Sick again...

Today, i went to fang wen's birthday party. An early one. The whole clique was there except for yu jun, sara and elaine. Well, fang wen also invited her classmates. This year's birthday party is still ok but compare to last year, this year seems to be a little bit bad. But the most fun part of this birthday party is grace and ranice being pulled and pushed into the pool. At the same time, i took a photo of ranice and grace jumping into the pool and ranice seems to be floating in air. I will upload the photo one day when i feel like because i am just way too tired to upload it now. But somehow, i have the energy to blog. Hehe! After fang wen's party or should i say, during fang wen's party, my throat became quite painful. Ranice also experience the same feeling. Well, i think because yesterday, i was under the sunlight for too long and my body cannot withstand this heat so i fell sick. Ranice and the other band members had band performance at sentosa yesterday and we were actually quite close to each other and they also experience the horrible sunlight and maybe that is why ranice got sick too. After fang wen's party, i went to ranice house. We went to the internet and look see look see at some stuffs and we went to youtube and wikipedia. And we found out that, vitas actually acted in Hua Mulan as Wude. It is quite weird when they actually ask vitas to act. At the same time, we realise that vitas is already 31 years old and the best song he ever sang was my favourite, OPERA 2!!! I LOVE IT!!! Then, i went home and ate dinner. Now, i am tired and really want to sleep. My mum says that her leg is aching badly and she just realise that it is already the June Holidays!!! LOL!!! My mum seems to be behind time. Haha! Since it is the school holidays, i can sleep even very late and that is such a enjoyable thing but i have to do lots of homework as well as lots of revision. My mum also gave me some household chores to do but i believe i can manage it! :)

A Trip To Universal Studio Singapore

Today, i went to universal studio singapore with my mum because of family day organise by her office. My mum paid only $25 while i paid $45. Indeed, it is much cheaper than the original price during weekends. We also had $5 voucher each for buying souvenirs at any retail shop found inside. We also had $10 voucher each for meal at any shops inside. Indeed, it is very cheap in this case but if thinking that we got to pay $70++ and the meal there which the total amount of money we paid at universal studio is around $100, i think that it does not worth the price we have paid. Why do i say so? The standard entrance fee for any universal studio is around S$70++. However, there are more varieties of games in other countries compared to singapore because singapore has limited land. At the same time, singapore's weather is just too HOT!!! You can just faint in there. It may sound way too serious but it can be so serious. Today, my mum and i forgot to bring a lot of things such as umbrella, caps, a bigger back pack. All we brought were just water and sun block. Even though we brought sun block but we had sun burn around the neck area. Haiz... The weather was very bad because it was hot and sunny and the sun is just shining directly into your eyes. OMG!!! Well, i shall not say inn details what happened in there because i am just lazy to. Hehe! But all i can say is that it is fun but it is quite wasteful because the 2 most exciting rides are unavailable. Unlucky me. After 7pm when all the rides are closed, we left. Our legs were extremely tired. We walked a lot! Our legs seems to be going to break and we just move another step. In conclusion, i think that it will be more worth it if the entrance fee is cheaper but i think that will never happen. At the same time, if you are those kind that really wants to play around, you should buy the express ticket because you will not have to waste your time on the waiting for rides that can go up to 2 hours and if you have a express ticket, think about the amount of rides you can take within this 2 hours. However, the express ticket isn't that cheap so personally, i think that if you really want to play in universal studio singapore, YOU MUST THINK TWICE! As the amount of money you will be paying is like...OMG! But, you will also enjoy your time there with those exciting rides!

This will make your day a little happier

So fun that you get injured

Today is the last day for post exam activities. Tomorrow, it will just be litery fiesta, cleaning of classroom and meeting of parents. If you consider that as post exam activity, i have no comments. So, what did we do today? The first activity was student learning programme. We played games, 4 different games. During the first game, i have already injured myself. It was a b... something something game. Can't really remember the name of the game. Well, when i place the colour plates on the ground, i turn around and due to reaction time, i can't react to the fact that see hui was squatting in front of me. So, i tripped over see hui and fell. According to many people, i tripped over see hui and did a cup-wheel in the air and then, fell on the ground. Well, i scratched my arm against the rough ground but still ok. I don't know why, i was very active so the pain isn't that pain actually. After this b... game, we had another game which i also cannot remember the game name but we just got to listen to our team members instructions and walk through this distance where we face obstacles and we are suppose to walk backwards. Not much problems in this game. After this, we had another game which again, i cannot remember the name. We are suppose to use 5 raffia strings to carry up a bucket of balls out of the square without dropping a ball from the bucket. We somehow succeed when we use 5 strings but we dropped one ball unluckily. Then, we tried with one string and we succeed again. Well, the challenge in this game is that we cannot communicate so we can only use gestures and eye contact. Last of all, we had the game, "freeze it". HA! I remember the name of this game only. I guess it was the most hilarious one. We are supposed to take the bottles underneath the chair and when the coach says freeze, we are not supposed to move. When we take the bottles out, we cannot let the coach see it or else we are considered to have lost the game. Well, here comes the funny part. When Jiannan go the one of the bottle, he quickly passed the bottle to ziwei, one of the scholar. However, at this point, the coach shouts freeze therefore the position of ziwei and jiannan was totally OMG! Jolyn wanted to take a photo of it but it is school time so, no chance. The position was froze there for very long and it was very embarrassing for jiannan and ziwei. Many watching were laughing at them. LOL! Sadly, i did not manage to see it but even though i never watch, i laugh when jolyn was telling me the whole thing and demonstrate what jiannan had done. Then, a lot of people were laughing and jiannan because of this. Jiannan got crazy and started attacking jolyn and i but luckily i manage to run away so i got attacked only a few times but jolyn and jiannan were like fighting. LOL! After this, there is this sexuality talk. Not very interesting to certain extend therefore no comment to make. But i have a query. Well, as the discussion in class goes on, the teacher says that whenever we have trouble, we should go to our friends and get support from them. Parents are not the best option and teachers are the last option. But what if one day, your friend betrays you and tells the whole world your trouble? By then, what you will be facing is another impact that will lead to even more serious emotion breakdown. Well, of course not all friends will be such a betrayer but just what if... One never know what will happen the next day. Indeed, mutual trust is important but maybe it is just me that cannot trust someone so thoroughly. Like a saying goes: Once bitten, twice shy. Since i have gone through the process maybe that's why i just have the thought that friends may just betray us one day. But according to yesterday's movie, there will be one day that your friend will just betray you such for survivor. What i learn today and yesterday seems to contradict so which one should i learn from and believe in?

Youth Forum

Today, there is only 2 post exam activities and they are SPA Physics and Humanities movie. Physics was just going through of test paper and then, we went to discovery lab to check out the very cool gadgets. Well, this gadgets can be very dangerous because some gadgets produce electricity and we might just get electrocuted. Then, at 10am jolyn and i went to find mr hazry to settle the youth forum because miss noraini has lost her voice and was not able to tell us the information she wanted to tell us. At last, we managed to settle it somehow. Then, it was the humanities movie. It was about Hitler and Nazis and Jewish. First half of the movie is very dead. Thankfully, grace came to find jolyn and i and we were playing at the back. I laughed a lot because of some foolish things we did and it caught many people attention. Well, i did not do that intentionally and i guess many find me irritating but nevermind since i am a crazy fellow. Hehe! The climax which is also the ending part of the movie, three of us were then, watching the movie. Well, climax always catches people's attention. It was quite a sad story. Due to the loyalty to Nazis, the general lost his son, Bruno because Bruno managed to get into the concentration camp where he made friend with a Jewish. After the movie, jolyn, puay suan and i got to go to youth forum at mayflower secondary school. It was quite fun actually. But now, i don't know why but i feel very tired and i want to sleep.

Post exam activities

Today, i have experience the first day of post exam activities for the secondary 3. Bad enough but funny though. The first activity is SPA for chemistry. Nothing much to say because it is just talking of the teacher and telling us how to do certain practical, observations made and inferences. Next, it was the Korean MTV Dance. I stone for the first part but just act as if i was dancing but actually, i was reading the notes miss noraini passed to Mr Ang and then to me. After a while, the teacher in-charge, Miss Lim saw me reading it so she asked me to put it away then, i put it away. Anyway, i realise that Miss Lim can actually dance very well. I was laughing non stop because Jiannan was like a monkey jumping around and somehow he seem to sprain his back and while dancing, his reaction is just too funny. I cannot stop laughing man! When we were dancing the last part, Jun hao and i edited the dance to the pose of Hitler. LOL! Anyway, we were dancing Wedding Dance by don't know who. I seriously like the Hitler part because we seem to be the abnormal ones. LOL! Jolyn was super enthusiastic. She was super enthusiastic when dancing and you can just see how engrossed she was. Then, the next programme was shooting. I was a total failure and i have disgrace my parents. Okay...it is not actually that serious but i think it is that serious. I had 4 shots and after the 4 shots, what is the results? A blank piece of paper is back to my hands. How disappointing... Haiz... When i went home and show my mother. She just show me the "haiz" reaction and shake her head. After that, she decided to teach me how to shoot properly. Although we do not have any pistol at home but somehow, my mum is just so pro and she can just somehow make me visualise the TV remote control as a pistol/gun. Cool right? After my mum's teaching, i manage to get a better understanding of how to shoot better. I LOVE MY MUM!!! WOOT!!! Tomorrow, it will another day of post exam activities. Firstly, it will be SPA physics but not very sure what we are going to do. Secondly, there is this Humanities movie. I think i will fall asleep unless the movie is very interesting. After school, i will be going to youth forum with miss noraini, puay suan and jolyn and another 2 members from 3E3. Seriously, i have no idea what am i going to do but nevermind.

VITAS FTW!!!

Currently, i am crazily in love with this song called Opera 2 by Vitas. It is just so outstanding and i love it!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is russian and IT IS JUST GREAT!!! VITAS FTW!!!

Half of the year

It has been half of year and i have been studying and studying. At same time, within this half of the year, i manage to make new friends. Well, i also had deeper hatred to some people and also managed to understand some people even better. I don't know when but i start to dislike you. You, copy things that i do but i don't mind because i will take it as great minds think the same. But sometimes, your face makes me pissed off. Ok...fine...i just don't know why but whatever you do can just pissed me off! Well, talking about you just make me angrier so i shall not talk about you anymore. It is a happy thing that exams are over even though my results are horrible. No matter how horrible the results are, it has become a fact and there isn't much thing i can do about other than working even harder for the upcoming tests and exams. But the post exam activities make me feel very sian. Out of the sudden, i don't feel like going to school next week. The post exam activities are jut BORING!!! Why boring? Firstly, there is this Korean MTV Dance. WTH!!! Firstly, i don't like dancing and secondly, i have no interest in korean stuff and by thinking and imagining, i think i will see people going crazy for the korean thingy. Seriously, i am so going to stone throughout the programme. Next, there will be a police talk. Ok...this police talk is are regular thing that will take place every year so should be numb to it now. Next, there is sexuality talk. This is the second one. The first one was quite a failure since many people complain about it due to the fact that they show us explicit pictures without telling us beforehand about it. So, how will the second talk be like? Not even excited about post exam activities... Well, thinking that i will be seeing HER next week still, it makes me feel so sian... Haiz... Well, i have briefly planned about my JC/Poly life but still at a lost end but i believe that i will get to a conclusion one day. Well, that is like an OF COURSE! LOL! Anyway, i have this question to this friend of mine. Seriously, can you please tell me why do you laugh when you see me similing or even laughing? Well, you can ask our fellow friend to ask me to smile for nothing when you are feeling gloomy and then, you feel so satisfied. Well, when you are extremely down and sad, i went crazy and started laughing and smiling, your unhappy face will turn to be smiling but hiding your smile. Well, is it because my smile or laugh is very funny that it will be you feel better? Well, if it is so, i will laugh and smile more to make many more happy when actually i am a very negative person :)

似乎时日不多了。。。

Suddenly, i feel very pain, very pain. All the different emotions are going to burst. Firstly, i was deeply attack by the horrible results. Secondly, my mum was telling me about life and death and how to face death. Thirdly, just now, not long ago, i was watching a chinese documentary on Israel and Palestine. To be exact, they are just Palestinian. Lastly, the music they are playing are just very down and it really pushes my emotions to the limit. After all of these, i really realise 时日真的不多了。。。Maybe time is coming to an end soon... In the afternoon, i was with my mum on the road. The road was wide and board. There are little oncoming cars. Well, while i was walking across the road, somehow i really hope that there is a car that will drive towards my direction and just knock me down...end this bloody hell life. I have been controlling...controlling all my tears since yesterday. My mum tell me lots of things about life and death these few days and i really cause an uprise in my emotions. Controlling my tears is quite tough but i am still good in it somehow... Palestinians living near the dead sea are really very pathetic. They seem to be labelled as "unwanted kids". Isreal claim that they are palestinians but the palestine claim that they are Israelis. Well, it seems to be very unfair to them but they have no choice. Sad thing to say. The results i received are majority catogaries as SHIT! Holy shit...i just bloody hell feel like giving up. Tired and tired and tired. Somehow, the only phrase that is in mind and appears right in front of my eyes is “似乎时日不多了。。。” Not much time left i guess...

3 hours badminton

Today, puay suan, yu jun, grace, jolyn and i wanted to go and play badminton at 3pm so i booked court at yio chu kang sports hall for 1 hour since i can only book 1 hour. Well, puay suan and i rushed there. On the way there, when puay suan and i were on our way to the bus stop from puay suan's house, i stepped onto a small piece on glass. Initially, i thought i stepped onto a stone and thought that after walking a while, the stone will get off but somehow, it did not and it gets really uncomfortable so i stopped and tried to pluck out the stone. However, when i plucking it out, it was somehow attached to my shoe deeply. Since i have problem plucking it using my hands (unhygienic), i have decided to use scissors. Well, it is much more successful using scissors and i managed to pluck out the thing which is actually a small piece of glass. I was thankful that my shoe sole was thick therefore the small piece of glass did not pierce through my legs and the consequences is something i will not think about. Then, puay suan and i went to yio chu kang sports hall first since band has not released. We got there late and had problems finding the customer service counter or the booking counter. We took a while to find it and at last we found it. There is some delays in band due to committee meeting so at last grace, jolyn and yu jun did not go to yio chu kang sports hall. But i booked another court at sengkang sports hall from 5pm to 7pm so grace, jolyn and yu jun travelled there first and puay suan and i will catch up. Well, puay suan and i got there late as we took 1 hour on travelling. Quite shocking that i took 1 hour on travelling and it totally sucks. Well, in total, i spent 3 hours and my right arm sores as well as both of my legs. Now, i feel very tired after so much exercising but a lot of calories are burned off. While playing, i realised puay suan and jolyn will have a lot of pattern when they play badminton and it was really funny. Then, grace and i realised that we were actually much more normal compared to them. Haha! When we were on the sengkang LRT, on our way back to sengkang mrt, puay suan and i sat down since there are many seats available. Well, puay suan and i did not sit on the reserve seat but when puay suan sit down, jolyn said something funny. Jolyn said to puay suan,"Hey! 大婶，你坐错位了！" I was laughing like hell when i heard that because it was so funny. Well, what jolyn means is that puay suan should sit on the reserve seat instead. But seriously, the way jolyn say it was just too funny. HAHAHA!!!

I am fed up, really fed up.
Do not push me to my limits or else i will seriously LET GO!!!
This is not the first time and it will not be the last time.
I know you will definitely tell me the same reasons like the last time therefore i won't hear them.
Well, i am tired...tired hearing the same explanations all over again.
I am really thinking that it is time to let go but will story repeat again?
Once i let go, you will control yourself and wait for my forgiveness.
After my forgiveness, what happens?
You go back to the same and i will get very tired to repeat everything again and again.
You blame me for the same reason i blame you.
But please, think carefully, what you did is way more serious than what i did so DON'T BLAME ME FOR WHAT I BLAME YOU!!!
USE A DIFFERENT REASON LAH!!!

Where is the brace face?

Yesterday, i took off my braces and now there is just teeth! Not very white but still not bad. Maybe one day, i can go and find my doctor and whiten it but it will be costly... It has seem to be very long since i have seen such teeth. LOL! It may be a bit exaggerating but it has really been long. I wore brace for like 1 and the half years. Today, i went to school and the first person i talked to was yu jun. She saw my teeth without braces and she was like: You so fast take out already!!! She repeated that for a few times and i just plainly smile at her. Hehe! Well, i think that my teeth became bigger and my mum says that it is my teeth 长大了。Then, sara saw it too and she says that she is still not use to not seeing me with braces. But one day, she will. Well, weird puay suan defines braces as staples and ask me why do i have to take out the staples and what did i do? Plainly laughed. Well, i took 2 papers today. First was chemistry and then, history. During the history paper, the school was very kind to switch on the air-conditioning and i feel cooler since my seat is very warm without the air-conditioning. Chemistry seems to be bad for me since i got one question i left blank because i really do not know how to do and most of my mole concept are wrong. That is quite sad. History...not bad i think, for the source-based but for essay, don't expect much. This time, i took like 30 to 40 minutes on essay but the first essay was in bad condition since my handwriting is in a mess but the second essay is better, just like social studies. After the history paper, i realise that the speed i use to do source-based has increased which seems to be something good. However, the time i took for my essay increased as well so, not very good actually. I seem to be contradicting myself but nevermind. In the afternoon, puay suan, grace and ranice were at my house. At first, we were playing monopoly as puay suan requested. I was the poorest and ranice was the richest. First time, i play monopoly and i only have 3 housing properties!!! WTH!!! But nevermind, since it was a game only. Then, we went my room, switch on the air-conditioning and study for physics. We went through some kinematics and dynamics questions and chit chat here and there and time flew very quickly and it was quickly 8pm. Soon, they left. Well, i have to continue to study since tomorrow's paper is e maths and physics. Somehow, my confidence for e maths has been demoralised by physics and quite worried for both subjects. More worried on e maths than physics. Hope to score an A for e maths but physics...i don't hope much but please please please, give me at least a pass. Hopefully, the papers for tomorrow will not be too difficult.

The Weather Was Unbearable

Actually, the weather was unbearable yesterday but it is better today. Maybe there is drizzle and it cools down the temperature. The weather is hot, not humid. It is not the sticky sticky feeling that shows that it is going to rain but it is the really hot weather that can make you sweat badly. Well, how hot is the weather? Well, when i was sitting on the chair at home, right under the ceiling fan, writing some notes on a piece of paper and i started sweating. This is how hot the weather is. It was totally horrible. Well, yesterday, stupid oh me, i went to eat laksa during recess and what happen? I had stomach ache. Luckily, it was still bearable. After school, i went to eat lunch with alicia and puay suan. At first, i ordered tom yam maggie but then, when alicia know about it, she immediately told me to change my order to fish soup bee hoon without milk. Well, i listened to her and changed it cause she says that tom yam will also agitate the stomach to certain extent. After eating, we went to 7-11 and bought a packet of chocolate. Well, i am not suppose to eat diary products or milk but then, i still eat the chocolate. What punishment did i receive after being so stubborn to eat diary product? The next day morning which is today morning, i had quite a bad stomache and had diarrhoea for 4 times. I think it is consider quite bad... Well, when i went to school, my stomach still hurt and it is those sudden sharp pain that will torture a person badly and i don't like that feeling. After school, puay suan and i went to lunch together since there is no one else eating and we talked a lot. Nowadays, many of us are busy with our lives so not much come together and have lunch. Yu jun has to go home after school for reasons that i don't know. Jolyn is busy studying so no time to have lunch. Grace is the super busy one. I always see her with 2 ssp in a day. Alicia is somehow missing for some reasons like tuition and no money and some other reasons. Ranice is sometimes here and most of time not there. Haha. Then, there is only puay suan and i to have lunch together. Everyone is just so busy. Haiz... Next week, it is the main papers for mid-year and i have no confident. Really...no confident. Well, i have a feeling i might fail geography paper since it seems like there are too many things to remember. Physics...always weak in it, just really hope to pass. Chemistry, all the best to myself since i have no idea how tough it will be... Chinese, i am worried it is too difficult and beyond my knowledge so... A maths and e maths are still okay but all the best to myself again. History...it seems like it is all about remembering and memorising and that is so stressful to my mind. I don't like having exams and i also don't like the day when i get back my papers and see the horrible results i got and have the super disappointed feeling. Today, i keep on saying this : 似乎时日不多了。。。Life is getting boring and meaningless...

ANGER! PISSED!

In the early morning of 4am, i woke up due to a super painful stomach ache. As the pain is way too painful, i cannot sleep and my mum has decided to send me to TTSH. Waited for quite a while. Seriously the pain is really horrible. It is not consistent or what but it is like having pains in intervals. It will pain for once and the second time went it relapse is like a few seconds later. It was super super pain. Tears are forced out from my eyes. Well, then the doctor gave her consultation. Well, my mum request for injection such that the pain is minimise to the lowest but the doctor is not willing to as she thinks that it may be too suffering for me. Well, this doctor is very gentle. But this doctor is a trainee. Well, without medication, the pain is killing. The doctor claims that it is a intestine infection. I was given 2 days MC but i have decided to go back to school because i don't feel like missing any lessons and at the same time, staying at home resting might just make me even more sick. Anyway, intestine infection which is also food poisoning will not just spread like that. Then, i went to school and i was quite tired since i woke up at 4am. I went to the teacher's table to check if my e maths worksheet was there but it wasn't. I went to check with mr tham and mr tham says that my worksheet is not with him as he had returned. Well, i was quite worried because somehow, my worksheet just went missing out of the sudden. I was quite pissed off since mr tham gave instructions to th person to give out the worksheet but this person just leave it on the teacher's table and somehow it went missing. Talking about this just make me feel angry and pissed! All because of this kind little fellow, somehow my worksheet went missing and i have to borrow my classmate's copy to photocopy!!! ARGH!!! Just bloody hell pissed. At the same time, my black went missing and somehow i feel so irritated about it but nevermind since i am going to buy a new one soon. Then, when i came home. I went t photocopy the worksheet and something happen. THE PRINTER RAN OUT OF INK!!! I was extremely irritated because everything seems to unpleasant today. Firstly, i have food poisoning. Secondly, my black pen is missing. Thirdly, my e maths worksheet grew legs or wings and it went missing. Lastly, my printer ran out of ink when i need to print something sort of important. This is super pissed!!! ARGH!!! WHY THINGS JUST CAN'T GO ON SMOOTHLY TODAY?!?!?!?!