Study Award

Today i woke up at 6.45am which so so so early. Although usually i wake up at 6am during weekdays when there is school, today is a weekend and i should be sleeping like a pig. Well, i walked to bathroom with my eyes shut which my mum finds it really funny. Then, i wore my school uniform and proceed to singapore polytechnic with my mum. Well, why am i there for? I am going to collect an award which i don't know what award is that but all i know is, it is a study award. Haha! I am the 324th recipient. When all recipients and their parents got into the auditorium, they were playing Alvin and the Chipmunk on the screen as we waited for the guest of honour to arrive. During that period, i managed to finish my 弯弯. Yay! Soon, the guest of honour arrived. Before it is my turn to go up the stage, i don't feel like going to the toilet but when i was queuing up to go the stage, i feel like going to toilet. LOL! Well, i received $400. Initially, i thought it was $300, well that was also what my mum thought but maybe because i am secondary 3, so there should be more. One more shocking thing i found out in this prize presentation is if you score very well for your A level and you actually applied for the award, the prize you are going is to receive is $3000!!! This is a lot man!!! It is like 7.5 times of what i am receiving. After the prize giving ceremony, there is a performance by 5 of the recipients. Maybe because i woke up too early, i almost fell asleep on my seat. My eyelid was about to shut and if i was not wrong, i went into sleep for a while. After the whole performance and ceremony, there was refreshments for everyone. It was very crowded as everyone collect their food! My mum and i grabbed our refreshments which was actually our lunch and went home. Well, we went home to eat the food because it was too crowded there and there isn't much space for us to eat so we rather go home and eat it. Well, the food isn't that bad and of course we should not complain because it is free! Haha! I should have gone for an afternoon nap. But nevermind. Around 3.30pm i think, ranice and grace came to my house to play. We switched on the air-con in my room, switched on the television and played uno. After that, grace and i played stress. Ranice was very funny. Sometimes she helped me but sometimes she helped grace. But the way she helped was really funny. She will chop on one section and start filling up with cards. Haha! Most of the time, when she help that particular side, that side will win. Like when she helped me, i will win while she helped grace, grace will win. Then, grace and i went on to play taidi. Since there is only both of us playing, it is quite easy for u to guess what cards each of us were having. At the same time, grace was abusing my toy elephant. She strangled and squashed it. 可怜的 elephant. After that, grace and ranice went home. Well, tomorrow is Halloween but actually it seems to be an usual day for me because my family don't celebrate halloween and i see much celebration of halloween in singapore... Although i am one day early, i will wish everyone a HAPPY HALLOWEEN!


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Grace strangled my Elephant...


Grace squashed my Elephant...


After getting bullied, Elephant is currently staring at grace.

Last day of school, at domino

Today is the day when we will receive our report book. Before that, i went assembly and i think it is horrible! I can't hear anything from the podium man! I think since it is going to the end of year and school is going to close, i really hope that the school will change the speaker system so that next year, people at the back of the parade square as well as those under the corridor could hear what people on the podium were saying. And therefore, we don't have to look left and right to find out what was happening. Well, before getting our report books, mr ang wants to do some NE thingy with the class. Well, my group is group 7 and i am lazy to actually list out the members in my group. Well, we got to read on some articles and answer some questions related to NE. Boring man... My group was writing crap i think. At the same time, we were talking crap. Then, mr lee choon kiat came to our class to find the student buddy of the scholars. Audrey and i went out. Well, it is about going to science centre for CSI. I am so going there man!! So excited!!! I bet it will be fun! Then, after receiving the consent form from mr lee, we went back into to the classroom. When i was walking back to my seat, mr ang blocked my way. I stood there and hesitate for a while but somehow, mr ang doesn't seem to move but just talking to the class loudly so i had no choice, but to take the longer way back to my seat.
When i was back to my seat, mr ang asked, "Huisi, did you do anything behind my back". Well, he asked me that because some of the classmates are laughing maybe due to my hesitation when i was hoping that mr ang will somehow move a bit so that i can go back to my seat.
Then, i replied, "You blocked my way..."
Mr ang said, "You can always say excuse me."
"But you were talking so loudly, even if i say excuse me, you can't hear me", i laughed as i said that.
Then, mr ang started smiling and like said "I talked really loud meh?"
Then, the whole class laughed and i couldn't stop laughing. Haha! Well, after the 2 worksheets, mr ang asked us to do a pledge card. Well, i spent a lot of time thinking of what to write. At last, i wrote some crap. I asked mr ang, if it is him, what would he write. And he said he will defend the country. Then, i told xin yu, "Yeah, i will protect the country by sacrificing my life just like sacrificial protection." When mr ang collect my pledge card and look at it, he gave a weird expression. Then, as mr ang waited for the rest to hand up the pledge card, he said he won't give out the year book first but instead, he will give out the report book first. This is because mr ang claimed that report book is more important than year book. But i said that they were equally important. Then, i think i was a little crazy and i just went up and took one year book. Well, after taking it, i stone for a while and mr ang saw me taking the year book so he quickly took it back and said "No no no". And i went back to my seat. Xin yu and jun hao said that i should not stone there for a while but i should take the year book and run back to my seat. LOL! Soon, mr ang gave out the report book. When i saw the content in my report book, i gave out many weird sounds which was stupid. It sounds like i got some heart attack and i was going to die and sometimes, it sounds like i am crying. I had 2 A1, 2 B3, 2 B4, 2 C5. Wow, 2 each! I was traumatised by my class ranking but actually, i shouldn't be that shock. Because my class got a lot of scholars therefore, for results like mine, my ranking will definitely be pushed to the back. But at least, my overall percentage improved from mid-year to end-of-year by 0.7%. I know that isn't much. Sadly, my results dropped in secondary 3 compared to secondary 2. Kind of sad but nevermind, shall try harder next time. Well, next year, i shall strive hard and work hard for o levels as well as working hard such that i can get the same award as what i am going to receive this saturday! According to my mum, the prize that i will receive for the same award next year will be higher than that of what i am going to get this saturday. This is because next year, there is o levels which is a major exam. So, i shall really work harder in this case. It seems like i am working for the award and prize. But nevermind.
After school, ranice, yu jun, jolyn had band meeting so puay suan and i kindly waited for them. Meanwhile, we went to mac to find grace and jia wei. We chit chat until 11.45am when we went back to school bus stop to meet elaine. Around 12.30pm, everyone arrived. Elaine, ranice, jolyn, puay suan, yu jun and i took a mrt to kovan again to have domino's pizza. As usual, we ordered chicken classified but this time, it is a large pizza. We ordered another regular chicken temptation. Other than this, we had onion rings, garlic bread and golden roasted drummet. Well, the cashier entered my name and it went to the screen again, just like yesterday. This time, i took the photo when the status is "BEING MADE" and "IN OVEN". I will be uploading them. It is weird when the status is "BEING MADE". It is like saying that Huisi is being made... Weird. But it is still funny when the status is "IN OVEN". Then, Huisi is in the oven. Haha! The meal was delicious! After the meal, all of us went home. Well, i went to ranice's house because i was bored. Well, when we reached the bus interchange, ranice said that she want to go and get the consent form so that she can also go to the CSI@Science Centre. Well, we had problem finding mr lee choon kiat. Initially, we went to D&T room, but he isn't in and grace said that he went to HOD staff room. Well, grace and jia wei were busying cleaning up the D&T room. It was very dusty when jin jie used to the feather duster to dust off the dust on the top of the cupboard. When we went to the HOD staff room, mr lee wasn't in. Luckily, i had his number so i called him and he told me to go and find him at general office. When we reached the general office, he was on the phone so, ranice and i went to sit down and read a magazine on ngee ann polytechnic. Soon, mr lee passed the form to ranice and we left. I went to ranice house and we went on youtube to listen to songs on billboard and songs made by mr brown. Mr brown's songs are really very funny and interesting. Haha! Ranice got angry today because of this very naughty junior of hers. But she managed to vent out all of her anger by telling others how angry she was. Around 6.45pm, i went home to have dinner. After i reached home, suddenly i feel so tired and i don't feel like having dinner but instead, i want to sleep. But of course, i have to eat my dinner. Well, actually something that pissed me off happened today but i smsed grace to get her on msn so that i can let out all my anger and the same time, chit chat. Well, i feel so much better after saying everything out. Today, i realised that in order to feel better even though you are angry, you got to say it out to your friend and do not keep these anger to yourself. It is very stuffy when you keep all the anger to yourself. Ranice and i let out our anger and i believed we felt so much better. Anyway, here are the photos. Both pictures are a bit blur but still visible.


(This is the weird one) Here are what is written:
Ord# Name Waiting Time Status
7552 Huisi 00:01:36 BEING MADE


(This is the funny one) Here are what is written:
Ord# Name Waiting Time Status
7552 Huisi 00:04:02 IN OVEN

Dine in at Domino

Today is a SPA day. I had physics SPA first. I was very sleepy during physics. Maybe because of the weather. It is a great weather for sleeping on a comfortable bed. Well, this was a very slow SPA. I took a lot of time working on this SPA compared to other physics SPA i ever did and i did not complete my lab report for the first time. T_T Then, it was recess and i drank campbell soup with sliced chicken. Personally, i think that if the soup does not have the chicken, it will taste much better. After recess, it was chemistry SPA. Science for the whole day, one after another. Chemistry SPA was like usual. Well, i think that the difference between physics and chemistry SPA is that physics has a lot of writing and the process isn't that fun compared to chemistry. Chemistry SPA is more of the process than the writing. In conclusion, i enjoyed both SPA because to me, SPA is much more interesting and easier to score compared to theory. Then, school ended and ranice, elaine, yu jun, jolyn and i proceed to kovan Domino's Pizza to have lunch. I love the pizza there! Well, i always eat its pizza at ranice's house where we ordered delivery. As usual, we ordered classified chicken with thin crust. I am telling you, classified chicken might be the best pizza at Domino's Pizza! Well, if i am not wrong, the last time i ate classified chicken pizza, it was last week and the taste of the pizza remains in my mouth after since. It is delicious! If you ever go to Domino's Pizza, i will recommend classified chicken with thin crust. Well, other than that, we ordered another pizza which i forgot the name and golden drumlet with onion rings. Elaine has also ordered a 1.5L of coke and we shared among all of us. The drumlets were great too and they were better than the chicken wings seriously. This time, the onion rings were better than that of when we ate it at ranice house with alicia. Well, most probably it is because onion rings are better when we eat them at the time it is served. Well, when we dined in at Domino's Pizza, something interesting happened. The cashier will ask for your name and insert it into the computer which can be seen on the screen. Well, my name was used and it appeared on the screen with the status, "IN OVEN". It was very funny because it will be like, Huisi is in oven... LOL! I wanted to take a picture of it but i was too late and the status has changed to "READY". Then, Huisi was ready. LOL! Still quite funny but not as funny as the one with the status, "IN OVEN". Well, i will upload the photo which has the status, "READY". After the meal, ranice, elaine, yu jun and jolyn went back to school while i went home. THE MEAL WAS FANTASTIC AND DELICIOUS!!!


The words are quite small but still visible.
This is what's on the screen:

Ord# Name Waiting Time Status
7470 Huisi Now 13:43:40 READY

A lesson on dishwashing

Well, i just had a lesson with my mother on dishwashing. Well, i think most will be thinking that what is so great about washing of dishes that lesson must be conducted. Yeah, actually nothing great but just my mother wants to teach how to wash the dishes without wasting of water. The way my mother does her demonstration seems easy but i think when it comes to me who will be doing it, i don't know what will happen. Maybe i will be wasting lots of water or breaking the plates and bowls. LOL! I may be clumsy sometimes. Hehe. Well, now i shall talk about what happened in school today. Supposedly, we should be having movie screening but disappointingly, we only had about 35 minutes of movie screening. Actually, we had one and the half hour for movie screening but the teacher-in-charge gave us comprehension to do! She gave us 1 hour to do it! As usual, i finished my comprehension like within 45 to 50 minutes. I don't know why can i finish my comprehension faster than the time given. Definitely, i didn't do it carelessly or whatsoever. Sometimes, i have so much time that i can reread the passage for a few times, redo my answers too. After the comprehension, we watched Life Is Beautiful again. We watched it last year. Jun hao was very funny. He went to combine two different movies together smartly. Although both took place during the Nazi period, it is two different movies! He combined Life Is Beautiful and The Boy In Striped Pyjamas together. LOL! I think he watch movie until blur already. Since i watched the movie before, i was doing physics while watching some parts of the movie. When the bell ring, it was recess. Well, recess took place earlier than before today and it will also be so for tomorrow. After recess, there was this leadership workshop. It was really interesting somehow. We were supposed to work in a class and perform something out of it, when the theme given. We chose friendship and we sang the song 朋友. After that, we had something like peer evaluation. A good classmate, Weiyi say that i am talkative and i feel so hurt -.- The requirement is to write positive things about your friend but when weiyi wrote that i was talkative which is a negative aspect not positive -.- Grr... Next, it was prize presentation ceremony. Congratz ranice and sara! They got best improvement award. The prize was a certificate and a "exquisite" bookmark. LOL! At the canteen, puay suan embarrass in front of mr lim once again. Because she was like fighting with grace, beating grace because she claimed that grace attacked initially. Then, the day end!

愛你的只有一個我



Another great song! Well, it seems like i am kind of late because this song is already out for more than a year. But nevermind because it is never too late for good songs. Enjoy this song. It brings a lively and happy atmosphere. A BA NI BI A BO LI BEV~~~ A BA NI BI A BO LI BEV NA BO SA BA~~~

When can i...?

I was brought to earth to see the sufferings and endure them, wasn't i? Sometimes, i will wonder, why am i brought to this earth for. I can't completely say that my life was a total disaster or whatsoever because there are people who are in worse conditions than me. Previously, i post that i am tired of this misery in my life. And now, i must really say, i am really still very tired of it. I have no idea how to get over it. Over 15 years, initially, things seem to be great but as time passes, it is getting worst. I don't know why... Maybe because we humans, are changing. Actually, if it is the changes from young to old is normal but what about changes in adults? Regardless whether am i at home or in school, i just feel that there must be a part in a day that is suffering with misery. Isn't there a day that i can enjoy peace both in school and at home? Just a little peace. I just beg for that. Is that so hard to get? At home, i feel that i am under some kind of ruling... You have not much rights or say. Maybe there is still a little bit or choice making, some says and some rights for some minor minor stuffs. But for some things, just by saying or doing a thing, no matter right or wrong, you may just get yourself into trouble. What kind of life is that? But i don't think i should complain too much. Because compare other families that can be even stricter, i can consider myself with a lot of freedom. At least, i am allowed to do anything as long as i don't get myself into trouble. In school, maybe because as people gets older, they will change. I see myself around people who changed so frequently that sometimes, i feel so distant from them... Somehow, compare to primary school, secondary school seems to be so so much complicated and people, things are just so pressurizing. I don't like stress most of time. I miss the days in primary school. I miss the people who are less complicated in primary school. I miss the food in primary school. I miss the times when we can talk about our own jokes in primary school. I miss the times when i can communicate with every single classmates in primary school. I miss the times when i can be so free even though it may be PSLE in primary school. Oh...i just miss the days when i am in primary school. Those memories, are something that nothing can wash it away from my brain. The people, can never be forgotten. Well, sometimes i hope that time will just stop at primary school, primary 6. The life then, was so much more peaceful, regardless in school or at home. How i hope i can reverse time and stay at primary school and i will be satisfied. Sometimes, it will be great to live in memories, at least memories are mostly happy and they can make you smile. But currently, nothing like primary 6 memories can take place again i think. Currently, i don't smile, i cry. Even when i smile, i don't know if i am doing it for real. I may be smiling on my appearance but in fact, i may be crying for something the others don't know. Although most of the times my face shows how it appears in my heart, sometimes it may not be for real. These will not happen in primary 6. Seriously, when will happiness truthfully regain in my life? When can i stop crying for all the bothering things in my mind. When can i get peace in school and at home? When when when? When can i...?

Misery



I think it is a great song! Although the MV is a little naughty, enjoy the song instead. I AM IN MISERY~~~

¿Para qué?

Sólo fue a blog de un amigo. A veces, no entiendo por qué hay que hacer mucho para un chico que le gusta mucho, pero este hombre nunca sabrán apreciar. Tal como lo dice, sólo quiere mantener la amistad con él, pero al mismo tiempo, en silencio lo admira. En serio, no es este sufrimiento? Creo que es, en realidad. Bueno, me llame a un transeúnte y yo me creo, este transeúnte siente que no tiene valor por lo que hace. En cuanto a la gente a mi alrededor. Este tipo tiene más de un admirador y todos ellos sólo lo admiran en silencio a excepción de una. Que un excepcional arrancar su valor y confesarle pero al fin, ella rechazó este tipo y se ha declarado también que ya no se iniciará ninguna relación en esta escuela. Tal vez esto es tal vez por qué los admiradores otros no se atreven a confesar que él, para que ninguna de estas niñas y admiradores no salir herido. Pero en realidad, ya que haciendo algunas cosas estúpidas o incluso diciendo algunas cosas estúpidas para mostrar cuánto les gusta este tipo. A veces, me siento disgustado por lo que hacen y cómo coquetear con él. No confesar = prevenir lastimarse a sí mismo? Estoy totalmente de acuerdo! Si usted sabe que nada va a desarrollar entre los chicos, dejar de ser un gran admirador, haciendo animal estúpido, diciendo tonterías, porque se acaba la repugnancia de la gente que te rodea y tal vez lastimarse aun más profundo. ¿Por qué mientes a ti mismo cuando ni siquiera te impide hacerse daño?

The very first Maths Challenge in ZHSS

Today i came to school with stomach ache and had diarrhea again. I don't know why am i having diarrhea so frequently these few days. It seems like my stomach is kind of weak these few days. Maybe because there is too many traumatizing events happening. Well, today the first thing we had was chemistry lesson at the auditorium. All 6 classes were there. After 1 and the half hours of chemistry, it was physics. One after another. Physics...i don't know if i should say it is funny, interesting or what. Mr Song really has his way of teaching. His teaching can ensure that no one will fall asleep during his lesson but he really has a lot of gestures and movements. These gestures and movements really made everyone laughed hard. But to me, he is quite fast, sometimes, it will be better if he slows down a bit. But it seems like he is lack of time. Then, it was recess. The whole canteen belongs to the secondary 3!!! Well, i think 3/4 of 3E5 is not in school today. Majority of the art students went to Shanghai today and i think all the D&T students went to NYP today so there is like only 1/4 of the class in school today. Every stall in the canteen has very short queue :) Right after recess, it is the Maths Challenge. It was the very first Maths Challenge in Zhonghua. It was really exciting, everyone is so excited. This maths challenge is organised by mr poh and the scholars. As audiences, we also had a chance to play. Xin yu, jolyn and i were somehow discussing the questions sometimes. Well, whenever we found out the answers, we didn't go up and give an answer. But i kept on calling yu jiao to tell her that i know the answer but she kept on asking me to go up or else, she will not answer to me. LOL! At last, when xin yu found out an answer for the question, i went up to give my answer and the answer was actually wrong... So embarrassing. That was what i was worried of, i might embarrass myself. Well, there was a part where audiences were asked to volunteer themselves to play the tan-gram. I remember, in primary school, rosyth always give us tan-gram for free and asked us to play with it during lower primary. Last time, i don't know what was that and i was just randomly playing with it. Well, xin yu and i actually managed to form the pictures using the tan-gram in our mind but of course we didn't go up to the front. But instead, we called hu ju to pass us a set of tan-gram and we were playing on the table. And we managed to solve the picture faster than those at the front but we had some help from hu ju so, in fact there is actually 3 people working on it. Haha! After the whole challenge, my class came in the third, following by 3E6 and the first is 3E4. Then, it was the prize presentation. Well, i managed to find out that the third prize was a $5 popular gift voucher. So little only... Then, the day ended at 1.20pm. The maths challenge was really fun because everyone was so enthusiastic and excited for the challenge.

WHAT'S WRONG?!?!?!

DAMN FREAKING ANGRY NOW!!! Bon voyage has the same meaning as 一路顺风 so why is it wrong when i use 一路顺风 to wish alicia tomorrow's trip? You dare to say that i cannot use 一路顺风 but i can use bon voyage and both have the same meaning?!?! Goodness gracious, this is so freaking ridiculous man! You claim that your teacher taught you that but i believe the scholars are much more reliable than your teacher. Anyway, even if i use wrongly, why do you need to scold me? You can tell me nicely but why must you use that kind of 口气? Well, i am angry because even if i am wrong, you should not scold me but you can just tell me nicely. Do i owe you a living? Which human don't make mistake. 人非圣贤孰能无过，过儿能改，善莫大焉。Well, the worst of the worst is that i found out that i am NOT WRONG AT ALL!!! When a friend goes for a holiday, there is no problem or wrong to use 一路顺风!!!


I am not going to mention names because this is just a platform for me to vent my anger. Now, i feel so much better after venting it out.

Checking of Scipts, OVER!

Today is the last day of checking scripts! I don't know if it is a good thing but at least it puts an end to the horrible digits i have been seeing for these 2 days. Early the morning when i just came to school, i heard a good news from mr tham and my mood was very good then and i went very high. YAY!!! I GOT ONE MORE MARK ADDED FOR MY E MATHS PAPER!!! WOOT!!! Then, when i was in classroom, there are people playing uno so i joined in. Suddenly, the councilor came in to ask us to go for assembly but no music was played so he just switched off the lights. During then, it was my turn and when the classroom turned black, i just shouted out "WHO SWITCHED OFF THE LIGHTS?!?!?!" Then, the councilor switched on the lights again. Haha. Soon, the second councilor came in to switch off the lights again but this time, i didn't shout of course. Then, the first paper was physics and all i was hoping for was just a pass. Thankfully, i passed. After that, it was geography. It was totally depressing. Horrible man! Although i passed, so what? The result is horrible. It is not a pass that i want. It is at least an A2!!! I was pissed with myself. I was thinking, why am i so lousy and horrible and why can't i score well for my geography? But soon, i realised that i should not be so ridiculous. Then, i started talking to xin yu. She told me what i am lack of in my answer and i felt so much better after talking to her. Well, at least i smiled. Then, it was history paper. I realised that for my usefulness question, i was really careless. Maybe because i thought that time was too little and was somehow rushing my paper. Then, it was recess and after that it was history again. Well, school ends at 12.20pm but for my class, checking of scripts end at around 11.50am. So we went back to class and continued playing uno. Oh goodness, the game of uno lasted from morning until around 12.20pm. After school, puay suan, yu jun, ranice, jolyn and i went to watch Detective Dee. The movie was interesting! I like it in fact. Ranice, jolyn and i shared popcorn. Jolyn said that she won't stone this time but at last, she did. At the end, i was clearing the popcorn again, as usual. But, i managed to finish the popcorn and my drink :) Then, yu jun went home first while the rest of us went to have dinner at yoshinoya. Well, plaza singapura changed a lot. Not as in the appearance but many shops changed. Now, the daiso there is much more neater and seems to be bigger than before.
Anyway, this is to Qian Hui. Please please please don't separate my name from its original form. It is Law Huisi. Huisi is always stick together, and never will it be separated. In fact, this is also for those who spell my name wrongly. I don't know why do i mind it so much but i really hate it when people separate my name from its original form. Sometimes, it is ok if i didn't see it but if i see it, i am really annoyed and pissed. Maybe this is my problem but since it is my name, show some respect to it!

First day of checking scripts 2010

After 4 days of rest at home, school reopens! And what did we do? Well, of course it is checking of scripts. Many disappointments and only one that i am happy with. Well, i started my day with 2 Cs which seems to be horrible. It seems like chemistry is very easy and people can simply score an A without any problem but why am i landed in the C category? I realise that my chemistry is always horrible at major exams such as mid-year and end of year but it is fluctuating for common tests. It can be extremely good or at border line. Haiz... Next paper, social studies. I WAS SUPER GLAD THAT I DID NOT FAIL!!! Actually, i am very satisfied since during my mid-year, my ss result was F9 and currently it is C6. Though it isn't that good, i am satisfied because this shows that i have improved! Surprisingly, this time my english is better than my chinese although both are in the category of B. Comprehension was marked strictly and first time in my life, the vocabulary section i got ZERO!!! Then, here came e maths and a maths paper. To me, i am totally and extremely disappointed with my e maths. I feel so depressed after receiving my e maths paper. HORRIBLE MAN!!! A maths was something really better and i feel so much better after seeing my a maths result. Well, it is weird because usually my e maths is better than a maths but somehow, it works in the opposite this end of year. Well, Mr ang don't need to throw me into the pond anymore! Yay! I think this is the best a maths result i ever had which makes me really happy. Then, it was chinese. Disappointing but no comments. Tomorrow, checking of scripts will continue and there are more disappointing results to come, example the first paper which is physics. I have not much hopes on physics but all i hope is that I CAN PASS IT! Well, ever since i stepped into secondary 3, i don't really like the time when we were checking scripts. Partly because the results are mainly disappointing and disheartening. But another reason is because due to these disheartening results, people will tend to suan you. Sometimes, i can ignore it but i am those kind who can't take jokes sometimes so i a bit irritated. Today, i have been tolerating the suans by others by suan-ing them back or just ignore but i have no idea if i can tolerate it tomorrow... Haiz...
Now, i am thinking...should i go tomorrow as the movie (Detective Dee). I don't know why but today, i feel so lazy to go tomorrow. I know i sound ridiculous because it will be taking place tomorrow and i am feeling lazy today so what's the link?!?! But sometimes, that is the weird thing about humans i guess. Wanted to watch it so much yesterday but today, i feel so lazy to watch it... Sometimes, i am wondering...what are the things that are affecting my mood so badly that my mindset can change within just a day. Haiz... Now, thinking that i have to check scripts tomorrow, it affects my mood even more and makes me even lazier to watch the movie. Haiz...

Miss it again...

Today, ranice, jolyn and i were supposed to go and watch Detective Dee and eat Let's Sweet. However, we missed it this time because there is only 3 people going and it might be boring. And, today my nose is a little uncooperative and ranice thought i was sick but i wasn't. Well, previously we wanted to watch it on Thursday but due to time constraint, we are not able to watch it. Now, it is postponed to wednesday. But, i have no idea if all of us are going. What if some of us are not going and then, don't want to watch again and therefore, it will be postponed again. So sian... Postpone postpone postpone and maybe there is no chance to watch it anymore... Haiz... So sad... But i am thankful that we did not go and eat Let's Sweet. Since we did not watch movie and i was at ranice's house, so we went on the net and saw about Let's Sweet. It is really expensive for me. It is $18.80 without gst and service charge and after all these charges, it will be like $20++. Oh gosh...by then, my pocket will have a wide wide wide wide wide SUPER wide hole. I am not saying that the food there does not deserve the price or jolyn has the wrong recommendation but just, personally, as a student, i think it is too expensive. And nowadays, i should be saving money and spending my money thriftily. Well, i will rather go eat swee choon. Although it has gst, there is no service charge and it is economical. Now, i hope that i can watch Detective Dee on wednesday without any disappointment. Well, today at ranice's house, what did we do? As usual, we were on the net looking around, reading around. Then, around 3pm, we got a little bit hungry so we order domino's pizza. Quite cheap after the discount coupon. And the food isn't that bad too. After that, we were watching 蜡笔小新. Soon, grace arrived after her game of basketball. Then, we went to take away dinner when i saw my dad so i went to have dinner with my dad first and later, i went to find them. Grace and ranice were watching Saw and asked me if i want to watch and my first reaction was "No no no, no way man..." I dislike Saw (all the series) because it is way too violent for me to watch. I think after watching, i will feel so disgusted that i might be having nightmare at last. Then, we went on wikipedia to read on Saw (all the series). Well, reading isn't that disgusting after all and after reading, what i can say was, Jigsaw is just mentally unstable and perverted. Well, i won't want to further elaborate on what he has done but if you want to know more, just go on wikipedia and search on Saw (movie). After that, grace and i went home. Just now, not long ago, i had diarrhea and i have no idea why am i having cold feet. Really cold feet. Now, my tummy is kind of aching and i have no idea again what's wrong with my tummy. I don't like diarrhea and i don't like stomach ache. Because everytime, after i had diarrhea, i will definitely have stomach ache which is horrible. I feel like running to the toilet again but i don't want to dehydrate. Just hope that the ache will slowly go away before i go to sleep. Well, tomorrow, we will be taking back our results. OMG!!! THE HORROR IS HERE!!! Well, the horror to me is the horrible results. I have no idea how horrible will my results be but i definitely do not wish that my results are horrible. Of course, i hope it will be like "flying colours" but not "dropping shit" (Sorry, it sounds a little disgusting) Don't tell me the horrible ache i am suffering from is the prophecy of tomorrow's horrible results... TOUCH WOOD TOUCH WOOD!!! Just hope that tomorrow's results paid my efforts off but not in any form of disappointment. Wish me all the best!

END!

End of year has ended, at last!!! Although it is the end of misery for us students now, next week the misery will start again. Haiz... Now i feel so sleepy... yawn~ Anyway, today after chinese exam, i went to art room to start on the competition piece but i have decided to give up although i shouldn't. I am really tired doing the stupid competition. After that, my hands was badly coloured by the spray cans but at least, i managed to scrub them off. Then, i went home and met up with puay suan at AMK hub. Well, initially, we planned to go zoo but sadly, we didn't go. Why? This is because it was very late when everybody arrives. By th3 time we reached the zoo, it will be 4pm and there is nothing much to see or let the animal see. At last, we decided to go to ikea to look see look see and go cycling at pasir ris park. We took bus 24 and it went rounds around the bedok reservoir. If i was not wrong, it went around bedok reservoir for like half an hour -.- At last, the bus was terminated at tampines interchange which wasn't our destination -.- So, we didn't go ikea and neither did we go cycling. Sobs... Then, we walked around century square and tampines mall. I was busy playing with jolyn's PSP until battery went out. After that, ranice lent me her iTouch to play. After that, we traveled to swee choon to have dinner. When we were on our way to swee choon, we were on the mrt and grace wass embarrassing again (as usual). She claimed that when she drink cold water, she is a girl but when she drink hot water, she is a guy... And i said that when she is drinking warm water, she is a GORILLA!!! Haha!!! At swee choon, the food there was DELICIOUS!!! I think i ate around 7 plates of har gaw!!!And of course i ate others too. I think I ate really a lot. Then, we went on eating and eating. Now, it is puay suan's turn to embarrass herself (no wonder they are 闪亮杨姐妹). Puay suan claimed that she was cute and guess what happened. She dropped her food on the ground. HAHAHA!!! We ate up a total of $80.85!!! Well, we really know how to eat man! After dinner, grace, ranice, puay suan and i took mrt home. Meanwhile, jolyn sent yu jun to the bus stop. In the mrt, grace wanted to act tall so that she will be as tall as puay suan. But as she tipped toe, her voice went higher too. LOL! And it sounds weird, so not grace. And somehow, we talked talked talked and realised that we are already at kovan! Well, we should stop at serangoon instead. So, we alighted at kovan quickly. Just nice, at the opposite direction, the mrt just arrived. Once the door open, we quickly ran out but somehow, ranice, puay suan and i were just too slow. By the time, we reached the door, the door shut when grace is already inside... So, sadly grace has to take the mrt to serangoon first. Puay suan, ranice and i could not stop laughing while waiting for the mrt. It was not the first time that some of us got into the mrt while the others are stuck outside. Then, we reached serangoon and we did not stop laughing at grace. Grace was really embarrassing and funny. Then, we walked to the bus interchange to take bus. Puay suan and grace were comparing the height of their hips. Grace's hips were quite low because ranice and i has about the same height as grace but our hips are higher than grace's. Well, puay suan is taller than us and therefore, definitely her hips are higher. Then, all of us went home. At home which is just now, my mum was exercising and so i exercised with her. When i was doing one of a stretch, my left hand which was at the top can't touch my right hand which was at the bottom. Well, somehow, both of my hands just can't touch each other at that direction. So, my mum came to help. Somehow, when she helped, she helped both my hands to touch each other and at the same time, she twisted my wrist... -.- And it went crack crack crack. Now, my mum said that she don't dare to help me do any stretches anymore because she is worried that one day, she might just break my hand. Haha! Yawn~ Now my eyes seem like they are going to shut uncontrollably.

It is going to end!!!

Yay!!! End of year examinations are going to end!!! Tomorrow is the last paper and every student will be so so so happy!!! Although it is not the end of it yet, it feels like it is the "exam-over"mood... Today's physics is like an epic failure. I think almost half the paper, i have no idea what is the question about and i have no idea what the hell am i answering... E maths...shouldn't be that bad i guess :P But like what i always say, you will never know... Chemistry, hope it has turned better. Geography, i think my map reading was a total shit! History, i really hate the first source. I am so smart that i combine Hitler and Stalin together when the question is only talking about Stalin. Luckily, i managed to realise my "smart" mistake and changed it. A maths, i just hope mr ang will not throw me into the pond... All i am left with is chinese! Just hope that everything will be good for tomorrow. Yay!!! Tomorrow after chinese, i am going to the zoo. When was the last time i went to zoo? Well, it has been so long that i can't exactly remember. Yay!!! I cut my hair short and i feel that my head is less heavier. Just now, i watching the commonwealth games. Well, this time Singapore didn't manage to get all the gold medals for the table tennis but it was a good effort made. When i saw the medal ceremony of the table tennis males doubles, i was shocked! Well, India emerged first but this isn't the shocking event but it is that when the players from India cried while singing the national anthem... Well, of course i understand that he felt very proud for his country as this is the first time India got gold for males doubles but it is like first time i see people cry... Well, when Singapore table tennis girls got bronze for olympics and it was the first time too, they didn't cry... But from their tears, i can infer that they are very proud of themselves and as the host country, this is a great gain in their pride. Oh goshness, this sounds so much like ss or history source-based... Sadly, commonwealth games is going to end in 2 days time... So sad. But there will be more to come. Suddenly, i feel so sian that there is till one more paper to go tomorrow...

When East Meets West



This is a duet of Vitas and Tang Can. To me, it gets me a feeling of when east meets the west. And i think that it is a great duet. Somehow, i think it is better than the previous video i uploaded which is the same song. The combination provides a better "feel". Enjoy this video :) I love this!

No Time For Breaks

Well, everyday is just studying. Just can't afford to give myself a break. Well, i gave myself a small small break by not doing my history homework since it is due tomorrow and guess what? I am suspecting that i can't finish it by tomorrow -.- Well, you may think that since i have time to blog, i am giving myself a small little break but i disagree. This is because while i am blogging, i am also sorting out my history notes, sorting what to study for the upcoming exam. Oh gosh...why is there is so many homework when next week is exam?!?!?! But complaining is useless, all i can do is to do them and finish them!
Well, today jolyn lost her watch but of course luckily, she found it. Well, we were having social studies lesson at the seminar room and jolyn dropped her watch there. It was a limited edition doramon watch. She didn't realise it until physics lesson. When she realised that, during recess, she rushed to seminar room quickly to find her watch but as the seminar room was locked, we were not able to get in. So, jolyn went to find mr yeo but it was no avail. Then, we went to the canteen to meet up with puay suan, yu jun and grace. Ranice wasn't in school T_T Soon, puay suan and i went to queue up to buy food while grace, jolyn and yu jun went to find her watch. Well, after recess, jolyn was already in class and she still had not found her watch. Then, after school, jolyn rushed to find mr ang but i don't know what she asked since i just saw her talking to mr ang when i was asking e maths teacher to help me work out a very tricky maths question. Around 2.30pm, grace finished her chinese lesson and i went around finding her but i don't get to see her until i saw jolyn and grace at staff room that corridor while i was at the third level. Then, they came up to seminar room. We had a long search to find jolyn's watch. We went to find many cleaners to find out who was the cleaner who cleaned up the seminar room right after our social studies lesson and before recess. Thankfully, we managed to find the cleaner who is in charged of the seminar room's block. She went to check out who is cleaned up the seminar room then. Soon, the cleaner came down and he took out a black doremon watch which belonged to jolyn. At last, jolyn managed to find her watch and it was really lucky of her. Well, i was very hungry then so when i saw jun hao eating his bun, i got some from him. Well, i could not stop eating it... Naughty me... But i was just too hungry. Then, jolyn, grace and i went to have lunch at opposite. At last! And, we all went home.
Well, i just realised that Singapore's shooting is getting better and better. We got 2 gold for the commonwealth games!!! Currently ranked 6th with 2 golds, 1 silver and 1 bronze. Well, it is a good start i guess. Well, singapore should continue going for it and achieve the best! GO FOR IT SINGAPORE~!!! WOOT!!!

Vitas singing in Chinese!



Saw this on youtube. It has been on youtube for about 2 years but this is the first time i saw it. I am quite shock that Vitas actually sing in chinese. Well, i think it is not bad for a russian who does not even know how to speak chinese to sing in chinese. Enjoy it. Not bad actually. I like the ending the most.

Tired of this misery

Before i start my post proper, i shall thank grace yong for making my cleanest uniform in the my wardrobe the dirtiest uniform now! THE STAIN IS PERMANENT!!! Now, i shall start my post proper. (It sounds like i am doing a debate...)
After so long, i still tired of life after all. Think through. I am only 15 years old and i am already tired of life... How am i going to continue my life until old. Sometimes, i think and think and maybe after all, i cannot be that long life. I am sick of it. I don't know why but i am blamed for nearly everything regardless if i am in school or at home. In school, for no reason, i get scolded and just a small little mistake i made, i seemed to be condemned for the rest of my life. At home, i do nothing, i get scolded, i do something also get scolded. There seem to be nothing in life that is worth for me to continue living for. I don't find it depressing anymore. I find it more of meaningless. Sometimes, i wish i could just cry out loud and let out of all these miseries but never can that happen. Everytime, we are educated to precious life but how to precious life if there is nothing in life that is worth to be precious? Once, a person taught me to consider whether my life is positive or negative. This person said, take out a while paper and use a pen to dot the paper. The dot i made is the negative thing that happened in my life. I know this is very familiar as that is what lawyer use to persuade a couple not to divorce. After dotting the paper, one will realise that the amount of dots are lesser than the white background. So, the proportion of white is greater than black which also means that life is more positive than negative. So in this case, we should precious life. After so long, i thought back and realise if i change it to such that the black dots represents the amount of positive thing that take place in my life than life will be more negative than positive. It is just the way i phrase it such that it will turn out to be negative or positive. But for now, i will use the second case instead. It seems like the proportion of negative is greater than positive. I can just think of less than 10 happiness that happened in my life but i can think of hundred and thousands of unhappiness in my life. Even when i think of the happiness, the unhappiness just suddenly pop out and cover off the happiness. In this case, how can i ever think of the happiness in life and how can my life me positive? I am tired and sick of this negative misery life. I am blamed for everything. I am always in fault for even something none of my business. Due to all of these, it just make me treat others badly. I have no idea why the hell am i blamed and why the hell did others like to take me as the target to be blamed for. I should "thank" these people for making hate life and regard life as meaningless. You think you are smart, i won't deny but due to your smartness, you push me to my ends! Stop scolding me for nothing, stop shouting at me when i just make a small mistake. NO HUMAN IS PERFECT! The worst of all is that i did nothing and i can still get scolded. It is totally ridiculous. The images of me getting scolded is currently repeating and repeating and repeating. I AM REALLY TIRED OF THIS FREAKING MISERY!!!

WOOT!!! ADVANCE PAPER ENDED!!!

MUAHAHAHA!!! AT LAST!!! AT LAST!!! Advance paper has ended. On thursday, i had english and chinese paper 1. English was just normal i guess. I just crap a story for essay as usual. And i had so much time, that i re-write my letter writing. After that, we had a break. During the break, puay suan, yu jun, grace, jolyn and i went down to canteen to have some food. We were talking, eating and revising. We are pro in multi-tasking. Don't know why suddenly, grace held her packet milo and spray at me. I think it is because i starting suan-ing her again. Shockingly, the milo from her packet drink just phew and came out. The right hand side of my uniform was filled with milo. Then, grace keep on saying sorry because she thought that the packet milo was empty and so, she thought that she spray already, nothing will come out. However, things did not come out the way she THOUGHT!!! Then, i started raising my voice and you can just consider as i was shouting. I shouted at grace saying that she always THOUGHT THOUGHT THOUGHT that's way my uniform is filled with her milo. I went to the sink to try washing off. Grace asked me to wash every part where there was milo. Then, i shouted in chinese that if i really do so, half of my body will be transparent!!! Well, this is because my uniform is white. When i was on the way back to class, whoever saw my blouse asked me what happened and all i can say was "GRACE LOR!!! SHE POUR MILO ON ME!!!" Then, it was chinese paper. I felt so irritated because the milo smell on my blouse was so smelly. I felt so irritated... Halfway through the paper, i looked down and saw my blouse and i had a total shock out of the sudden. Haiz...IT'S ALL GRACE FAULT!!! Then, ranice, puay suan, yu jun and i went to lunch with this dirty milo-filled blouse. Today, there was english paper 2 and social studies paper. Every secondary 3 students were busy studying social studies in the early morning even though the first paper is english. Actually, english there isn't much to study. I think practices is the main thing to let one improve their english paper 2. Then, grace went smsing everyone telling everyone "Happy Children Day". In the morning, grace told my parent's car and i told grace that we are no more children so what is so happy about children day? Grace say according to the radio, every adult has a little element in their heart that is like a child. And guess what i say. I said that only children like GRACE will spray milo on my blouse. Yeah....i didn't forget the incident that grace spray milo on me the day before. During english paper, it is a usual that i have a lot of time left. So, as usual, i rewrite the whole comprehension and took my time for the whole paper. And today, my nose is quite uncooperative. I kept on sneezing and sneezing. Then, after english paper there was a break and during the break, i went to find ranice. We started studying and discussing on the topics that will be tested for essay for social studies. When social studies paper started, i chose question 2. Initially, i wanted to do question 3 but after considering for less than half a minute, i gave up doing question 3 and did question 2. The reason why i didn't want to do question 2 initially is because i did not study a single thing for causes for Sri Lanka conflict. Therefore, for the first essay, i did it using what i can remember when i revise them months ago and what i wrote for common test and e-learning. Shockingly, i could still remember at least 3 different factor for me to rank and do. For the second essay, it was way easier because i studied hard for that and i hope my efforts paid off... Source-based...everything was on ERP. After social studies paper, the day ended and at last advance paper ended. Although we have a week of break to continue studying to finish off the syllabus and revision, it is not the time to relax. Because after next week, there will be another week of main paper which everyone will be tense and stress up. So stressful...

WHATEVER LAH!!!
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT LAH!!!
ANYWAY I AM ALWAYS FAULT!!!