Saviour of the day

Today morning, i was eating my breakfast and suddenly, a bee flew into my house kitchen. Well, it is quite normal to see bee flying into my house kitchen but as long as it does not attack me, i am still ok with it. But this time, this naughty bee somehow flew near my hair and i was so shocked that i just shoved my hand and my koko crunch the bowl fly out... -.- After that, i ran to the living room and my dad don't know what is happening and ask me what happen. I told him that the bee attacked me. He saw me being so scared, he had decided to destroy it or else i would scare another time. He took a newspaper and i did not know what he had done but somehow he killed it. He threw it into a plastic bag. Then, he was asking me where should he dispose it. I said that i don't know and at last, he decided to throw it in my room's rubbish bin... -.- But nevermind since the bee was already dead and should not be able to scare me or attack me. Then, i was having this feeling, "Daddy save the day!!!" Yeah it is lame but this shows that not only 母亲是伟大的，父亲也是伟大的。Then, i went to school. I had PE. I ran only 3 rounds. LOL! I tried out my sit and reach but sadly, i am still not able to reach 30 cm!!!!! Super pissed! The maximum i went was 29 cm!!! That is so so so close! I tried out standing broad jump and my result was 170 cm :) Although it was not super good, i am satisfied. Then, chemistry and my class had chemistry practical. I think it was failure because i just cannot get the correct colour and the difference between the volume used is somehow too big according to the teacher. Haiz...sad but nevermind. Take it as the first trial. Then, we had english. Mrs Lee said that we have re-banding. At first, i was quie worried which class i will be going to but luckily, i remain in Mrs Lee class!!! YAY!!! Now the 4 musketeers have only left with 3. But nevermind. Because we were happy to be in Mrs Lee, we were very high and went a little crazy but Mrs Lee should be used to it by now. She keep on asking us to move forward but we keep on saying that we can hear her. So, at last we didn't move :) After that, there is physics practical. 2 practicals in a day! Haiz... The practical was very tiring because there is a lot things you got to do.. Thankfully, the practical is much more successful compared to the chemistry one although it took a lot time. Because of the physics ssp, i was late for CCA. Haiz...but thankfully, i am still early to take my attendance :) Today was tiring in the beginning and high during english class but then, tiring at the end during physics ssp and CCA. And the day just end...

It is not just 1 camp

Back from sarimbun camp!!! Well, camp was fun but it will be better if there is kayaking. We hhad 5 different kinds of activities. First day, we had magic carpet and this running thingy which i forgot the name of the activity. Not much comments on it because it is just squeezing each other and blah blah blah. Well, that is the only activity for the day and then, there was camp fire. That was the time when everyone will go super high!!! My group name was Banana and we had our camp cheer. It was very banana. Haha! After that, we had to go and bath. Same as primary 5, the bathing condition for girls is just HORRIBLE!!! The queue is super long!!! They should just get another female toilet!!! And that will save lots and lots of time. Then, we went to sleep. This time, i sleepon the lower deck, no more upper deck. Hehe! No comments on the sleeping area since i slept on it before. LOL! The next day, i don't bother to bath anymore and just brush my teeth and do some wash up. Then, we had our second activity of the camp. It was the trekking challenge. Firstly, we got to sit on a plank to make the plank balance. Well, our group (Team Singapore/B2) manage to have a record of 3 minutes 44 seconds!!! WOOT!!! Then, we played the helium hoop. It is a lot on teamwork, cooperation and commitment from everyone. Well, the whole camp is on teamwork, cooperation and commitment from everyone. Then, we played this rope thingy that we got the lightest and the heaviest person to stand on the rope and walk through. Everyone has to pull the rope tight such that tension is created. After this activity, we had an activity called gladiator. We had to make a catapult and using water bombs, we will have to throw it the furthest, highest and also destroy our opponent (Team China/B1)'s castle. Then, we had river challenge. There's a bit confusion but soon, we manage to get a plan and complete the whole activity but we took a lot of time. Well, we got wet. Lastly, we had natural rambal. It is the time when you get super muddy and dirty and just go OMG! I like it somehow although i got very dirty. Haha! Luckily, i manage to get a bath after that. After all these activities, we had reflection time, dinner, clean up and went home. I slept on the bus. It seems like i just shut my eyes for 5 minutes but actually i slept for half an hour. When we reached school, we saw the scouts camp. Well, it consist of all the UG except for GB. Well, alicia and jolyn got to go first so only me and grace went to look see look see. While we were walking, suddenly jun hao jumped out from nowhere and i was OMG! Then, he asked why were we here and blah blah blah. The atmosphere there was super super high! Then, grace was so high that she was screaming and out of the sudden, jun hao was also screaming. And i had to cover my ears because their voice was so high-pitched and deafening. They wanted to shout at the same time but luckily, i covered my ears. Hehe! Then, grace and i went to the back and watched the performance. There were scouts and girls guide from different schools. According to Mr Ang, there is around 30 different schools. WOW! There was 5 performances from our school and i think it was good especially for the last performance. Very nice! After the last performance, there is a prize presentation but it does not seem to be for our school but just a competition for the rest of the schools. Well, grace and i left when it was the prize presentation since nothing much to watch already and i bet we are all tired no matter how high we are. Grace and i took taxi home since our houses are near to each other and we can just take one taxi and spilt the cost. Now, i am very tired but i just want to use the computer and play for a while.

Camp the nightmare

Tomorrow, there is camp and it shall be my nightmare! Why is it so? Because it is the same campsite as primary 5 and primary 5, i have undergo nightmare so i think this time, not much of a difference. Not anticipated at all. Because of the camp, i will miss my weekend sleep other for saturday to sunday. I just remembered that i got to take bus home after camp just make me go angry! ARGH! Today, i got a little sick and my nose is quite itchy. Nothing much happen in school today but i just keep on getting beatings. Especially on the head so i got to protect it well before brain concussion. Well, today i got to see the new time table and got to know some dates for common test and indeed it sucks! The new time table is horrible. Monday, there is PE and after that there is CCA! Oh gosh...i am going to be so so so sticky. Tuesday, there is 2 periods of E maths and immediately 2 periods of A maths. By then, my brain is going to burst! Chinese, there is new banding and i will really hate it if my teacher is no more yang lao shi. English, there is banding but maybe there will be changes of teacher. Not much comments about it but if it is mrs lee class, there will be movement in the places we are going to have lessons and that will be troublesome. Well, there is a new co-form teacher. Never have i heard of the name so she must be a new teacher but i just hope it is not that high-pitched teacher. She will scare me off and i will die... Seriously, i don't like the new time table much since i can see so many flaws but everything has their flaws so i shall not complain anymore before worst things come in my sight!

not sad but sad

Well, nothing much happen today. It is just another stress school day when there is a lot of homework. There is social studies today and it is not that tough compared to the rest of the days. Acoording to miss noraini, next week, there will be a change of time table and that is so unnecessary i think. Why do we have to always change time table but it might not be a bad idea to certain extend. Well, geography might not be the last few lessons of the day anymore :) Social studies, there is a lot of things to record. Haiz... tomorrow, i have to go to school a little earlier to settle the social studies record. Indeed, being a social studies rap isn't that relax compare to other subject rap. Well, after school there is like sort of art club. Receive some bad news...but i don't want to further talk about it. At first, i don't feel that sad but after i go home and do some crap and now, i am starting to feel a little bit disappointed. Well, need to reflect. Wasted a lot but take it as a lesson. Haiz... Well, after that, alicia came to my house because she has no where to go and she doesn't has her house keys. She went youtube look see look see some kpop stuff which does not attract my attention but some videos were cool. Meanwhile, i was doing my homework and alicia is amazed that i am able to do my homework while watching television. Suddenly, i am thinking about mid-year and it sucks! Not anticipated for it at all!!! Thinking about those chapters that will be tested can make me faint. WHY WHY WHY???? WHY IS LIFE SO TOUGH, SO MISERABLE?!?!?! Oh ya, friday there will be camp until saturday. Dad will be working until 10pm on saturday so i got to take bus home after camp T_T Yeah, another thing that sucks! Sort of saw the time table for the camp and realise that it is very very very similar to the one in primary 5. The vendors are the same for primary 5 and secondary 3. Interesting... I am suspecting that everything may be just the same as primary 5 so, i sort of know what is going to happen unless there is something new and that is what i hope or else no surprise for me... Just randomly, i realise that the song Alice by Avril is really nice because it is just so SHOUT IT OUT!!!!! And sometimes, i really want to shout it out and maybe it will feel better but never have the chance. When i sit roller coaster, i always want to shout out loud but somehow, it failed. It just cannot come out from my mouth on rides. But now, i shall listen to Alice and let the SHOUT IT OUT feel get into me and most probably, i will feel better :)

I like the cool cool weather

I like the weather today. It is very cooling. It is raining the whole day and it reminds me of some things and this is totally opposite compared to last week which is very hot and humid when i just get totally fustrated. I just realise that even though you did not see that particular person for a week, as long as there is some kind of contact like msn, messenger, facebook or even phone call, there is will be a form of attraction towards each other and you will be cnstantly, mentally thinking of that particular person. I know i am very noob to realise this simple logic after so long. Yesterday, wanted to blog but somehow, too tired and too lazy so didn't blog but i shall just post it together with today's post. I went to play badminton with grace. At first, our plan is to run but rain came along so we got to somehow do something so we went to serangoon CC first but it is was fully booked so we went to hougang sport complex. When we went there, we tried to book a court but th lady at first told us it was fully booked but later, she say that she will check if anyone cancelled their booking. Oh lucky us, there is just nice a slot for us so we just go in and play play play. We played for 1 hour, non-stop. Yeah, it is indeed tiring. Today, my right arm hurts as well as my wraist area and this proves that i haven't been exercise vigorously and this sudden exercise cause me to get sores everywhere. But i will still continue training for my physical fitness test. I just hope i will not fail anything!!! Thinking about it, school holidays is going to end. Time passes just so fast. Yeah, i will miss holidays. After looking and thinking, i really do see that i am just way behind or maybe it is just because i do not want to get along. I think i just do not want to go foor it. Sick of it, hate it. Waiting for the day of family day because i can go to Universal Studio and this shows that i don't have to wait till june holidays!!! YAY!!! But when it comes to family day, it will just show how unfair and biased i am but who gives a damn right? I don't have to be fair in the situation!

Plan A Plan B, all failed

Today, i went out with puay suan, yu jun, grace and jolyn. Well, we wanted to go for cycling and movie which is actually plan A but sadly, it was raining heavily so we decided to change to plan B. But due to time constraint and some other reasons, plan B which consist of bowling and movie is sort of failed. We did not go for bowling. In fact, neitherPlan A or B was a success so i can say, a Plan C is the success. And Plan C is just watching of movie. LOL! Ke lian de Grace took the correct bus but at the opposite direction and went to bishan instead. Well, it took her almost 1 hour to reach pasir ris. Then, we went to ehub to watch Alice and the Wonderland 3D!!! It is so so so cool!!! But before there, we went to NTUC to crap around. Grace went there to get some food and so the rest of us were there to chit chat and i think spend around an hour there. At NTUC, it reminds me of last time when grace,elaine and i went to pasir ris for cycling and grace went a bit crazy due to kampai and chilli. Then, we went to watch the movie. Well, i got a little dizzy when i wore the 3D glasses. I have no idea why is it so but nevermind. Yu jun and i shared popcorn and i got very bloated after eating the popcorn. I think nowadays, my stomach is getting weaker. Seriously, grace's bag is ernomous! Her bag can stuff 2 big stuff toys. After the movie, something quite stupid happen. Well, we are going to leave separately so we are going to get our umbrellas back from yu jun as she is safe keeping it. Then, i wanted to keep my umbrella and there is a problem. Initially, i have no idea why can't i squeeze the umbrella in its hard cover. After tries from grace, yu jun and puay suan and me, jolyn realise the problem. There is something in the hard cover. After some knocking, a sock came out from the hard cover and it was so embarrassing. After taking out the sock, everything is settled. Indeed, it was embarrassing. Tomorrow, I am going to run with grace at the stadium. Hope that it won't rain :) Well, yesterday i broke a record. Well, it is m own record. Well, i chat on the phone for 2 hours 30 minutes and that was long i think. Well, my house cordless phone had no more battery through my conversation. Well, i also watched Being Human on wednesday with alicia and the moral behind the whole movie was very strong. Well, i learn something from the movie.

Define Holiday

This is my first post for march holidays and i must say it sucks! Seriously, who can define what is holiday when holiday is just filled with so much of homeworks and CCA. Actually, compared to others, i am still fine since i only have 1 day for CCA and i still have 2 days to go out and play. Well, i have around 15 homeworks and i haveread through most importantly PHYSICS!!! Well, since my physics sucks TOTALLY, i have read through it. Currently, it is just march holidays and there is so much homework so what about june holiday? Will there be ssp weekly or is there homework that ca be as high s mountain? Well, i don't have think about september holidays as there is nothing better to think of. For december holidays, no need to think as well since the school will be preparing us for sec 4 and there will be ssp for sure! Haiz...that is all about holiday but should be use it by now... Nothing to complain about my CCA since my CCA has been very relax all along and rarely will they ask us to stay back for holidays but this time, for SYF, we just got to stay back. Thursday, going cycling with jolyn, grace, puay suan and yu jun but if it rains, PLAN B shall take place. Friday, go running with grace and do lots of training and exercising and if we are not super duper tired, we shall go play badminton. I just hope we won't over-exhaust ourselves... The rest of day during holiday shall be for homework, revision, computer and some other things i think... Sadly, P6 Tolerant does not seem to have any class outing this time, i hope someone would organise one. Just thinking about the sec 3, i can only use the word "sian". Well, this is because we are going to Serimbun campsite. During primary 5 camp, i went to the same campsite and i can remember clearly that how scary it was but the food was not that bad. Every night, the female toilet is flooded due to the overflowing amount of people and there is always a frog which invade the toilet causing that particular cubical to be not in use. Well, there is 1 female toilet and 2 male toilet and this is also partly the cause of the flood every night. I still can remember, after i have my supper, i can hear girls screaming because they stepped into the male toilet. LOL! Well, the guys did not scream. The girls most probably saw the wrong things. LOL! But seriously, thinking that i have to go back to that campsite just scares me... I don't like that campsite's toilet!!! Anyway, suddenly i randomly want to go to Universal Studio and i think that can only happen during june holidays.

What a pissed off day!

It took me 1 hour to consider if i should post today and at last, i decided to post therefore what you are reading is what i am going to say! Those in front are just craps to start of the post. Today, i am very pressurized and upset and angry and plainly just filled with unhappy feelings! I got so pissed off with my scholar classmates (well, not all of them but just some). WHY DO THEY FREAKING HELL LIKE TO HAND IN LATE WORK!?!?!?!? Hey, hello, i am not your maid okay so don't expect me to collect your late work and receive scolding from miss noraini. Then, no content page, go find teacher and teacher put blame on me! WTH!!! I really feel super stress being a SS rap. Now, i understand why no one wants to be a SS rap...because it is so tiring!!! ARGH!!! Then, my "dear" buddy sort of like purposely knock onto me because the corridor was so big yet she purposely squeeze through where i was and knock onto me. The sharp edges of her file and books cut but thankfully, no blood. Well, i was expecting her to apologise but sadly to say she does not give a single freaking DAMN!!! My comment is that, IT WAS SO SO SO FREAKING RUDE!!! Hey, hello, you have just knock onto someone and do you know what is manners??? Don't you think you should apologise??? ARGH!!! I just realise that all my anger today is the combination from yesterday. After school, there was art club and we were still working on the SYF since tomorrow is the deadline. Feel that it was hopeless and totally become critical. Alicia said some craps with In Soo and i could not stop laughing. Well, maybe because i was so freak out angry and pissed off in the morning, once i start laughing at the afternoon, i just can't stop and it seems like i am just crazy. Somehow, i just cannot control my laughter. Then, we managed to know from kimberly that if our work is rejected in the preliminary round, there will be not a single hope for COP. Oh great, and now i have no hope in this artwork... Totally feel hopeless. Maybe it will get rejected in the preliminary round and we will receive most probably nothing for this artwork. Maybe for our efforts that we put in, there will be some CCA points given but of course not much. This is such a sad news but nevermind. We shall look at the positive side of everything which i can't do so since I AM JUST SO SO SO CRITICAL!!!

Talk Laugh Talk Laugh

Today i will define it as a talk and laughing day. During CE lesson, we are required to write the positive views we think about ourselves and i didn't know what to write until jolyn gave me some adjectives. So i use only 4 adjectives to describe myself and they are: Straightforward, efficient, funny, daring. In group of 6, we pass the paper around to let others tick if they agree and they can add in adjectives to describe the person. Well, in my group, adjectives that are added in are: responsible, funny(very), hardworking, flirt. Well, the most amount of ticks is flirt and WHEN AM I A FLIRT?!?!?! Well, i remember jolyn was described as quiet, hardworking, violent, vicious, cleanliness freak. HAHA!!! JOLYN IS VIOLENT AND VICIOUS ALL BECAUSE OF THE PHOTO POST ON FACEBOOK!!! LOL!!! After school, there is a science symposium. Well, there was air-conditioning and i just expect to sleep there because i was very tired after the day and just nice there is air-conditioning. Well, i sleep for a while until students of my school start to do their presentation. Some of the presentation was very funny due to the accent of the china scholar seniors have when they speak english. It sounds very very very weird and some words are pronounce very badly and horribly and it can hardly be understood. After the presentation and talks, we went to the back to look at booths. Well, jolyn, xin yui, jun hao and i set up a booth ourselves and the item that we are going to talk about was the nike water bottle (which is mine). It was totally crap! But there are people who are very entertained by the speaker. LOL! For the whole day, i talk alot of craps and laugh really hard. Well, it has been very long since i can talk so much craps and laugh so hard!

Critical oh me

I feel that i am so critical about everything. Whatever that is positive or happy, i will have to think about the unhappy and the negative side of it. It seems to be too extra but it is just to be prepared about the worst. Even people says that i am critical. But i think maybe i am just too tired of my life so, nothing is good or whatever. But no matter how critical i am, i am just prepared for the worst. Like example, i wanted to go pasir ris park for cycling and currently, i am thinking aboout what kind of bad things is going to happen on that day. Well, after thinking about the bad things that are going to happen, i feel so tired and don't feel like going but i know that it is the wrong mindset. I think i am just weird...weird oh me...critical oh me. Haiz...but seeing the people around me just make me go critical. Some people just have craps to say causing others to be in trouble and by doing this, it just make me feel so critical about this person. Even though it is the march school holidays next week but life is not so relax. I better read through physics once more, THOROUGHLY!!! Or else i will just be floating in the air, unable to find a place to land. Got to read through a lot of stuffs to abosrb, to understand. Suddenly, i feel like going to holiday during the march holidays but nowhere to go so let's wait until june holiday. I know there will be homework for all holidays but no matter what, i will definitely complete all homeworks and enjoy my holiday as much as possible :)

I learn a lesson

Today, i went out with my mum. It was quite troublesome because my mum wanted to go back to office but she have no idea where to put me to. At first, she wanted to put me at square 2 for 1 hour or so and then she go office but i said i don't want to walk alone as it will be super boring. Then, she had a headache because she don't know where to put me but at last, she decided to bring me along to somewhere to shop or walk. We had no idea to go so my mum just randomly drive anywhere. At last, we went to chinatown. When we go to chinatown, we went to eat porridge and chicken wings. After that, we went to a shop, which sells random stuff. My mum went there to check out whether the jade she bought not long ago was Grade A or not. The shopkeeper told my mum that it was a Grade B. Well, my mum was still quite calm since she bought at a cheap price but she says she is going to go back to the original shop for an exchange since that shopkeeper who sold her the jade said that she can come back for an exchange. So, we went to that shop and many arguments and things happened and my mum did not exchange for another one. My mum said that she will take it as she lost these money to make herself feel better. From this, my mum and i made a conclusion that "these kind of people" are just money face and cheaters. (To not offence anyone, the shopkeeper that sold the jades are referred as "these kind of people") And my mum wants to me learn from this lesson and look at "these kind of people" with a different perspective and learn how to be smart. Well, i manage to look at it well and feel quite disappointed that there are such despicable people in this world.

I made a mistake. I realise my mistake. I understand how i feel correctly. No matter who is it, no one can replace you. I take back my words. I am sorry to make such grave mistake. I hope you will forgive me and i know you will. At last, i understand my feelings after this long rest of thoughts. You are the one that i should say these to you:

estoy enojado en amor con usted
je suis follement dans l'amour avec vous
sono pazzo nell'amore con voi
ik ben gek in liefde met u
ich bin wütend in der Liebe mit Ihnen
eu estou louca no amor com você
είμαι τρελλά ερωτευμένος με σας я
сумашедше в влюбленности с вами

Oh! I am just so noob!!!

Today there is PE and it is the running of 2.4km. Well, what we were given to run is more than 2.4km and my timing was 18.15min. I failed by 5s. That is so noob but because jolyn, ming xia and i were walking and jogging through and this is just a trail no nevermind. But miss talib said that we can deduct 2 min from our timing and that should be the timing for 2.4km. Since i did a shortcut at the last round so i added in 1 min and the timing should be 17.15 min now. Then, i went to see the board and it says that for my age catogary, for sit-and-reach, i must get at least 30!!! THIS IS TOTALLY CRAZY!!! I will fail in this section. I AM SO NOOB!!! I have no idea how to hit that but i will just try. After that, alicia came to my house and we just play computer and stuff. And alicia managed to get some baby photos of LAW HUISI and she finds them very cute... and she said that elmo in the car is very cute too :) Then, at night i was doing my homework. First, i did my chinese and then english letter writing and then maths. The maths...i just plainly anyhow do since i seem to have no idea how to solve some of the questions. Then, i check my student organiser and i realise that there is english summary writing and i did not bring the EL Comprehension book home!!! I am so noob... Mr Chong asked us to get rid everything under our desk for the council camp and i got rid everything under my desk and move them into the locker and now...i forget to bring my EL home. Now, how am i going to do my homework and i have to passed it up on monday? No way will i have time to do on monday (last minute work). No choice but i have to call someone to scan the passage to me and i will do it during the weekends. I called jeslyn twice and she did not answer. Maybe she was sleeping since it was 10pm... Then, thinking if i should call sara but then, nevermind so i called junhao and asked him to scan to me. THANK GOD! At last someone answer the phone and has a scanner and is able to scan me the passage. I nearly faint when i realise i can't do my homework. Now, i am feeling very stupid because i have troubled someone else to help me scan my passage when it is all my fault and things just do not go on smoothly!!! WHY AM I SO SO SO NOOBIE?!?!?!

Suicide

Everyone wants to commit suicide after receiving their test results. Well, i have calmed down and don't feel like committing suicide anymore. Well, when i wanted to (right aftter a maths test), no one wants to die with me but now, everyone wants to die and i find life okay... Sometimes, i don't understand...people who never studied said that they scored badly because they are poor but seriously, i don't think so. I believe that everyone has the potential in themselves (excluding me) so, if you studied for your test, you will not fail or whatever. But some people like me, studied yet score badly is another story. Everyone says they want to jump down from the 4th level of ZHSS but i don't think it is a smart way to die. You will most probably survived being handicapped or paralyzed or even becoming a vegetable. So, if you want to die, jump down from a higher building but the best way to die is to die without blood. Today, when i was at the art gallery browsing through the distinction pieces of work from our seniors, i realise how stressful life is. Some of them drew out the stress they are facing and how tired they are and i realised that i am turning old. Well, not old as in age or phyiscally but old mentally. I am starting to get tired of this stressful, boring life. Maybe just because i have not find the interest in life. Or maybe because my life is just plainly too average. Well, of course there is a benefit to have an average life but you will be nobody in the society. You will just be a person there, just there and with or without you does not make a single difference. Well, this does not mean that i want to make something big or special out o my life but when life gets too average, it gets very boring...

Lorry is so scary

Today was another busy day when i get back my english and geography test papers. English was horrible, as expected but i thought i would fail but luckily i didn't :) I just passed by 0.5 mark but it is better than failing. FANTASTIC! I scored well for geography! WOOT! It was so so so close to full marks but at least better than nothing and this proves that my effort pays off :) But this is not the main topic of my post today. Well, a few days ago, puay suan created a weird thingy about bibi. Then, jolyn and i called her lorry. Then, jolyn is rhino and i am the small car that got knock down by the lorry. This small car is a VW and the lorry is a Suzuki and the rhino is a grey rhino. Well, we also created one for yu jun and it is called van. No exact brand for her yet but we will think for it. Then today, this lorry sort of like became a lesbian. She somehow is cling onto alicia and grab onto alicia's hand whatever they do or wherever they go. I can see that alicia was irritated and thankfully, my new water bottle saved alicia from that scary lorry. Now, there are people from 3E1 and 3E2 thinks that puay suan and alicia are lesbians. LOL! Anyway, tomorrow i am not going to watch alice and the wonderland since i have to rush through SYF. AHHHHHHHHH!!!! Well, i was not very sad since even if i go and watch, i got to travel to toa payoh and back home. Troublesome due to the long jam from the bus ride. That's why i hate taking bus! Well, maybe i will have a chance to watch it another day :) Well, i still have other free movie tickets or discounted tickets so nevermind. Woot! Grace is going to come and watch show tomorrow and listen to my crappy entertainment :)

You have gradually disappear from my daydreams and visions.
I do admit that i have not forgotton about you completely but your sight, your vision do not appear in front of me that much anymore.
It seems fast for you to disappear that quick.
Well, most probably because someone has invaded into my mind and he is trying very hard to replace you.
It seems like he is kind of successful but i don't know.
I hope we are still good friends and i hope you have also calmed yourself.

Test papers and new water bottle!

Today, in school is just getting back all the test papers back and most of them are just horrible, as expected. The most happy one should be chinese. Well, it is just an A2. It was A1 at first but then, due to my loyalty, i told yang lao shi his marking mistake and deduct 1 mark and i dropped from A1 to A2. I think that 1 mark is 同情分because of what i told "him" to make "him" not that sad because of the mistake he made for his geography test. For this case (to "him"), maybe you will get 同情分for your geography test :) The worst test for me should be A maths i guess but i was kind of satisfied because i did not fail. IT WAS JUST PASSED!!! Chemistry was horrible but somehow i should have expect it since my sciences were never good at all and anyways, i passed. Well, for social studies, did not have high expectation from it but at least a B3 should be satisfied. Well, i think i am getting back my english tomorrow and seriously, that is the paper i really would not want to see because it totally sucks! According to what i have heard, many failed and thinking back to my standard, my english is just bad so no way can i pass the english this time. Tomorrow, i will also be getting my geography paper. I have higher expectations on it and i really hope that when i see the paper my heart will not drop or else i will really go for suicide.
After school, my dad brought me to novena square. We were walking in a rush because my mum is outside with the car waiting... Then, we walked to the first few sport shops to see if i can get my nike water bottle but they are not selling any. So, my dad and i went to NIKE by B.I.R.D. It was cold in there or maybe it is just me feeling so. When we into the shop, there was only the black nike water bottle. Well, maybe if there is other colours, that will be the colour i will choose since the other colours that i have seen before isn't that nice to me. Well, if there is a transparent one, i will prefer that but there isn't. YAY!!! I got a new water bottle but i will miss the old one. But sadly, the old one is leaking or else i will not change it. Now, i am not very happy because my mum cooked my dinner when i am super duper full and i really can't eat anymore or else my stomach will burst! Sadly, my mum already cooked it although i told her so many times that i really can't eat anymore. So, when she serve the food, i will fght for my stand and not eat because i am just way too full!!!