mood swing or whatever
Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 2:54 PM
I don't know why but these few days i seem to be in bad mood. I get pissed off by a lot people and feel s like swearing due to my anger. Well, of course i controlled myself but from the things i saw, i start to get pissed off and i am starting to bear grudges from all these anger. I bet there will be people telling to chill but i can say i am chilling but there are people who purposely pissed me off so it is tough to chill. It seems to be a kind of mood swing or something but whatever. But seriously, i am feeling angry for something which i don't know what it is. Maybe it is all the things that i am unhappy with add up together and become a vey big grudge which makes me feel so angry. I don't know how to get rid of it. No one teach me how and neither do i go ask anyone how to because i bet when i ask people, people will just ask me who is the person i am angry with. By seeing this kind of question just make me feel more angry. And now i just feel like letting out all my anger but seriously, they are no way for me to do it or maybe there is but i just don't know how to... ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I hope you will be there to tell me what to do...but where are you?STOP COMPARING ME AND HER TOGETHER!!! WE ARE NOT THE SAME!!! BY COMPARING BOTH OF US TOGETHER IT MAKE ME START TO DISLIKE HER AND I WILL SLOWLY HATE HER!!! ARGH!!!