I WANT TO HIT MY TARGETS!

For this week, there is really a consecutive birthdays among my friends! Initially i thought there is only consecutive birthdays for like 4 days but today, when i went on facebook and found out that other than the 4 days, tomorrow, there is still someone having birthday. 2/11 - Yu jun's birthday, 3/11 - ranice's birthday, 4/11 - zhi xian's birthday, 5/11 - jian nan's birthday, 6/11 - shun ren's birthday, 7/11 - wayne's birthday. Interesting. Anyway, since i didn't post on what happened on thursday so, i have decided to talk about it now. Well, it was quite disappointing on thursday because i lost 1 mark for my chemistry SPA due to the wrong use of value leading to the wrong answer. T_T That was so so so disappointing. The worst is, mr lim look at me and my paper 5 times, smile at me 5 times and ms ong look at me and my paper 2 times, smile at me 2 times but i somehow just don't realise what mistake i had made. Within that 45 minutes, i flip my paper for several times but i just don't realise where the hell did i go wrong! After the exam then, i realise that i use the wrong value. Isn't that disappointing? Heart pain... If i didn't make that mistake, maybe i can score full marks for this chemistry SPA. Goodness... Well, that was what happened on thurday. Then, what about friday? Nothing much happened on that day since friday was deevapali and my mum had nowhere to go so, we decided to go to my aunt's house. Then, i was reading my chinese book and playing my handphone at her house. Yay! I finished one chapter! Meanwhile, my mum was chit chatting with my aunt. Evening, my mum and i went to buy duck rice. Maybe because i was hungry so i think that duck rice was nice :) Today, also nothing much happened but i went to ranice's house. As usual, we were surfing the net. We were reading the blog post by xiaxue and looking at junior colleges that we can go for. Seriously, i am amazed my xiaxue's photoshop skills. Soon, i went home. Well, i just realise that this holiday may be too short for me. I don't know if i have enough time to complete all my homework and project. This is partly because next month, i won't be in singapore for half of the month. I am so excited for next month's trip! My mum was worried that it might be too boring since there would be a lot on sight-seeing of antique buildings and historical places such as concentration camps and churches in eastern europe. But i believed that it would be interesting because you won't get to see these buildings in singapore and their history would be interesting as well. Well, next week there is still 2 o levels and i am worried that i cannot excel in them. Especially for chinese. I am extremely worried for that. What if i don't get A1? Do i really need to drop my higher chinese? Oh gosh...this is so stressful. Physics SPA, all i hope is i can get full marks since SPA is something we should score easily. If i did not make such a careless mistake for chemistry, i should have gotten full marks. Hopefully, for physics, i won't make any careless mistake and i can score with flying colours which is in fact, FULL MARKS!!! You may say that i am ambitious but many students in my school can simply get full marks for SPA. So, i won't say that i am ambitious but instead, i am working hard to hit my target! I think i should really plan thoroughly so that i can complete my homework on time and complete all my revisions too. I need to revise hard man! Especially for both my sciences. Another target of mine is to hit A1 for both sciences for o level so that i can take up the NUS A*STAR programme in VJC. At the same time, i hope i can hit less than 8 points for my o level. But i am worried once again... This is getting more and more stressful. Soon, i am going to have a headache. There are so many targets to hit and this is so tiring after all. I want to hit my targets but i am worried that i can't. Well, o level will only take place once unless i want to retake which most probably is impossible. So, i will definitely work hard and excel. But what if my efforts do not pay off. Oh gosh...i think i am worrying too much... If i continue worrying so much, i think before taking my o levels, i have already broken down. I have to relax i guess. But i really don't know how to relax. Why is it so difficult to keep myself in relax mode?