A Birthday Eve Celebration

Tomorrow, it is April Fool's Day and it is also elaine and my birthday. Sadly, i am growing older by one year. Today, puay suan, yu jun, jolyn, grace, ranice, elaine and i went to seoul garden to celebrate elaine and my birthday. We had a lot of fun and laughed hard. Actually, there are quite an amount of photos but since i just reached home so, i didn't have time to upload them. But it will be available on facebook. In total, we ate 76 plates of food. Quite amazing because it is quite a lot. We were very full and bloated after the meal. Yu jun and grace were the main chefs of the day. Well, the bbq fish yu jun made was golden brown, very nice on appearance and in the mouth. Grace's one, isn't that bad but not that pretty compared to yu jun's. Maybe because they sat at the middle so naturally, it became their duty to bbq the food. Puay suan's seat was the best. It was the "king's seat". All she need to do is just eat eat eat. Well, we purposely left that seat for her. Ranice and puay suan also bought a cake for elaine and me. I was a little bit shocked and then, i realised the reason for them to ask which cake would i prefer if i have to choose one at the cake shop yesterday. The cake was nice and i think i had like 3 to 4 pieces. They said they wanted to buy the mango one because i said i will prefer mango but it went out of stock so, they bought the chocolate one instead. We crapped a lot and joked about nearly everything we said. From food to toilet to age to anything. I would say that today is a happy and enjoyable day. I would really thank them for the cake as well as the celebration. I bet everyone enjoyed themselves. Before i end this post, i would like to wish a very very happy birthday to elaine and myself and those who are celebrating their birthday tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

生日快乐!!!

FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS!!!

DOĞUM GÜNÜN KUTLU OLSUN!!!

생일 축하!!!

С ДНЕМ РОЖДЕНИЯ!!!

"Moodless" to Study

It has been really long since i blogged. Actually i wanted to blog when i came back from Turkey so that i can briefly talk about the fantasy there but seriously, i am somehow fighting for time. Well, when i came back, i think due to time lag, i kept on having afternoon naps and my afternoon naps can be as long as 4 hours. And sometimes, i don't even realise that i am actually taking a nap. Sometimes, i can sleep until i forgot to wake up and forgot to do all my work and at last, i am rushing my work near midnight. But now, time lag isn't much an issue. However, i fell ill. Sobs... There is like some kind of epidemic in my school as everyone is coughing coughing coughing. And sadly, i am one of the victim of this epidemic. Maybe it is time for the school to do some sanitation. Sometimes, i coughed so badly like i am having so disease but hopefully, i can recover as soon as possible. Well, tomorrow there is history test but i am really have no mood to study at all! What can i do? I also don't know. Well, there will be more test coming up but for now, i am "moodless". I think i am most probably affected by my illness. At the same time, when i came back from Turkey, i went to have Bak Kut Teh for dinner and i was so excited that i burnt my tongue -.- In the past few days, it was really painful that speaking was a problem and eating is a suffering. Thankfully, now it is much more better. Well, the notes are currently in front of me, right in front of my eyes but whatever i studied or read does not go into my mind. Though this isn't good, there seem to be nothing much i can do since currently, i don't have the mood. Well, march is coming to an end and in 3 weeks times, Prelim 1's advanced paper is coming soon. AAAAHHHH!!!! STRESS IS BUILDING UP!!!
Ok, let's not talk about this stressful stuff. Well, back to Turkey then. This place is very beautiful due to its natural scenery and if you have never been there, you should try visiting. However, the cost of living is quite high but if you want to buy souvenirs, buy from the villagers as your tour bring you to the villages. Well, the villages definitely tend to be cheaper. Well, Singaporeans always complain that our oil price is very very high and expensive but if you ever been to Turkey and saw the oil prices there, most probably, Singaporeans will stop complaining about the oil prices. Example, in Singapore, 95 petrol oil is sold around S$2.00++ but in Turkey, the same oil is sold at TL4.30++ which is around S$4.00++. See, the price is doubled in Turkey. Well, this is an evidence of their high cost of living. During end March, start of April, tulips start to bloom and it was said to be very beautiful. At the same time, if you visit Turkey, you must bring sun block! Though the weather might be very cooling (when i visited, it was very cooling) but Turkey has low cloud cover so the sunshine is bring and strong and you will have sun burn. Well, i had. Well, there are marvelous food such as fried mussels, mussels with baked rice, fried pregnant fish, baked potato, Turkish ice-cream (my favourite), Turkish tea and many more. Well, no matter how flourish or how amazing my description can be, you have to visit the country yourself to understand and appreciate the beauty!

Problem Solving

It has been 3 months since the start of 2011 and so many many things happened. These things really contribute a lot to head ache. Initially, i thought i won't have headache so early but it seems like i am wrong. After since the start of common test, my headache came back. Common test results came back terribly and i really have nothing to say about myself. First problem i faced is the horrendous common test results. Second problem i faced was the march holidays. I don't really want to talk about the second problem but all i can say is that life is quite terrible. Or maybe this year is not a very good year for me but hopefully that i not the reason since i am taking my o levels this year. Holidays, there are problems here and there. Non-holidays, there are so many homework to do and so many things study. How to cope? But i am trying my best. I think i am really going mad. Maybe i am not the studious kind of student. And since i am not the studious kind of student, why must i be in such a stressful class? Why must i be in a class filled with scholars and smart people and they are so competitive and i really feel stressful. To certain extend, i think i am just useless. I am like a stupid dumb that manage to smuggle into a genius class. I really don't want to bother about the class ranking or school ranking but can it be possible? Definitely not! Pressure is placed hard down and my head seems to be unable to withstand the pressure. So stressful, so tiring. I really hope to have a break but how can it be possible? Problems come and can i solve them? With this kind of pressure, definitely i can't! I believe as days passed, my head will ache more and more and i don't think it will end until o levels has passed. Why do i have to suffer mentally whenever it comes to national exams? Initially, i was quite confident that i might be able to hit my minimum target but now, i have not a single confident whether i can get a 1 digit L1R5... Sometimes, i really wish that i could give up, well, to certain extend, give up my life. But i can't be selfish, can i? Sometimes, being selfish may be a problem solving but definitely, it is a short term solution. But is there any long term solution to resolve my problem?