Nothing better after the end of CT

It is friday and it is the end of common tests!!! Next week, the nightmare will happen as all the horrible results will be appearing in front of me. At first, after the chemistry test, i was quite happy since it is the last test of the term and i will have a very good rest for the weekend but then, things get very complicated soon. Well, i got to go find ms noraini to tell her about the clash on history and SS SSP. At last, the conclusion is that SS won. I drew a mindmap the board and i think it is fantastic. The conclusion is an expected result. Since, history ssp is cancelled, we have history homework and currently, i don't feel like doing homework but play all the way but of course that cannot happen. Thursday...I AM GOING TO WATCH ALICE AND THE WONDERLAND!!! I hope it is confirmed but i don't know. Currently, my eyelid is very heavy and i really feel like sleeping but at the same time, i feel like playing computer. During this common test week, i sort of like slim down because i did not have proper meal for lunch or dinner. Example, like today, i did not eat recess and lunch and i suffered hunger until 7.30pm when i finally have my dinner. On Monday, i had my recess but i did not take my lunch and dinner. My mum says it is unhealthy but no choice since i have no time.

I am sorry to say this but i have decided to give up.
I am missing too much of you and this is quite stressful.
The image of you gets even more blurry nowadays and your image is leaving my mind...
I know you want to end this too and i have decided to follow your choice and end this and give up.
I know that i will still be thinking of you but i hope sooner or later, i will forget everything and you will forget everything too.
Let's still be friends just like before :)