It's weekend

At last it is the weekends. I won't say that i am waiting for this day because i still have to go to school tomorrow -.- but at least it is a small little break. People claim that today is TGIF (Thank God It's Friday), but to me, there isn't much difference. I still have lots of work to do and i still have to go to school tomorrow so how can i be thankful? At most, i thank the fact that i wake up later on sunday but i am a greedy pig and i love to sleep so 1 day is not sufficient at all!!! But there is nothing i can do since this is an important year, there are many things that i have to sacrifice. Supposedly, today there is art club but because 2 of the teacher-in-charge are down due to flu and chicken pox while the other teacher-in-charge has some course. Since there is no art club, i went home early and made use of this time to do homework. Life seems a bit lifeless... Haiz... Well, at least tomorrow evening, some of our clique members are going to grace's house to play and have domino's pizza. That means that all the fats i burned yesterday will be replenish by the domino's pizza tomorrow. Well, tomorrow may be a chance to relief stress, get myself relax. LOL! Nevermind! Monday i shall go to gym again and burn some more fats. Sunday, i shall go popular to buy the 2 new 弯弯. Initially, i thought of buying it at nex but nex's popular don't even sell a single 弯弯 book! So, no choice but i have to visit some other popular. Other than that i still have to buy some other guide books for sciences for easy revision. There are just so many things i got to think and bother for. Goodness sake, i feel so tired and my face is so grumpy. My mum just came home asking me why do i look so grumpy. And all i got to answer was "I am tired..." When i looked at the stack of homework beside me, i feel so stress. Goodness... Ok, i think my chinese deteriorated... I don't i know how to do chinese sometimes. Well, i am practising chinese writing in school everyday but i have no idea why the more i write, the worst i get. I don't know what's wrong and what should i do. I know it is very weird because usually and normally, the more you practised, the better you will get. However, things do not work that way for me nowadays. Haiz... Once the subject that i was most confident in, but now totally lack of confident. Who to blame? I think it should be me myself but i don't know what went wrong or is there even anything that went wrong. I think the world biggest mistake is to not know what mistake you have made and i am currently in that state which isn't good... Though i didn't get back all my papers for this common test, for what i have gotten, nothing is good or even satisfactory. Chinese, as i said, i am deteriorating so it considered quite a disappointment. And my mum saw it and she felt so disappointed and asked me why i scored so badly. Physics, bad but improved. Well, the word "improved" is just to make myself feel better. E maths, though A1, not satisfied since it is a low A1. English, pass but i think that is where my standard is. Now, i can even predict how bad the rest of the results could go. SS and history, i think is quite disastrous at the SBQ which most probably pulls down everything. A maths, i don't feel good at all since on average, many didn't do well. Geography, i think i will kill myself at the map reading and data reading. All these reading, reading one, i am a bit bad. Chemistry, confirm die since i am rushing through the paper and most probably i made a lot of mistakes... Haiz...this common test is my failure.

Misery Vs Funny

It has been a while since i blog. Well, i has also been a while since i use the computer. Everyday is so tiring and busy. Where is there time to even touch the computer? Homework comes continuously. I think homework comes faster than the river water flowing. Everyday i go home with an annoyed face and a lethargic body and my mum thinks that i am very angry. But i won't say that i am angry but i am just stressed up. Though i am very stressed up and life is so hectic, my dad just won't spare me. He asked me questions that are really a waste of time to answer and it is always when i am busy homework-ing. He throws his stuff everywhere and sometimes into my room. Seriously, i really think that space is very minimum yet his stuff are everywhere -.- Asked him to remove, he is not willing to remove it. Wait until i die, the things will still be there man! Seriously, can't he just a be a little bit more considerate. People are struggling with their homework yet he is over there having all his jokes. I will really go mad man! Seriously, i am about to go mad. I think i need to prepare a lot a lot of painkillers or else i will die enduring all these stress!!!
Ok, i shall stop talking about these misery. Talk about something happier. Well, i grew fatter maybe because i devoured a lot a lot of food so that i could relief stress. So, i got to go and burn off all these fat. So today, grace, ranice and i went to gym to exercise. It really feels better when calories are burnt off. Funny things took place in the gym. All 3 of us went to talk our height and weight. The first time we took it was before the workout. After the workout, we took once more. Well, our weight dropped around 200 grams averagely. Then, we went around looking at some other equipments and we went back to take it the third time. This time something interesting took place. Suddenly, all of our weights dropped by 4kg... Amazing right? Think about it. We just went around to look at the equipments, we didn't do any workout and our weights can drop. LOL! Well, we also went to take our weights for the forth time and even more interesting thing happen. This time, each of our weight drop by another 20kg. Interesting right? I think the machine went a bit haywire...

Relieving stress?

I think i am getting more and more abnormal... Well, i can laugh like mad for the least funniest thing and according to jian nan, i laughed like annoying orange -.- Well, one thing good about being abnormal is that i seem so happy. Laughing laughing laughing. Maybe that's the way to relieve stress. But sometimes, it gets a little bit insane. But seriously, i don't know what's wrong with me. After laughing too much, i can suddenly go into the headache mode... Weird right? I know but i don't know what's wrong. It seemed like my temper improved quite a lot after since all this abnormality. Well, laughing may be good as it keeps you alert and at the same time, you are exercising your tummy and cheek muscles. Although i laugh so much and i sort of relieve quite a lot of stress, i am still very stressed. I know it sounds like a contradiction but i am really feeling stress up. Next week there is common test and there seemed to be so much to do and so much to study. More than that, there is more homework as each day goes by. These pile of homework can represent the amount of stress i am facing. I have no idea if laughing is a good way of relieving stress but sometimes, i feel lighter emotionally/mentally after laughing out loud. At the moment of laughter, my mind will just go blank and all my attention will just be laughing and how funny the particular thing was.
I found out that i have another way to relieve stress but i don't think it is quite recommendable. Well, it is day dreaming. Most of the time i enjoy day dreaming because when i am day dreaming, it feels like i am away from the reality temporary. Although it is temporary, sometimes i feel that leaving the reality just for 5 minutes lighten my emotion. However, day dreaming can be a waste of time. Example, you are studying halfway and because you are too stress and you started to day dream. Maybe you took 10 minutes to day dream and so, in that case, you wasted 10 minutes of your studying to day dream. Maybe within that 10 minutes, you will manage to understand and learn more but you have wasted it on day dreaming. But think about it, if many other ways of relieving stress do not work but day dreaming does, why not day dream? Maybe after day dreaming for 10 minutes, your mind will be clearer and you will be able to pay more attention and concentrate better on your studies. However, it is important to know that day dreaming just temporary brings you out of the hustle and bustle of reality but very soon, you got to come back. No one can day dream forever or else, this person cannot improve, cannot move on. For me, i do day dream during lessons but now, it is getting lesser and lesser which is not a bad thing because this means i will pay more attention to the teachers' lectures. Most of the time, i day dream when i am like stoning and sitting at one corner and no one is actually talking to me. Well, for that moment, i feel like i living in my dream world. It seems like i lived in 2 worlds. One of it is the reality and the other is the dream world. In dream world, things seem to be so perfect. Oh well, that's why it is a dream world, flawless, perfect. In reality, can things be flawless, perfect. It is definitely a NO! That's why in reality, people get stress because people can't achieve what they want. So, at last they will enter their dream world to relieve some stress.
No matter it is laughing or day dreaming, you have to do it in moderation. When you laugh too mad (like me), people might have a impression that you are mentally unstable and crazy. And when you day dream too much, you will definitely be living in your own world, thinking naive. At the same time, you will also be slower than the rest because the rest are progressing while you are still day dreaming, living in your own world.