Cool Cool Weather

It has been raining since yesterday and the rain did not stop until around 12pm. It was really cold and this weather is very suitable for sleeping. How i wish i don't have to wake up for school and sleep all i want. But sadly, it is impossible. Today, i woke up cold... The heater seems to be not strong enough to produce hot water for me to bath. After the cold cold morning bath, i went to school. I was a bit crazy in school. Laughing non stop like mad. I think i study too hard causing my brain to go hay-wire. Before recess, i was not laughing because i am too disappointed and i think all those physics make me go down down down. I think i am horrible in physics. There was once people say that people good in maths should be good in physics but i disagree to this statement thoroughly. Well, i am quite good in my maths but my physics sucks like hell man! After receiving my physics test results, i have concluded that i cannot take physics if i ever go JC. Or else i will die like to max! No matter how, physics is definitely not my forte. After facing the terrible horrible physics, i went to recess eating my sushi and drinking my drink with a super depressed feeling. But after recess, i went a bit high. Well, english i was still quite normal. When it comes to SS, ms noraini was saying some jokes and i don't know why i laughed so hard on these jokes. Next, it was a maths and i think i really went crazy. I started to talk to jolyn, talking about craps which actually aren't that funny but i kept on laughing like crazy. By then, i should be crazy. Maybe the weather was so cooling that my mind went kuku. After a maths lesson, during the break before SSP starts, i was doing the CE values board. Jolyn, hu ju, jun hao and i were painting the cardboard and jun hao dirtied my green skirt with white paint -.- Then, hu ju accidentally hit onto jolyn's hands and jolyn sway her brush and the paint nearly landed on jun hao and qian hui. But if the paint landed on the boys, it is ok since the paint is white and their pants or shirt are white too. When a maths SSP just started, i ran to the toilet to wash my skirt and it was amazing that i was able to wash it off. Amazing Huisi! I washed until my skirt was totally wet and it seemed like i fell into the puddle of water causing my skirt to get wet. Now, my skirt is stainless. Yay! During a maths SSP, grace suddenly pop in to our class. Well, she came just to do other homework but not a maths homework. LOL! Grace kept on making me laugh and the 3 of us got a little bit noisy. I keep on laughing non stop that i could not proceed with my work. I was totally insane during a maths SSP and it really slow down my working process. After i completed my work, jolyn, grace, jun hao, jian nan and i started to do some lame stuff. Some classmates hang the rabbit i drew but painted by many other people on the wall and the 5 of us were jumping to see how high we can reach. When i tried to jump, i seemed like i was knocking onto the wall like some crazy people. The rest of the 4 managed to jump high but i could only touch the shoulder. Grr... Jian nan was tall so he could simply jump and touch. But the rest jump hard. Well, i also jumped hard and i looked like i was knocking onto the wall. Then, jian nan told me to simply jump and i can touch high up. Well, i simply jumped and i managed to touch the teeth of the rabbit but when i land, my back was aching. Well, i have to admit that i am aching here and there. Mr ang saw us jumping like mad cows and asked us what were we doing and we just laugh laugh laugh and continue jumping. After all these crazy movements, i started to work on the CE values board. I got yu jun and ranice to help me on it. It is my class's values board but i got other class students to help out. Haha! After doing the CE values board, we rushed off to nex to eat the promotion meal. It was great and quite cheap comparing to the rest of the japanese food at nex. After that, we went on to andersons to eat ice cream. What a luxury. During then, i realised that my calculator was not in my bag. Well, i think left it somewhere in school, either on my table or jolyn's table during a maths SSP. Then, jolyn kindly lend me her calculator so that i could do my homework. Then, we went home and rushed my homework to hand up tomorrow. Well, the day ended but the cool cool weather is still very cooling. It feels like i am in air-con. Although i like that weather, i don't like too much rain.

Birthday Party

Good standard of living, no quality of living

It has been a while since i blogged but this is because nowadays, i am just too busy. Busy with schoolwork especially. Well, this is secondary 4 life. Well, i have not touch the computer for more than a week because i really have no time. Sometimes, i can even forget about taking my medicine and when i remember about it, it is the next morning which i need to go to school -.-Tomorrow, i still have to wake up early in the morning and go to school which i hate it the most. I hate waking up in the weekend morning just to go to school. To me, sleep is the most important thing in life. Everything in life is essential but sleep is even more necessary to me. Sometimes, i really hope i could just sleep and never wake up. At least, a forever sleep can keep me away from this stressful and tiring life with annoying people, and i can always live the sweet dreams i had. Now, time is something very precious and everyone seems to be fighting for the every second of it. I can't deny that i don't waste time but sometimes, wasting a bit of time for some relax isn't that bad after all. Supposedly, i should go gym tomorrow afternoon but somehow, i just don't have the mood and today i was really pissed. Today, i got bossed around as if i am just some kind of servant. Firstly, i was very tired after a cohort run and long day of studies and yet, i was being bossed around with this tired body of mine. How could i not be pissed?!?!?! Other than this, when i got home, i was bossed around again. I was super fed up! What kind of life is this? Being bossed here and there and when i ignored it, i received scolding. In school, this "boss" failed to boss me around and started complaining to others but she just don't get the point on whose fault it is. She is not the boss around and she has not single tiny rights to boss anyone around. Although this is very irritating, i should have expected that because some people just have that kind of character. And at home, i feel like i am asked to do nonsensical stuff. I could hear the most ridiculous scoldings and explanations at home. The blood pressure really shoot up when these 2 things happened one after the other. I am kind of tired but thinking that tomorrow morning i still got to wake up, i am even more sicked. I was thinking of not going to school tomorrow because firstly, i feel irritated to wake up on the weekend morning and secondly, i miss my 10 -12 hours sleep!!! I have been sleeping for less than 10 hours for these few weekends. Grr!!! Well, maybe i don't have headache anymore but somehow, my temper just got worst because i can't get the amount of sleep i want. This shows that one of my new year resolutions have failed but nevermind, not important. Sometimes, i just hope i could give up and die! Life is not only tiring but now, it is getting restless. Just like what i learned in geography developement, i may have a good standard of living but i have no quality of living. I guess i could never be happy in life.

Ache Here and There

Now, i really know what is "busy". Everyday i go to school and left school earliest by 3.30pm but rarely this will happen. Homework was as tall as the mountain and sometimes, i got fed up because i don't know whether i could complete my homework by the end of the day. This shows that time management is extremely important now. Well, headache isn't a big problem nowadays. Maybe because i have overcome the stress or maybe because i can get the hang of things now. Well, hopefully, i will only have headache during "O" levels while the rest of the days in my secondary 4 life, i can enjoy a healthy brain and a healthy mind. However, now i am having backache. I am so troublesome, maybe i should say, my body is so troublesome. I don't know what is the main reason causing me to have backache. Maybe because my bag is too heavy but this does not seem to be a very valid reason since my bag has been that heavy or even heavier the previous years. Or maybe it is the sitting position that i have while doing homework. I think that is the reason. By stretching, i can feel the pain on my back... Haiz... Currently, there is no more headache but there is backache. Nothing better in fact. Everyday is so busy and the only 2 days i am free is saturday and sunday. But sometimes, these 2 days are reserved for my homework or for my parents. However, this week, i sort of gave up my weekends to the "shopping" session on saturday and tea party cum gym session on sunday. Well, it is good to actually to do some exercise because i think it is a good chance to relax our body and mind. Well, the tea party is like another interaction session with the scholars. Although "shopping" session isn't my forte, i got to do some for the sake of some secretive reasons. Haha! Actually it is not very secretive, it is just buying of presents and buying of some phrases book to improve my horrendous english. Well, i don't aim to get a distinction for english because i am not that ambitious but all i want is at least a B3. So, in order to get this grade, i got to improve on my vocabulary for my essay writing. Seriously, i don't feel stressful but i just feel tired. Because i am so tired everyday so, my mood is kind of bad which lead to me getting fed up and angry easily. (not something good at all!) Every single day, every single hour, every single minute, has to be fully made use or else you will regret! That's why it just make life tired. Well, somehow, it sounds like life is a bit meaningless but i think when it comes to important years such PSLE, "O" Level and "A" Level, that is how life is. After typing this sentence, i am shocked that actually i thought positively for my year. Shocking but i guess it is something good. In such a busy and important year, it will be better to think positive than negative or else life will be super miserable. Well, i am trying to make my life less miserable but with this backache, it is really painful and miserable. This backache will interrupt my homeworking session. Well, I am suspecting if i have backbone problem... So worried that the next health checkup, my backbone problem is "positive". Well, other than my backbone pain, i am having sore throat again. I just recovered from my flu not long ago but now, i got back the same illness... Goodness...that is just so unlucky... Hopefully, my illness will be fully cured by chinese new year. I remembered that last year's chinese new year, i was caught with flu too. So unlucky but hopefully, this year will not be like last year.

Tomato Sauce Burst!

Today there was parents forum and it is about the same as last year. I don't think this year's forum is interesting. After the forum, yu jun, grace, jolyn and i went for lunch. When we reached nex, it was around 10.30am and a lot of cafes, restaurants are not opened and we were not sure what to eat. Initially, i suggested 1-for1 lunch at swensen but there is no 1-for-1 lunch today. Then, we went around from 1 level to another and went into many shops to look see look see. There is one shop that sells products related to disney and they were very cute. The soft toy there were very cute but cute also useless. Buy them and keep them aside is just for collecting dust. My mum always tell me that soft toy is useless and a waste of money so, from then on, to me soft toy is good to see but not necessary to buy. Then, we proceed to popular. After walking for quite a while, we went to Carls Jr. to have lunch. Well, it is my first time there and i didn't know that they had free flow of drink and the portion of their burger which they call sandwich is so big. I was extremely full after the meal. Well, grace and i managed to finish everything that we ordered but yu jun and jolyn had leftover fries. Their leftover fries were combined into one. As jolyn claimed that she was very full and even if she brought home, no one would eat it so, yu jun brought the fries home and let her sisters eat. While we were chatting, yu jun was playing with the tomato sauce. She play play play and the tomato sauce burst! Since i was sitting opposite of yu jun, the sauce burst and spurted onto me. Lucky, it did spurt onto my shirt but just on my spectacles. Well, it is easier to clean on my spectacles than my shirt. When i got back from the toilet, yu jun kept on saying sorry. Then, we went home. At 3pm, jolyn, grace and i reached audrey's church for the youth group. There are games and bible lessons. The bible lessons are like CE lessons to me because they teach people how to become a better person in life. And i think this is quite cool. After the lesson and some finger food, we went on to captain ball but jolyn had already left. It was quite fun but i don't know why, but i felt very tired after the game while grace felt very energetic. LOL! We were opposite! Then, we went on to dinner and after that we went home. And the day ended.

When things are so near perfect, you must come and destroy or ruin it?
Why? Why? Why?
For that, you make me hate you!
With you, stuck in my life, nothing will succeed.
You, will destroy everything for me, you will ruin everything for me.
You are just the destroyer of my life.
So, go away and just get lost as soon as possible!

This is Secondary 4 Life

What is secondary 4 life? How is secondary 4 life? Although it is just the start of the year, i can estimate how my secondary 4 life will continue. Although SSP will only start next week, in fact SSP has already started this week. For some classes, last week. Homework is like a daily thing unlike the previous years. It seems like everyday's schedule is fully packed and there isn't a day that i am free. Everyday i feel so tired and sleepy but now, on my saturdays, i still got to go back to school. So sad... Last week, there is flag day and this week, there is parents' forum and starting from 29 January, there is english workshop for a consecutive of don't know how many weeks. Haiz... I got to sacrifice my sleep for saturdays. Well, that is part of the secondary 4 life. Other than this, tests are coming up and i got to start revising, practicing for the upcoming tests. Study become more critical this year since it is the "O" Level year and in order to get the best results and get into my own ideal school, i got to work harder and study harder. Though it may be tiring, like what i say, this is secondary 4 life. Sometimes, i hope that the year can end early so that i can get my results and end the stressful year. But sometimes, i hope that the year will end just right now so that i can have a break and rest. School just started for 2 weeks and i wish to have a break. Haiz... Tomorrow there is a chinese spelling test yet i have not study... And there is a chemistry presentation coming up soon and i have not break up the slides each of us got to read so that everyone has a fair share. In my mind, there is so many things and a lot of things are not done. This things are kept in my mind and it is difficult to put them aside. Well, sunday i am going to exercise with grace and hopefully, this will be a chance for me to put down things temporary away from my mind. I bet this year, i am going to headache very frequently, more frequent than last year. Since there is so many things on my mind, so many things to bother for, so many things to consider for, so many things to study for. THINGS are just the contents of my secondary 4 life...
Well, i think i got to start saving MORE money. There seem to be a lot of things to pay for and my daily allowance seem to be too little and i need to get my daily allowance advanced if i need to pay all these things. Like what my dad say, "为什么你老是跟我说钱钱钱？" Actually i also don't want to talk about money but i don't have enough money to pay for all the programme fees i am required to pay so i am left with no choice but to talk to my dad about money. Haiz...why like that? Now, there is one more THING to bother, consider and stress for. Goodness gracious, THINGS are getting horrible. I think i am starting to dislike the secondary 4 life when it is only the start of the year...

"O" Level Results Released

Today, the "O" level results are released! And it is also the day all higher chinese students are waiting for because they are going to get their express chinese result today. Well, St Nicholas Girls' School student managed to top Singapore for a consecutive of 3 years! In the hall, everyone was very nervous, excited and worried. However, there are like 3 speeches that will take place. The worst is, the place we are seating is very squeezy and uncomfortable. While listening to speeches and sitting at a squeezy and uncomfortable place, irritates me a lot and it just make me more and more nervous. Initially, i am still quite cool and steady but when i am sitting on the hall ground while one by one, students go up to the teacher to get their results, my heart started beating very quickly. My heart moved up from its actual place. When it was yu jun's turn to get her result, i felt that my heart was already at my windpipe. LOL! I know it is very exaggerating but that was how nervous i was. When jolyn came back jumping with her result, i walk to the table to get my result from the teacher. Firstly, i got to sign beside my name. I felt like i was shivering. Then, the teacher passed me my result and telling me my grade. It seems like there was a mixed emotions in me. All i did is smile, take the result slip, walk off. When i got back to my seat, i don't know what's wrong with my mouth. It cannot stop shivering. Jolyn and yu jun tried to stop it but to no avail. At last, i pushed my cheeks and finally, it stopped. Then, i am still a bit stuck in my emotions. I don't seem to know how to get happy. Maybe because i was too happy that my brain just stop functioning on the happiness part. I know it sounds a bit ridiculous but sometimes, when it comes to mixed emotion, it is quite ridiculous. The express chinese "O" level result is a motivation and encouragement to work even harder for my upcoming "O" levels. It seems like as i get older, i get nervous easier. Its like during PSLE, i wasn't that nervous to the extent that i am shivering hard and my heart is jumping out of my mouth. But all of these are happening in my secondary school life. Maybe that is what one has to go through as one grows older. Hopefully, my upcoming "O" level result will be as fantastic and fascinating as my express chinese result.

Flag Day

Today the whole secondary 4 had a CIP event on flag day. Well, it is my first flag day since i did not go last year due to the 50th HDB anniversary thingy. I don't really know how flag day work like so just randomly work it out i guess. Early the morning, i was super tired. Don't know why. As long as i sat down, i just want to sleep. And i just want a seat for me to sleep. I don't know i fall asleep for how many times. Although i fell asleep many times, i still manage to get most of the important instructions i guess... After all the briefing, we set off to do our CIP. There are like 7 of us walking together. There are yu jun, puay suan, grace, ranice, jolyn, alicia and me. Initially, i don't know why are they so many people. Maybe because i just woke up from my sleep so i am a bit blur blur. Then, the 7 of us went to chinatown. Considering the fact that early in the morning, not many shopping malls are opened and markets and hawker centre are much more crowded in the morning. When we reached chinatown, we split at last, into 2, 2, 3. Ranice, jolyn and i were walking around to get people to donate. Well, i think we chose the correct location. There are really more people there and some uncles and aunties are quite generous and kind-heart to do some donation. We didn't stay at one spot but we moved around. As we moved around, we saw a lot of other students who were also helping the same organistion for donation. And wherever they are, we try not to stay there so, to avoid anything. Then, we went on walking down. We arrive at clarke quay where there is a lot of foreigners. From this CIP, i learn that it is difficult to get donation from foreigners because they do not have coins with them... But i manage to get 1 donation from one japanese tourist. Well, he asked a lot of questions but we managed to answer him. We continued walking, wanting to go to the colourful bridge. As we were on our halfway, we decided to give up on the idea of going to the colourful bridge because it is too far. So, we went to the nearest bus stop, wanting to take a bus to douby ghaut where the rest are. But every bus interval that is available to douby ghaut is 40 minutes and that is very LONG!!! So, instead we walked to douby ghaut which i think is faster. We reached plaza singapura within 10 to 15 minutes time and over there, there is still students from other schools asking for donation. According to alicia, there is 10 over schools doing flag day on the same day. After we had our lunch, we went back to school and then, puay suan, alicia and me went home. Well, my mum said that she want to fetch me so i waited for her at the bus stop. And, she took 40 minutes to arrive from my house to school!!! Make me wait so long...waste time... Then, she brought me to ubi to shop for cheap goods. After that, we went home so that i can bath and take medicine. Then, came out to find my father who was located at orchard central. After getting what we wanted there, we went on to ion orchard to have dinner because we got voucher. Seriously, my family will only eat at orchard area if we have vouchers because things are just so expensive there. Anyone can say that my family is cheap which i heard before but i don't care because this is the way for us to be spend thriftily and as long as my family enjoys the way we go and the way we do, i don't think anyone who has the rights to comment on us. We are who we are, ain't we? After dinner, the restaurant gave us even more vouchers. Oh gosh, it seems like the vouchers will never finish... Well, this is the way to ensure consistent costumers. After that, we went home, lethargic. And that's the end of my tiring day. Started the day will a very lethargic mood, ended the day with a tired body.

It's a brand new start

Today it is the first day of school. Well, i sort of miss school because sometimes, school is fun. First day of school may be one of the most boring days in the whole of year. This is because early the morning, there are like 5 to 6 talks/briefs. Now i am secondary 4 so i won't be sitting at the hall ground but instead, i will be sitting in the gallery. The gallery was horrible on the first day. The ground was extremely sandy and i don't know where the sand come from. People either sweep off the sand or use a book to fan it off. But some just don't care and sit down. If you don't care and sit down, the consequence is your skirt or your pants is going to be dirty. I think the effect of the skirt is bigger since our skirt is green. Well, sitting on the dirty floor and listening to 5 to 6 talks/briefs nearly made me go into sleep. Most of the talks are similar to the talks held on the first day of school every year. After the boring talks/briefs, we went back to class. Our seat arrangement was changed and i dislike my seat terribly. It is at the last row and it is a very good place to sleep. Firstly, i can't concentrate on that sleep. Secondly, i can fall asleep easily there. Mr ang said it does not make much difference after changing our seats because when lessons start, we will be banded. The only time that we will be sitting at that seat is during CE lesson. Well, i manage to bargain with mr ang and at last, he agreed to let me sit on the floor beside jolyn during CE lesson. Yay! This is so much better. At least during CE lesson, i will not sleep behind. Maybe if i am very tired and i don't really want to listen to CE lesson, i will remain at my seat and sleep there. Hehe! Then, the day went on with committee selection. Soon, school ended. Lunch, grace, jolyn, ranice and i went to nex to have lunch because jolyn wants to buy something there. Initially, we wanted to have swensens but there is no 1-for-1 lunch so we decided to go off. Personally, i think student meal at nex is too expensive. The student meal should be set at $6.90 nett, inclusive of GST and service charge. At nex, most student meal is $9.80. And after including GST and service charge, it will be $10++. It is more than my daily allowance!!! So, we went to Freshness Burger instead. The food there is not bad, the terrayaki chicken burger was nice. Then, all of us went home. I went home had medicine, put my bag and went to ranice's house. After that, i went home, drowsy. I think it is due to the medication. Once i reached home, i laid down on my sofa and fell asleep. Tomorrow lesson is going to resume. Hopefully all the lessons will be interesting.