Motivational Camp

Tomorrow, i am going to camp but i am totally not excited at all! Firstly, i don't know how it is like at the campsite. Secondly, there are sand flies which are 10 times itchier than bites of mosquitoes. Lastly, I DON'T LIKE CAMPS!!! Well, because of this camp, i missed the royal wedding in United Kingdom. Although i can watch the repeated one, the feel is somehow gone because by the time i see it, it is already over. I will also me the 女王本色精华版 which the favourite character Aunty Lucy will be acting in. Due to this camp, i miss so many things which make me feel unhappy. But i can't do anything. I have to go to the camp since i have already paid. Seriously, i don't expect much because the activities include building of sand castles and making of kites. Sorry but to say, it is BORING! How i hope that this camp will include activities that i had during my primary 5 camp. Well, during the camp briefing, we were told and shown that the campsite is resort-like with swimming pool (which we don't get to swim in). However, this picturesque is badly disturbed by the images of sand flies. Looking at my leg, i just got some mosquito bites in school and now, i am going to camp to get more bites which will be way itchier. Goodness sake, i hate it man! I remember during my primary 5 camp, i had a very bad impression. I came back home, hating camp and almost swore not to go camp anymore. The campsite was muddy when rain, had frogs, spiders and many other more insects in the toilet and it like a place to make us suffer. Although the living condition is bad, the activities are fun! In contrast, tomorrow's camp has good living condition but what about the activities? I don't really expect much fun. Well, most probably because it is a 2 day 1 night camp and it is at Malaysia so travelling time took up quite a lot leading to lesser amount of activities. From the past 3 days, i have been grumbling about camp and hope that i don't have to go camp. But things can't change now. So disappointing... Well, just hope that tomorrow will be fun. But like what i said, it is a HOPE!







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Achieved miracle

I felt like i did some form of miracle yesterday and i really hope that something like that will happen in my "O" levels. Well, i had my NAPFA 2.4km run yesterday and i could somehow predict that i would fail. Well, i failed nearly every year. Last year when i managed to pass is because jolyn gave me a push. But this time, there is no one to push me since jolyn has to run for her fitness test too and all i have is to depend on myself. The most worrying thing is stitch. Well, for the past 3 years in Zhonghua, i had stitch for every 2.4km test so i am super duper worried that it will come again this year. So i hoped hard that it will not come and asked around if anyone know any prevention for stitch. Some told me not to eat before the test and stitch will not come. However, some others told me to eat something or else there will be stitch. In this case, i have no idea what to do or who to believe so i came to a conclusion. I will just listen to what ms lin told me 3 years ago, just keep on stretching the side muscles. Before the test, when we were queueing up, i was busy stretching my side muscles and i felt nervous (as usual). When everyone started to run, i ran too. I kept myself at constant speed, not too fast nor too slow. After 3 rounds, i started to get tired and wanted to walk but i told myself, i will run at a constant rate until the 5th round. Then, i may start walking. At the 5th round, somehow i felt that i shouldn't start to walk but i really feel like walking and i was hesitating. Then, when i was reaching the curve of the route, jolyn who has ran finished asked how many round am i left with. Well, since i have not been talking about the past 15 minutes so when jolyn talked to me, i just shouted "LAST ROUND!" After i said that, i quickly sped through the route to the ending point. I didn't know that i had the energy to speed through. I was a little bit amazed by my capability. Jolyn help to take note of my timing and it was 15minutes 58seconds. This was my best record ever! I have never hit a 16 minutes in my past 3 years and yet, i managed to achieved 15 minutes and 58 seconds. I felt like it was a miracle. When i ran finished, there was a slope and i nearly rolled down and i am so tired that i really wish to roll down but of course, i didn't. When i got onto ground floor, i breathe like i was having asthma. I breathed real hard! My feet felt like they were in fire. Well, i could conclude that practising a few days before going for 2.4km is indeed useful and it is something everyone should do if they want to achieve good results. Indeed, i am very proud of myself to achieve such timing. But can i achieve such good results in my "O" levels? I really hope so but i still can't get the "O" level tension mood. Just like 2.4km test, one must practise. But if i don't get into the correct condition, no matter how much i practised, what goes in will just come out. Miracles don't happen often so, hoping to achieve miracles without working hard for "O" levels may be my wishful thoughts. But i think everyone will always hope that lady's luck is beside us, all dreams and wishes will come true and miracles will take place. But, an effort must be put in in order to achieve all of these.

Double eyelid to triple eyelid

On saturday, when i woke up, my eyes were very tired and heavy and i felt really uneasy but i didn't really bother because i thought it will be better in the afternoon. But when it came to the afternoon, it was nothing better and it was still very heavy. But i didn't know what went wrong. Well, on sunday then i realised that my left eyelid had some problem. My eyelid was originally double eyelid but somehow, it became triple! Seriously, i have totally no idea what happen and it looks weird and makes me really uncomfortable. On sunday afternoon, i took 5 - 10 minutes of my time, standing in front of a mirror trying very hard to change the triple eyelid to double eyelid. Well, it somehow succeeded. But the eyelid got back to triple when i bath at night. Today, when i woke up it is still triple eyelid and i really don't like it. It is not the appearance that i bother the most but it is really uncomfortable. The eyelid became heavier so it tends to lie on the eyelashes which makes my left eye really uneasy and it make me feel like rubbing my eye. I don't know if it is lucky to have it only on my left eye only or not. I asked my mother why did my eyelid turn from double to triple and she gave me 2 reasons. Firstly, it is because i have insufficient sleep. Secondly, it is because i have too much sleep. Well, i think that the second reason is more likely to be impossible because i always have insufficient sleep instead. So, it should be the first reason. But is there any ways to change the triple eyelid back to my double eyelid? Well, there is no harm telling me the solutions because i really find triple eyelid UNCOMFORTABLE!