It's so boring...

Somehow, i hope that school has reopen. Well, it is kind of funny. When there is school, i hope there is school holiday but when it is a long holiday like the December holiday, i hope school can start earlier. Seems like i am kind of weird... Well, i have complete all my homework other than the commonwealth essay question... Please don't ask me why i didn't complete this homework because i will get pissed off but those from my school or class might know the reason. Haiz...holiday is getting boring. I have read through the science textbook that the teacher ask us to. Everyday, i am just facing the computer. My parents are complaining that i am not studying. But reading the textbooks are boring. Haiz...really it is getting more and more boring. Sometimes, i go on thinking about a lot of stuff...but i think lessons can numb me off this boredom. Sometimes having a sibling might help you remove this boredom but when you are alone, facing the 4 walls, it will get boring and tiring and you will start thinking. Sometimes, i wish i could go on filling myself with food but then, i don't want to grow fat. Sometimes, i want to find someone to talk to but everyone is busy with their own stuff. Haiz...i feel that i am so difficult to be satisfied but isn't that human? Nowadays, my mood is so down...rarely smile. Maybe, it is time for me to stop staring at the computer and start staring at the textbooks and absorb something into my brain. Though it will still be boring but no matter what, holiday is already boring so why don't make this boring holiday be a study study holiday.