how rachel chua and joyce think. According to song nian, the main idea of this outing is to BOND! Well, i do feel the bond though they is like only 11 people P6 Tolerant. But something really happen...This friend, the boys say she very chio (not all the boys say so but some of them) but i don't know but then she wear until quite sexy. Well, she looks like she is going clubbing (no offence) but i think it is fine since it is her style. I am fine with her maybe just because i don't know her well. Then, when we about to go home, at ang mo kio mrt. Rachel was unable to control so she went to confront this girl. I don't know what they talking about things does not seem good. Okay...i think everything isnt that bad seriously because the quarrel was not that big but i really hope when the next outing, nothing like that will happen, SERIOUSLY!!! According to kenji, the next outing, he will be the host and such thing will not happen and i will be fortunate to hear that, SERIOUSLY!!! I don't know if they are unhappy if i put this on my blog but if they are unhappy, i am willing to remove anytime as long as someone involves in this tell me so :)

It is Christmas

Now, it is 12.30am and it is christmas. So i am going to say MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Although it is christmas but i am still kind of moody. This mood has been going on after i have finished all my homework. It is sort of like a depression kind of mood. But who cares lah! Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!



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A new game introduced

Today, grace, yu jun, ranice, alicia and i went to grassroot club to play billiard. Well, this is my first time playing it since for my age, there isn't many places able to play unless i am a member or some special clubs or societies. It was fun. After playing for like around 2 to 3 hours, we went to have our lunch. At first, we wanted to have it at KFC but then, i feel sian eating KFC so i asked if can go Pepper Lunch. Then, we went pepper lunch but alicia and grace did not eat. When yu jun, ranice and i ate halfway, alicia and grace say that they will go KFC to eat and later we will go there and find them. And from there, i just realise that my class is a science academy class...DAMN IT! Gosh...i am going to die for another 2 years because science academy is so so difficult. How i hope i can go 3E1 because it is not science academy. Hehe! After eating, we went back to the club and play billiard again. We play for another 2 to 3 hours. Gosh...then, i calculate the amount i spend today and i total spend like $24.90!!! I am going to go bankrupt. I am so so poor. How i hope school will reopen quickly and by then i will get my allowance. Hehe :)

Okay...after 2 days of thinking and calming down, i must say, i don't hate my US cousin. I am just plainly annoyed by this annoying altitude and the fact that i got to take the responsibility of taking care of him. Maybe i have never taken care of someone therefore, i am not so use to it and feel very annoyed nd uneasy. But no matter what, he is my cousin so i won't hate him. Maybe the next time when i have to take care of another cousin or somewhat, i might do it better since i have the experience.

The end of his stay over

Today is the last day of my USA cousin stay over at my house. From this experience of him staying over at my house, i realise that it is good that i don't have a younger brother or sister or else i will not be able to take care of him/her and more trouble will come ahead. Well, i think my mind if getting worst. Somehow, i think that this boring holiday is the reason for my mind to get off and become crazy. Haiz...i really hope that school can reopen quickly because it is really getting boring. Well, i am alone at home staring at the computer so it will definitely get boring. Although my cousin came for a stay over help to get rid of the boredom but somehow it really sucks. He keeps on suan-ing me and somehow "help" me to receive some scolding from my mum. It was really sick of receiving ridiculous scolding which i don't even know why should i get scolded. Everytime i get scolded, i was like WHAT THE DAMN! Seriously, they ever ask me to help him in his coming PSLE, i really feel like washing my hands off and ignore. But then, my mum definitely want me to help him. Haiz...then i will hear his suan-ing again. What a nuisance! His altitude is something i cannot tolerate as he thinks he is so big and keeps on suan-ing others but actually he knows nothing. Sometimes, i feel like calling him an asshole but i controlled myself so i didn't say anything and keep everything in me. Even if i called him an asshole, my mum will scold be for sure. Now, this last 2 weeks of holiday, i can rest off from my cousin nuisance and his asshole altitude.

Good News, Bad News

Good news! I receive the GPA which i have been waiting for. I thought i would not get it since my level ranking dropped from 68 to 80 but somehow i get it so YAY!!! Well, this is the only good news but for bad news... haiz... i will talk about it now. Well, i got scolded from my mum. My cousin from USA was suan-ing me that i don't know how to wrap a present so i say that he always look down on me and than my mum say that i also talk like that. Then i was like whatever. Then, i wanted to help to wrap the present and my mum said that i don't know how to wrap so she say she wrap since her wrapping skills are better than mine so i was like okay then. Well, since she was wrapping so i have nothing to do so, i was just sitting there playing with some stuffs on the table. Then, my cousin asked what am i doing and i said i am doing nothing and my mum as like shouting at me telling me not to "sa jiao" and i was like, whaat did i done? Then, i was thinking if i should shut up and stop doing anything. Well, then i was thinking, everytime when i get scolded for something then i will start telling myself to shut up and talk less next time. Well, suddenly i thought of something Bryan said at the chalet, "why are you so anti-social?" Now, i am thinking if i am really changing. Changing for a sociable girl and an anti-social. I do realise i talk less nowadays but i don't know. But it was my mum who tell me to stop crapping. Well, i think she is right since she is my mum with a greater knowledge but i didn't know that her saying made me change into an anti-social person. Well, my mum gives more caare towards my cousin since he is the guest and she likes son more therefore even if i am ignored, i am also fine with it. Now, i really don't know if i should listen anymore. I starting to turn anti-social. Really anti-social. I really hate who i am now. Because i don't even that this is the real me. Controlling all my emotions, talk as little as possible or the best is to shut up. But i can't do anything since if i don't change into anti-social, my mum will scold me for my craps. Well, i think i am treating my cousin very good enough since i have never been so good to anyone before but my mum thinks i am not treating him not good enough. Well, i don't know anymore. I feel very tired of helping my cousin because whenever i help him, i get myself into trouble. Sometimes, i just feel like saying everything is my fault, give me a death sentence. I am tired...and i really hate who i am now. I feel like crying but i am not allowed to. I really don't know what to do. So tired...very tired. I WANT TO BE WHO I SHOULD BE BUT NOT A PUPPET!!! But this is just my feelings and i cannot do what i want to do. Admit to fate. This is all about it. I have no choice to choose. Meaningless...meaningless...meaningless

A make-over at the studio

Today, my mum and i went to this studio and had this sort of like a make-over thingy. Well, it was free and so we went for it. Don't worry, there is no cheats behind it. It was an interesting and good experience but the experience of removing the make-up was tough at home. Well, they will help yu remove a little at the studio but not thoroughly. We took around 30 photos but we are only allowed t take 2 home unless you sign up for their VIP membership. Well, there are many benefits if you sign up but it seems useless to my family so we did not take it. The membership fee was expensive but it is something for life but since it is useless, it is meaningless for us to sign up for it. THe lady who make the hair sort of like make a hairdo for me without using a wig. When we got home, i took my bath. I think this is my the longest time i take to bath in this year. Well, since they did not remove the make-up thoroughly, i have to sort of like scrub off the mascara. The mascara is not like waterproof or rub-proof so i don't need to use any solution to get rid of it. Then, i got to rub off the powder they put on my face with facial soap and water. Well, i had to wash my spectacles thoroughly since i think it was oily and it had contacted the powder on my face and the mascara was like rubbing onto the lenses with i wore it. The most problematic one is my hair. The lady use a lot of hair spray so it will be in shape. I use water to pour over and then use shampoo. My hair got entangle badly so got to use a comb and then use water to wash it once more. Now, after the bath, it is a little bit itchy on my face. There are some red patches too. I think it is because i have sensitive skin so it is sensitive to the kind of comestics used. But i think the patches will go off soon. Well, i am not going to upload the photos since i think it is horrible since i look ugly but my mum says it is very pretty. LOL!!! But whatever so, i am not going to upload it. And it is stupid that my mum set the picture as my computer's wallpaper!!! ARGH!!!

It's so boring...

Somehow, i hope that school has reopen. Well, it is kind of funny. When there is school, i hope there is school holiday but when it is a long holiday like the December holiday, i hope school can start earlier. Seems like i am kind of weird... Well, i have complete all my homework other than the commonwealth essay question... Please don't ask me why i didn't complete this homework because i will get pissed off but those from my school or class might know the reason. Haiz...holiday is getting boring. I have read through the science textbook that the teacher ask us to. Everyday, i am just facing the computer. My parents are complaining that i am not studying. But reading the textbooks are boring. Haiz...really it is getting more and more boring. Sometimes, i go on thinking about a lot of stuff...but i think lessons can numb me off this boredom. Sometimes having a sibling might help you remove this boredom but when you are alone, facing the 4 walls, it will get boring and tiring and you will start thinking. Sometimes, i wish i could go on filling myself with food but then, i don't want to grow fat. Sometimes, i want to find someone to talk to but everyone is busy with their own stuff. Haiz...i feel that i am so difficult to be satisfied but isn't that human? Nowadays, my mood is so down...rarely smile. Maybe, it is time for me to stop staring at the computer and start staring at the textbooks and absorb something into my brain. Though it will still be boring but no matter what, holiday is already boring so why don't make this boring holiday be a study study holiday.

New Moon

Today, yu jun, yu jun's twin sisters, grace, puay suan, teck wee and i went to AMK hub to watch New Moon. Quite anticipated to watch it. Well, suddenly i have no comments to the movie but it was good. The graphics are great and Jacob Black looks way better with short hair and his teeth are super white! Well, i was kind of shocked or to the extend of pissed off since the whole movie end with Edward proposing to Bella. Well, i expect to hear Bella's answer towards the propose. Well, when it ends, i was like what the...it just end like this. Well, i got my friend's present. Shhh...i am not going to tell you who is the friend but it is someone that yu jun, puay suan and i know. Hehe. Well, it was kind of horrendous since when i was at mini toons, i went a bit crazy when i see a frog. I was like, "OMG! It is a frog. OMG! It is so cute." But some of it, after looking at it, i was like, "erm...not very cute actually." Somehow, nowadays i am just so crazy over frog thingy but not the real frog. Then, we had our dinner at pepper lunch without grace. Sad...but nevermind. Then, the day end. Really not much to say... Tomorrow, grace, yu jun, jolyn and some other band members are leaving to Hong Kong for performance. Well, yu jun told me that they have a few days of look see look see. Well, i hope they enjoy themselves there and BON VOYAGE MY FRIENDS!!!

Back!

Yesterday, i was backed from malaysia! Well, nothing to much to say since i have said everything interesting on the previous post. Well, if i really have to add on something, then i will talk about the penang lakisa i ate on the last day of the trip. It was delicious and now, i shall announce that penang laksa is my favourite food but of course not all penang laksa that can be found on the streets is considered good. Well, it must be originally from penang and it is either from air hitam or nibong tebal. I like the noodles from air hitam while i like the soup from nibong tebal. Hehe greedy me... In this trip, i ate a total of 4 bowls of penang laksa. Well, nothing to say so i shall end this post here.

blogging in the midnight at my cousin's house

Now, it is about t be 1am and i am still not asleep!!! Well, it is not because i can't sleep but i just want to use my laptop and enjoy playing. I have tried 2 days of using my laptop but i don't know why, the speed is freakening slow that i have to take don't know how many hours just to log in to facebook to play. Well, it is quite obvious that the problem lies on the speed of the internet. Just realise that it is safer if i renew my anti-virus so i am going to do so when i get back to singapore. These few days i am staying in penang to just play play. The previous days, i was at cameron highland enjoying the cold cold weather and that is something i cannot get naturally in singapore. Sadly, i did not manage to pluck any strawberry to buy back home because i was not allowed to by my mum :( But it is ok. I bought strawberry lollipop and decide to share some with my friends :) I have also bought 2 solar powered thingy that shakes its body and head. One is a kitty and the other is a frog. YU JUN, I GOT ANOTHER CLEMENT!!! LOL! Well, my mum like the kitty while i like that frog but at last, my mum gave the kitty to my cousin. How kind of her. :) Well, we stayed in a budget hotel and i think it is horrible but since it is just a night and it is cheap so i shall bear with it. After the night, we went to the different farms available. We went to the visit the butterfly farm which require entry fee. It was RM5 for an adult so my dad and i went in while my mum went to the souvenir shop to look see look see the plants there. After visiting the butterfly farm which has many different kind of insects, snakes and butterflies, my dad and i went to find my mum. She chose a few small plants and decided to buy them. Well, i was standing behind her and suddenly, i screamed. After i screamed, i started laughing and asked myself why did i scream. There was a butterfly on my mum's back!!! My mum told me that i was not the first one to scream. Quite a few who saw it screamed too. Then, my mum told my dad this, "you spend RM5 to go and see the butterflies but i just stand here and look at the plants and the butterfly come and find me". When i heard that, i started laughing. I took a few photos of my mum with the butterfly on the back but when we got back to the car, the butterfly flew off. Don't know what is the problem with my handphone...cannot send anything through bluetooth currently...maybe is because i am at overseas... Nevermind. Then, we left cameron highland. Yesterday we reached penang. Well, my cousins are vegetarians so we had vegetarian food for lunch and dinner yesterday. Well, it is quite a good experience and the food isn't that bad in fact. :) Today, we went to a shopping mall call Pacific. Bought a few clothes. Bought some other stuffs and had penang laksa which i wanted these few days :) Tomorrow, according to my dad, we are going to Pulau Pinang. Well, i have been there when i was very young and now, i don't have any impression of that island so going there this time is to refresh my memory. I will be back on saturday and sadly, i can't join my china scholar buddy to go to sentosa. I hope she will enjoy herself. Sadly, i spent quite alot of money on oversea sms charges. I think i got send around 5 or more oversea sms. Luckily, it is malaysia. If it is country that are further, the charge will be higher... I just hope i won't get much scolding :P Well, it is getting late. Better get into bed or else cannot wake up tomorrow so GOOD NIGHT!!!