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Physics was a total disaster!

2011-07-01T22:08:00.004+08:00

Seriously, i regret studying so hard for physics yesterday. Whether i study or not, the result is definitely the same. This paper is totally inhumane. It not only demoralize me, it also make me give up on physics. The setter claimed that this paper is 2.5 times more difficult than actual o level paper. Well, indeed and to me, those questions seemed to know me but i don't know them. I was stunned when i saw the first question. While doing, i wondered whether i have the physics concept. Seriously, i don't know whether should i feel stupid or what. I think if i did not study yesterday, i will feel so much better. To me, there is only less than 5 questions doable! This is totally insane! Well, the setter also said very clearly that this prelim physics is a test whether we deserve to go for intervention programme. I think that, this paper is so disastrous that only the scholars can do it. Well, outside the general office, hui wen asked me how confident i was about the paper. My reply was, i am very confident of getting a F9. I think don't know whether is it lucky or not, our school vice-principal heard it. Well, she told us to not give up and must work hard for the next prelim and must be confident to get A1 instead of F9. Seriously, if the next prelim is this kind of paper, no matter how hard i worked, i will definitely fail! Seriously, if i did not fail this prelim physics, i think i am either abnormal or i am seriously a genius man! But i am sure that i should be neither of them so, i will fail. Seriously, i am currently so demoralise that i don't expect much for my physics MCQ or should i say i don't expect much for this whole prelim 1. The paper is so bad that currently still in the unbelievable mood that i am using the word "seriously" continuously for like don't know how many times! SS sbq was so difficult that i was rushing against time and anyhow did it. E maths paper 2 was tricky and i think i fell for every trap. A maths paper 1 was fine except for the 6 marks circle question but i made a lot of careless mistakes i think. Goodness sake, how can expect anything for next week's chemistry paper 1 & 2 and a maths paper 2?!?!?! Well, yu jun told me that this prelim 1 is a wake up call for us. But seriously, i think that this wake up call is a little too harsh, especially physics. Why must physics be so hard core?!?!?!

Due to this undesirable paper, in the afternoon, i went to watch Transformer 3 with ranice and grace. Well, it was a great movie with exciting scenes. It was as good as the previous series and this time, there is no Megan Fox and there are more exciting this time. Comparing the female actress in 2 and 3, i think that Megan Fox is still prettier. Initially, i was thinking whether i should watch Transformer 3 because i don't know whether was it good or not and i was badly demoralised by the physics paper. But in conclusion, i don't regret watching it because it was fantastic! I think that whenever the main character starts screaming, it was super funny. Especially when he was swinging along as the bad bot moved. He screamed like some mad cow and i think it was super funny. Sadly, this time there are 2 autobots killed. Sobs sobs... In conclusion, it was a movie deserved to watch so, people, go watch it! Well, currently, i am waiting for the whole prelim 1 to end and the following week, i am SO going to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2! I was waiting for it after since part 1. But sadly, it is the last series and after it, there will be no more... T_T But being able to watch harry potter, i am already very happy! WOOT!

Back from 天堂

2011-06-20T15:04:00.002+08:00

I am back!!! Well, after since i go to tibet, i realise people call this place 天堂. This is because tibet is at high attitude and it seem to be so near to heaven so it is called 天堂. Well, i would say that this trip is definitely extraordinary. The history, the cultures, the scenery are really awesome. However, it is really difficult to go sometimes. Well, when we first arrive at tibet, for the first two days, many started to have headache and this is quite common in fact. This is due to the high attitude that our body is not use to it. But sooner or later, we will be fine with it and most of the time, by the time we are leaving, we are fully use to the condition there. But there are some who are weaker, will continue to feel nausea. There is one auntie in our group vomit badly throughout the trip and when we arrive at the mainland, she was perfectly fine. I think she won't enjoy the trip much but like she said, her dream is to go tibet and able to step on the land of tibet, to her, it is a dream come true. To those who really feel very bad, they will go for a drip near the hotel. According to the uncle in our group who went for the drip, after the drip, he feel so much better and very energetic. The most "memorable" thing of this trip is the toilet. The toilet is extremely extremely smelly and disgusting. It is the one of the most natural way of relieving yourself. Well, initially if we are really urgent, we were ask to relieve ourselves on the foot of the mountains but many oppose as everyone is not use to it. Even if there is toilet, some have no door and sometime no water supply to wash hand. Well, the worst thing is the toilet is so unbearable, yet they still charge 1 to 2 yuan. We pay to use such dirty toilets... The toilet also has visitors flying everywhere. They are the flies. They are really huge and disgusting! Well, now just have to treat it as an experience... Ohya, we also took the train from the Qinghai-Tibet Railway. We sleep in a room which can hold 6 people. This room is a triple decker and i was given to sleep on the highest decker. Quite comfortable actually. One good thing of our cabin is that the ventilation is quite good. As we had to take the train for 24 hours so we had a lot of free time to walk around so, i walked from the first cabin to the last cabin. Some of the cabins are very warm due to bad ventilation. While some are flooded as the toilets are spoiled... There are some cabins which have rooms that can only consist 4 people. These cabins are more comfortable because the beds are softer and the room is more spacious. The ventilation there is way better as everyone is hiding in their room comfortably. Meanwhile, those locals who took the train but could not afford tickets that provide rooms, bought tickets that provide them to just sit of a seat which i bet isn't comfortable at all. As i walked down, they sleep very uncomfortably. Some even sleep on the corridor. It was a very pitiful sight. After seeing them, i feel that i am so lucky... On the train, you can see the rich and the poor distinctively. It really shows how reality is like now. Overall, the trip was very interesting and fruitful as i managed to learn a lot. It is definitely worthwhile to go as long as your body condition allow you to.

Flying again

2011-06-09T18:45:00.002+08:00

Tonight, i am flying to tibet. Well, it is an extraordinary place as well as a dangerous place. Well, it is extraordinary because it is filled with interesting cultures and it is place with magnificent scenery. The beauty cannot be described in words. It is like something you must see in order to understand. So, how can such a beautiful place be a dangerous place? Well, it is at high altitude so when we, people who are very used to the low sea level, goes up to places that are around 3000 and above sea level, we might be in bad health conditions. Like headache, tummy ache, vomiting or even more serious, you will land in the hospital or some even died due to heart attack. Well, it sounds very scary but don't worry too much. Take it naturally and things will be better. Well, my mum is quite worried about this trip but definitely, what we are going to see there is really eye-opening. For me, i don't know it is the right time to go but it is too late to think so much now. Well, i have brought homework and revision there since after this june holidays, it will be Prelim. Whether i have confidence for my prelim, i don't know actually but i will try my best. Hopefully, this will be a great opportunity to learn more and see more. For this trip, i did little find outs about tibet since i am busy will all my studies this few days. Well, my june holidays lessons just ended yesterday and there is a series of homework to do. Just like the turkey trip, i will have to do homework once i am at the hotel before i go sleep. Though it may seem tiring, it's ok since i have been use to this frenetic lifestyle anyway. Well, my mum also claimed that we would slim down at tibet since there is a lot of walking and travelling and due to this low and high sea level difference, we might feel terrible and have bad appetite. This factors will then lead to us slimming down. To me, it will be great! Since i feel that i am very fat and i really need to slim down! Anyways, i hope my mum and i will enjoy this trip and may this trip be a wonderful and safe trip.

Frantic Weather

2011-05-10T19:37:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with the weather these few days? It is crazily humid and hot. The most interesting thing is at night and morning, it is extremely hot but in the afternoon, it is very breezy. It is quite the opposite compared to the normal days. Usually it is cooling at night and in the morning while it is sunny and hot in the afternoon. However, this doesn't come often. I think it happens countries, this weather is nothing. In temperate countries, temperature can go as high as 40 degrees celsius or higher and it can also go as low as below 0 degree celsius. The temperature range is so huge! But most probably, people living in temperate countries are used to this kind of like once a year. But it came a little late this year. Usually, it comes around the late april but this time, it is near mid-may. Though it is really hot nowadays, compare it to those in the temperate countries, this weather is nothing as it happens all year long. But in singapore, this hot weather seem to happen only once a year. It is so hot that yesterday night, the air-conditioning in my house is insufficient to keep us comfortable and cool. We had to get another 2 more fans so that the temperature is lowered and we can feel more comfortable. Today morning, when i stepped out of the room, i thought i had just walked into an oven. It was freaking warm! Usually, in the morning, i will switch on the heater before i bath but today, i don't have to. Without switching on the heater, the water is already warm enough. When i was bathing, i turn the tap to the extreme end where cold water will flow out. This shows the heat craze then. When i open my wardrobe, take out my shirt, it felt like i just took it out from the oven. The whole flat was entirely heated up! For the whole morning, i was crazy for air-conditioning. Thankfully, it started to rain around 8am. The temperature was lowered and it was much more comfortable. The weather was so hot that within a few hours, puddles of water on the ground were dried up. Well, this weather is somehow unbearable to me. I feel so sticky and hot and i am sweating like a flowing tap. It is totally insane!

为什么好人没好报？

2011-05-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

Why doesn't kind souls in the world receive remuneration? It is very saddening... No matter whether it is in reality or in television shows, kind souls always tend to suffer and do not receive remuneration. Of course, it does not apply to all kind souls. But to what i see the most, it is so. Isn't this disappointing? Today when i was buying drink at the stall at the CC, i heard this auntie talking to another auntie. "好人终是没好报" During then, i realise how true is this statement. It just seems so unfair. Well, i am not discouraging people to kind-hearted but i am just trying to express this unfairness which cannot be change. Well, it is not a bad thing to be kind-hearted but do they deserve such unfair treatment? Most probably, for their whole life, they care for others, put others in front of themselves but yet, all they receive are sufferings. Shouldn't they deserve some remunerations? Maybe like what some others said. "好人是来还上世人欠下的债" But is that really so? Definitely, we don't know. But if it is really so, that is their previous life, it should be related to this life. It is just like the parents paying the child's debts. Parents are innocent and they don't have to pay for their child's mistake. Similarly, this life innocent and it should not be paying back the mistakes that are done in the previous life. Then, why is it so unfair to the kind souls? I can't explain, neither can i understand. Maybe no one can explain it too. But i really wish to know. To me, it is always so heartbreaking to hear that kind souls are suffering but there is no way i could lend a helping hand or nothing i could do. And all i can do most of the times is to stand there praying hard in my heart that the kind soul could feel better. However, it does not provide much help. Most probably it acts as an psychological support or encouragement but it does not help to improve the situation after all. To me, kind souls do deserve appropriate remuneration as their kind-heartiness is not something everyone has and is something that we should respect.

总而言之，叔叔，您是好人啊。。。

Back from Motivational Camp

2011-05-01T21:38:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, i came back from the motivational camp. In conclusion, i was hardly motivated. This camp is more of a leadership camp than a motivational camp. Personally, the games they organised aren't that bad but it does not fit the motive of being a motivational camp. The workshop is the only thing that i feel it motivating me. And i do learn something from the workshop and i felt enlighten by what the speaker had said. Most probably, motivational camp has to come from workshops but in this camp, there is only one workshop which most probably make it insufficient for such camp. If someone ask me whether i enjoyed myself, i might most probably say maybe. Firstly, i was bitten my mosquitoes all over which is something i expected but i didn't know it will be this bad. Secondly, in the morning of the second day, i was desperately hoping to go home which shows how much i want to leave the place. Thirdly, once i came back to Singapore, even when the wind blew across, i thought it was a mosquito and started to scratch here and there. Really terrible. Well, maybe because i am badly spoilt by the great environment in singapore without mosquitoes and when i get to malaysia which has a lot of mosquitoes, i just start to grumble. However, comparing this campsite to the rest of the campsite i ever went to, this is considered one of the best (other than the mosquitoes). It has beds which are quite comfortable and the food is fine. Also, among the 3 activities, casualty challenge and the kite making were the best. Casualty challenge requires teamwork among members and the activities are quite similar to the ones we had during the secondary 3 camp so maybe that's why we managed to get on quite fast. Kite flying was a pair work by me and jolyn. We had to make a kite and it was quite a failure. After making the kite, we had to fly it. I released it and jolyn ran with it hopefully it will fly. But it failed. We tried a lot of times, and failed as many times but we kept of laughing and laughing at our failures. We tried to modify it until it will succeed but not a single try succeed and sadly, we don't have that many tries, therefore we just have to give up since the activity has ended. Well, the camp fire was not that high compared to the secondary 3 one. Maybe due to time constraint. If there was more time, the camp fire might have been better. This camp isn't a total failure but i feel that it does not meet the purpose of being a motivational camp. Maybe there should be more workshops so that the camp will be more motivating to the secondary 4 and 5 students who are facing their o levels.

Motivational Camp

2011-04-28T22:48:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow, i am going to camp but i am totally not excited at all! Firstly, i don't know how it is like at the campsite. Secondly, there are sand flies which are 10 times itchier than bites of mosquitoes. Lastly, I DON'T LIKE CAMPS!!! Well, because of this camp, i missed the royal wedding in United Kingdom. Although i can watch the repeated one, the feel is somehow gone because by the time i see it, it is already over. I will also me the 女王本色精华版 which the favourite character Aunty Lucy will be acting in. Due to this camp, i miss so many things which make me feel unhappy. But i can't do anything. I have to go to the camp since i have already paid. Seriously, i don't expect much because the activities include building of sand castles and making of kites. Sorry but to say, it is BORING! How i hope that this camp will include activities that i had during my primary 5 camp. Well, during the camp briefing, we were told and shown that the campsite is resort-like with swimming pool (which we don't get to swim in). However, this picturesque is badly disturbed by the images of sand flies. Looking at my leg, i just got some mosquito bites in school and now, i am going to camp to get more bites which will be way itchier. Goodness sake, i hate it man! I remember during my primary 5 camp, i had a very bad impression. I came back home, hating camp and almost swore not to go camp anymore. The campsite was muddy when rain, had frogs, spiders and many other more insects in the toilet and it like a place to make us suffer. Although the living condition is bad, the activities are fun! In contrast, tomorrow's camp has good living condition but what about the activities? I don't really expect much fun. Well, most probably because it is a 2 day 1 night camp and it is at Malaysia so travelling time took up quite a lot leading to lesser amount of activities. From the past 3 days, i have been grumbling about camp and hope that i don't have to go camp. But things can't change now. So disappointing... Well, just hope that tomorrow will be fun. But like what i said, it is a HOPE!

他只是他的替代品吧。。。悲哀啊，悲哀啊。。。

Achieved miracle

2011-04-19T19:54:00.003+08:00

I felt like i did some form of miracle yesterday and i really hope that something like that will happen in my "O" levels. Well, i had my NAPFA 2.4km run yesterday and i could somehow predict that i would fail. Well, i failed nearly every year. Last year when i managed to pass is because jolyn gave me a push. But this time, there is no one to push me since jolyn has to run for her fitness test too and all i have is to depend on myself. The most worrying thing is stitch. Well, for the past 3 years in Zhonghua, i had stitch for every 2.4km test so i am super duper worried that it will come again this year. So i hoped hard that it will not come and asked around if anyone know any prevention for stitch. Some told me not to eat before the test and stitch will not come. However, some others told me to eat something or else there will be stitch. In this case, i have no idea what to do or who to believe so i came to a conclusion. I will just listen to what ms lin told me 3 years ago, just keep on stretching the side muscles. Before the test, when we were queueing up, i was busy stretching my side muscles and i felt nervous (as usual). When everyone started to run, i ran too. I kept myself at constant speed, not too fast nor too slow. After 3 rounds, i started to get tired and wanted to walk but i told myself, i will run at a constant rate until the 5th round. Then, i may start walking. At the 5th round, somehow i felt that i shouldn't start to walk but i really feel like walking and i was hesitating. Then, when i was reaching the curve of the route, jolyn who has ran finished asked how many round am i left with. Well, since i have not been talking about the past 15 minutes so when jolyn talked to me, i just shouted "LAST ROUND!" After i said that, i quickly sped through the route to the ending point. I didn't know that i had the energy to speed through. I was a little bit amazed by my capability. Jolyn help to take note of my timing and it was 15minutes 58seconds. This was my best record ever! I have never hit a 16 minutes in my past 3 years and yet, i managed to achieved 15 minutes and 58 seconds. I felt like it was a miracle. When i ran finished, there was a slope and i nearly rolled down and i am so tired that i really wish to roll down but of course, i didn't. When i got onto ground floor, i breathe like i was having asthma. I breathed real hard! My feet felt like they were in fire. Well, i could conclude that practising a few days before going for 2.4km is indeed useful and it is something everyone should do if they want to achieve good results. Indeed, i am very proud of myself to achieve such timing. But can i achieve such good results in my "O" levels? I really hope so but i still can't get the "O" level tension mood. Just like 2.4km test, one must practise. But if i don't get into the correct condition, no matter how much i practised, what goes in will just come out. Miracles don't happen often so, hoping to achieve miracles without working hard for "O" levels may be my wishful thoughts. But i think everyone will always hope that lady's luck is beside us, all dreams and wishes will come true and miracles will take place. But, an effort must be put in in order to achieve all of these.

Double eyelid to triple eyelid

2011-04-11T21:41:00.003+08:00

On saturday, when i woke up, my eyes were very tired and heavy and i felt really uneasy but i didn't really bother because i thought it will be better in the afternoon. But when it came to the afternoon, it was nothing better and it was still very heavy. But i didn't know what went wrong. Well, on sunday then i realised that my left eyelid had some problem. My eyelid was originally double eyelid but somehow, it became triple! Seriously, i have totally no idea what happen and it looks weird and makes me really uncomfortable. On sunday afternoon, i took 5 - 10 minutes of my time, standing in front of a mirror trying very hard to change the triple eyelid to double eyelid. Well, it somehow succeeded. But the eyelid got back to triple when i bath at night. Today, when i woke up it is still triple eyelid and i really don't like it. It is not the appearance that i bother the most but it is really uncomfortable. The eyelid became heavier so it tends to lie on the eyelashes which makes my left eye really uneasy and it make me feel like rubbing my eye. I don't know if it is lucky to have it only on my left eye only or not. I asked my mother why did my eyelid turn from double to triple and she gave me 2 reasons. Firstly, it is because i have insufficient sleep. Secondly, it is because i have too much sleep. Well, i think that the second reason is more likely to be impossible because i always have insufficient sleep instead. So, it should be the first reason. But is there any ways to change the triple eyelid back to my double eyelid? Well, there is no harm telling me the solutions because i really find triple eyelid UNCOMFORTABLE!

A Birthday Eve Celebration

2011-03-31T22:56:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow, it is April Fool's Day and it is also elaine and my birthday. Sadly, i am growing older by one year. Today, puay suan, yu jun, jolyn, grace, ranice, elaine and i went to seoul garden to celebrate elaine and my birthday. We had a lot of fun and laughed hard. Actually, there are quite an amount of photos but since i just reached home so, i didn't have time to upload them. But it will be available on facebook. In total, we ate 76 plates of food. Quite amazing because it is quite a lot. We were very full and bloated after the meal. Yu jun and grace were the main chefs of the day. Well, the bbq fish yu jun made was golden brown, very nice on appearance and in the mouth. Grace's one, isn't that bad but not that pretty compared to yu jun's. Maybe because they sat at the middle so naturally, it became their duty to bbq the food. Puay suan's seat was the best. It was the "king's seat". All she need to do is just eat eat eat. Well, we purposely left that seat for her. Ranice and puay suan also bought a cake for elaine and me. I was a little bit shocked and then, i realised the reason for them to ask which cake would i prefer if i have to choose one at the cake shop yesterday. The cake was nice and i think i had like 3 to 4 pieces. They said they wanted to buy the mango one because i said i will prefer mango but it went out of stock so, they bought the chocolate one instead. We crapped a lot and joked about nearly everything we said. From food to toilet to age to anything. I would say that today is a happy and enjoyable day. I would really thank them for the cake as well as the celebration. I bet everyone enjoyed themselves. Before i end this post, i would like to wish a very very happy birthday to elaine and myself and those who are celebrating their birthday tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

生日快乐!!!

FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS!!!

DOĞUM GÜNÜN KUTLU OLSUN!!!

생일 축하!!!

С ДНЕМ РОЖДЕНИЯ!!!

"Moodless" to Study

2011-03-28T22:19:00.003+08:00

It has been really long since i blogged. Actually i wanted to blog when i came back from Turkey so that i can briefly talk about the fantasy there but seriously, i am somehow fighting for time. Well, when i came back, i think due to time lag, i kept on having afternoon naps and my afternoon naps can be as long as 4 hours. And sometimes, i don't even realise that i am actually taking a nap. Sometimes, i can sleep until i forgot to wake up and forgot to do all my work and at last, i am rushing my work near midnight. But now, time lag isn't much an issue. However, i fell ill. Sobs... There is like some kind of epidemic in my school as everyone is coughing coughing coughing. And sadly, i am one of the victim of this epidemic. Maybe it is time for the school to do some sanitation. Sometimes, i coughed so badly like i am having so disease but hopefully, i can recover as soon as possible. Well, tomorrow there is history test but i am really have no mood to study at all! What can i do? I also don't know. Well, there will be more test coming up but for now, i am "moodless". I think i am most probably affected by my illness. At the same time, when i came back from Turkey, i went to have Bak Kut Teh for dinner and i was so excited that i burnt my tongue -.- In the past few days, it was really painful that speaking was a problem and eating is a suffering. Thankfully, now it is much more better. Well, the notes are currently in front of me, right in front of my eyes but whatever i studied or read does not go into my mind. Though this isn't good, there seem to be nothing much i can do since currently, i don't have the mood. Well, march is coming to an end and in 3 weeks times, Prelim 1's advanced paper is coming soon. AAAAHHHH!!!! STRESS IS BUILDING UP!!!
Ok, let's not talk about this stressful stuff. Well, back to Turkey then. This place is very beautiful due to its natural scenery and if you have never been there, you should try visiting. However, the cost of living is quite high but if you want to buy souvenirs, buy from the villagers as your tour bring you to the villages. Well, the villages definitely tend to be cheaper. Well, Singaporeans always complain that our oil price is very very high and expensive but if you ever been to Turkey and saw the oil prices there, most probably, Singaporeans will stop complaining about the oil prices. Example, in Singapore, 95 petrol oil is sold around S$2.00++ but in Turkey, the same oil is sold at TL4.30++ which is around S$4.00++. See, the price is doubled in Turkey. Well, this is an evidence of their high cost of living. During end March, start of April, tulips start to bloom and it was said to be very beautiful. At the same time, if you visit Turkey, you must bring sun block! Though the weather might be very cooling (when i visited, it was very cooling) but Turkey has low cloud cover so the sunshine is bring and strong and you will have sun burn. Well, i had. Well, there are marvelous food such as fried mussels, mussels with baked rice, fried pregnant fish, baked potato, Turkish ice-cream (my favourite), Turkish tea and many more. Well, no matter how flourish or how amazing my description can be, you have to visit the country yourself to understand and appreciate the beauty!

Problem Solving

2011-03-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

It has been 3 months since the start of 2011 and so many many things happened. These things really contribute a lot to head ache. Initially, i thought i won't have headache so early but it seems like i am wrong. After since the start of common test, my headache came back. Common test results came back terribly and i really have nothing to say about myself. First problem i faced is the horrendous common test results. Second problem i faced was the march holidays. I don't really want to talk about the second problem but all i can say is that life is quite terrible. Or maybe this year is not a very good year for me but hopefully that i not the reason since i am taking my o levels this year. Holidays, there are problems here and there. Non-holidays, there are so many homework to do and so many things study. How to cope? But i am trying my best. I think i am really going mad. Maybe i am not the studious kind of student. And since i am not the studious kind of student, why must i be in such a stressful class? Why must i be in a class filled with scholars and smart people and they are so competitive and i really feel stressful. To certain extend, i think i am just useless. I am like a stupid dumb that manage to smuggle into a genius class. I really don't want to bother about the class ranking or school ranking but can it be possible? Definitely not! Pressure is placed hard down and my head seems to be unable to withstand the pressure. So stressful, so tiring. I really hope to have a break but how can it be possible? Problems come and can i solve them? With this kind of pressure, definitely i can't! I believe as days passed, my head will ache more and more and i don't think it will end until o levels has passed. Why do i have to suffer mentally whenever it comes to national exams? Initially, i was quite confident that i might be able to hit my minimum target but now, i have not a single confident whether i can get a 1 digit L1R5... Sometimes, i really wish that i could give up, well, to certain extend, give up my life. But i can't be selfish, can i? Sometimes, being selfish may be a problem solving but definitely, it is a short term solution. But is there any long term solution to resolve my problem?

It's weekend

2011-02-25T18:31:00.005+08:00

At last it is the weekends. I won't say that i am waiting for this day because i still have to go to school tomorrow -.- but at least it is a small little break. People claim that today is TGIF (Thank God It's Friday), but to me, there isn't much difference. I still have lots of work to do and i still have to go to school tomorrow so how can i be thankful? At most, i thank the fact that i wake up later on sunday but i am a greedy pig and i love to sleep so 1 day is not sufficient at all!!! But there is nothing i can do since this is an important year, there are many things that i have to sacrifice. Supposedly, today there is art club but because 2 of the teacher-in-charge are down due to flu and chicken pox while the other teacher-in-charge has some course. Since there is no art club, i went home early and made use of this time to do homework. Life seems a bit lifeless... Haiz... Well, at least tomorrow evening, some of our clique members are going to grace's house to play and have domino's pizza. That means that all the fats i burned yesterday will be replenish by the domino's pizza tomorrow. Well, tomorrow may be a chance to relief stress, get myself relax. LOL! Nevermind! Monday i shall go to gym again and burn some more fats. Sunday, i shall go popular to buy the 2 new 弯弯. Initially, i thought of buying it at nex but nex's popular don't even sell a single 弯弯 book! So, no choice but i have to visit some other popular. Other than that i still have to buy some other guide books for sciences for easy revision. There are just so many things i got to think and bother for. Goodness sake, i feel so tired and my face is so grumpy. My mum just came home asking me why do i look so grumpy. And all i got to answer was "I am tired..." When i looked at the stack of homework beside me, i feel so stress. Goodness... Ok, i think my chinese deteriorated... I don't i know how to do chinese sometimes. Well, i am practising chinese writing in school everyday but i have no idea why the more i write, the worst i get. I don't know what's wrong and what should i do. I know it is very weird because usually and normally, the more you practised, the better you will get. However, things do not work that way for me nowadays. Haiz... Once the subject that i was most confident in, but now totally lack of confident. Who to blame? I think it should be me myself but i don't know what went wrong or is there even anything that went wrong. I think the world biggest mistake is to not know what mistake you have made and i am currently in that state which isn't good... Though i didn't get back all my papers for this common test, for what i have gotten, nothing is good or even satisfactory. Chinese, as i said, i am deteriorating so it considered quite a disappointment. And my mum saw it and she felt so disappointed and asked me why i scored so badly. Physics, bad but improved. Well, the word "improved" is just to make myself feel better. E maths, though A1, not satisfied since it is a low A1. English, pass but i think that is where my standard is. Now, i can even predict how bad the rest of the results could go. SS and history, i think is quite disastrous at the SBQ which most probably pulls down everything. A maths, i don't feel good at all since on average, many didn't do well. Geography, i think i will kill myself at the map reading and data reading. All these reading, reading one, i am a bit bad. Chemistry, confirm die since i am rushing through the paper and most probably i made a lot of mistakes... Haiz...this common test is my failure.

Misery Vs Funny

2011-02-24T23:03:00.004+08:00

It has been a while since i blog. Well, i has also been a while since i use the computer. Everyday is so tiring and busy. Where is there time to even touch the computer? Homework comes continuously. I think homework comes faster than the river water flowing. Everyday i go home with an annoyed face and a lethargic body and my mum thinks that i am very angry. But i won't say that i am angry but i am just stressed up. Though i am very stressed up and life is so hectic, my dad just won't spare me. He asked me questions that are really a waste of time to answer and it is always when i am busy homework-ing. He throws his stuff everywhere and sometimes into my room. Seriously, i really think that space is very minimum yet his stuff are everywhere -.- Asked him to remove, he is not willing to remove it. Wait until i die, the things will still be there man! Seriously, can't he just a be a little bit more considerate. People are struggling with their homework yet he is over there having all his jokes. I will really go mad man! Seriously, i am about to go mad. I think i need to prepare a lot a lot of painkillers or else i will die enduring all these stress!!!
Ok, i shall stop talking about these misery. Talk about something happier. Well, i grew fatter maybe because i devoured a lot a lot of food so that i could relief stress. So, i got to go and burn off all these fat. So today, grace, ranice and i went to gym to exercise. It really feels better when calories are burnt off. Funny things took place in the gym. All 3 of us went to talk our height and weight. The first time we took it was before the workout. After the workout, we took once more. Well, our weight dropped around 200 grams averagely. Then, we went around looking at some other equipments and we went back to take it the third time. This time something interesting took place. Suddenly, all of our weights dropped by 4kg... Amazing right? Think about it. We just went around to look at the equipments, we didn't do any workout and our weights can drop. LOL! Well, we also went to take our weights for the forth time and even more interesting thing happen. This time, each of our weight drop by another 20kg. Interesting right? I think the machine went a bit haywire...

Relieving stress?

2011-02-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

I think i am getting more and more abnormal... Well, i can laugh like mad for the least funniest thing and according to jian nan, i laughed like annoying orange -.- Well, one thing good about being abnormal is that i seem so happy. Laughing laughing laughing. Maybe that's the way to relieve stress. But sometimes, it gets a little bit insane. But seriously, i don't know what's wrong with me. After laughing too much, i can suddenly go into the headache mode... Weird right? I know but i don't know what's wrong. It seemed like my temper improved quite a lot after since all this abnormality. Well, laughing may be good as it keeps you alert and at the same time, you are exercising your tummy and cheek muscles. Although i laugh so much and i sort of relieve quite a lot of stress, i am still very stressed. I know it sounds like a contradiction but i am really feeling stress up. Next week there is common test and there seemed to be so much to do and so much to study. More than that, there is more homework as each day goes by. These pile of homework can represent the amount of stress i am facing. I have no idea if laughing is a good way of relieving stress but sometimes, i feel lighter emotionally/mentally after laughing out loud. At the moment of laughter, my mind will just go blank and all my attention will just be laughing and how funny the particular thing was.
I found out that i have another way to relieve stress but i don't think it is quite recommendable. Well, it is day dreaming. Most of the time i enjoy day dreaming because when i am day dreaming, it feels like i am away from the reality temporary. Although it is temporary, sometimes i feel that leaving the reality just for 5 minutes lighten my emotion. However, day dreaming can be a waste of time. Example, you are studying halfway and because you are too stress and you started to day dream. Maybe you took 10 minutes to day dream and so, in that case, you wasted 10 minutes of your studying to day dream. Maybe within that 10 minutes, you will manage to understand and learn more but you have wasted it on day dreaming. But think about it, if many other ways of relieving stress do not work but day dreaming does, why not day dream? Maybe after day dreaming for 10 minutes, your mind will be clearer and you will be able to pay more attention and concentrate better on your studies. However, it is important to know that day dreaming just temporary brings you out of the hustle and bustle of reality but very soon, you got to come back. No one can day dream forever or else, this person cannot improve, cannot move on. For me, i do day dream during lessons but now, it is getting lesser and lesser which is not a bad thing because this means i will pay more attention to the teachers' lectures. Most of the time, i day dream when i am like stoning and sitting at one corner and no one is actually talking to me. Well, for that moment, i feel like i living in my dream world. It seems like i lived in 2 worlds. One of it is the reality and the other is the dream world. In dream world, things seem to be so perfect. Oh well, that's why it is a dream world, flawless, perfect. In reality, can things be flawless, perfect. It is definitely a NO! That's why in reality, people get stress because people can't achieve what they want. So, at last they will enter their dream world to relieve some stress.
No matter it is laughing or day dreaming, you have to do it in moderation. When you laugh too mad (like me), people might have a impression that you are mentally unstable and crazy. And when you day dream too much, you will definitely be living in your own world, thinking naive. At the same time, you will also be slower than the rest because the rest are progressing while you are still day dreaming, living in your own world.

Cool Cool Weather

2011-01-31T21:23:00.002+08:00

It has been raining since yesterday and the rain did not stop until around 12pm. It was really cold and this weather is very suitable for sleeping. How i wish i don't have to wake up for school and sleep all i want. But sadly, it is impossible. Today, i woke up cold... The heater seems to be not strong enough to produce hot water for me to bath. After the cold cold morning bath, i went to school. I was a bit crazy in school. Laughing non stop like mad. I think i study too hard causing my brain to go hay-wire. Before recess, i was not laughing because i am too disappointed and i think all those physics make me go down down down. I think i am horrible in physics. There was once people say that people good in maths should be good in physics but i disagree to this statement thoroughly. Well, i am quite good in my maths but my physics sucks like hell man! After receiving my physics test results, i have concluded that i cannot take physics if i ever go JC. Or else i will die like to max! No matter how, physics is definitely not my forte. After facing the terrible horrible physics, i went to recess eating my sushi and drinking my drink with a super depressed feeling. But after recess, i went a bit high. Well, english i was still quite normal. When it comes to SS, ms noraini was saying some jokes and i don't know why i laughed so hard on these jokes. Next, it was a maths and i think i really went crazy. I started to talk to jolyn, talking about craps which actually aren't that funny but i kept on laughing like crazy. By then, i should be crazy. Maybe the weather was so cooling that my mind went kuku. After a maths lesson, during the break before SSP starts, i was doing the CE values board. Jolyn, hu ju, jun hao and i were painting the cardboard and jun hao dirtied my green skirt with white paint -.- Then, hu ju accidentally hit onto jolyn's hands and jolyn sway her brush and the paint nearly landed on jun hao and qian hui. But if the paint landed on the boys, it is ok since the paint is white and their pants or shirt are white too. When a maths SSP just started, i ran to the toilet to wash my skirt and it was amazing that i was able to wash it off. Amazing Huisi! I washed until my skirt was totally wet and it seemed like i fell into the puddle of water causing my skirt to get wet. Now, my skirt is stainless. Yay! During a maths SSP, grace suddenly pop in to our class. Well, she came just to do other homework but not a maths homework. LOL! Grace kept on making me laugh and the 3 of us got a little bit noisy. I keep on laughing non stop that i could not proceed with my work. I was totally insane during a maths SSP and it really slow down my working process. After i completed my work, jolyn, grace, jun hao, jian nan and i started to do some lame stuff. Some classmates hang the rabbit i drew but painted by many other people on the wall and the 5 of us were jumping to see how high we can reach. When i tried to jump, i seemed like i was knocking onto the wall like some crazy people. The rest of the 4 managed to jump high but i could only touch the shoulder. Grr... Jian nan was tall so he could simply jump and touch. But the rest jump hard. Well, i also jumped hard and i looked like i was knocking onto the wall. Then, jian nan told me to simply jump and i can touch high up. Well, i simply jumped and i managed to touch the teeth of the rabbit but when i land, my back was aching. Well, i have to admit that i am aching here and there. Mr ang saw us jumping like mad cows and asked us what were we doing and we just laugh laugh laugh and continue jumping. After all these crazy movements, i started to work on the CE values board. I got yu jun and ranice to help me on it. It is my class's values board but i got other class students to help out. Haha! After doing the CE values board, we rushed off to nex to eat the promotion meal. It was great and quite cheap comparing to the rest of the japanese food at nex. After that, we went on to andersons to eat ice cream. What a luxury. During then, i realised that my calculator was not in my bag. Well, i think left it somewhere in school, either on my table or jolyn's table during a maths SSP. Then, jolyn kindly lend me her calculator so that i could do my homework. Then, we went home and rushed my homework to hand up tomorrow. Well, the day ended but the cool cool weather is still very cooling. It feels like i am in air-con. Although i like that weather, i don't like too much rain.

Birthday Party

2011-01-30T23:19:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, sara had a birthday party at her house and she invited quite a lot of her friends to celebrate with her. Well, yesterday was not the actual birthday of hers but it was an early birthday party. Her birthday is on the chinese new year eve. It was fun and it seemed like everyone enjoyed themselves. I think i ate a lot but the food was seriously good. The scallop and prawns were delicious. The chicken wings were nice too but i think it was a bit cold. The crabstick, specially ordered by me was great. I also ordered the bak kut teh and i think it was not bad. Well, puay suan specially ordered sausage and she wanted to be the one who ate the most sausages and she was. The watermelon was very sweet and juicy. Many were in sara's room chit chatting while some others were outside playing monopoly deal, and puay suan and i were busy eating. Haha! We could not stop eating and drinking. My hair kept on dropping and it was disturbing my meal so i borrowed yu jun's hair band to keep my hair at the back so that it would not interrupt my meal. Other than eating, we laughed a lot on some stupid jokes. Soon, it was time to cut the cake. The cake was awesome! I had 3 slices of it. Grace and puay suan too. After eating the cake, puay suan, yu jun, fang wen, grace, jolyn, ranice, jia wei and i sat down outside to play uno with sara's brother. The rest were in the room playing true or dare. Sara's brother was also a funny person and i kept on calling him "boy". Haha! Well, the game ended because sara's brother decided to surrender and admit lose and do a forfeit. Well, we decided that the forfeit for him was for sara's brother to go in the room where sara was to say "Jie jie, i love you" and give her a hug and this had to be continued by saying "i love your friends too!" LOL! It was such a touching scene. After that, we went on with arm wrestling. Jolyn, grace, yu jun, puay suan and fang wen were playing while me and yu jun were taking photo of them. Well, when yu jun was in game, i was the one taking photo. Then, i kept on emphasising on their muscles. Grace's muscles were invisible because she was wearing a jacket. Spoiler! But never mind. After all these games and stuffs, those who were in the room came out and sara started to open all her birthday presents. One of her presents was a mug that i wanted. So, by my birthday, sara and i owned a same design mug. Currently, both of us had the same model of phone. LOL! What coincidence! After that, everyone did some chatting and left. It was still raining. Well, it rained for the whole day. Grace, ranice and i took the bus home. When we reached the bus stop, we walked the pathway which had shelter and the pathway had a really weird feeling. We smelled something weird which smelled like frangipani and i really don't like the smell. Grace and i felt that we were followed by something. Out of the sudden, all 3 of us took our heels and ran. When we stopped, grace let out a scream to show her fear. When we reached the rubbish dump, the smell was gone and grace and me felt that the feel was gone and we felt so much better. It was really weird and i got kind of worried what was that and it was very late at night. It was 12 midnight when i reached home and i was tired but it was an enjoyable day.

Good standard of living, no quality of living

2011-01-28T22:33:00.003+08:00

It has been a while since i blogged but this is because nowadays, i am just too busy. Busy with schoolwork especially. Well, this is secondary 4 life. Well, i have not touch the computer for more than a week because i really have no time. Sometimes, i can even forget about taking my medicine and when i remember about it, it is the next morning which i need to go to school -.-Tomorrow, i still have to wake up early in the morning and go to school which i hate it the most. I hate waking up in the weekend morning just to go to school. To me, sleep is the most important thing in life. Everything in life is essential but sleep is even more necessary to me. Sometimes, i really hope i could just sleep and never wake up. At least, a forever sleep can keep me away from this stressful and tiring life with annoying people, and i can always live the sweet dreams i had. Now, time is something very precious and everyone seems to be fighting for the every second of it. I can't deny that i don't waste time but sometimes, wasting a bit of time for some relax isn't that bad after all. Supposedly, i should go gym tomorrow afternoon but somehow, i just don't have the mood and today i was really pissed. Today, i got bossed around as if i am just some kind of servant. Firstly, i was very tired after a cohort run and long day of studies and yet, i was being bossed around with this tired body of mine. How could i not be pissed?!?!?! Other than this, when i got home, i was bossed around again. I was super fed up! What kind of life is this? Being bossed here and there and when i ignored it, i received scolding. In school, this "boss" failed to boss me around and started complaining to others but she just don't get the point on whose fault it is. She is not the boss around and she has not single tiny rights to boss anyone around. Although this is very irritating, i should have expected that because some people just have that kind of character. And at home, i feel like i am asked to do nonsensical stuff. I could hear the most ridiculous scoldings and explanations at home. The blood pressure really shoot up when these 2 things happened one after the other. I am kind of tired but thinking that tomorrow morning i still got to wake up, i am even more sicked. I was thinking of not going to school tomorrow because firstly, i feel irritated to wake up on the weekend morning and secondly, i miss my 10 -12 hours sleep!!! I have been sleeping for less than 10 hours for these few weekends. Grr!!! Well, maybe i don't have headache anymore but somehow, my temper just got worst because i can't get the amount of sleep i want. This shows that one of my new year resolutions have failed but nevermind, not important. Sometimes, i just hope i could give up and die! Life is not only tiring but now, it is getting restless. Just like what i learned in geography developement, i may have a good standard of living but i have no quality of living. I guess i could never be happy in life.

Ache Here and There

2011-01-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

Now, i really know what is "busy". Everyday i go to school and left school earliest by 3.30pm but rarely this will happen. Homework was as tall as the mountain and sometimes, i got fed up because i don't know whether i could complete my homework by the end of the day. This shows that time management is extremely important now. Well, headache isn't a big problem nowadays. Maybe because i have overcome the stress or maybe because i can get the hang of things now. Well, hopefully, i will only have headache during "O" levels while the rest of the days in my secondary 4 life, i can enjoy a healthy brain and a healthy mind. However, now i am having backache. I am so troublesome, maybe i should say, my body is so troublesome. I don't know what is the main reason causing me to have backache. Maybe because my bag is too heavy but this does not seem to be a very valid reason since my bag has been that heavy or even heavier the previous years. Or maybe it is the sitting position that i have while doing homework. I think that is the reason. By stretching, i can feel the pain on my back... Haiz... Currently, there is no more headache but there is backache. Nothing better in fact. Everyday is so busy and the only 2 days i am free is saturday and sunday. But sometimes, these 2 days are reserved for my homework or for my parents. However, this week, i sort of gave up my weekends to the "shopping" session on saturday and tea party cum gym session on sunday. Well, it is good to actually to do some exercise because i think it is a good chance to relax our body and mind. Well, the tea party is like another interaction session with the scholars. Although "shopping" session isn't my forte, i got to do some for the sake of some secretive reasons. Haha! Actually it is not very secretive, it is just buying of presents and buying of some phrases book to improve my horrendous english. Well, i don't aim to get a distinction for english because i am not that ambitious but all i want is at least a B3. So, in order to get this grade, i got to improve on my vocabulary for my essay writing. Seriously, i don't feel stressful but i just feel tired. Because i am so tired everyday so, my mood is kind of bad which lead to me getting fed up and angry easily. (not something good at all!) Every single day, every single hour, every single minute, has to be fully made use or else you will regret! That's why it just make life tired. Well, somehow, it sounds like life is a bit meaningless but i think when it comes to important years such PSLE, "O" Level and "A" Level, that is how life is. After typing this sentence, i am shocked that actually i thought positively for my year. Shocking but i guess it is something good. In such a busy and important year, it will be better to think positive than negative or else life will be super miserable. Well, i am trying to make my life less miserable but with this backache, it is really painful and miserable. This backache will interrupt my homeworking session. Well, I am suspecting if i have backbone problem... So worried that the next health checkup, my backbone problem is "positive". Well, other than my backbone pain, i am having sore throat again. I just recovered from my flu not long ago but now, i got back the same illness... Goodness...that is just so unlucky... Hopefully, my illness will be fully cured by chinese new year. I remembered that last year's chinese new year, i was caught with flu too. So unlucky but hopefully, this year will not be like last year.

Tomato Sauce Burst!

2011-01-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

Today there was parents forum and it is about the same as last year. I don't think this year's forum is interesting. After the forum, yu jun, grace, jolyn and i went for lunch. When we reached nex, it was around 10.30am and a lot of cafes, restaurants are not opened and we were not sure what to eat. Initially, i suggested 1-for1 lunch at swensen but there is no 1-for-1 lunch today. Then, we went around from 1 level to another and went into many shops to look see look see. There is one shop that sells products related to disney and they were very cute. The soft toy there were very cute but cute also useless. Buy them and keep them aside is just for collecting dust. My mum always tell me that soft toy is useless and a waste of money so, from then on, to me soft toy is good to see but not necessary to buy. Then, we proceed to popular. After walking for quite a while, we went to Carls Jr. to have lunch. Well, it is my first time there and i didn't know that they had free flow of drink and the portion of their burger which they call sandwich is so big. I was extremely full after the meal. Well, grace and i managed to finish everything that we ordered but yu jun and jolyn had leftover fries. Their leftover fries were combined into one. As jolyn claimed that she was very full and even if she brought home, no one would eat it so, yu jun brought the fries home and let her sisters eat. While we were chatting, yu jun was playing with the tomato sauce. She play play play and the tomato sauce burst! Since i was sitting opposite of yu jun, the sauce burst and spurted onto me. Lucky, it did spurt onto my shirt but just on my spectacles. Well, it is easier to clean on my spectacles than my shirt. When i got back from the toilet, yu jun kept on saying sorry. Then, we went home. At 3pm, jolyn, grace and i reached audrey's church for the youth group. There are games and bible lessons. The bible lessons are like CE lessons to me because they teach people how to become a better person in life. And i think this is quite cool. After the lesson and some finger food, we went on to captain ball but jolyn had already left. It was quite fun but i don't know why, but i felt very tired after the game while grace felt very energetic. LOL! We were opposite! Then, we went on to dinner and after that we went home. And the day ended.

When things are so near perfect, you must come and destroy or ruin it?
Why? Why? Why?
For that, you make me hate you!
With you, stuck in my life, nothing will succeed.
You, will destroy everything for me, you will ruin everything for me.
You are just the destroyer of my life.
So, go away and just get lost as soon as possible!

This is Secondary 4 Life

2011-01-13T21:11:00.004+08:00

What is secondary 4 life? How is secondary 4 life? Although it is just the start of the year, i can estimate how my secondary 4 life will continue. Although SSP will only start next week, in fact SSP has already started this week. For some classes, last week. Homework is like a daily thing unlike the previous years. It seems like everyday's schedule is fully packed and there isn't a day that i am free. Everyday i feel so tired and sleepy but now, on my saturdays, i still got to go back to school. So sad... Last week, there is flag day and this week, there is parents' forum and starting from 29 January, there is english workshop for a consecutive of don't know how many weeks. Haiz... I got to sacrifice my sleep for saturdays. Well, that is part of the secondary 4 life. Other than this, tests are coming up and i got to start revising, practicing for the upcoming tests. Study become more critical this year since it is the "O" Level year and in order to get the best results and get into my own ideal school, i got to work harder and study harder. Though it may be tiring, like what i say, this is secondary 4 life. Sometimes, i hope that the year can end early so that i can get my results and end the stressful year. But sometimes, i hope that the year will end just right now so that i can have a break and rest. School just started for 2 weeks and i wish to have a break. Haiz... Tomorrow there is a chinese spelling test yet i have not study... And there is a chemistry presentation coming up soon and i have not break up the slides each of us got to read so that everyone has a fair share. In my mind, there is so many things and a lot of things are not done. This things are kept in my mind and it is difficult to put them aside. Well, sunday i am going to exercise with grace and hopefully, this will be a chance for me to put down things temporary away from my mind. I bet this year, i am going to headache very frequently, more frequent than last year. Since there is so many things on my mind, so many things to bother for, so many things to consider for, so many things to study for. THINGS are just the contents of my secondary 4 life...
Well, i think i got to start saving MORE money. There seem to be a lot of things to pay for and my daily allowance seem to be too little and i need to get my daily allowance advanced if i need to pay all these things. Like what my dad say, "为什么你老是跟我说钱钱钱？" Actually i also don't want to talk about money but i don't have enough money to pay for all the programme fees i am required to pay so i am left with no choice but to talk to my dad about money. Haiz...why like that? Now, there is one more THING to bother, consider and stress for. Goodness gracious, THINGS are getting horrible. I think i am starting to dislike the secondary 4 life when it is only the start of the year...

"O" Level Results Released

2011-01-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

Today, the "O" level results are released! And it is also the day all higher chinese students are waiting for because they are going to get their express chinese result today. Well, St Nicholas Girls' School student managed to top Singapore for a consecutive of 3 years! In the hall, everyone was very nervous, excited and worried. However, there are like 3 speeches that will take place. The worst is, the place we are seating is very squeezy and uncomfortable. While listening to speeches and sitting at a squeezy and uncomfortable place, irritates me a lot and it just make me more and more nervous. Initially, i am still quite cool and steady but when i am sitting on the hall ground while one by one, students go up to the teacher to get their results, my heart started beating very quickly. My heart moved up from its actual place. When it was yu jun's turn to get her result, i felt that my heart was already at my windpipe. LOL! I know it is very exaggerating but that was how nervous i was. When jolyn came back jumping with her result, i walk to the table to get my result from the teacher. Firstly, i got to sign beside my name. I felt like i was shivering. Then, the teacher passed me my result and telling me my grade. It seems like there was a mixed emotions in me. All i did is smile, take the result slip, walk off. When i got back to my seat, i don't know what's wrong with my mouth. It cannot stop shivering. Jolyn and yu jun tried to stop it but to no avail. At last, i pushed my cheeks and finally, it stopped. Then, i am still a bit stuck in my emotions. I don't seem to know how to get happy. Maybe because i was too happy that my brain just stop functioning on the happiness part. I know it sounds a bit ridiculous but sometimes, when it comes to mixed emotion, it is quite ridiculous. The express chinese "O" level result is a motivation and encouragement to work even harder for my upcoming "O" levels. It seems like as i get older, i get nervous easier. Its like during PSLE, i wasn't that nervous to the extent that i am shivering hard and my heart is jumping out of my mouth. But all of these are happening in my secondary school life. Maybe that is what one has to go through as one grows older. Hopefully, my upcoming "O" level result will be as fantastic and fascinating as my express chinese result.

Flag Day

2011-01-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

Today the whole secondary 4 had a CIP event on flag day. Well, it is my first flag day since i did not go last year due to the 50th HDB anniversary thingy. I don't really know how flag day work like so just randomly work it out i guess. Early the morning, i was super tired. Don't know why. As long as i sat down, i just want to sleep. And i just want a seat for me to sleep. I don't know i fall asleep for how many times. Although i fell asleep many times, i still manage to get most of the important instructions i guess... After all the briefing, we set off to do our CIP. There are like 7 of us walking together. There are yu jun, puay suan, grace, ranice, jolyn, alicia and me. Initially, i don't know why are they so many people. Maybe because i just woke up from my sleep so i am a bit blur blur. Then, the 7 of us went to chinatown. Considering the fact that early in the morning, not many shopping malls are opened and markets and hawker centre are much more crowded in the morning. When we reached chinatown, we split at last, into 2, 2, 3. Ranice, jolyn and i were walking around to get people to donate. Well, i think we chose the correct location. There are really more people there and some uncles and aunties are quite generous and kind-heart to do some donation. We didn't stay at one spot but we moved around. As we moved around, we saw a lot of other students who were also helping the same organistion for donation. And wherever they are, we try not to stay there so, to avoid anything. Then, we went on walking down. We arrive at clarke quay where there is a lot of foreigners. From this CIP, i learn that it is difficult to get donation from foreigners because they do not have coins with them... But i manage to get 1 donation from one japanese tourist. Well, he asked a lot of questions but we managed to answer him. We continued walking, wanting to go to the colourful bridge. As we were on our halfway, we decided to give up on the idea of going to the colourful bridge because it is too far. So, we went to the nearest bus stop, wanting to take a bus to douby ghaut where the rest are. But every bus interval that is available to douby ghaut is 40 minutes and that is very LONG!!! So, instead we walked to douby ghaut which i think is faster. We reached plaza singapura within 10 to 15 minutes time and over there, there is still students from other schools asking for donation. According to alicia, there is 10 over schools doing flag day on the same day. After we had our lunch, we went back to school and then, puay suan, alicia and me went home. Well, my mum said that she want to fetch me so i waited for her at the bus stop. And, she took 40 minutes to arrive from my house to school!!! Make me wait so long...waste time... Then, she brought me to ubi to shop for cheap goods. After that, we went home so that i can bath and take medicine. Then, came out to find my father who was located at orchard central. After getting what we wanted there, we went on to ion orchard to have dinner because we got voucher. Seriously, my family will only eat at orchard area if we have vouchers because things are just so expensive there. Anyone can say that my family is cheap which i heard before but i don't care because this is the way for us to be spend thriftily and as long as my family enjoys the way we go and the way we do, i don't think anyone who has the rights to comment on us. We are who we are, ain't we? After dinner, the restaurant gave us even more vouchers. Oh gosh, it seems like the vouchers will never finish... Well, this is the way to ensure consistent costumers. After that, we went home, lethargic. And that's the end of my tiring day. Started the day will a very lethargic mood, ended the day with a tired body.

It's a brand new start

2011-01-04T22:21:00.003+08:00

Today it is the first day of school. Well, i sort of miss school because sometimes, school is fun. First day of school may be one of the most boring days in the whole of year. This is because early the morning, there are like 5 to 6 talks/briefs. Now i am secondary 4 so i won't be sitting at the hall ground but instead, i will be sitting in the gallery. The gallery was horrible on the first day. The ground was extremely sandy and i don't know where the sand come from. People either sweep off the sand or use a book to fan it off. But some just don't care and sit down. If you don't care and sit down, the consequence is your skirt or your pants is going to be dirty. I think the effect of the skirt is bigger since our skirt is green. Well, sitting on the dirty floor and listening to 5 to 6 talks/briefs nearly made me go into sleep. Most of the talks are similar to the talks held on the first day of school every year. After the boring talks/briefs, we went back to class. Our seat arrangement was changed and i dislike my seat terribly. It is at the last row and it is a very good place to sleep. Firstly, i can't concentrate on that sleep. Secondly, i can fall asleep easily there. Mr ang said it does not make much difference after changing our seats because when lessons start, we will be banded. The only time that we will be sitting at that seat is during CE lesson. Well, i manage to bargain with mr ang and at last, he agreed to let me sit on the floor beside jolyn during CE lesson. Yay! This is so much better. At least during CE lesson, i will not sleep behind. Maybe if i am very tired and i don't really want to listen to CE lesson, i will remain at my seat and sleep there. Hehe! Then, the day went on with committee selection. Soon, school ended. Lunch, grace, jolyn, ranice and i went to nex to have lunch because jolyn wants to buy something there. Initially, we wanted to have swensens but there is no 1-for-1 lunch so we decided to go off. Personally, i think student meal at nex is too expensive. The student meal should be set at $6.90 nett, inclusive of GST and service charge. At nex, most student meal is $9.80. And after including GST and service charge, it will be $10++. It is more than my daily allowance!!! So, we went to Freshness Burger instead. The food there is not bad, the terrayaki chicken burger was nice. Then, all of us went home. I went home had medicine, put my bag and went to ranice's house. After that, i went home, drowsy. I think it is due to the medication. Once i reached home, i laid down on my sofa and fell asleep. Tomorrow lesson is going to resume. Hopefully all the lessons will be interesting.

Before 2010 Ends

2010-12-31T23:50:00.004+08:00

Today jolyn, yujun, grace, elaine, puay suan, teck wee and i went to pasir ris park. Actually our first activity is cycling. However, when we reached the bicycle rental, it started to rain -.- So, we walked to Ehub instead for bowling. We had 2 games of bowling and for first and second game i reached a total score of 100 and 101 respectively. I know it is not something very incredible but for me, it is since it is the first time for me to reach a total score of 100 and above. The highest i ever got was 99 only. Since it was so incredible to me, i took photo of it. Yeah, i am quite proud of myself. Hehe! After bowling, the rain stopped so we went back to pasir ris park for cycling. After we rent the bicycle, we cycled to the playground. Puay suan, grace and i climbed the thing that looks like a pyramid and is made of ropes, i don't know what it is called. I took quite a while to reach the top since i was kind of stuck. Teck wee went up like halfway and went down. Well, he was kind enough to teach me how to go down the most more fun way. I was kind of stuck so grace got to like move down a bit and guide me up. Well, all 3 of us were on top, yu jun took a photo for the 3 of us. Then, we went down. Going down was a problem to me again...so, i got guidance from puay suan and teck wee take over and guide me went i was near the pole and following teck wee's instruction, i slide down the pole. After all of us got down, we went on to the swing. That is where accidents took place. First, it was jolyn and puay suan swinging on the swing. After swinging a while, jolyn suddenly flew out and she scratched her knee. Then, elaine and i went up the swing. This time it is my turn. I flew backwards and did a somersault and land on my head. The front part of my head was protected by my hand but the back part still hit against the floor. Luckily, the floor is filled with sand so i think it acts as a cushion. After the fall, i sat up, still a bit blur but after a while, i got myself back. Grace asked me if i re-injure my injured ankle but this time, there is no problem with my ankle but it is with my head. The rest helped me up and jolyn, grace and i went to toilet to wash up and wash jolyn's scratched wound. I think my head is alright, hopefully. After that, we went to the beach area where we took a group photo. We got teck wee to take photo for us. We jumped and teck wee will snap. Then, we cycled back to return our bikes and then, jolyn, yu jun and i went to have dinner while the rest went off. After dinner, all of us went home and the day ended. Well, the last day of 2010 ended with me blogging while watching the countdown on tv. Tomorrow, i am going to watch movie with my primary classmates. It has been long time since we see one another so it also good to gather together and watch a movie.

JUMP!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
1. no more slacks and must chiong! I MUST HIT MY TARGETS!
2. still remain close with my friends
3. have a better temper
4. keep healthy
5. family members will continue to be happy and healthy
6. grow taller (if possible)
7. reduce weight, keep slim
8. enjoy every time i will have in 2011
9. have a strong and good money management
10. stay happy as usual

Insomnia

2010-12-30T16:21:00.002+08:00

These few days i seemed to be suffering from insomnia. After since i came back from my holidays, i can't get into sleep that easily... Initially, it might be time difference since the time difference between spain and singapore is around 8 hours but time difference should only last for a few days. But it has been around a week yet i am still tossing and turning on my bed. I have no idea why i can't get into sleep. Sometimes, i got to toss and turn for a few hours then, i will be able to sleep. No matter how hard i shut my eyes, use anything to cover my eyes but i just i can't sleep. Insomnia also cause me to get headache. Unable to get into sleep, opening my eyes looking at the dark ceiling, i am so worried that i will start hallucinating. I have been thinking about the reasons why i can't get into sleep. So, i guessed. I guess that maybe my energy level is too high and i got to use up all my energy and then, i can have a good night sleep. But everyday staying at home, watching tv, playing computer, doing homework do not seem to use up a lot of energy. This might not be the real reason but i can't think of any other reason. Well, just nice i am having a mild flu so i am able to consume medicine. These cough mixture and running nose tablets usually make me go drowsy and i will fall asleep. But these few days, these medicine seems to lose its effect. It does not make me drowsy but it makes me yawn very hard. I yawn so hard that i am tearing. Although it lose its effect on making me drowsy, i did not lose its effect on curing my illness. Sadly, i don't take sleeping pills that can make me get into sleep easily. But thankfully, i don't have sleeping pills or else i would most probably over rely on sleeping pills and might get overdose. It is really horrible to not able to get into sleep. I tossed and turned for a few hours and sometimes, i finally get to sleep but since it is very late, i only woke up at 12pm or later. Since i woke up so late, the amount of things i get to do thus, gets lesser. Talking about things i should do, i haven't complete my homework and i haven't study my social studies for the test on the first week of school. ARGH!!! I DON'T LIKE INSOMNIA!!!

HOME SWEET HOME!

2010-12-24T21:23:00.005+08:00

I am back from my holidays! WOOT! It was great but sadly, there was no snow so, i can't play snow. However, it seems to be better if there is no snow. Like France, England and many more countries in europe are undergoing a lot of snow and airports in england were closed. Spain and portugal currently seemed to have the best weather. The weather is very cooling and sometimes cold but still acceptable since it is winter. It was especially cold in madrid, less than 10 degrees Celsius and sometimes 0 degree celsius. It was so cold that i had to dress like a ball. Whenever we are walking down a slope, i will tell my father that i can just roll down the slope since i am just like a ball. And my mum said that if i fall down, it is alright since i am so cushioned by the thick winter clothings. Well, there are many things to see like the famous museums consisting the famous artworks and beautiful scenery along the way. Well, we also tried their local dishes such as tapas and seafood paellas. Tapas isn't horrible or what but maybe because it does not suit me so, i don't really like it. The seafood paellas was not bad but it is like risotto. There is something interesting about these european countries. Whenever we were having rice or any food, there is no spoon. If it is like western food or tapas, the presence of spoon isn't that important but when it comes to rice and there is no spoon, it is quite difficult to enjoy the meal. They also don't have chilli sauce but sometimes they have Tabasco. But most of the time, no. During the trip, there are a few meals we had to eat on our own so, there was once, my family went to eat turkish food. Well, i feel that turkish food was nice. During this trip, i manage to finish my chinese book which i think is a big accomplishment. During this trip, my mum went crazy, like a crazy shopaholic. Let me talk about what happened when my mum met horrible service attitude. Well, my mum went into a LV boutique, well, a lot of people in the tour go shopping for branded since branded is so much cheaper in europe. In this LV boutique, my mum was viewing the handbags and she asked the salesman to bring out the one she chosen. The first one she chose was only for displayed so not for sale and therefore, my mum got a bit fed up because she thinks that it is quite silly to put the hand bag for display yet not for sale. Then, my mum saw another one which she likes too. However, this one is also not for sale because it is reserved by other customer. This time, my mum got real fed up and all the salesmen were like unwilling to serve my mum. So, we left. Then, we walked down the street. As we walked, my mum went into a shoe shop and she sort of like randomly took pair of boots. She tried and bought it and everything took place within 10 minutes. This is not my mum's style. Well, i can conclude that my mum bought that pair of boots because she got angry due to the horrible attitude by the salesman of the LV boutique. This is scary, isn't it. If any salesman got her angry, she will go randomly buying things... Well, i got a new swatch watch but my mum says that the pattern isn't pretty -.- Well, it was a great trip and i enjoyed myself. Portugal and spain were places deserved to visit if one never been there before. It is always a good experience to travel around to see more and learn more. After all european culture and asian culture do have a big difference.After all the traveling, i am finally back home! Indeed, i missed home and i am tired after all. But once i am home, i got to finish up all my homework. Today is Christmas Eve and tomorrow is Christmas Day so, i will wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

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IT'S TIME FOR VACATION!

2010-12-13T17:38:00.002+08:00

Yay! It is time for vacation! Leaving tonight to a place totally opposite of singapore. It is currently winter there and most probably snowing. Yay! I can play with snow! Although i am very excited and happy, i don't know why my nose is going against me. Grr... Well, after saying so much, i didn't actually say where i am going. Well, i will be going to spain and portugal but the first stop is portugal. I think it might be freezing cold there. Although i am going to holiday, i am not done with my homework. Gosh...i will spend the time travelling to finish my chinese book and when i am back, i got to rush the writing work. Now, i am not confident if i can finish the book... Well, it is too late to worry now. All i got to do is just to move it and do it. Hopefully, it will be a great trip and my whole family will enjoy a lot of fun. So, BYE BYE SINGAPORE! BYE BYE FRIENDS! IT'S TIME FOR VACATION!!! WOOT!!!

Another Day of Laughter

2010-12-07T23:31:00.006+08:00

Today i went out with jolyn, yu jun, ranice and grace. Actually our main target for today is to buy macaroons and eat swee choon. But only one of the target was hit. We went to buy macaroons first. Ranice and i shared one box of 6 so each of us get 3. The rest bought too. Well, i bought the signature caramel, chocolate and lemon. I like the chocolate one the most. Signature caramel is very complex. The first bite on the signature caramel is like sweet but when everything melts in my mouth, the delicious taste comes out. No wonder it is a signature. I took photos of the macaroons. I also brought back the box used to hold the macaroons because it was so pretty. Then, we went around until 4pm when i called swee choon to make sure that it is opened and we don't have to make a waste trip. But sadly, swee choon is closed on tuesday so we are unable to eat swee choon and we got to go find other places to eat. So, we went to just acia to eat. I thought very long to figure out what to eat. At last, i ordered unagi set. It was delicious but the most expensive among all of us. Grace became a joker again. All of us went to get ice cream. Grace was the last to come back to her seat. Everyone got a plastic teaspoon to consume the ice cream but grace got a spatula instead. She came back asking, "Are you sure you guys take the correct spoon?" Well, of course we are sure that we got the correct spoon because grace got the wrong one. She realised that it was wrong when one spoon of her ice cream was a small bite. Everyone went laughing crazily for grace's acts. Spatula and teaspoon... LOL! Well, grace also went crazy. She was asking for my phone but at the front part i ignored her since she didn't mention my name so i didn't know whether she was talking to me. Then, when she mentioned my name, she started poking/touching me so i decided to pass my phone to jolyn. Then, when jolyn went to get her ice cream, grace went up to her to get my phone and according to jolyn, grace was pulling her pants... Then, to avoid grace from asking my phone, i exchanged places with ranice. At the same time, i hid my phone in ranice's bag and everyone just claimed that my phone is in no one's bag. Haha! Then, we went on chatting chatting and chatting. After chatting so much, we left. As we were on the way to city hall mrt, we went into Hershey. Beside Hershey there is a popcorn shop and the smell of the popcorn was extremely strong and sweet. It is so sweet that it smell a little bit disgusting and irritating. After visiting Hershey, we went on to HMV. Well, first i was talking about Justin Bieber's album. His MV on Baby was very pathetic. There is 600,000++ dislikes while there is 400,000++ likes only. See how pathetic is this... Yet his album is sold at $18.95... Now, here comes the joke. We were looking at JYJ's album and ranice asked grace, what band is this. Smart grace answered it correctly which is JYJ but "JYJ" was written big and wide on the album. Then, i added on, "Grace, what band was JYJ previously in?" This time grace's answer is "Big Bang". We were all laughing again. Previously, grace said that JYJ was previously from SS501 and now, she claims that JYJ is from Big Bang. But we can't blame her because her knowledge on kpop is as little as mine. But thank grace for all that laughing. I think no one else can make us laugh so much and laugh so hard. After laughing so much, we went home. But before going home, i went to ranice house. She showed me the funny video by some korean entertainment show. It was very funny and i was laughing like hell. Well, today there is a lot of laughing. After watching the show, i went home.

Baby (Teletubbies VS Justin Bieber)

2010-12-06T16:38:00.002+08:00

Compare these 2 videos. I will definitely say that the teletubbies one is so much cuter and nicer! Haha! Thumbs up for the teletubbies!!!

Bye bye fish...

2010-12-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

Well, i have decided to talk about what happen today and yesterday. Yesterday, my group has finally finished the whole artwork. Yay! Overall, i think it is ok since we did out best. We spent 5 days of our holiday working on it. Initially, we thought that we could end off early on friday which is yesterday but at last, we left at 6.30pm which is the latest among all the days we came.

Then, today my mum and i went to bid goodbye to our dear fish. It is sad that we have to leave this fish. This fish has been with us for around 4 years and it has been an obedient fish. Although it is just a fish, we actually become one family after so long. Hopefully, this fish is able to survive through the wild. We let it off at the river where there is actually quite many people fishing. The reason why we let off the fish is because my family is leaving for about 2 weeks and my mum is worried that the fish might just die within the days we are not in. Maybe due to electricity or no food or maybe the fish fall sick. So, we thought that it would be better to let it off, for good. My mum saw an uncle and a boy and went up to find out whether they want our fish. This boy and the uncle are not related but they are neighbours. The boy finds the fish very pretty and wanted it. He stayed nearby and so, he went home and asked his mum but his mum say that this kind of fish which is "fengshui" fish should not be adopted when it is let off. Well, we had yet let it off but this boy didn't explain further to his mum i guess. So, this boy came back to the river to let off the fish. Well, my mum and i were at a coffee shop having egg tarts. Then, after eating our tea break, we went up to the uncle and the boy. My mum went chatting with the uncle. While chatting with this uncle, my mum and i managed to learn things about fishing and we had an opportunity to pull the fishing rod when there is a fish. It is quite interesting, fun and new. Maybe because i never did it before. But a lot of patience is required for fishing. Seriously, i don't think i have it. Haha! Maybe it is a place to train it. We spent around 3 hours of our time there, learning facts on fishing and having the experience to fish. After so long, we offcially say bye bye to the dear fish of ours previously. Bye bye fish... Then, my mum sent ranice, grace and i to zhonghua and met up with yu jun and jolyn and watch the CO concert at the auditorium. Well, i think it is good. The concert end at 9.30pm. Ranice and i then went on to swee choon to have dinner since it was late and we don't know which other places other than macdonald is still opened at that timing. As usual, swee choon is still that delicious. After dinner, we went home. I reached home around 11.30pm and just nice, my phone was totally flat! And the day ended. Next week, i got to start with my revision and complete the 4 a maths graph question i have yet to do due to the lack of graph paper.

A Waste Trip

2010-11-30T23:06:00.005+08:00

This week seem to be a busy week for me. I have been going to school everyday this week. Yesterday, still quite ok. I managed to get some rest after i come back from school by playing the computer :) Today is considered busy and i fell sick. My throat was uncomfortable and my nose was running a marathon. Well, i came back home at 3.45pm and got to start packing up and changing and making phone calls. After doing this and doing that, i went off to grace house. I only managed to settle myself for half an hour and i have to rush to go out. Grace gave me the souvenirs. A weird pig doll...and something that i regretted not having when i was at beijing 4 years ago. It was the certificate to prove that i climb the Great Wall of China. Though the date is not 4 years ago but at least, i managed to get it. I have been to beijing twice, and to the great wall twice and yet, i didn't manage to get the certificate made. From grace's house, ranice, grace and i went to ang mo kio to buy orange chiffon cake which my mum ordered me to buy. Then, we moved on to marina square to buy "The Tales of Beedle the Bard". Somehow, it is difficult to get this book in popular and times bookstore. It seems like there is only 1 in each store... As we were on our way to the marine square times bookstore, ranice saw macaroon and bought them. It was expensive man. 1 macaroon is $2.50!!! She bought two, one lemon flavoured and one raspberry flavoured. It was delicious and no wonder it was so expensive. Then, we went on to buy the book. There was sticky sold at the times bookstore! I managed to buy the watermelon flavoured sticky. After that, we went on to swee choon to have dinner. However, it was raining badly. We only had 1 umbrella and we had to like squeeze in the umbrella. But at last, grace rather walk in the rain. We really had a hard time going to swee choon since it was running badly and our slippers and sandals got really wet and our legs were like soaking in water. When we reached swee choon, it was under renovation!!! Goodness!!! We took such a hard time to get there but we did not manage to eat there. It was considered a waste trip since we didn't manage to eat swee choon. Sad. But to certain extend, it may not be considered a waste trip because grace and i managed to have a bite of the delicious macaroon, thank to ranice :) So, we had no choice but to go other places to eat. We went to city square instead. Thankfully, after the dinner, we were in shelter so no need to endure the heavy rain. Then, we went back to serangoon and went to nex to walk walk. We went to NTUC and it was just like amk hub's NTUC. Then, we went on to popular. After that, we went home. We waited for 103 very long but the bus did not come. So, we took the second 109 back home. When i got home, my feet got a bit painful. It feels like rheumatism. I told my mum about it and my mum said that it was because i had injured my leg before and my leg will easy get pain when my feet is soaked in water for long. This is the after effect of injuring my leg i guess. Well, hopefully tomorrow my nose will cooperate and my throat will be better and tomorrow will be a better day.

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2010-11-22T22:32:00.004+08:00

A very soothing and comfortable song. It calms down the tension in my life. I feel so much relax after hearing it. I think it is great! Enjoy it!

OMG! THAT IS SO AUNTY!

2010-11-21T21:28:00.003+08:00

Within 2 days, i have seen "Aunty" acts and sometimes when it gets overboard, it turns out very uncivilised. Well, i will start from yesterday. Yesterday, i went east point mall for the clean and green exhibition. Initially, yu jun, puay suan, jian nan, jolyn and i were assigned to help out in the competition that will be taking place. But cherylynn and bei yi went for their lunch break so they asked any 2 of us to help them take over. So, yu jun and i took over. Their duties were the information cum registration counter. I thought it may be quite interesting. When we first started, we still don't get the hang of it but soon, we got it. Our main duties were just to take the purple coupon from them and give the free gift and asked them to do the survey. After the completion of the survey, they will receive a bottle of Mr Muscle and also take down the attendance of those taking the competition. Soon, cherylynn and bei yi came back. We wanted to take turn working. But when the promoters of Mr Muscle came and started introducing their products and telling the public that after every completion of the survey, they can receive a bottle of Mr Muscle, the crowd came. Once others see there is free gift, people will go and find out how they get it. Soon, a lot of people started to come and grab the survey forms and rushed to complete them so that they can get the bottle of Mr Muscle. This is actually a usual scene in Singapore, claiming free gifts. Soon, things get a bit outrageous. People seem to get desperate over the free gifts. There is this person who came and grab a stack of survey forms. And this caused our forms to run out very quickly. We didn't take turn after that because there were just too many people. After that, there is one outrageous maid who really pissed me off. She received one bottle of Mr Muscle but she realised that we were so busy and thought that no one noticed, she took away one more bottle. I was like, OMG! THIS MAID...SHE IS SO AUNTY!!! When the Mr Muscle ran out but actually, there were people trying to grab the stocks, the crowd became smaller and we were like phew... I was saying that i should have take down this scene and put on stomp and see how crazy is this scene! Well, even the forms ran out. When free gifts ran out, forms ran out, there is no crowd! It seems like people are so realistic. When they see free gift, the first thing that come to their mind is "SNATCH FOR IT!!!". While we were sort of resting, yu jun found out that there are forms still. So, i told yu jun to take out 5 at a time to control the crowd. But soon, things still get out of hand and a stack of forms appeared. Well, another outrageous thing happened. This uncle, has a family of 5 so he asked each of his family members to do one form and after that, they can get 5 bottles of Mr Muscle. I got really pissed seriously. That uncle is super thick-skinned and super AUNTY!!! I was thinking, you take so many bottles of Mr Muscle, will you use that much? Are you a super clean-freak? When the bottle expires, you will throw it away even though you didn't use it, won't you? This is attitude is unbearable, is overboard and it is UNCIVILISED!!! Goodness... Soon, the forms ran out again. But then, yu jun found another stack but i told yu jun that will give the forms only if the people ask for it. And somehow, this works. The crowd is controlled. Then, we had another rest. While we were resting, cherylynn told us that when bei yi and her were on duty, there is this aunty who came and took away 10 bottles of Mr Muscle. When i heard that, my first reaction was, that aunty must be insane and that is so AUNTY!!! Talking about aunty, there is aunty who was crazy about Mr Muscle free gifts too. She came a few rounds and we can recognise her face. She came and asked for one form first and we kindly gave it to her but after 10 seconds, she asked for another one but we said that everyone is only entitled to one form. The aunty then said that she was helping her friend to take but we insist that it is a one-to-one basis. Then, the aunty left. During that period, i was sweating in the air-con. Oh goodness...i can't believe that that day i managed to experience so many people who are so aunty and so uncivilised. I think this is a really sad thing.

Then, today, my family went to singapore expo to visit the food fair. As usual, the food fair is crowded with people and the place is so squeezy. Everyone pushes one another just to move... This is actually very very common in a food fair. Then, we went in further where there are seats to find seats so that we can sit down and eat. This is actually a very tough job because there are so many people so finding a seat is actually very difficult. Sometimes, you can find a table but there is no chair. Luckily, we managed to found a table with 4 chairs. But my mum gave 1 chair away because we don't need that extra one. My mum and dad went to get food while i was waiting and at the same time, chop the seat. A lot people came asking if anyone was sitting and definitely, my answer is yes. Then, there is 2 aunties who came and without asking, placed their plastic bags on the table. I was staring at them and in my mind, i was like, "what the hell...you didn't ask and just put your things on the table. Where is your manners..?" When one of the aunties saw me staring at her, she started saying that they were just buying takeaway and they were "borrowing" the table just for a while. Soon, another 4 to 5 aunties came and they did the same thing, placed their things on the table. I was super shocked. Out of the sudden, so many more aunties just popped out. They talked like loudspeakers -.- Then, a few of them went to toilet. And there is one aunty who "borrowed" the seat too and sit down comfortably. Soon, when my parents came back, this aunty still very thick-skinned and continued sitting there comfortably. I wanted to tell the aunty that we want to sit already but before i could do so, my mum did it. Then, they left. I felt so much comfortable after they left. Then, my dad went to get more food while my mum and i sat and continue eating while we wait. Then, there is an uncle who came to clear the table, the chair my dad was sitting initially went missing. My mum and i were super shocked. Within a snap of my finger, the chair just went missing. Then, i saw an aunty dragging a chair away from our direction and i believed she must be the one who took the chair away without asking. But to make sure she was the culprit, i walked to her table and asked if anyone was sitting and i realised the sticker on the chair which is the same as the one my dad was sitting. I was sure it was her then. I went back to my table and told my mum and my mum said that she suspected it was her. When my dad came back, he was also shocked to see that the chair he was sitting went missing. Thankfully, my dad managed to get an empty chair. This aunty's actions were horribly uncivilised and unacceptable. Her actions was so AUNTY!!! To that aunty, i really don't know where is her manners. Doesn't she know how to ask? Goodness... I think this kind of uncivilised actions is too outrageous. No way can i accept it! Horrible, terrible, VEGETABLE!!!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows I

2010-11-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

In the afternoon, grace and i went to play badminton. After that during the evening, i went to find ranice and went on to toa payoh to meet elaine, jolyn, puay suan, teck wee, yu jun and yu jun's 2 sisters. We went to the movie theatre to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows I. Yay! At last, i managed to watch it. So happy. The theatre isn't that crowded but actually quite crowded compared to the usual crowd in toa payoh theatre. The movie lasted for 2 hours and 30 minutes. There are many funny scenes in the movie and everyone was laughing. Sadly, dobby died but at least he died in harry's arms. Dobby died under bellatrix. Bad bellatrix. Dobby is so cute and i like this quote of his "Dobby is here to save harry potter and friends". I will not talk more about the plot because everyone should go and watch it. I am so excited for the next part which is part II. It is a movie worth to watch, definitely! Well, i will keep the post short because i don't really what to write anymore.

Zoo~!!!

2010-11-17T22:08:00.011+08:00

When was the last time i went to Zoo? Hmm...i think it was primary 1. Today, ranice, grace, yu jun, puay suan, jolyn and i went to zoo together. It was really a long time since i had been to the Singapore Zoo. Though there isn't much big changes, there are still some changes after since it has been so long. I had a lot of fun and i took a lot of pictures. Definitely, i took photos of animals but i also took many interesting photos of the rest. Ranice and grace were not very cooperative because they don't allow me to take photos of them but i manage to do it secretly. Hehe! We watched 3/4 of the shows. But i think the shows are too short in time. First, we watched the Rainforest Fights Back which a lot of animals appeared and it only lasted half an hour. Second, we watched Elephant Show. It was only half an hour and this time, they don't have the elephant drawing live in front of us. If i did not remember wrongly, last time, they let the elephant draw a painting live in front of the audience. Third, we watched the Sealion show which is only 10 minutes long!!! That is way too short. Though it was very cool that the sealion is so smart, i want more. I thought there would be like more than 1 sea lion performing however, i was wrong, only 1 performed. Well, now i will start to talk about the pictures i took and series of events that took place.

These are Greater Mousedeer and grace said that they look like drumstick... Seriously, no matter how i look, it does not look like drumstick...

Aren't these wild boar cute? They are sleeping together, cuddling together. Haha!

This is what happen when you don't cooperate with me in taking photos.

This is quite small but you can see that in the middle there is a peacock. Beside the peacock, i think it is a yank but it only has 1 horn which is weird. Don't know where the other horn went to...

see what grace is doing to the tortoise...

We were at Ah Meng's memorial and initially, someone who i forgot who it is suggest to take a group photo but seems like we don't know who is willing to help us take so at last, only yu jun, puay suan and grace took together. Ah Meng was around 47 years old when he died!

After that, we proceed to kidz world (if i never remember the place wrongly). We went there to have our lunch. When we were having lunch, suddenly, there is someone who touch my waist. I was like omg, what was that. Then, i turned around and i saw a small boy which i think it was only 2 or 3 years old, looking at my innocently. Then, this boy's mum felt embarrassed and said sorry. Well, initially i thought it was a monkey which came into the KFC. LOL! I think too much. After our lunch, it started to rain. But we continue walking around with our umbrellas. We went to look at the horses and ponies. And also a kampung house which contain some wax humans and insects. Those wax humans are very creepy. when i was in there, i wasn't really able to identify which is real human and which is wax human. As the rain got heavier, we went into the souvenir shop because maybe some of us need ponchos or else they will get very wet and difficult to move around. At last, we got stuck in the souvenir shop, looking around and we were laughing like crazy because grace to try out different hats as if she is the model for all these hats sold in the souvenir shop. LOL! Here are the pictures:

Isn't this plushy cute? It is so cute and it has big eyes. If it wasn't expensive, i might have bought it.

Two layer of hats. Grace look sian...

See the difference... One is seemed happy while the other act cool.

Next hat but grace still look very sian...

This hat...so pink...suits puay suan instead. Grace still look sian but sightly better than the others above. Look at the background of this picture... Omg...

Are they acting as if they are R&B stars? Only can see one of grace's eyes and seems like puay suan's eyes can't be seen...

As we were proceeding to watch the second show of the day. 闪亮杨姐妹 suddenly became 闪亮杨 couple. Here are the evidences:

Soon, grace left because she got to go and meet up with her mum. And we went back to the kidz world. It seems like whenever we stepped into kidz world, the rain gets heavy... Weird but i think it is just coincidence. At the kidz world, we went to the rainforest challenge. It was very fun. Sadly, grace cannot enjoy the fun. If she was there, i bet she will be even more high. All of us played these but there are only photos of ranice, jolyn and puay suan. Although i was playing, at the same time i was the only photographer and when i was playing, no one can help me take the photo so no photos of me! As we continued playing, the rain get even heavier. Puay suan very pro. She managed to play with her bag and umbrella with her. I was holding my umbrella but then, i find it too troublesome, i decided to go without my umbrella. At last, all of us were wet! We were playing under the rain! Later, we get sick but TOUCH WOOD! Anyway, here are the photos:

Yu jun! Say cheese!

Ranice! Although she was hiding from the camera, it is useless because i am just too pro. Haha!

Jolyn! WEEEEEEEE ACROSS!!!!

Puay suan! See how pro is she. The only one with her umbrella and bag and yet still can have so much fun and without things falling off. Anyway, say cheese!

And the day ended. We had so much fun though we were all tired and sleepy.

Open House

2010-11-13T17:02:00.003+08:00

Today it is open house for every school i think. As usual, i was on duty. It is a very tiring day and my legs are aching. In total, i clock in 7 hours and 40 minutes. I think this is the longest amount of time i clock in within a day. I went to school at 7.30am which was very early and i sign off at 3.10pm. Firstly, we decorate the noticeboard. Then, we went to the new art building to have a briefing by mr ng. Then, we went off to start on our duties. Well, it is like when there is people coming in, we will give them an AEP brochure and also help them stamp on a zhonghua brochure. When it was lunch time, it ran out of food because mr ng only cater 20 lunch and at last, fang wen and i didn't manage to get to eat. But mr eckert got us some sandwiches but sadly, we got to pay for the sandwiches -.- If there is enough lunch, fang wen and i don't have to pay for those sandwiches. Well, our lunch break is quite long in fact. Fang wen and i met yu jun and we went walking around the school to look at the other booths. Then, 3 of us went back to the art building. As fang wen and i were doing our duties, we were also chatting with yu jun. At 1pm, yu jun left and fang wen and i continue working, welcoming the parents, giving the AEP brochure and helping to stamp. I think around 2.30pm, grace came. She is like a crazy woman, as usual. Then, fang wen and grace were playing and i was like walking around? Actually, i am not so sure what i was doing but i think i was walking around and talking to kang teng and edmund. Then, grace received a phone call and fang wen and i heard that it was from jasmund. So we assumed that grace new boyfriend is called jasmund. Haha! We are so naughty and mischievous. As we were walking out, we saw mr ang and i was telling mr ang that grace has a new boyfriend call jasmund. Meanwhile, grace was busy denying that. Edmund went a bit crazy and kept on pulling the fence and telling mr ang that he is a super fan of mr ang. LOL! Then, i was telling mr ang that edmund's parents were currently in the art building and if there is any complains he want to make, he can go into the art building to complain. Well, edmund continue going crazy and said that his parents is also a super fan of mr ang. LOL! I think he draw too much and his brain went kuku. Haha! Well, kang teng finished his drawing and everyone thinks that it was very nice and it seems like he used chinese ink to draw it but in fact, he used normal marker to draw. Seriously, i am impressed by it and i took a photo of it and i shall upload it. Then, the day ended with my leg aching and a tired body.

Kang Teng's drawing. Great work!

CSI @ Science Centre

2010-11-11T22:06:00.003+08:00

Today is the day which i have been awaiting for. I went to science centre to enjoy myself in the CSI exhibition. Overall, i think it was fun and cool. Well, firstly, we had a forensic photography session. I think it is quite interesting though it can be boring after a while. After all the talking, we had a chance to do our own forensic photography. Well, we were supposed to get someone to act dead and then, we would take a walk through photo. We got grace to act as a dead person. She used her school bag to cover her face and so, we assumed that she was dead because her head got smashed by her school bag. After that, we had lunch. Right after lunch, it was something which i was very excited for. IT IS THE CSI EXHIBITION!!! WOOT!!! Well, we were supposed to do some analysis and blah blah stuff which simply says that it was related to forensic. Seriously, i think forensic is really cool but sadly speaking, i am not so good in my science and after looking at the corpse for long, i am quite disgusted. Initially, i can still tolerate the gruesome sight but after quite long, i don't think i can take it. But i believe, forensic scientists are actually use to these gruesome sights. 习惯成自然. In the exhibition, we managed to do 2 experiments. There are 4 actually but we only managed to do 2 because in the package, everyone is only given to do 2 experiments. The first experiment was ink chromatography and chemical analysis. Well, it is like something we usually do in chemistry. The second one is something much more interesting because this is the first time i am doing it. It is fingerprint analysis. Everyone of us was given a piece of transparency and we were supposed to put our thumb fingerprint onto it. Then, the person in-charge of the station will put these fingerprints into a tank, wrap it up using a plastic wrap and it was placed under the IR (In-fared) Lamp. Inside this tank, there is superglue and water. The superglue will turn into superglue fumes due to the IR lamp. The water will also turn into water vapour due to the lamp. Due to the plastic wrap, both superglue fumes and water vapour will be pushed back such that the superglue fumes will be on the transparency to make our fingerprints visible. The main use of water prevent the tank from overheating and also to pace up the experiment. Without water, we might got to wait very long. As we were waiting, the person in-charge of the station told us about the types of fingerprints. There are 3 most common type of fingerprints in the world which are whole whorl, plain arch and loops. There are other types of fingerprints but i don't think i am going to name them out. Then, i started looking at my fingers and i realised i got 5 whole whorl and 5 loops. Cool... But sadly, i didn't manage to go and do the blood analysis experiment. But nevermind. After this, we went to do some fake wounds. We were supposed to do some fake wounds on our model and it must be very gruesome such that it is seen to be a very realistic wound. Sounds complicated but it isn't. Well, grace was our model. 可怜的 Grace, she got to always sacrifice herself. Jia wei was very good at doing make-up man! She managed to help grace make up a bruise on her face such that it looks like grace just got bashed up by someone. Then, i made a burnt wound on jia wei's hand. Just looking at it, it does not really seem that gruesome but on the camera, it is much more gruesome. And grace's bruise seem to be more serious on the camera too. That was the last programme and then, we went home. Initially, this whole event should end at 5.00pm but it was delayed until 7.15pm and by the time i reached home, it was 7.30pm. However, i enjoyed myself. I think that this CSI exhibition is really very cool and very fun. If you have a chance, you should go and try out being a forensic scientist. Although the entrance ticket isn't cheap ($16), i think it is quite worth it since you will be able to learn something new and most importantly, have fun and enjoy.

Officially Started and Ended!

2010-11-10T16:00:00.006+08:00

Holiday has officially started! All academics activities have officially ended today. All o levels in my secondary 3 life has officially ended. Today chinese o level isn't tough or easy. I think it is more of tricky. Whenever a paper is neither easy nor difficult, it means that it is tricky. When a paper is tricky, it means that there is a lot of traps and this makes the paper scary. Because you don't know when are you falling into unknown traps. When a paper is tricky, you can't afford to make a single careless mistake. I believe, in a tricky paper, a careless mistake is a grave mistake as it can mislead you to another dimension. When i use the word "dimension", it sounds big... Well, now chinese o level has officially ended and hopefully, i did my best and scored well. I can't deny i have made stupid mistakes for this paper but nothing can be changed. Tomorrow, i will be going to CSI@Science Centre and i am so excited because i know it will be interesting, it will be fun! After thinking about the funs, i turned around and look at the table and i saw a stack of homework. Immediately, my feeling went sian... I know that was fast but that is how fast things change sometimes. I am proud to say i have completed my social studies homework, physics workbook and i am currently halfway through one of my e maths papers. In total, i have 12 homework but currently, i am left with 10 including the chemistry project. I think chemistry project is another headache but i think i will give myself a break. This saturday, there will be open house and i am on duty again. I don't know what will i be doing. Tomorrow, there is actually like meeting to discuss on our duties on saturday but i am go to CSI tomorrow so i managed to skip it. Well, i hope that open house will be fun. After 3 days of hardworking for this week, i really hope that i can enjoy myself for the rest of the days. Relief myself from all the stress i have been enduring this year. Although the stack of homework is another stress, i think i will take the homework as another way to relief stress. Ok, i know that is quite silly because i don't think many use homework to relief stress when it provides stress sometimes when you don't know how to do them. Well, i just got to find ways to enjoy myself as i am doing my homework. Suddenly, the chemistry project pops up in my mind. Haiz... There are just too many things that can bring me to my ends if i don't relax and cool down. Seriously, why can't bejeweled be free for smart phones? Or downloaded to computer free unlimited? I think bejeweled is really a fantastic game to relief stress because my mind will just go normal whenever i am playing bejeweled. Although i can play bejeweled on facebook but i really hope that bejeweled can be a free, unlimited download on computer. Well, i shall end my post and go on facebook-ing and youtube-ing.

First Main Paper for O levels

2010-11-09T22:02:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow, i will be facing my first main paper for o levels. I am really worried. Actually i don't know whether it is worried or scared. I am scared and worried that i cannot score an A1 for tomorrow's exam. I know it is important to have confidence but how can i boost my confidence? Chinese has been the subject that i excelled the most in primary school and of course, it came out fantastic in PSLE, without disappointment. Somehow, i remember, during primary school, I aimed for an A* but i wasn't this scared and worried. All i know was, i was having a terrible headache. But now, headache, not much but more of scared and worried. Is it because this is my first main paper for o levels or what? Hopefully, i can really score well. It seemed so critical to me now! Since it is chinese, it seems to be even more critical. It is so important to score well because it is chinese. It is so pressurizing now. Until now, i still don't know why am i so scared and worried. It seems like the more worried and scared i am, the lesser the confidence that can be found in me. I got to stop being so worried and scared or else what I have studied for tomorrow paper may just go 'poff', missing due to being over worrying. And by then, I will be going 'omg, what should I do'. I guess that will be the most stupid mistake I have ever made if that really happened and I think I will hate myself for that. Haiz... I think i should stop talking about tomorrow's o level or else maybe halfway through i have already broken down. Well, today i had my physics SPA and i don't feel like commenting on it because it seemed to be good, just good i think. At the same time, today i received more homework. I think i really cannot finish my homework by this holiday. Although compare to the june holidays, the amount of homework is lesser, this holiday's homework seem to be thicker and there is a lot to write and do!!! Doing the chinese homework has already made me go mad!!! I have to read one book and write 3 reflections, each 1000 words. To me, this is totally INSANE!!! Definitely, there are others which doesn't seem basic or simple to certain extend. Their difficulty is something i really do not like but i have no choice. Haiz... The amount of homework is...scary... Well, i think i shall end my post here since i got to continue studying my chinese. Well, can i consider this as a short post? Maybe, since it is shorter than my usual post which is like a super long paragraph containing junks of words stuffed together.

I WANT TO HIT MY TARGETS!

2010-11-06T20:27:00.004+08:00

For this week, there is really a consecutive birthdays among my friends! Initially i thought there is only consecutive birthdays for like 4 days but today, when i went on facebook and found out that other than the 4 days, tomorrow, there is still someone having birthday. 2/11 - Yu jun's birthday, 3/11 - ranice's birthday, 4/11 - zhi xian's birthday, 5/11 - jian nan's birthday, 6/11 - shun ren's birthday, 7/11 - wayne's birthday. Interesting. Anyway, since i didn't post on what happened on thursday so, i have decided to talk about it now. Well, it was quite disappointing on thursday because i lost 1 mark for my chemistry SPA due to the wrong use of value leading to the wrong answer. T_T That was so so so disappointing. The worst is, mr lim look at me and my paper 5 times, smile at me 5 times and ms ong look at me and my paper 2 times, smile at me 2 times but i somehow just don't realise what mistake i had made. Within that 45 minutes, i flip my paper for several times but i just don't realise where the hell did i go wrong! After the exam then, i realise that i use the wrong value. Isn't that disappointing? Heart pain... If i didn't make that mistake, maybe i can score full marks for this chemistry SPA. Goodness... Well, that was what happened on thurday. Then, what about friday? Nothing much happened on that day since friday was deevapali and my mum had nowhere to go so, we decided to go to my aunt's house. Then, i was reading my chinese book and playing my handphone at her house. Yay! I finished one chapter! Meanwhile, my mum was chit chatting with my aunt. Evening, my mum and i went to buy duck rice. Maybe because i was hungry so i think that duck rice was nice :) Today, also nothing much happened but i went to ranice's house. As usual, we were surfing the net. We were reading the blog post by xiaxue and looking at junior colleges that we can go for. Seriously, i am amazed my xiaxue's photoshop skills. Soon, i went home. Well, i just realise that this holiday may be too short for me. I don't know if i have enough time to complete all my homework and project. This is partly because next month, i won't be in singapore for half of the month. I am so excited for next month's trip! My mum was worried that it might be too boring since there would be a lot on sight-seeing of antique buildings and historical places such as concentration camps and churches in eastern europe. But i believed that it would be interesting because you won't get to see these buildings in singapore and their history would be interesting as well. Well, next week there is still 2 o levels and i am worried that i cannot excel in them. Especially for chinese. I am extremely worried for that. What if i don't get A1? Do i really need to drop my higher chinese? Oh gosh...this is so stressful. Physics SPA, all i hope is i can get full marks since SPA is something we should score easily. If i did not make such a careless mistake for chemistry, i should have gotten full marks. Hopefully, for physics, i won't make any careless mistake and i can score with flying colours which is in fact, FULL MARKS!!! You may say that i am ambitious but many students in my school can simply get full marks for SPA. So, i won't say that i am ambitious but instead, i am working hard to hit my target! I think i should really plan thoroughly so that i can complete my homework on time and complete all my revisions too. I need to revise hard man! Especially for both my sciences. Another target of mine is to hit A1 for both sciences for o level so that i can take up the NUS A*STAR programme in VJC. At the same time, i hope i can hit less than 8 points for my o level. But i am worried once again... This is getting more and more stressful. Soon, i am going to have a headache. There are so many targets to hit and this is so tiring after all. I want to hit my targets but i am worried that i can't. Well, o level will only take place once unless i want to retake which most probably is impossible. So, i will definitely work hard and excel. But what if my efforts do not pay off. Oh gosh...i think i am worrying too much... If i continue worrying so much, i think before taking my o levels, i have already broken down. I have to relax i guess. But i really don't know how to relax. Why is it so difficult to keep myself in relax mode?

Consecutive Birthdays

2010-11-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday it was yu jun's birthday and today it is ranice's birthday. Well, today is a busy day though. We had been busy for the whole day for lessons. First, it was mass chemistry lecture for the whole cohort. It was actually a briefing on tomorrow's SPA exam. Then, it was social studies lesson and i got scolded -.- I feel like it wasn't my fault. Well, the whole cohort was released late so why do i still get scolded. Haiz... Then, it was the english comprehension session. It was very funny whenever Mrs Benjamin conduct her lessons. Her lessons allow me to do english with technique but sometimes, i still don't know how to apply her technique. Example would be today's homework. Seriously, i don't really know how to apply her technique on the homework she gave us. Tried hard but somehow, it just don't work. She wants us to apply some "workings" before we derive our answers but some answers seem that they don't need any workings. The answers can be derive directly. Then, it was a maths. We started on a new chapter. "Sine cosine cosine sine, cosine cosine sine sine, tan tan over one tan tan." Well, this is a song taught by mr ang today for us to remember the addition formula. Then, it was e maths. We continued on statistics. Then, it was chinese. We had timed-practice. I don't know is it me that is lousy or is it the paper that is difficult, but i don't manage to score well for the paper. Hopefully, next wednesday's chinese paper will not be that difficult. Initially, we should be released at 4pm but we were only released at around 4.45pm. After chinese, i went to find puay suan. Initially, we wanted to go my house and puay suan wanted to let me see some video but puay suan was a little blur. When we were at the bus interchange, suddenly, she realised that she left ranice's present in her classroom so she quickly ran back to school. Meanwhile, i slowly walked back and along the way, i bought ice-cream for myself and slowly strolled to school. As it was about 5.30pm so we decided to proceed to the restaurant first. Before we go into the restaurant, we went to cold storage and we looked at the cheese department for very long. Puay suan said that it was her first time seeing so many cheese on the shelves. After spending around 20 minutes in cold storage, we decided to the restaurant. We waited in the restaurant for the rest to come and meanwhile, we were doing our english homework. Soon (actually not very soon), they arrived. Food was served and as we eat, we were joking around and doing stupid things. We really laughed out loud. Grace and puay suan (闪亮杨姐妹) did many funny and stupid things and i was thinking that next time, i should video down what they were doing and label that video as the embarrass moments of the ou-eh ou-eh. (Ou-eh is a word that is beyond human understanding and it is ok to not understand it.) Actually, this dinner is a celebration for ranice. After dinner, we went home and all of us were so full. To me, i was very full partly due to the food and partly was due to the laughter we had during dinner. Before i end my post, i want to wish ranice a happy birthday and yu jun a happy belated birthday :)

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All the rubbish after the dinner.

咸蛋超人!!!

I Like It

2010-11-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

This is definitely a song that can make you go high because it make me high!!! After listening this song for long, i realise that i actually like Enrique Iglesias voice and his songs, regardless spanish or english. His songs and his voice seem so amazing. BABY I LIKE IT!!! I, I, I LIKE IT!!!

Study Award

2010-10-30T19:43:00.007+08:00

Today i woke up at 6.45am which so so so early. Although usually i wake up at 6am during weekdays when there is school, today is a weekend and i should be sleeping like a pig. Well, i walked to bathroom with my eyes shut which my mum finds it really funny. Then, i wore my school uniform and proceed to singapore polytechnic with my mum. Well, why am i there for? I am going to collect an award which i don't know what award is that but all i know is, it is a study award. Haha! I am the 324th recipient. When all recipients and their parents got into the auditorium, they were playing Alvin and the Chipmunk on the screen as we waited for the guest of honour to arrive. During that period, i managed to finish my 弯弯. Yay! Soon, the guest of honour arrived. Before it is my turn to go up the stage, i don't feel like going to the toilet but when i was queuing up to go the stage, i feel like going to toilet. LOL! Well, i received $400. Initially, i thought it was $300, well that was also what my mum thought but maybe because i am secondary 3, so there should be more. One more shocking thing i found out in this prize presentation is if you score very well for your A level and you actually applied for the award, the prize you are going is to receive is $3000!!! This is a lot man!!! It is like 7.5 times of what i am receiving. After the prize giving ceremony, there is a performance by 5 of the recipients. Maybe because i woke up too early, i almost fell asleep on my seat. My eyelid was about to shut and if i was not wrong, i went into sleep for a while. After the whole performance and ceremony, there was refreshments for everyone. It was very crowded as everyone collect their food! My mum and i grabbed our refreshments which was actually our lunch and went home. Well, we went home to eat the food because it was too crowded there and there isn't much space for us to eat so we rather go home and eat it. Well, the food isn't that bad and of course we should not complain because it is free! Haha! I should have gone for an afternoon nap. But nevermind. Around 3.30pm i think, ranice and grace came to my house to play. We switched on the air-con in my room, switched on the television and played uno. After that, grace and i played stress. Ranice was very funny. Sometimes she helped me but sometimes she helped grace. But the way she helped was really funny. She will chop on one section and start filling up with cards. Haha! Most of the time, when she help that particular side, that side will win. Like when she helped me, i will win while she helped grace, grace will win. Then, grace and i went on to play taidi. Since there is only both of us playing, it is quite easy for u to guess what cards each of us were having. At the same time, grace was abusing my toy elephant. She strangled and squashed it. 可怜的 elephant. After that, grace and ranice went home. Well, tomorrow is Halloween but actually it seems to be an usual day for me because my family don't celebrate halloween and i see much celebration of halloween in singapore... Although i am one day early, i will wish everyone a HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

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Grace strangled my Elephant...

Grace squashed my Elephant...

After getting bullied, Elephant is currently staring at grace.

Last day of school, at domino

2010-10-28T21:36:00.005+08:00

Today is the day when we will receive our report book. Before that, i went assembly and i think it is horrible! I can't hear anything from the podium man! I think since it is going to the end of year and school is going to close, i really hope that the school will change the speaker system so that next year, people at the back of the parade square as well as those under the corridor could hear what people on the podium were saying. And therefore, we don't have to look left and right to find out what was happening. Well, before getting our report books, mr ang wants to do some NE thingy with the class. Well, my group is group 7 and i am lazy to actually list out the members in my group. Well, we got to read on some articles and answer some questions related to NE. Boring man... My group was writing crap i think. At the same time, we were talking crap. Then, mr lee choon kiat came to our class to find the student buddy of the scholars. Audrey and i went out. Well, it is about going to science centre for CSI. I am so going there man!! So excited!!! I bet it will be fun! Then, after receiving the consent form from mr lee, we went back into to the classroom. When i was walking back to my seat, mr ang blocked my way. I stood there and hesitate for a while but somehow, mr ang doesn't seem to move but just talking to the class loudly so i had no choice, but to take the longer way back to my seat.
When i was back to my seat, mr ang asked, "Huisi, did you do anything behind my back". Well, he asked me that because some of the classmates are laughing maybe due to my hesitation when i was hoping that mr ang will somehow move a bit so that i can go back to my seat.
Then, i replied, "You blocked my way..."
Mr ang said, "You can always say excuse me."
"But you were talking so loudly, even if i say excuse me, you can't hear me", i laughed as i said that.
Then, mr ang started smiling and like said "I talked really loud meh?"
Then, the whole class laughed and i couldn't stop laughing. Haha! Well, after the 2 worksheets, mr ang asked us to do a pledge card. Well, i spent a lot of time thinking of what to write. At last, i wrote some crap. I asked mr ang, if it is him, what would he write. And he said he will defend the country. Then, i told xin yu, "Yeah, i will protect the country by sacrificing my life just like sacrificial protection." When mr ang collect my pledge card and look at it, he gave a weird expression. Then, as mr ang waited for the rest to hand up the pledge card, he said he won't give out the year book first but instead, he will give out the report book first. This is because mr ang claimed that report book is more important than year book. But i said that they were equally important. Then, i think i was a little crazy and i just went up and took one year book. Well, after taking it, i stone for a while and mr ang saw me taking the year book so he quickly took it back and said "No no no". And i went back to my seat. Xin yu and jun hao said that i should not stone there for a while but i should take the year book and run back to my seat. LOL! Soon, mr ang gave out the report book. When i saw the content in my report book, i gave out many weird sounds which was stupid. It sounds like i got some heart attack and i was going to die and sometimes, it sounds like i am crying. I had 2 A1, 2 B3, 2 B4, 2 C5. Wow, 2 each! I was traumatised by my class ranking but actually, i shouldn't be that shock. Because my class got a lot of scholars therefore, for results like mine, my ranking will definitely be pushed to the back. But at least, my overall percentage improved from mid-year to end-of-year by 0.7%. I know that isn't much. Sadly, my results dropped in secondary 3 compared to secondary 2. Kind of sad but nevermind, shall try harder next time. Well, next year, i shall strive hard and work hard for o levels as well as working hard such that i can get the same award as what i am going to receive this saturday! According to my mum, the prize that i will receive for the same award next year will be higher than that of what i am going to get this saturday. This is because next year, there is o levels which is a major exam. So, i shall really work harder in this case. It seems like i am working for the award and prize. But nevermind.
After school, ranice, yu jun, jolyn had band meeting so puay suan and i kindly waited for them. Meanwhile, we went to mac to find grace and jia wei. We chit chat until 11.45am when we went back to school bus stop to meet elaine. Around 12.30pm, everyone arrived. Elaine, ranice, jolyn, puay suan, yu jun and i took a mrt to kovan again to have domino's pizza. As usual, we ordered chicken classified but this time, it is a large pizza. We ordered another regular chicken temptation. Other than this, we had onion rings, garlic bread and golden roasted drummet. Well, the cashier entered my name and it went to the screen again, just like yesterday. This time, i took the photo when the status is "BEING MADE" and "IN OVEN". I will be uploading them. It is weird when the status is "BEING MADE". It is like saying that Huisi is being made... Weird. But it is still funny when the status is "IN OVEN". Then, Huisi is in the oven. Haha! The meal was delicious! After the meal, all of us went home. Well, i went to ranice's house because i was bored. Well, when we reached the bus interchange, ranice said that she want to go and get the consent form so that she can also go to the CSI@Science Centre. Well, we had problem finding mr lee choon kiat. Initially, we went to D&T room, but he isn't in and grace said that he went to HOD staff room. Well, grace and jia wei were busying cleaning up the D&T room. It was very dusty when jin jie used to the feather duster to dust off the dust on the top of the cupboard. When we went to the HOD staff room, mr lee wasn't in. Luckily, i had his number so i called him and he told me to go and find him at general office. When we reached the general office, he was on the phone so, ranice and i went to sit down and read a magazine on ngee ann polytechnic. Soon, mr lee passed the form to ranice and we left. I went to ranice house and we went on youtube to listen to songs on billboard and songs made by mr brown. Mr brown's songs are really very funny and interesting. Haha! Ranice got angry today because of this very naughty junior of hers. But she managed to vent out all of her anger by telling others how angry she was. Around 6.45pm, i went home to have dinner. After i reached home, suddenly i feel so tired and i don't feel like having dinner but instead, i want to sleep. But of course, i have to eat my dinner. Well, actually something that pissed me off happened today but i smsed grace to get her on msn so that i can let out all my anger and the same time, chit chat. Well, i feel so much better after saying everything out. Today, i realised that in order to feel better even though you are angry, you got to say it out to your friend and do not keep these anger to yourself. It is very stuffy when you keep all the anger to yourself. Ranice and i let out our anger and i believed we felt so much better. Anyway, here are the photos. Both pictures are a bit blur but still visible.

(This is the weird one) Here are what is written:
Ord# Name Waiting Time Status
7552 Huisi 00:01:36 BEING MADE

(This is the funny one) Here are what is written:
Ord# Name Waiting Time Status
7552 Huisi 00:04:02 IN OVEN

Dine in at Domino

2010-10-27T16:31:00.005+08:00

Today is a SPA day. I had physics SPA first. I was very sleepy during physics. Maybe because of the weather. It is a great weather for sleeping on a comfortable bed. Well, this was a very slow SPA. I took a lot of time working on this SPA compared to other physics SPA i ever did and i did not complete my lab report for the first time. T_T Then, it was recess and i drank campbell soup with sliced chicken. Personally, i think that if the soup does not have the chicken, it will taste much better. After recess, it was chemistry SPA. Science for the whole day, one after another. Chemistry SPA was like usual. Well, i think that the difference between physics and chemistry SPA is that physics has a lot of writing and the process isn't that fun compared to chemistry. Chemistry SPA is more of the process than the writing. In conclusion, i enjoyed both SPA because to me, SPA is much more interesting and easier to score compared to theory. Then, school ended and ranice, elaine, yu jun, jolyn and i proceed to kovan Domino's Pizza to have lunch. I love the pizza there! Well, i always eat its pizza at ranice's house where we ordered delivery. As usual, we ordered classified chicken with thin crust. I am telling you, classified chicken might be the best pizza at Domino's Pizza! Well, if i am not wrong, the last time i ate classified chicken pizza, it was last week and the taste of the pizza remains in my mouth after since. It is delicious! If you ever go to Domino's Pizza, i will recommend classified chicken with thin crust. Well, other than that, we ordered another pizza which i forgot the name and golden drumlet with onion rings. Elaine has also ordered a 1.5L of coke and we shared among all of us. The drumlets were great too and they were better than the chicken wings seriously. This time, the onion rings were better than that of when we ate it at ranice house with alicia. Well, most probably it is because onion rings are better when we eat them at the time it is served. Well, when we dined in at Domino's Pizza, something interesting happened. The cashier will ask for your name and insert it into the computer which can be seen on the screen. Well, my name was used and it appeared on the screen with the status, "IN OVEN". It was very funny because it will be like, Huisi is in oven... LOL! I wanted to take a picture of it but i was too late and the status has changed to "READY". Then, Huisi was ready. LOL! Still quite funny but not as funny as the one with the status, "IN OVEN". Well, i will upload the photo which has the status, "READY". After the meal, ranice, elaine, yu jun and jolyn went back to school while i went home. THE MEAL WAS FANTASTIC AND DELICIOUS!!!

The words are quite small but still visible.
This is what's on the screen:

Ord# Name Waiting Time Status
7470 Huisi Now 13:43:40 READY

A lesson on dishwashing

2010-10-26T20:24:00.004+08:00

Well, i just had a lesson with my mother on dishwashing. Well, i think most will be thinking that what is so great about washing of dishes that lesson must be conducted. Yeah, actually nothing great but just my mother wants to teach how to wash the dishes without wasting of water. The way my mother does her demonstration seems easy but i think when it comes to me who will be doing it, i don't know what will happen. Maybe i will be wasting lots of water or breaking the plates and bowls. LOL! I may be clumsy sometimes. Hehe. Well, now i shall talk about what happened in school today. Supposedly, we should be having movie screening but disappointingly, we only had about 35 minutes of movie screening. Actually, we had one and the half hour for movie screening but the teacher-in-charge gave us comprehension to do! She gave us 1 hour to do it! As usual, i finished my comprehension like within 45 to 50 minutes. I don't know why can i finish my comprehension faster than the time given. Definitely, i didn't do it carelessly or whatsoever. Sometimes, i have so much time that i can reread the passage for a few times, redo my answers too. After the comprehension, we watched Life Is Beautiful again. We watched it last year. Jun hao was very funny. He went to combine two different movies together smartly. Although both took place during the Nazi period, it is two different movies! He combined Life Is Beautiful and The Boy In Striped Pyjamas together. LOL! I think he watch movie until blur already. Since i watched the movie before, i was doing physics while watching some parts of the movie. When the bell ring, it was recess. Well, recess took place earlier than before today and it will also be so for tomorrow. After recess, there was this leadership workshop. It was really interesting somehow. We were supposed to work in a class and perform something out of it, when the theme given. We chose friendship and we sang the song 朋友. After that, we had something like peer evaluation. A good classmate, Weiyi say that i am talkative and i feel so hurt -.- The requirement is to write positive things about your friend but when weiyi wrote that i was talkative which is a negative aspect not positive -.- Grr... Next, it was prize presentation ceremony. Congratz ranice and sara! They got best improvement award. The prize was a certificate and a "exquisite" bookmark. LOL! At the canteen, puay suan embarrass in front of mr lim once again. Because she was like fighting with grace, beating grace because she claimed that grace attacked initially. Then, the day end!

愛你的只有一個我

2010-10-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

Another great song! Well, it seems like i am kind of late because this song is already out for more than a year. But nevermind because it is never too late for good songs. Enjoy this song. It brings a lively and happy atmosphere. A BA NI BI A BO LI BEV~~~ A BA NI BI A BO LI BEV NA BO SA BA~~~

When can i...?

2010-10-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

I was brought to earth to see the sufferings and endure them, wasn't i? Sometimes, i will wonder, why am i brought to this earth for. I can't completely say that my life was a total disaster or whatsoever because there are people who are in worse conditions than me. Previously, i post that i am tired of this misery in my life. And now, i must really say, i am really still very tired of it. I have no idea how to get over it. Over 15 years, initially, things seem to be great but as time passes, it is getting worst. I don't know why... Maybe because we humans, are changing. Actually, if it is the changes from young to old is normal but what about changes in adults? Regardless whether am i at home or in school, i just feel that there must be a part in a day that is suffering with misery. Isn't there a day that i can enjoy peace both in school and at home? Just a little peace. I just beg for that. Is that so hard to get? At home, i feel that i am under some kind of ruling... You have not much rights or say. Maybe there is still a little bit or choice making, some says and some rights for some minor minor stuffs. But for some things, just by saying or doing a thing, no matter right or wrong, you may just get yourself into trouble. What kind of life is that? But i don't think i should complain too much. Because compare other families that can be even stricter, i can consider myself with a lot of freedom. At least, i am allowed to do anything as long as i don't get myself into trouble. In school, maybe because as people gets older, they will change. I see myself around people who changed so frequently that sometimes, i feel so distant from them... Somehow, compare to primary school, secondary school seems to be so so much complicated and people, things are just so pressurizing. I don't like stress most of time. I miss the days in primary school. I miss the people who are less complicated in primary school. I miss the food in primary school. I miss the times when we can talk about our own jokes in primary school. I miss the times when i can communicate with every single classmates in primary school. I miss the times when i can be so free even though it may be PSLE in primary school. Oh...i just miss the days when i am in primary school. Those memories, are something that nothing can wash it away from my brain. The people, can never be forgotten. Well, sometimes i hope that time will just stop at primary school, primary 6. The life then, was so much more peaceful, regardless in school or at home. How i hope i can reverse time and stay at primary school and i will be satisfied. Sometimes, it will be great to live in memories, at least memories are mostly happy and they can make you smile. But currently, nothing like primary 6 memories can take place again i think. Currently, i don't smile, i cry. Even when i smile, i don't know if i am doing it for real. I may be smiling on my appearance but in fact, i may be crying for something the others don't know. Although most of the times my face shows how it appears in my heart, sometimes it may not be for real. These will not happen in primary 6. Seriously, when will happiness truthfully regain in my life? When can i stop crying for all the bothering things in my mind. When can i get peace in school and at home? When when when? When can i...?

Misery

2010-10-24T20:41:00.007+08:00

I think it is a great song! Although the MV is a little naughty, enjoy the song instead. I AM IN MISERY~~~

¿Para qué?

2010-10-22T21:03:00.001+08:00

Sólo fue a blog de un amigo. A veces, no entiendo por qué hay que hacer mucho para un chico que le gusta mucho, pero este hombre nunca sabrán apreciar. Tal como lo dice, sólo quiere mantener la amistad con él, pero al mismo tiempo, en silencio lo admira. En serio, no es este sufrimiento? Creo que es, en realidad. Bueno, me llame a un transeúnte y yo me creo, este transeúnte siente que no tiene valor por lo que hace. En cuanto a la gente a mi alrededor. Este tipo tiene más de un admirador y todos ellos sólo lo admiran en silencio a excepción de una. Que un excepcional arrancar su valor y confesarle pero al fin, ella rechazó este tipo y se ha declarado también que ya no se iniciará ninguna relación en esta escuela. Tal vez esto es tal vez por qué los admiradores otros no se atreven a confesar que él, para que ninguna de estas niñas y admiradores no salir herido. Pero en realidad, ya que haciendo algunas cosas estúpidas o incluso diciendo algunas cosas estúpidas para mostrar cuánto les gusta este tipo. A veces, me siento disgustado por lo que hacen y cómo coquetear con él. No confesar = prevenir lastimarse a sí mismo? Estoy totalmente de acuerdo! Si usted sabe que nada va a desarrollar entre los chicos, dejar de ser un gran admirador, haciendo animal estúpido, diciendo tonterías, porque se acaba la repugnancia de la gente que te rodea y tal vez lastimarse aun más profundo. ¿Por qué mientes a ti mismo cuando ni siquiera te impide hacerse daño?

The very first Maths Challenge in ZHSS

2010-10-22T18:56:00.003+08:00

Today i came to school with stomach ache and had diarrhea again. I don't know why am i having diarrhea so frequently these few days. It seems like my stomach is kind of weak these few days. Maybe because there is too many traumatizing events happening. Well, today the first thing we had was chemistry lesson at the auditorium. All 6 classes were there. After 1 and the half hours of chemistry, it was physics. One after another. Physics...i don't know if i should say it is funny, interesting or what. Mr Song really has his way of teaching. His teaching can ensure that no one will fall asleep during his lesson but he really has a lot of gestures and movements. These gestures and movements really made everyone laughed hard. But to me, he is quite fast, sometimes, it will be better if he slows down a bit. But it seems like he is lack of time. Then, it was recess. The whole canteen belongs to the secondary 3!!! Well, i think 3/4 of 3E5 is not in school today. Majority of the art students went to Shanghai today and i think all the D&T students went to NYP today so there is like only 1/4 of the class in school today. Every stall in the canteen has very short queue :) Right after recess, it is the Maths Challenge. It was the very first Maths Challenge in Zhonghua. It was really exciting, everyone is so excited. This maths challenge is organised by mr poh and the scholars. As audiences, we also had a chance to play. Xin yu, jolyn and i were somehow discussing the questions sometimes. Well, whenever we found out the answers, we didn't go up and give an answer. But i kept on calling yu jiao to tell her that i know the answer but she kept on asking me to go up or else, she will not answer to me. LOL! At last, when xin yu found out an answer for the question, i went up to give my answer and the answer was actually wrong... So embarrassing. That was what i was worried of, i might embarrass myself. Well, there was a part where audiences were asked to volunteer themselves to play the tan-gram. I remember, in primary school, rosyth always give us tan-gram for free and asked us to play with it during lower primary. Last time, i don't know what was that and i was just randomly playing with it. Well, xin yu and i actually managed to form the pictures using the tan-gram in our mind but of course we didn't go up to the front. But instead, we called hu ju to pass us a set of tan-gram and we were playing on the table. And we managed to solve the picture faster than those at the front but we had some help from hu ju so, in fact there is actually 3 people working on it. Haha! After the whole challenge, my class came in the third, following by 3E6 and the first is 3E4. Then, it was the prize presentation. Well, i managed to find out that the third prize was a $5 popular gift voucher. So little only... Then, the day ended at 1.20pm. The maths challenge was really fun because everyone was so enthusiastic and excited for the challenge.

WHAT'S WRONG?!?!?!

2010-10-21T17:45:00.002+08:00

DAMN FREAKING ANGRY NOW!!! Bon voyage has the same meaning as 一路顺风 so why is it wrong when i use 一路顺风 to wish alicia tomorrow's trip? You dare to say that i cannot use 一路顺风 but i can use bon voyage and both have the same meaning?!?! Goodness gracious, this is so freaking ridiculous man! You claim that your teacher taught you that but i believe the scholars are much more reliable than your teacher. Anyway, even if i use wrongly, why do you need to scold me? You can tell me nicely but why must you use that kind of 口气? Well, i am angry because even if i am wrong, you should not scold me but you can just tell me nicely. Do i owe you a living? Which human don't make mistake. 人非圣贤孰能无过，过儿能改，善莫大焉。Well, the worst of the worst is that i found out that i am NOT WRONG AT ALL!!! When a friend goes for a holiday, there is no problem or wrong to use 一路顺风!!!

I am not going to mention names because this is just a platform for me to vent my anger. Now, i feel so much better after venting it out.

Checking of Scipts, OVER!

2010-10-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of checking scripts! I don't know if it is a good thing but at least it puts an end to the horrible digits i have been seeing for these 2 days. Early the morning when i just came to school, i heard a good news from mr tham and my mood was very good then and i went very high. YAY!!! I GOT ONE MORE MARK ADDED FOR MY E MATHS PAPER!!! WOOT!!! Then, when i was in classroom, there are people playing uno so i joined in. Suddenly, the councilor came in to ask us to go for assembly but no music was played so he just switched off the lights. During then, it was my turn and when the classroom turned black, i just shouted out "WHO SWITCHED OFF THE LIGHTS?!?!?!" Then, the councilor switched on the lights again. Haha. Soon, the second councilor came in to switch off the lights again but this time, i didn't shout of course. Then, the first paper was physics and all i was hoping for was just a pass. Thankfully, i passed. After that, it was geography. It was totally depressing. Horrible man! Although i passed, so what? The result is horrible. It is not a pass that i want. It is at least an A2!!! I was pissed with myself. I was thinking, why am i so lousy and horrible and why can't i score well for my geography? But soon, i realised that i should not be so ridiculous. Then, i started talking to xin yu. She told me what i am lack of in my answer and i felt so much better after talking to her. Well, at least i smiled. Then, it was history paper. I realised that for my usefulness question, i was really careless. Maybe because i thought that time was too little and was somehow rushing my paper. Then, it was recess and after that it was history again. Well, school ends at 12.20pm but for my class, checking of scripts end at around 11.50am. So we went back to class and continued playing uno. Oh goodness, the game of uno lasted from morning until around 12.20pm. After school, puay suan, yu jun, ranice, jolyn and i went to watch Detective Dee. The movie was interesting! I like it in fact. Ranice, jolyn and i shared popcorn. Jolyn said that she won't stone this time but at last, she did. At the end, i was clearing the popcorn again, as usual. But, i managed to finish the popcorn and my drink :) Then, yu jun went home first while the rest of us went to have dinner at yoshinoya. Well, plaza singapura changed a lot. Not as in the appearance but many shops changed. Now, the daiso there is much more neater and seems to be bigger than before.
Anyway, this is to Qian Hui. Please please please don't separate my name from its original form. It is Law Huisi. Huisi is always stick together, and never will it be separated. In fact, this is also for those who spell my name wrongly. I don't know why do i mind it so much but i really hate it when people separate my name from its original form. Sometimes, it is ok if i didn't see it but if i see it, i am really annoyed and pissed. Maybe this is my problem but since it is my name, show some respect to it!

First day of checking scripts 2010

2010-10-19T22:23:00.004+08:00

After 4 days of rest at home, school reopens! And what did we do? Well, of course it is checking of scripts. Many disappointments and only one that i am happy with. Well, i started my day with 2 Cs which seems to be horrible. It seems like chemistry is very easy and people can simply score an A without any problem but why am i landed in the C category? I realise that my chemistry is always horrible at major exams such as mid-year and end of year but it is fluctuating for common tests. It can be extremely good or at border line. Haiz... Next paper, social studies. I WAS SUPER GLAD THAT I DID NOT FAIL!!! Actually, i am very satisfied since during my mid-year, my ss result was F9 and currently it is C6. Though it isn't that good, i am satisfied because this shows that i have improved! Surprisingly, this time my english is better than my chinese although both are in the category of B. Comprehension was marked strictly and first time in my life, the vocabulary section i got ZERO!!! Then, here came e maths and a maths paper. To me, i am totally and extremely disappointed with my e maths. I feel so depressed after receiving my e maths paper. HORRIBLE MAN!!! A maths was something really better and i feel so much better after seeing my a maths result. Well, it is weird because usually my e maths is better than a maths but somehow, it works in the opposite this end of year. Well, Mr ang don't need to throw me into the pond anymore! Yay! I think this is the best a maths result i ever had which makes me really happy. Then, it was chinese. Disappointing but no comments. Tomorrow, checking of scripts will continue and there are more disappointing results to come, example the first paper which is physics. I have not much hopes on physics but all i hope is that I CAN PASS IT! Well, ever since i stepped into secondary 3, i don't really like the time when we were checking scripts. Partly because the results are mainly disappointing and disheartening. But another reason is because due to these disheartening results, people will tend to suan you. Sometimes, i can ignore it but i am those kind who can't take jokes sometimes so i a bit irritated. Today, i have been tolerating the suans by others by suan-ing them back or just ignore but i have no idea if i can tolerate it tomorrow... Haiz...
Now, i am thinking...should i go tomorrow as the movie (Detective Dee). I don't know why but today, i feel so lazy to go tomorrow. I know i sound ridiculous because it will be taking place tomorrow and i am feeling lazy today so what's the link?!?! But sometimes, that is the weird thing about humans i guess. Wanted to watch it so much yesterday but today, i feel so lazy to watch it... Sometimes, i am wondering...what are the things that are affecting my mood so badly that my mindset can change within just a day. Haiz... Now, thinking that i have to check scripts tomorrow, it affects my mood even more and makes me even lazier to watch the movie. Haiz...

Miss it again...

2010-10-18T21:39:00.003+08:00

Today, ranice, jolyn and i were supposed to go and watch Detective Dee and eat Let's Sweet. However, we missed it this time because there is only 3 people going and it might be boring. And, today my nose is a little uncooperative and ranice thought i was sick but i wasn't. Well, previously we wanted to watch it on Thursday but due to time constraint, we are not able to watch it. Now, it is postponed to wednesday. But, i have no idea if all of us are going. What if some of us are not going and then, don't want to watch again and therefore, it will be postponed again. So sian... Postpone postpone postpone and maybe there is no chance to watch it anymore... Haiz... So sad... But i am thankful that we did not go and eat Let's Sweet. Since we did not watch movie and i was at ranice's house, so we went on the net and saw about Let's Sweet. It is really expensive for me. It is $18.80 without gst and service charge and after all these charges, it will be like $20++. Oh gosh...by then, my pocket will have a wide wide wide wide wide SUPER wide hole. I am not saying that the food there does not deserve the price or jolyn has the wrong recommendation but just, personally, as a student, i think it is too expensive. And nowadays, i should be saving money and spending my money thriftily. Well, i will rather go eat swee choon. Although it has gst, there is no service charge and it is economical. Now, i hope that i can watch Detective Dee on wednesday without any disappointment. Well, today at ranice's house, what did we do? As usual, we were on the net looking around, reading around. Then, around 3pm, we got a little bit hungry so we order domino's pizza. Quite cheap after the discount coupon. And the food isn't that bad too. After that, we were watching 蜡笔小新. Soon, grace arrived after her game of basketball. Then, we went to take away dinner when i saw my dad so i went to have dinner with my dad first and later, i went to find them. Grace and ranice were watching Saw and asked me if i want to watch and my first reaction was "No no no, no way man..." I dislike Saw (all the series) because it is way too violent for me to watch. I think after watching, i will feel so disgusted that i might be having nightmare at last. Then, we went on wikipedia to read on Saw (all the series). Well, reading isn't that disgusting after all and after reading, what i can say was, Jigsaw is just mentally unstable and perverted. Well, i won't want to further elaborate on what he has done but if you want to know more, just go on wikipedia and search on Saw (movie). After that, grace and i went home. Just now, not long ago, i had diarrhea and i have no idea why am i having cold feet. Really cold feet. Now, my tummy is kind of aching and i have no idea again what's wrong with my tummy. I don't like diarrhea and i don't like stomach ache. Because everytime, after i had diarrhea, i will definitely have stomach ache which is horrible. I feel like running to the toilet again but i don't want to dehydrate. Just hope that the ache will slowly go away before i go to sleep. Well, tomorrow, we will be taking back our results. OMG!!! THE HORROR IS HERE!!! Well, the horror to me is the horrible results. I have no idea how horrible will my results be but i definitely do not wish that my results are horrible. Of course, i hope it will be like "flying colours" but not "dropping shit" (Sorry, it sounds a little disgusting) Don't tell me the horrible ache i am suffering from is the prophecy of tomorrow's horrible results... TOUCH WOOD TOUCH WOOD!!! Just hope that tomorrow's results paid my efforts off but not in any form of disappointment. Wish me all the best!

END!

2010-10-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

End of year has ended, at last!!! Although it is the end of misery for us students now, next week the misery will start again. Haiz... Now i feel so sleepy... yawn~ Anyway, today after chinese exam, i went to art room to start on the competition piece but i have decided to give up although i shouldn't. I am really tired doing the stupid competition. After that, my hands was badly coloured by the spray cans but at least, i managed to scrub them off. Then, i went home and met up with puay suan at AMK hub. Well, initially, we planned to go zoo but sadly, we didn't go. Why? This is because it was very late when everybody arrives. By th3 time we reached the zoo, it will be 4pm and there is nothing much to see or let the animal see. At last, we decided to go to ikea to look see look see and go cycling at pasir ris park. We took bus 24 and it went rounds around the bedok reservoir. If i was not wrong, it went around bedok reservoir for like half an hour -.- At last, the bus was terminated at tampines interchange which wasn't our destination -.- So, we didn't go ikea and neither did we go cycling. Sobs... Then, we walked around century square and tampines mall. I was busy playing with jolyn's PSP until battery went out. After that, ranice lent me her iTouch to play. After that, we traveled to swee choon to have dinner. When we were on our way to swee choon, we were on the mrt and grace wass embarrassing again (as usual). She claimed that when she drink cold water, she is a girl but when she drink hot water, she is a guy... And i said that when she is drinking warm water, she is a GORILLA!!! Haha!!! At swee choon, the food there was DELICIOUS!!! I think i ate around 7 plates of har gaw!!!And of course i ate others too. I think I ate really a lot. Then, we went on eating and eating. Now, it is puay suan's turn to embarrass herself (no wonder they are 闪亮杨姐妹). Puay suan claimed that she was cute and guess what happened. She dropped her food on the ground. HAHAHA!!! We ate up a total of $80.85!!! Well, we really know how to eat man! After dinner, grace, ranice, puay suan and i took mrt home. Meanwhile, jolyn sent yu jun to the bus stop. In the mrt, grace wanted to act tall so that she will be as tall as puay suan. But as she tipped toe, her voice went higher too. LOL! And it sounds weird, so not grace. And somehow, we talked talked talked and realised that we are already at kovan! Well, we should stop at serangoon instead. So, we alighted at kovan quickly. Just nice, at the opposite direction, the mrt just arrived. Once the door open, we quickly ran out but somehow, ranice, puay suan and i were just too slow. By the time, we reached the door, the door shut when grace is already inside... So, sadly grace has to take the mrt to serangoon first. Puay suan, ranice and i could not stop laughing while waiting for the mrt. It was not the first time that some of us got into the mrt while the others are stuck outside. Then, we reached serangoon and we did not stop laughing at grace. Grace was really embarrassing and funny. Then, we walked to the bus interchange to take bus. Puay suan and grace were comparing the height of their hips. Grace's hips were quite low because ranice and i has about the same height as grace but our hips are higher than grace's. Well, puay suan is taller than us and therefore, definitely her hips are higher. Then, all of us went home. At home which is just now, my mum was exercising and so i exercised with her. When i was doing one of a stretch, my left hand which was at the top can't touch my right hand which was at the bottom. Well, somehow, both of my hands just can't touch each other at that direction. So, my mum came to help. Somehow, when she helped, she helped both my hands to touch each other and at the same time, she twisted my wrist... -.- And it went crack crack crack. Now, my mum said that she don't dare to help me do any stretches anymore because she is worried that one day, she might just break my hand. Haha! Yawn~ Now my eyes seem like they are going to shut uncontrollably.

It is going to end!!!

2010-10-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

Yay!!! End of year examinations are going to end!!! Tomorrow is the last paper and every student will be so so so happy!!! Although it is not the end of it yet, it feels like it is the "exam-over"mood... Today's physics is like an epic failure. I think almost half the paper, i have no idea what is the question about and i have no idea what the hell am i answering... E maths...shouldn't be that bad i guess :P But like what i always say, you will never know... Chemistry, hope it has turned better. Geography, i think my map reading was a total shit! History, i really hate the first source. I am so smart that i combine Hitler and Stalin together when the question is only talking about Stalin. Luckily, i managed to realise my "smart" mistake and changed it. A maths, i just hope mr ang will not throw me into the pond... All i am left with is chinese! Just hope that everything will be good for tomorrow. Yay!!! Tomorrow after chinese, i am going to the zoo. When was the last time i went to zoo? Well, it has been so long that i can't exactly remember. Yay!!! I cut my hair short and i feel that my head is less heavier. Just now, i watching the commonwealth games. Well, this time Singapore didn't manage to get all the gold medals for the table tennis but it was a good effort made. When i saw the medal ceremony of the table tennis males doubles, i was shocked! Well, India emerged first but this isn't the shocking event but it is that when the players from India cried while singing the national anthem... Well, of course i understand that he felt very proud for his country as this is the first time India got gold for males doubles but it is like first time i see people cry... Well, when Singapore table tennis girls got bronze for olympics and it was the first time too, they didn't cry... But from their tears, i can infer that they are very proud of themselves and as the host country, this is a great gain in their pride. Oh goshness, this sounds so much like ss or history source-based... Sadly, commonwealth games is going to end in 2 days time... So sad. But there will be more to come. Suddenly, i feel so sian that there is till one more paper to go tomorrow...

When East Meets West

2010-10-06T19:43:00.002+08:00

This is a duet of Vitas and Tang Can. To me, it gets me a feeling of when east meets the west. And i think that it is a great duet. Somehow, i think it is better than the previous video i uploaded which is the same song. The combination provides a better "feel". Enjoy this video :) I love this!

No Time For Breaks

2010-10-06T18:37:00.002+08:00

Well, everyday is just studying. Just can't afford to give myself a break. Well, i gave myself a small small break by not doing my history homework since it is due tomorrow and guess what? I am suspecting that i can't finish it by tomorrow -.- Well, you may think that since i have time to blog, i am giving myself a small little break but i disagree. This is because while i am blogging, i am also sorting out my history notes, sorting what to study for the upcoming exam. Oh gosh...why is there is so many homework when next week is exam?!?!?! But complaining is useless, all i can do is to do them and finish them!
Well, today jolyn lost her watch but of course luckily, she found it. Well, we were having social studies lesson at the seminar room and jolyn dropped her watch there. It was a limited edition doramon watch. She didn't realise it until physics lesson. When she realised that, during recess, she rushed to seminar room quickly to find her watch but as the seminar room was locked, we were not able to get in. So, jolyn went to find mr yeo but it was no avail. Then, we went to the canteen to meet up with puay suan, yu jun and grace. Ranice wasn't in school T_T Soon, puay suan and i went to queue up to buy food while grace, jolyn and yu jun went to find her watch. Well, after recess, jolyn was already in class and she still had not found her watch. Then, after school, jolyn rushed to find mr ang but i don't know what she asked since i just saw her talking to mr ang when i was asking e maths teacher to help me work out a very tricky maths question. Around 2.30pm, grace finished her chinese lesson and i went around finding her but i don't get to see her until i saw jolyn and grace at staff room that corridor while i was at the third level. Then, they came up to seminar room. We had a long search to find jolyn's watch. We went to find many cleaners to find out who was the cleaner who cleaned up the seminar room right after our social studies lesson and before recess. Thankfully, we managed to find the cleaner who is in charged of the seminar room's block. She went to check out who is cleaned up the seminar room then. Soon, the cleaner came down and he took out a black doremon watch which belonged to jolyn. At last, jolyn managed to find her watch and it was really lucky of her. Well, i was very hungry then so when i saw jun hao eating his bun, i got some from him. Well, i could not stop eating it... Naughty me... But i was just too hungry. Then, jolyn, grace and i went to have lunch at opposite. At last! And, we all went home.
Well, i just realised that Singapore's shooting is getting better and better. We got 2 gold for the commonwealth games!!! Currently ranked 6th with 2 golds, 1 silver and 1 bronze. Well, it is a good start i guess. Well, singapore should continue going for it and achieve the best! GO FOR IT SINGAPORE~!!! WOOT!!!

Vitas singing in Chinese!

2010-10-03T21:14:00.001+08:00

Saw this on youtube. It has been on youtube for about 2 years but this is the first time i saw it. I am quite shock that Vitas actually sing in chinese. Well, i think it is not bad for a russian who does not even know how to speak chinese to sing in chinese. Enjoy it. Not bad actually. I like the ending the most.

Tired of this misery

2010-10-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

Before i start my post proper, i shall thank grace yong for making my cleanest uniform in the my wardrobe the dirtiest uniform now! THE STAIN IS PERMANENT!!! Now, i shall start my post proper. (It sounds like i am doing a debate...)
After so long, i still tired of life after all. Think through. I am only 15 years old and i am already tired of life... How am i going to continue my life until old. Sometimes, i think and think and maybe after all, i cannot be that long life. I am sick of it. I don't know why but i am blamed for nearly everything regardless if i am in school or at home. In school, for no reason, i get scolded and just a small little mistake i made, i seemed to be condemned for the rest of my life. At home, i do nothing, i get scolded, i do something also get scolded. There seem to be nothing in life that is worth for me to continue living for. I don't find it depressing anymore. I find it more of meaningless. Sometimes, i wish i could just cry out loud and let out of all these miseries but never can that happen. Everytime, we are educated to precious life but how to precious life if there is nothing in life that is worth to be precious? Once, a person taught me to consider whether my life is positive or negative. This person said, take out a while paper and use a pen to dot the paper. The dot i made is the negative thing that happened in my life. I know this is very familiar as that is what lawyer use to persuade a couple not to divorce. After dotting the paper, one will realise that the amount of dots are lesser than the white background. So, the proportion of white is greater than black which also means that life is more positive than negative. So in this case, we should precious life. After so long, i thought back and realise if i change it to such that the black dots represents the amount of positive thing that take place in my life than life will be more negative than positive. It is just the way i phrase it such that it will turn out to be negative or positive. But for now, i will use the second case instead. It seems like the proportion of negative is greater than positive. I can just think of less than 10 happiness that happened in my life but i can think of hundred and thousands of unhappiness in my life. Even when i think of the happiness, the unhappiness just suddenly pop out and cover off the happiness. In this case, how can i ever think of the happiness in life and how can my life me positive? I am tired and sick of this negative misery life. I am blamed for everything. I am always in fault for even something none of my business. Due to all of these, it just make me treat others badly. I have no idea why the hell am i blamed and why the hell did others like to take me as the target to be blamed for. I should "thank" these people for making hate life and regard life as meaningless. You think you are smart, i won't deny but due to your smartness, you push me to my ends! Stop scolding me for nothing, stop shouting at me when i just make a small mistake. NO HUMAN IS PERFECT! The worst of all is that i did nothing and i can still get scolded. It is totally ridiculous. The images of me getting scolded is currently repeating and repeating and repeating. I AM REALLY TIRED OF THIS FREAKING MISERY!!!

WOOT!!! ADVANCE PAPER ENDED!!!

2010-10-01T20:34:00.003+08:00

MUAHAHAHA!!! AT LAST!!! AT LAST!!! Advance paper has ended. On thursday, i had english and chinese paper 1. English was just normal i guess. I just crap a story for essay as usual. And i had so much time, that i re-write my letter writing. After that, we had a break. During the break, puay suan, yu jun, grace, jolyn and i went down to canteen to have some food. We were talking, eating and revising. We are pro in multi-tasking. Don't know why suddenly, grace held her packet milo and spray at me. I think it is because i starting suan-ing her again. Shockingly, the milo from her packet drink just phew and came out. The right hand side of my uniform was filled with milo. Then, grace keep on saying sorry because she thought that the packet milo was empty and so, she thought that she spray already, nothing will come out. However, things did not come out the way she THOUGHT!!! Then, i started raising my voice and you can just consider as i was shouting. I shouted at grace saying that she always THOUGHT THOUGHT THOUGHT that's way my uniform is filled with her milo. I went to the sink to try washing off. Grace asked me to wash every part where there was milo. Then, i shouted in chinese that if i really do so, half of my body will be transparent!!! Well, this is because my uniform is white. When i was on the way back to class, whoever saw my blouse asked me what happened and all i can say was "GRACE LOR!!! SHE POUR MILO ON ME!!!" Then, it was chinese paper. I felt so irritated because the milo smell on my blouse was so smelly. I felt so irritated... Halfway through the paper, i looked down and saw my blouse and i had a total shock out of the sudden. Haiz...IT'S ALL GRACE FAULT!!! Then, ranice, puay suan, yu jun and i went to lunch with this dirty milo-filled blouse. Today, there was english paper 2 and social studies paper. Every secondary 3 students were busy studying social studies in the early morning even though the first paper is english. Actually, english there isn't much to study. I think practices is the main thing to let one improve their english paper 2. Then, grace went smsing everyone telling everyone "Happy Children Day". In the morning, grace told my parent's car and i told grace that we are no more children so what is so happy about children day? Grace say according to the radio, every adult has a little element in their heart that is like a child. And guess what i say. I said that only children like GRACE will spray milo on my blouse. Yeah....i didn't forget the incident that grace spray milo on me the day before. During english paper, it is a usual that i have a lot of time left. So, as usual, i rewrite the whole comprehension and took my time for the whole paper. And today, my nose is quite uncooperative. I kept on sneezing and sneezing. Then, after english paper there was a break and during the break, i went to find ranice. We started studying and discussing on the topics that will be tested for essay for social studies. When social studies paper started, i chose question 2. Initially, i wanted to do question 3 but after considering for less than half a minute, i gave up doing question 3 and did question 2. The reason why i didn't want to do question 2 initially is because i did not study a single thing for causes for Sri Lanka conflict. Therefore, for the first essay, i did it using what i can remember when i revise them months ago and what i wrote for common test and e-learning. Shockingly, i could still remember at least 3 different factor for me to rank and do. For the second essay, it was way easier because i studied hard for that and i hope my efforts paid off... Source-based...everything was on ERP. After social studies paper, the day ended and at last advance paper ended. Although we have a week of break to continue studying to finish off the syllabus and revision, it is not the time to relax. Because after next week, there will be another week of main paper which everyone will be tense and stress up. So stressful...

WHATEVER LAH!!!
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT LAH!!!
ANYWAY I AM ALWAYS FAULT!!!

Lost a friend unknowingly?

2010-09-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

Well, i think i lost a friend unknowingly... I know it sounds a bit ridiculous but it's somehow that way. I don't know is it my fault but i think i am in no fault... I know i am contradicting myself but i really don't know how to express. We were all fed up and threw temper at each other but how come it seems like i owe you a living now... I have to admit that i should not have shouted back when you tried to make me less fed up. And until now, i still regret shouting back. But think back, i was so fed up so how would i know whether you were trying to calm me down? Haiz...i have no idea if this unhappiness in this friendship could be resolved but if cannot, what can i do more? Nothing actually. Take it as it is my fault then and all i can say is, "I'm sorry."
Anyway, let's change the topic! Yesterday i had a horrible practical for phsyics. I stood throughout the whole experiment and since it is the light experiment, i had to sort out all my datas into the reoprt and graph in the dark. I didn't bother to use the torch light maybe because i am lazy. Due to that position i was at, my back sore after the whole experiment. Haiz...i really dislike the experiment... And, yesterday, i forgot to bring my house keys to school and i wasn't able to go home so i got to go someone's house for wait until my mum is house. Thankfully, ranice's house is available so i went there. We watched videos on youtube casting 小小彬. At last, we realised that grace is as chubby as him so we decided to call grace, 小小微. Haha! Then, i went home while ranice went for tuition. And yesterday, i realised one very weird and unusual thing that always happened to my chemistry paper. There is always coffee stain on my paper. Last time, i was in Mrs ang band and she marked my scripts and there is also coffee stain. Now, i am in Mr ong band and he marked my script and there is still coffee stain! Really weird. Then, i told xin yu about and guess what she said. She said that maybe whenever mrs ang or mr ong wants to mark my paper, they have the urge of drinking coffee therefore there is stain of coffee. Then, my face was -.- Because it is really weird... To them, does my name notify them that it is time to drink coffee? Weird weird weird. Unusual unusual unusual. Well, today, actually nothing interesting happened except jolyn dropped her small small packet of sticky that is from the open house of Singapore Polytechnic on the way back to class from a maths lesson and i picked it up when i was leaving the class to e maths lesson. When Sher Yun saw, she found it interesting and asked "now, sticky also got sell such a small packet?" But then, i told her that it was from the open house of singapore polytechnic. Then, lunch time, puay suan, ranice and i went to macdonalds. At the end of everything, puay suan dropped her phone. Luckily, there is a kind soul who picked it up and passed it to a staff at the counter. Lucky puay suan. Then, we went home. Tomorrow, there is english oral... So sian... I think i will do badly since my brain isn't functionally normally... Haiz... Thursday, there is english and chinese paper 1. NEED TO STUDY FORMAT! Friday, there is english paper 2 and social studies. Need to go and study and sort of memorise all the facts for social studies. English paper 2...nothing much i can do unless i do lots of practices but it is too late to do now. Well, all the best for myself and to those taking their EOY too!

Singapore Vs China...again

2010-09-26T23:28:00.004+08:00

It has been 3 days since i have switched on the computer. Why 3 days? Well, because firstly, friday was the mid-autumn festival celebration in school and by the time i reached home, i have no time to use the computer anymore. Ok, let me talk about that then. On friday morning, there was PE. And it was soccer. I was not excited at all since i was very not interested in soccer. Everytime i play soccer, the ball just does not listen to me. Whenever i kick forward, it goes backwards -.- Initially, jolyn and i were not playing so we were sitting at the side of the street soccer court. Well, i don't know how to describe the place we were sitting so just take it as we were sitting at the side. As the game goes on, suddenly the ball came towards jolyn and my direction. We were so shocked so jolyn moved off while i jumped off from where i was sitting. I think my face was very epic -.- Then, when jolyn and i got to play, i went for the goalkeeper while jolyn was running around. It was like the Singapore Vs China again. My dear scholar friends are really tough and they play hard. Well, as a goalkeeper, my job is to block the ball from scoring but i think i somehow failed my job since i allowed 3 balls to goal... Well, when the scholars were near the goal and the ball was with them, i tried to block it but the horrible thing is somehow, our dear scholar friends imagine so well that they took my leg as the ball. Someone just kicked my leg! OUCH! Very pain ok! Now i understand why soccer players really have to wear high socks. After this kick, my leg was aching but i continued playing. There was a scratch and a patch of blue-black -.- When i was walking, i could feel pain. Darn it! Then, during e maths lesson, qian hui and i were joking with xin yu because xin yu had 3 teeth at the front of her lower jaw. And due to that, we said that xin yu is so special and that's why she is so smart. Haha! Then, 15 minutes before the lesson end, i was called to dental clinic. The dentist did filling for me since i got a hole in my molar. My plan failed... My plan was to skip chinese lesson as i need to go the dental clinic at 12.30pm actually but somehow it was brought forward. So, at last i didn't manage to skip chinese lesson. Then, in the afternoon, there was ssp until 2.30pm! Crazy one. SSP was so long!!! I got so fed up during ssp. It was so freaking boring!!! Since i had ssp, ranice helped me to bring my school bag home. So, after ssp, yu jun and i went to ranice house to meet ranice and alicia. Then, we went to just acia at dhouby ghaut to have dinner. Initially, i wanted to go to sticky but not enough time... Then, we went back to school to celebrate mid-autumn festival. The performance was great and then, we went down to the parade square to play with lantern. There were lame people running around to extinguish the flame in our lantern. And there was this very random person whom i don't know extinguish my flame for nothing. I was so shocked! I don't know him and i have no idea why the hell did he extinguish my flame! Then, ranice and puay suan made use of the lantern and act as a ghost while alicia and i capture it in our phone. And that end our day. Next day, which is saturday, nothing much in fact. I was plainly homeworking and homeworking. So much homework to do man! The next day which is today, i was homeworking again but this time, i went to ranice house. Well, alicia was there too and we were supposed to study but at last, ranice and i did did our homework while alicia just went online shopping... We ordered domino pizza and it was not bad actually. When alicia left, ranice and i were watching the videos on chick & dick by kay kay and paul twohill. Paul twohill was very funny, in the way he talked and he sang the national anthem wrongly which was so embarrassing. He scolded vulgarities which he had no idea what it meant and when kay kay told him that he cursed her whole family to die then, he apologised and knew he said the wrong things. Well, after that i went home, continue homeworking. At last i finished my homework!!! But seriously, i don't have high hopes in my end of year somehow. I got a feeling that i will score badly for my combined humanities. I will also score badly for e maths because my teacher claim that e maths paper is very difficult and a maths...due to my careless mistakes, any bad things may happen. Physics and chemistry, i have no idea since the results of both subjects go up and down and up and down. Chinese...i hope it won't get worst...but instead, IMPROVED and SCORE WITH FLYING COLOURS!!! English, it is there and will also be there. I always find english more difficult than chinese somehow. Geography, i must maintain the standard and must not drop but a lot of things to remember and i think my brain is going to burst! Haiz...studies just make me so so depressed and i am indeed depressed. Anyway, Alonso won the F1 night race in Singapore. Actually, i hope that Hamilton will win since i supported him but too bad he got into an accident with another car so... But nevermind. Now, i should not even care about F1 but should actually concentrate more on my END OF YEAR!!!

Shocked/Stunned/Scary Day

2010-09-23T20:45:00.004+08:00

Now is only like 8pm++ but somehow it feels like 9 to 10pm already... Anyway, today is a scary day really scary! I thought i will be in a better mood but it seems like it is nothing better. Today, i just realised that during chinese lesson, i don't really have many people talking to me... For example, in class whenever i am in same band with jolyn, i can crap with her sometimes although sometimes she doesn't seem to hear me. And during other lessons, i can also crap with xin yu with really very crappy stuffs. But chinese lesson, no one to talk to. Everyone is busy working on their work and it is so boring. I think chinese lesson was the main culprit that made me so pissed for today. The weather is so hot and no one to talk to which is so boring. I cannot say that during chinese lesson there is no one talking to me thoroughly but what i mean is like no one can chit chat with me as i let out my grumbles. Sometimes, i really don't like chinese lesson. Firstly, the fengshui of my seat is quite bad i think. It makes me feel sleepy. Next, i have no one to talk to which make me feel so lonely but no matter what, it is too late. Seriously, i now hope that there is no chinese lesson tomorrow and i can go celebration even though exams are coming. Today, i said and did many harsh things purposely. After saying it, i feel guilty but what is said or did cannot be taken back. Well, like what i always say last time, i hope that tomorrow will be better but whenever i said that, it just does not turn out BETTER! Seriously, i am very tired of this stupid mood swing that is way beyond my control... Anyway, i should talk about the scary thing that happen today. After recess, there was a fight... I think it stunned the class when this happened. Puay suan was outside the class but was even more stunned that all of us. She went back to her class and told yu jun that it was very scary. We didn't know much about what is happening but no matter what, it is really very horrifying. There is someone who got injured. Seriously, who will ever expect that such thing will just happen. And it just happened in front of mrs ho. Mrs ho was very more shocked. All her emotions were displayed on her face. Soon, everything ended and lesson resumed. Sometimes, how i hope that there is someone who i can say out everything to. So that i don't have to keep everything to myself. It is very tiring to keep everything to myself. It is like stuffing my heart, suffocating me. And today, when i was taking the bus home, when the bus was about to reach the stop i need to get down from, the bus engine suddenly went crazy. The whole bus just shut down! Well, everyone in the bus were very shocked. The bus driver tried a lot of times to start the engine again and again. I think around 5 to 6 times later, the engine started at last. It was raining heavily and i managed to get down my bus stop. Anyway, today my dad ask me a very random question. He said "Huisi, 1 october is children's day right?" I replied "Yeah". Than he said "Then, that day you don't have school right?" Well, i was a little shocked and i could only show my dad this face -.- and continue saying "I am no more a child how to celebrate children's day?!?!" Haiz...my dad is still living in a world that i am still a child.

Zinc in hydrochloric acid

2010-09-22T20:45:00.005+08:00

Today, i am sort of in a bad mood. Don't ask me why because i also don't know why. Maybe it is the once in the month mood swing... I don't like mood swing but somehow it is beyond my control. Today is the mid-autumn festival and it should be the time to eat mooncake but this time, my family did not eat mooncake. Why? Because my parents had no time to go around and shop to buy while i am not allowed to buy as i will buy something that no one wants to eat. So sad but nevermind. Today, my dad wanted to buy last minute snow skin mooncake. But the nearest shopping mall we went had stopped selling snow skin mooncake. What a pity... So at last, i missed the chance of having snow skin mooncake this year. Well, my dad says wait until next year -.- But i have no choice but to actually really wait unless my mum is so kind and of course, there must be some shop selling it. Seriously, i want to make a complain (typical singaporean). Why are guys so insensitive?!?! They like to agitate people at the wrong times. And they are really the zinc solid in hydrochloric acid!!! (Try figuring it out what i mean). Ok, i cannot deny that i am also a zinc solid in hydrochloric acid but some cases i am not! At least, i know how to see whether that person is happy or unhappy and whether should i suan that person or joke on that person. All along, i am a person who do not take jokes but i have been trying to take jokes. But when i am in mood swing/bad mood, i just really can't take jokes! I know that because i am so pissed today by YOU that i said something very harsh which has upset you but seriously, you deserve it! It took you 3 hours to realise that i am pissed! THIS SHOWS THAT YOU ARE REALLY A ZINC SOLID IN HYDROCHLORIC ACID!!! Goodness, today i am just so freaking pissed but i think the description of zinc solid in hydrochloric acid is very cool. This is so chemistry but it was said by a a maths teacher. Well, i must admit, this was just partly of what i am so pissed. Well, another fool in the evening did something foolish. I think she thinks it was just joke and i do not have to take it seriously but come on, i don't take jokes! I know you don't know me well but whatever and shut your foolish jokes from me. YOUR JOKES AIN'T FUNNY BUT FOOLISH! WTH!!! Today there are just so much grumbles!!! Goodness, this is just so pissing me off!!! ZINC IN HYDROCHLORIC ACID!!!!
It has been 2 days since jian nan, jun hao, xin yu and i were playing hangman during lesson time. In total, we played 31 games. Xin yu lead with 13 games. Next is jun hao who won 9 games. Then, it is me who won 5 games. Well, jian nan only won 1 game. There are 3 games that are incomplete. Maybe, we might continue playing for the next few days :)

Yesterday so busy, today quite interesting

2010-09-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today, there are some interesting things that happened in school. Well, during chinese lesson, zhang lao shi did not call me to read a single poem at all! Yay!!! :) But actually, i have already remembered and memorised everything -.- Next, during e maths lesson, i got crazy and really abnormal. I kept on laughing non stop after since i got a paper cut on my upper lip. It is right at the middle of my upper lips. Somehow, blood keeps on flowing for the whole e maths lesson and i seem to be drinking my own blood. Well, whenever i started laughing, even for a very minor thing, i just went crazy and cannot stop laughing. I seem to be tearing. During e maths lesson, xin yu and i were crapping and i am very sure then that i am really unusual today. Xin yu says that i am possessed by a vampire. Haha! After e maths lesson, it is chemistry lesson. During chemistry lesson, my lip stop bleeding. Really weird. Anyway, jian nan brought a bottle of brewed green tea and it taste horrible because it is really bitter. Well, during chemistry lesson, my water bottle is still left with 1/4 of water and jun hao finished it -.- So, when i was thirsty and wanted water, i then realised that i have no more water so i got to get it from jolyn. Jolyn's water don't taste like boiled water. The worst thing is, after drinking the green tea in jian nan's bottle i nearly puked but when i drink jolyn's water, the combination got even more weird. The cause must be because of jian nan's green tea! After chemistry ssp, alicia and yu jun came in. Yu jun exploded!!! I changed jun hao's texting to standard abc but i forgot to change it back. When he wanted to sms, he had no idea how to function suddenly. Then, i realised that i forgot to change back so i very kindly change back. But yu jun don't know why suddenly shouted at jun hao saying how come he has no idea how to function his own phone?!?!?! And it was really an idiotic question to ask me how to change back! Alicia and i were shocked to see yu jun exploding. Never expect that. Then, we went to lunch. Well, after talking about what happened today, i shall talk about yesterday. Yesterday, grace and i went to audrey's church. Audrey was singing with her youth group. Really nice. Grace very embarrassing again... She wanted to clap after the speech by the pastor (I think it is the pastor but i am not so sure) but, no one claps... Luckily, grace did not clap loudly or else it will be very very embarrassing. Then, there was the baptism service. It was my second time watching the baptism service and it is different from the one that of my first time. Then, after the whole service, we went to enjoy the food available. The food were delicious. The cookies made by audrey's sister was nice! Then, grace, audrey and i went chit chatting. Soon, we left. Then grace and i went to bishan first as i need to go popular to buy some stuffs. Then, we went off to proceed to clarke quay. It took quite a while for us to reach there. When we reached there, it is around 9.30pm and there was nothing much left at the sticky shop. Many were crowding around the area were people were making the sticky. I got a little irritated because these people were blocking my view to see what is available. Soon, i managed to buy what i need. Then, grace and i went to swee choon to have our actual and proper dinner. After eating dinner and traveling home, it was already 11.30pm. It is so late when there is school next day! By the time i bath finished and get onto bed, it was 12.30pm -.- I got some problem waking the next day eventually... And that's all for yesterday. Haiz...tomorrow got chemistry test in the morning!!! Sort of to prepare to die...

Disgusted...

2010-09-17T21:05:00.004+08:00

It has been around 8 days since my last post. Not very long compared to puay suan who post only once a month. Yesterday, i received a sms, i got shock out of my guts totally! After continuous discussion, i got even more shock that i nearly fainted. Haiz...this week is terrible. It is so traumatic. Now i have a very bad impression of her... To me, she has an innocent look but in fact, she isn't that at all. She is the betrayer of her friend who confide to her. That is a sad thing but thank goodness, we are not close. Seriously, i am very disgusted. But it is not what the her mention above that made me disgusted but it is the one disclose in the secret that is really disgusting. Super disgusting. I know it sounds very complicated but nevermind. This is post just shows how unhappy i am. Sometimes, i think about it. Why does my friend make me so disgusted? Hello, i am not invisible!!! I am standing there as i see how you talk to him with that disgusting shyness of yours. It is so fake! TOTALLY DISGUSTING!!! I am so disappointed to see how you act when you are in front of him and in front of your friends. It is so disappointing... Anyway, end of year exams are around the corner!!! A maths is a tough challenge. But i shall overcome this challenge! I hope to maintain my result so that i can get the $300 every year. I know i sound like i am a money face but at least i am trying to use my efforts through my studies to sort of like "earn money". Actually, i don't know what to say or write anymore. This is week has been so terrible and traumatic that i really have no idea how to describe my trauma, unhappiness and disappointment. This is most probably why everything is stuff to myself and maybe that's why i feel so terrible.

Haunted Changi

2010-09-10T23:20:00.004+08:00

Today, i went out with my parents to popular first than suntec. Before going to popular, we went to eat lunch and i waited for half an hour for our noodles to come. I was so so so freaking hungry!!! I got so fed up waiting for food! Then, i went to popular to buy all 4 books that i want for 弯弯and bought the aries horoscope book for 2011. It also comes with a 弯弯 bookmark. SO CUTE! After that, we went to suntec and went home at 7pm when grace sms me to ask if i want to watch Haunted Changi. Well, i disagree of course since i always disagreed to watch haunted changi as i think i will freak out. However, grace persuade me and then, i agreed to her. We went to AMK Hub to watch Haunted Changi. We bought the tickets and food. This time i bought nachos, no more popcorn. I finished the nachos halfway through the movie. When we sat down and watched the advertisements which is all on horror/ghost movies. Grace and i were quite freaked out that we actually wanted to leave the cinema and don't watch it. Then, when the movie started, the starting was like a flashback. Seriously, at the first half of the movie, there isn't anything scary in fact. I think i am just scaring myself at the starting part. The tension and the more scarier parts are at the back and in fact not all very scary. But all along i am very horrified by horrid/ghost movies so i will definitely freak out. This is something that is expected from myself. However, in the whole cinema, only grace and i were screaming which was extremely embarrassing. Ranice seems to have no feeling when she was watching the movie because she said that the movie quite fake. Grace was pulling my jacket and seriously, it was shocking that she would actually scream because she seems like she not scare. Well, since i expected that i will scream so i think it is normal from me as i always scream or get freak out while watching this kind of movie. After i watched the movie and leave the cinema, my feet turn literally white and somehow it took really quite a while for it to turn back into the correct colour. In the bus, at last, my feet turn back into the correct colour. My feet were cold and white. So scary. Seems like i am badly traumatised. In conclusion, the movie does no really worth the price and if you really want to watch, seriously, you won't expect much unless you are like me who are not scared of anything except for this horrid/ghost movies and is easily freak by horror/ghost movies. I think after eating too much of maggie mee, i having slight diarrhea. Bad bad bad...

I broke my mug

2010-09-09T23:40:00.003+08:00

T_T I broke my favourite mug this time. Actually i had visions that i will break favourite mug this few days but i didn't expect it will be today... When it broke, my heart broke too. Don't know why. But this painful feeling didn't last long. At first, i was thinking if i should buy a new one which is exactly the same. I asked alicia who came to my house to make birthday card but at last, she didn't. She said no because waste money. At last, i didn't buy. Then, i told my mum and she said that i deserve it. Ok, i know she was random then. After that, alicia was at my house browsing some videos on my laptop while i was homeworking. Soon, she left. Today, i realised that talking on the phone for 1 hour or so for a consecutive of 3 days, my ear hurts a little. Hope it isn't serious. Anyway, yesterday was puay suan's birthday. Didn't post a happy birthday for her here yesterday but i will wish her happy belated birthday today then. Hope she like the present and the card. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!
I heard this song on the radio for many many times and i really like the song but i don't know what was the song name but today, after talking on the phone, i found out the song name. It is Billionaire by Travie McCoy Feat. Bruno Mars. What i like about this song is that it is great music rhythm. Although there is a small part of vulgarity, ignore it or find the cleaner version of the song and appreciate the song. It is really nice and it is great! I upload it here so enjoy it!

Eat maggie mee until i want to vomit

2010-09-08T17:45:00.004+08:00

I AM SORRY QIAN HUI!!! Today, i am supposed to go out with qian hui but due to some emergency, i cannot go. So sorry qian hui. At home, ate maggie mee for lunch and i nearly vomit. Can't finish my maggie mee at last because i find it too disgusting. I ate maggie mee for like 4 days for lunch. I am just too lazy to even go down and buy lunch and i just continue to eat maggie mee. Thankfully, i didn't have diarrhea like that last time i ate maggie mee for consecutively 1 whole week. Now, i am a bit disgusted by noodles especially maggie mee. This is the same feeling as when i ate 3/4 of the super size popcorn and i got sick that i don't dare to eat popcorn for 1 whole week. Now, i still feel so disgusted. PUKE PUKE PUKE!!! Haiz...still got a lot homework and it is so tiring to do homework sometimes. It gets sick too! Oh gosh...i am getting sick of a lot of things. After 3 days of trying out my new phone, i realise that i cannot send anything to another party by bluetooth but i think maybe i can receive things from another party by bluetooth. And another problem is i cannot check the actual timing of my messages when my phone is switched off. Another problem is whenever i talk on the phone, there is a most likely that i might press the mute button, speaker or end call button. Seems like that is a lot of disadvantages with this phone. But the good thing is that i can download games from android market and i can also text at a faster speed since there is keypad but it seems like my phone battery die out quite fast... Well, i think that anzenchiti has very nice song. Ok...that was random. Anyway, let me talk about yesterday at ranice house. Well, at last cheryl hay, jolyn and yu jun didn't come. Well yesterday, grace, ranice and i went to sheng shiong to meet first to buy ingredients. Then, we went to ranice house to cook spaghetti. We cooked 500g of spaghetti. Initially, ranice and i said that we should not put 500g of spaghetti since we might not be able to finish it. But grace says that she will finish those that we can't finish and we said ok then. Then, we went up and watch robin hood while eating the spaghetti. Grace has the biggest portion and i really have no idea how to she finish it. We left some for ranice maid but then, her maid can't eat it since she is fasting so she has to keep it until dinner and she will heat it up. After that, we went on facebook because jun hao told us to. And we saw so many funny things and laugh out really loud. Soon, grace went home. Ranice and i went to clarke quay to buy sticky at the same time, meet jolyn. When we reached clarke quay, many flavours of the sticky were sold out -.- I didn't manage to buy the watermelon and passionfruit rock, so upset. Then, met jolyn and initially wanted to go swee choon to eat dim sum but then, ranice is meeting her mother at bishan so jolyn went home while ranice and i went to bishan. After meeting her mother and having dinner, i went home and started homeworking again. Haiz...this holiday is just about homeworking. So boring... Now i a little bit hungry but i am worried to eat because i still feel disgusted.

Another truth

2010-09-06T23:28:00.003+08:00

I know about the second truth. I was numb when i heard the truth which things clear in my mind. Really clear this time. By repeating it again and again, i might waiver but think through clearly again, i am sure this time round. I don't like truth sometimes but truth is a fact and it is something that cannot be denied. Since i know the truth, all i can do is to accept it. Somehow, i feel that i am affected by the truth. Well, maybe i shall just stop talking about this truth. This truth has hurt so many people. At different perspective, it may hurt even more. Anyway, i got a new phone yesterday and grace is the first to see it since she came to my house today. At last, after grace passed me my history textbook, what did we do? We sat at my house gate and started playing with games downloaded from the android market. We played with the flag quiz and grace very lousy man! The flag repeated so many times yet grace cannot remember and at last she keeps on choosing the wrong flag -.- I think my neighbours think that we are nuisance since we talked quite loudly and laugh quite loudly too. Soon, grace went home. And soon, i started working on my chemistry workbook. Just looking at the homework list make me so sian... I AM STILL LEFT WITH 8 HOMEWORK IN 6 DAYS!!! Oh gosh...homework homework and homework. Awaiting for tomorrow at ranice house! After that, i hope i can go clarke quay to buy sticky. Let me list down the flavours: Lychee Pillows, Scooby Rock, Watermelon Rock, Passionfruit Rock. Oh gosh...am i really going to buy so many of them. Well, i think maybe... But among all these flavours, i have only tried watermelon rock and passionfruit rock. No matter what, i will just see if there is any and buy them!

Pyramid~~~

2010-09-04T14:36:00.003+08:00

I LOVE HER VOICE!!! CHARICE PEMPENGCO!!!
LIKE A PYRAMID~~~ OH~~~~

Welcome the holidays

2010-09-04T13:49:00.004+08:00

WAKAKAKA!!! IT IS THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!! But actually, there is still a lot of homework. After some calculation, i have a total of 14 sets of homework when it is just a one week holiday -.- Holiday or no holiday? Actually not much difference. This holiday is all about homeworking and revision. Thankfully, i don't have to go back to school for anything. Actually need to go back for competition but i didn't inform the rest of the juniors so i shall wait until school reopen and work on the competition. Anyway, there is kang teng for help so hope it shouldn't be a problem. Yesterday, i received my report book and there is quite an amount of disappointment and some "happiness". And it was the last day for all trainees yesterday. Miss peh very nice, she gave us food and bookmark to bid farewell to us. Actually, she will be back but just no more teaching us because by then, we are secondary4s. Physics trainee left and at last, miss ng is back and there is a little little more hope for the chapter light and optics. Ok, i shall stop talking about trainee and back on my report book. The subjects that i am supposed to do well in, became bad while those subjects which i am weak in turn out to be A1 or A2. Example: I failed my combined humanities during my mid-year and this time, it became A1 shockingly! Both my sciences are always at the B grade but now, it is A grade. I can't believe my physics can get A under the trainee's teaching. Chemistry, happy enough to get A. Geography, there is a drop but still able top maintain at A. Then, what are the subjects i am supposed to work well in yet it became bad? Example: Chinese, IT WAS A TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT!!! B4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The last time i got B4 for chinese was secondary 1... So shameful man! A maths, it was a total disappointment to mr ang. I just want a B grade and i am satisfied but i failed so tremendously and i don't know if i can put up my overall result for a maths after my end of year or things will just go worst after my end of year. Haiz...so pressurizing. E maths was another disappointment. From A drop to B because of the stupid maths journal. I will never want to do maths journal anymore! I can never score in my maths journal! STUPID MATHS JOURNAL! English is always a neutral subject and rarely will it shoot up to an A so no comments to that. Yesterday, jun hao and i were discussing with mr ang whether a maths is easier or e maths easier. Well, of course i say that e maths is easier and therefore i can score better in it. Mr ang and jun hao say that a maths is easier therefore it is easier to score -.- 2 vs 1. Then, Mr ang add on and said that people good in e maths tend to score lower for a maths while people good in a maths tend to score lower for e maths. So it is like a vice verse thing. I claim that when doing e maths, formula comes into the mind naturally but when doing a maths, i must think and think for the formula and solve the question which cause me to waste more time. Well, Mr ang recommend me to practise more for my a maths and do not use long long methods and practise i can get rid of the nervousness in a maths examinations. Maybe that's why my e maths is better than a maths... BUT because of the STUPID MATHS JOURNAL my e maths dropped! I am so so so unhappy with that stupid stupid stupid maths journal. Ok, i shall stop talking about stupid maths journal because it spoils my mood. But actually, i have no more to say. All i have to say now is, go do more revision, go do homework.

DEAD!

2010-09-02T21:31:00.003+08:00

I am preparing to die for my end-of-year i think. I DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING ABOUT TOTAL INTERNAL REFLECTION AND MRS SENG SAYS THAT IT IS VERY IMPORTANT!!! Oh gosh...i don't know how to pass my physics paper. I felt so pissed when someone crap to me on what he/she is stronger at. But nevermind. Challenged me is just a stupid decision made because i will never accept the challenge because to me, studying is not about challenging one another but it is about learning and getting a certificate to help in my future. To me, it is a stupid choice to challenge me. Firstly, i am a dumb dumb in my studies so what for challenge me or even show off to me? Secondly, do you think you are really that smart? Thirdly, why do you bother to challenge me when everyone has their weak and strong subjects or even chapters. Just now, i was working on some of my homework and it was really depressing. When i was working on my a maths, i drew the graph until i nearly went crazy. I remembered that during a maths ssp, i told miss peh that i don't like a maths because it is really difficult to draw the graph and she just smile at me. Haiz...i don't like trigonometric graphs. So troublesome! In fact, i don't really dislike a maths actually but i was just irritated. Then, i went on to chemistry, i realise i need to refer to my notes a lot so i have decided to re-read the whole chapter on metals and then continue working on my homework. Next, physics. It was a total disaster. I have no idea how to do and why is the answer like this. Then, i have decided to seek help from my "shi fu" sitting behind me! Holiday is next week and it is no holiday in fact. It is what i call the week on school-less but with damn a lot of homework to hibernate ourselves. But since, it is holiday, there is still some freedom. I am still having muscle ache after the aces day. Darn it! It has been 2 days yet haven't recover. ARGH! Today when grace and i were chasing after the bus, i was able to run fast because of the muscle ache and it was so painful. ARGH! I don't like muscle ache. It affects my daily life. But it seems like my muscle ache is worth it since our class came in first for aces day. But our class has no idea why we came in first. LOL! Haha! Today, i told zhang lao shi that grace abort her triplets and zhang lao shi was laughing. Then, yu jun, jolyn and i were discussing about the 报章报道读后感 test that will take place during chinese lesson. Yu jun took the test already so she told us the question and we then discussed the points during assembly. We did it in front of zhang lao shi but of course we didn't get scolded and it turns out that jolyn and i benefited. I was left with 15 minutes when i finished the paper. I was slacking and checking my paper until just nice the bell ring. After the test, i went back to class smiling to jolyn and she smiled back. Haha! Today, my eye lid keeps on jumping and yu jun says that something good is going to happen as it is my left lower eye lid. But i don't know what is the good thing.

Thank you!
I feel so much better now.
Although it has over between us, you treat me still like as before.
Thank you!

1 September

2010-09-01T13:12:00.005+08:00

It is the 1 september and it is teachers' day! Yay! It is a break for all students and maybe teachers. But somehow, i don't feel like it is a rest day. There are so many homework to work on but some are due after the september holidays. 2 more days of schooling and it will be the september holidays. It is supposed to be a happy thing but i can't be happy afterall. Why is that so? Well, because during this holiday, there will be lots of homework throw towards us so to prepare us for our end of year exams. Suddenly, i feel so tired of studying. Life seem so meaningless when everything is just study study and study. Suddenly, i feel that my brain stopped working and i cannot study anymore or even remember anything. This 3 years seem so short out of the sudden and we are so close to o levels... I don't even have time to read my 弯弯!!! Haiz... Well, i say not continue more on this horrible studying future but let me say something on what happened on the last day of the august 2010. Yesterday's aces day was bad to me. Why? Because the distance is longer than the previous years by quite a lot. Jolyn had band contingent yesterday and therefore she requested for our pair to run first. They said ok and so we went on. As they countdown from 10, something really confusing took place. Here is their countdown: 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, GO! I was stunned at that moment. I was like huh after 4 is go? We didn't start running until zhang lao shi went "GO GO GO!!!" And we ran. Ran passed D&T block, ran passed alicia and grace's class and heard them shouting. When we reached the art gallery, i realised i cannot carry on with the bag on me anymore, so i exchange the bag with jolyn. Jolyn carried the bag and we continued running. When we got back to the area where our class is, i was getting out of breath like i am able to die... Then, we went to sit down and drink some water to rest. Feel like puking but wasn't able to puke out anything. After aces day's running, we went back to class and went to the hall to watch the teachers' day performance. It was a nice performance and i am impressed by the talented people from in my school. After that, our class prepared a cake for our form and co-form teacher. Well, in fact jolyn and i did not eat the cake because jolyn was not feeling well and i don't want to eat cake... Then, we went out where grace, yu jun, puay suan, ranice and sara were. They were actually just outside our class. Ranice took out the container of grace's cookies and we started eating them. Well, it is much better than the last time grace made the cookies. Good improvement! Then, grace went crazy and started zapping people because we called her gorilla again and she kept on carrying her bag and claimed that she was pregnant -.- We called zhang lao shi and told her that grace is pregnant and it is a twins in her tummy. Then, zhang lao shi says that it is not twins but it is triples! HAHA!!! When grace continued to zap ranice, ranice went shouting like crazy and people near the window in my class were a little shocked. HAHA! When grace came to zap me, i ran around shouting for help but no matter what, grace will never spare me. After this, we left school. Then, i have decided to call puay suan GM chimpanzee! Actually, i was supposed to go back to primary school but then, things happened and i was not able to make it back. Sorry to all my primary school friends. Soon, all of us went home and started working on e-learning and homework. Haiz...talking about homework, i am not done when them yet and i need to hand it in tomorrow. Oh gosh... And i really hate nose block! IT IS SUPER DUPER IRRITATING!!!

I feel really horrible terrible.
Help me...
My heart aches badly for some reasons but i really don't know what it is.
For you or not, i don't know.
Somehow i hope it is really you because i really can't find another reason for my heart to ache.
I know this may just be a lie to lie to myself .
But tell me, how can endure to it if i don't do it this way?

BYE YOG 2010!

2010-08-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

Today is a normal school day and nothing exciting actually happen in school so i will just skip it. After school, i went lunch and then went to ranice house to slack since i am bored at home. We watched vampires suck and it was really funny. I think it is a must watch movie! After that, we went to do some movie quizzes. Then, i did some puzzles while ranice did her tuition homework. I went home at 7pm so that i can get a bath and immediately i will be able to was the closing ceremony of YOG. This is such a sad thing that the YOG ended because there is no more exciting things to watch anymore until the next sport event. It is a sad thing that singapore did not get gold but singapore worked hard in hosting the YOG as well as playing their part to win as many medals as possible to make the country proud. 2 silver 5 bronze, 7 medals in total. This is something good enough for the first YOG. I believe singapore will do for the next YOG or maybe the next olympics. GO FOR IT SINGAPORE!!! By then, the country will be super high high high if singapore very excel successfully for any games. Currently, watching the closing ceremony and i think it is nice. It is a sad thing that when ranice wanted to buy the tickets for the closing ceremony, it is sold out or else it will really be a very exciting night to experience the closing ceremony. IT LIKE A PARTY THERE! But it's ok to stay at home watching the ceremony as i think it is good enough. Well, i will really miss the YOG after today. Anyway, all the best for singapore's athletes and i wish them all the best for their future games!

GO FOR IT!!! SINGAPORE!!!

Movie Screening was nice!

2010-08-25T22:56:00.005+08:00

Today, the secondary 3 cohort went to movie screening except for some who will be going with the secondary 4 on a friday. The movie screening was After Shock, a chinese movie and it is nice! But before, we went to the movie, there was a "fight" in my class. This fight is among grace, jolyn and jun hao. But jolyn claims that she is the mediator and jun hao claims that this is not a "fight" but is the wrestling match... -.- As they went around fighting, my job was as usual, taking photo. LOL! They sweat badly as they ran around, chasing each other but i was sweating too because i was also going around to take photos of them. It was really funny because during the fight, there will always be one who is smiling to the camera while the other is hiding from the camera. This is not the first time. Jolyn claims that this is the last time that she will be involved in this kind of "fight" but i am somehow sure that this kind of "fight" will continue taking place with the involvement of jolyn. Seriously, it is really amicable that xin yu and siwei were able to study in an environment when there are "fight" taking place. Then, we went down to the foyer to gather to go for movie screening. We were all sweating... Soon, the bus sent us to marina square to watch the movie. We reached at 3pm. And jian nan lent me his jacket. Thank you, jian nan because i was shivering in the theatre. Once we reached the cinema, jolyn and i asked for permission and went to buy popcorn and drinks for the movie. Then, i borrowed fang wen's iPhone to play with and jolyn was playing with me. After playing a while, it was the time for us to get into the theatre. The theatre was in full house and was fully booked by our school. I don't see a single seat that is empty. The movie is a very tragic story about the tangshan earthquake. It is a movie deserved to be watched since it has a good storyline. Although the story is very tragic, there are some conversations that were quite funny and whenever there is someone laughing, the whole theatre is laughing, maybe because laughing is contagious. Well, at last this tragic story ended with quite a pleasant ending as the family reunites. After the movie, many of us went to have dinner. But i was really quite full after eating 3/4 of the popcorn again. It seems like i am always eating 3/4 of the popcorn no matter how big the popcorn is. And i realised that i ordered the wrong set of dinner because the set was too heavy for me since the popcorn is not fully digested. I should have ordered the cheaper and less heavy set of meat for dinner. After dinner, ranice, puay suan and i went to mrt to go home but before that, we went to walk walk to digest a bit so that our stomach will not be that uncomfortable after eating so much. As we walked, we were talking about another tragedy that took place in The Philippines. Then, all of us reached home and that's the end of the day. But it does not seem to just end here in my family. Car accident... I guess there will not be any peace for a week... Anyway, i will upload the "fighting" photos that i took. Some are in real bad resolutions.

Performance @ National Library

2010-08-21T11:58:00.003+08:00

Today, when i woke up, i sat at the sofa staring at the television. Then, i started with my sms-ing. Then, i realise that there is YOG and started watching it. At the same time, i also realise there is spongebob and started to switch channels here and there. At 12pm, both yog and spongebob ended. I was upset that both shows ended at the same time... Then, i waited for 1 hour just to watch the next yog programme. During this 1 hour, i started to clean the coins that had these green substance and i still don't understand why only copper coins have these green substance while those nickel coins don't have any. Watch watch watch until my mum bring me out. After that, at 5pm, i went to meet up with jolyn and puay suan. Puay suan was late and asked us to go to national library first. By the time we reached national library, zhonghua band performance has ended. So sad that i miss it. Then, we watched all the performance that was performed by different schools. After that, yu jun and i went to find ranice and grace. When we saw ranice and grace, we realise that jia wei, meiling, puay suan, jolyn and jolyn's sister all went missing. Soon, jia wei and meiling appeared but puay suan, jolyn and her sister did not appear so yu jun called for them. Then, they told us that they went home... But without saying bye bye T_T But nevermind. Yu jun and i went to the pop to buy some stationary and after that, we went to bugis to have dinner. Yu jun didn't eat but i did :) After that, i went home. When i reached home, i started discussing with my father about the location of Yugoslavia. Then, i found that yugoslavia is beside italy but not russia. And jun hao has proudly said that for once he is right while my dad is wrong. Then, i returned all the notes and coins to my father as he keeps them and i continued colouring the weekly drawing and now, i can officially announce that it is COMPLETED!!! But on monday, i shall bring it to school and check out if anyone of us from the clique could add in some stupid comments. After that, i shall upload it on facebook and maybe on my blog. So, stay tune for the upcoming weekly drawing!

Truth

2010-08-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

I said out the truth but why do i not feel any better? It seems like i have to do my explanations to him instead. Well, i could have kept the truth but somehow, if i don't say it out, it seems to be against my principles. Oh gosh... You told me you have no feelings after hearing it and i am so so so thankful about that but how come...you seem to be lying. After receiving your sms, i am even sure that you seem to be lying... Haiz...why is the truth so harsh? But i can promise, as long as it is you who wants to know more, i will tell you since it is the TRUTH! I just hoped i did not make or do the wrong choice.

Ha! Today, my mood gets so much better after the bronze medal. Ha! The bronze medal has affected me in such a positive way. But, isn't this great? Today, i am in such a better mood that i can say lame jokes. At night, around 7.30pm, grace and ranice arrived at my house void deck to pass me my textbook. Then, we went on chatting until 10pm. That was long...! Halfway through the chit chatting, jun hao called to find my father. LOL! Then, i told him that he should have called house and request to talk to huisi's father. Then, he just asked me to call him back when i reached home. Grace was very ke lian. People thought that she was a boy!!! She doesn't allow ranice to tell me anything but ranice manage to tell me the whole story as she got zap by grace. After hearing that people call grace a boy, i cannot stop laughing and now, she does not allow either ranice or i to laugh but no one listens and continue laughing while grace goes on zapping. Haiz...grace only know how to zap zap us especially ranice. When i reached home, i went to bath, settle the phone call and when to pour our all my foreign coins. To my surprise, there is some green substance found on the coins. However, the green substance is only found on copper coins but not nickel coins. Well, i was quite noob, i went to use tissue to try wipe it off but it is unsuccessful. Then, my mum told me to soak them in water so i did so. After that, i spend 20 minutes in the bathroom, using an unwanted toothbrush to brush off the green substance in water. After brushing brushing and brushing, i have successfully removed the green substance but not completely. Well, i just continue soaking them in water, hoping that by tomorrow, all the green substance will go missing!

Still in a bad mood

2010-08-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

I have no idea why am i in such a bad bad mood. It last from yesterday till today. I just cannot control these emotions. But after watching the bronze medal match for archery and Singapore got bronze and i have no idea why but i am very happy. I was so happy that i ran around my house. Although my house isn't that big but somehow, i just went crazily happy over just a bronze. Yeah, it is weird but maybe this happiness comes as i was in a super bad mood in the morning. Now, at least my mood is somehow neutralised. But i don't know if my mood will continue to be that horrible tomorrow. Just hope that it will be better. But didn't i hope for that yesterday? And what happens? I just hope that my mood will not affect my results.

Anyway, this is to alicia. ALICIA, STALKERS ARE COOL WOR!!! LOL!!!

And, this is to the bloody 欠扁 woman

STOP CONTROLLING ME

FROM WHOM

I CAN TALK TO!!! YOU ARE NOBODY TO

ME!!! YOU HAVE NO BLOODY RIGHTS

TO CONTROL ME AT ALL!!! STOP

INTERRUPTING INTO MY CONVERSATION

WITH OTHER PEOPLE!!! WHENEVER YOU

CUT IN AND SOMETHING STUPID, THE

WHOLE CONVERSATION ENDS SO PLEASE

SHUT UP!!! YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING

ABOUT THE CONVERSATION AND BY

SAYING YOUR OPINION IS JUST

EMBARRASSING!!! COME ON! LEAVE SOME

PRIDE FOR YOURSELF!!!

Why am i in such bad mood?

2010-08-18T19:27:00.003+08:00

Today, somehow i seem to be in bad mood, like i have mood swing. Maybe because i am too stress up. After chemistry test, i really feel very fed up. Well, i think i lost at least 5 marks. One of it is because i did not study for my chemistry so i cannot remember that but for the other one, i should not have gotten wrong because mr ong told me yesterday how to do that particular question!!! I am so pissed after that and i was trying to solve some equations on my worksheet but it was very noisy around my area. Talking about physics and affecting me in the calculation of the equation. I wanted to ask them to shut up but i knew that they were busy on something serious. That equation only need like 5 minutes but i took 15 minutes!!! WTH!!! Damn pissed after this too. After chemistry test and during chemistry lesson, my blood was boiling. I wanted to shout and kill someone. Today, my emotions seem to be controlling my behaviour and whatever i am doing. This is such a bad bad thing. But nevermind, i just hope that my mood will be better tomorrow and the following days. Today, i found out that the 2 people sitting behind me are genius! During physics lesson, i can't understand a lot of things and i have a lot of doubts. But after the explanations from xin yu and yi kun, i cleared all my doubts!!! I feel so lucky to have smart people sitting behind me!!! WAKAKAKA!!! Today, mr tham went into our class and i walked past him and he told me that my maths journal was atrocious and he said that i must get full marks for tomorrow's test. This is quite pressurising but i will try my best. But i am worried that i cannot achieved it especially with such limited time. I think getting full marks is just to maintain my A in e maths but i really very worried. I am worried that if i get too nervous, i will not be able to do well. Oh gosh...so stressful. Tomorrow, there will also be a maths test and i hope i can do well. 2 maths on one day and i really hope that both of them will not disappoint me especially e maths. I know it may be tough to achieve A1 for my e maths as i failed tremendously for my maths journal. I knew that i was not strong in my maths journal but i did not know that i will fail so badly. Haiz...this is quite disappointing. Well, during CE lesson, miss lee was talking about depression and then, telling us that committing suicide is an offence in singapore and no matter how depressed we are, we should not commit suicide as we should think about the loved ones. Then, xin yu and i started discussing on how can we kill ourselves yet not committing crime. First, we said kidnapping as the police will arrest the kidnapper and in singapore, it is death penalty. Second, we said drug smuggling as drug smuggling is a serious offence in singapore and it is another death penalty. Yeah, we were quite silly to think about all of these but this can be considered as a way to exercise our brains then. Well, today afternoon, there is physics clinic which is actually physics ssp. Well, it was funny when we were about to go into the seminar room. Miss ting forgot her pin number and she tried to think for it while the others tried helping her by asking her "is it your phone number?" "is it your NRIC?" "1234" "4321". They said lots of random numbers to make miss ting to recall the pin number. LOL! Then, we manage to get into the seminar room soon. When we were in the seminar room, jeslyn, judith and i sat together. Miss ting gave everyone worksheets to work on. Judith, jeslyn and i discussed some of the questions and for those we really don't know, we asked miss ting. Jeslyn is very funny. She keeps using correction tape until hers ran out. When she asked judith to lend hers to jeslyn, judith told her to cancel instead but then, jeslyn don't want to and borrow from me instead. LOL! If one ever look at her worksheet, one will realise that there may not be any cancellation but just correction tape. After the whole physics clinic, i realise that the worksheet is like playing around with formulas. Well, i managed to learn something and clear some doubts after asking miss ting. She is definitely better than the trainee. I would rather want miss ting to teach. Next week, there is still physics clinic but due to the movie screening on wednesday, the physics clinic has been postponed to thursday. It is on pressure and i really hope miss ting will re-go through the chapter somehow so that i will not die under the hands of pressure.

I sat beside a crazy woman

2010-08-17T21:58:00.003+08:00

Today is a normal school day but it is the start of the YOG games!!! WAKAKAKA!!! I am totally crazy about it. Singapore seems to be very good in their taekwondo. We got like 3 bronze for taekwondo already. So proud of that but Singapore's hoping gold medalist Darren Choy got the 7th place for the race 2 for sailing. This is sad but just hope he will continue moving on until singapore gets a gold. Well, i shall skip all the things happen in class and just talk about what happen after school during the teachers' day performance audition. Well, when i went in with ranice, alicia and grace, it is when the last group of secondary 2 performing and the next group is the secondary 3. Not bad actually. we can see all the dancing talents for my fellow classmates and schoolmates. Well, grace and alicia's class was very high and cheered very loudly for their class, especially grace. The first time grace wanted to cheer, which was the starting of the performance of her class, i was prepared since i knew it long time ago that she has a outstanding voice that will destroy my eardrum. So, i covered my ears beforehand but somehow, grace's voice is just way to outstanding that i still can hear and as she goes on cheering, i seem to be shivering in fear. After the whole performance of her class, she cheered once again and that, i was totally unprepared. She just shout and cheer out of the sudden. When i heard it, i went for hiding immediately. My ears hurt man! Well, grace has successfully traumatized me with her extreme voice. As i was hiding, i don't know why but i cried. IT IS ALL GRACE FAULT!!! Grace scared me until i cried. Well, when i was hiding, i concluded that i was sitting beside a crazy woman. Shout like a crazy woman! Sitting beside her during such a event is just equivalent to sacrificing my eardrum. After that, ranice, grace and i went home while alicia took mrt to find her mum. When we reached my house block, it was still raining so we sat at the void deck and chit chat as we waited for the rain to stop. As we talk and talk and talk, it was already 7.30pm i think and ranice need to go home as she has tuition later. Well, now my ear does not hurt so much but if i cannot hear whatever anyone said clearly, it is grace fault because she nearly made me deaf today!!! Haiz...tomorrow got physics and chemistry test. Well, chemistry shouldn't be a problem since it is quite manageable but physics is atrocious. I really want to give up for physics since i got a feeling that i will definitely fail! Oh gosh...

Anyway, this is for dear jolyn, please do not use C. to come and joke with me like what you did in class today because it is useless and stupid and it is no joke about this! You do not know what is the new story and so please do not jump into conclusion and do or say the wrong thing. Thank you!

YOG!!!

2010-08-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today, i went out with my parents to suntec. Well, when we left the carpark to the basement then to the first level, i saw the zhonghua band and it was plainly coincidence. When they finish playing of their pieces, i waved to grace and ranice and then to yu jun and olivia and cheryl koo. Well, there was some kind of cultural exhibition there so my dad and i went to look see look see as we appreciate the band performance. When they end their performance, we left and went off to find my mum who was busy shopping. Around 8.30pm, we left suntec and went home. By the time we reached home, it was 9pm and we were watching the YOG official opening ceremony. Initially, my dad and i thought that my favourite part which is the introduction of countries who took part in this game ended but it did not and it was actually quite funny. My dad and i laughed real hard as we watched. Well, you might ask, what is so funny? And here is the story. As the countries got introduced, there are so confusion. The singaporeans who are holding the board which states the country name in english and greek lead the country representative player who is carrying their own country's flag. Well, the representative player are supposed to follow the singaporeans but somehow, they got confused or whatsoever, some went the opposite direction. Example, singaporean walked left and the country representative player walked right. Some even worst, the singaporean walked to the left/right but the country representative player walked straight to the middle of the stage. At last, there are two crews came out to lead these confused representative player to the correct place. It was really hilarious. My dad and i nearly cried and fell off the chair because it was so funny and we laughed so so hard. After the introduction, it was the singing for the theme song for this year's YOG, Everyone. There should be 5 singers but only 4 came. Sean kingston did not come and so, his part of the song was split up to the other 4 singers. Soon it was the part of lighting the torch. The torch came from the dragon boats to the singapore sports player to another to singapore most recognised sailor to get gold for the YOG, darren choy. The part when darren choy light up the lighthouse was very nice as you see the flame goes up to the top. Overall, i think the ceremony wasn't really that bad since the ending for quite interesting. Before i end this post, here is the YOG theme song, Everyone for every readers. And lastly,

GO SINGAPORE!!!

I am going to die under the hands of Science

2010-08-11T20:21:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh...i am so going to fail physics! Currently on the chapter of pressure and i am indeed under a lot of pressure as i study this chapter. Maybe it is me who has low understanding but somehow, i just don't understand what my trainee teacher is teaching. She seems to be confusing me or maybe i am just confused and dumb. But i don't know where i don't understand. This just sounds bad. Even if i have queries, i also don't know how to ask. Haiz...in this case, how can i not fail physics? Well, in this case, i shall depend on my chemistry but it is nothing better. When i just got to know oxidation and reduction, i am very confused and all the formulas and words are flying around and i really don't know how to work on it. I think it is either mr ong or jolyn who said that after many practicing, you will understand oxidation and reduction. Initially, i do not believe it because all i know is that I AM CONFUSED! But after practices on my workbook and worksheets, i manage to get the hang of it. It seems like chemistry is all on practicing. I knew it during secondary 2 but because i am so lazy, i did not want to apply it on secondary 3 but i am wrong. I have to apply it no matter what. Physics may be about practices but i don't really feel like practicing on physics but i will just read through the textbook until i understand which works somehow. Nowadays, i really dislike physics lesson. It seems to be very fast but just cannot slow down but my trainee teacher says that we are slow... Omg...if she gets too fast, my heart will skip a beat and i will not be able to catch up and definitely, i will fail my physics. Haiz...maybe taking physics is a wrong choice but it is kind of too late to say anything now. I really hope miss ng can come back and teach us physics. At least, i can absorb what she says into my brain and at least i will not fail my physics. But i have tolerate until term 4. Physics can be so confusing that i really want to give up. Physics shouldn't be that difficult right? But why all of the sudden, it just seems so extremely difficult that i will die under the hands of physics? Or maybe it is just the chapter pressure that is so pressurizing? All i like about physics is the practical. Ok fine, i like all practicals no matter physics or chemistry. I just get the hang of practical so much faster than theory. And, tomorrow there is practical for physics! WOOT!!! No need to listen to confusing theories!!! But that is just for one day... Haiz... Textbook seems to be more useful than notes but notes just have more work examples. Oh gosh...how am i going to survive under the hands of Science?!?!?! So stressful and later got migraine -.-

Sunflower

2010-08-09T23:14:00.005+08:00

Today, i woke up late when i am suppose to wake up at 8.30am and meet grace and jolyn at serangoon stadium at 9.30am. However, i woke up at 9.30am. I called grace immediately and she told me she will be late and she is then in bus and when i called jolyn, she said that she just woke up... LOL! I thought i was very late but... When i reached stadium, grace was there playing PSP while jolyn is still on her way here. Then, grace and i decided to go run first but then, before we started to run, jolyn arrived. Then, we went to run but jolyn went to the exercising corner to exercise. In total, i think grace and i ran 3 rounds and walked 2 rounds. Then, we went to CC to have lunch but then only me ate. After that, grace and i took mrt to sengkang while jolyn took mrt home. When we reached, we waited for ranice to come and we took the LRT to sengkang sports complex. Grace and i played 1 hour of badminton and ranice was sitting at a side browsing through the funny photos in my phone and we realised that our skills dropped. Actually, we realised that our stamina also dropped when we were running. The new shuttlecock is better than the old one seriously but the court is not very good actually. This is because grace and i felt that there is wind in the court which is weird and it will affect the flying of shuttlecock. Well, we walked from sengkang sports complex to compass point. On the way there, i got sun burn on my neck because of the scorching sun. Grace and ranices' are long enough to cover their neck but mine is short so i got sun burn on my neck. After that, we went to city square to buy puay suan's present. We split the cost. We went to the sunflower shop. Well, after choosing the correct choice, we realised we have not enough money. Then, we called jolyn for help since she stays nearby. She came and rushed off soon. Then, we bought the present and at the counter, grace said some embarrassing things in front of the boss. Well, maybe because it is the opening of the shop, the boss gives every customer a sunflower for every purchase and of course, we are given a sunflower. Then, grace said "This looks like 人家死掉送的花 leh". Then, ranice and i turned around and stared at her and we were quite stunned from what we heard. The boss was SHOCKED to hear that. Then, i told grace "那是菊花." And the boss continued "这是向日葵。" Ranice and i felt so embarrassed. Grace Yong, there is a difference between 菊花 and 向日葵 ok!!! Ranice and i felt embarrassed and laugh out loud. At last, i brought home the sunflower. Oh...i am so tired now and feel like sleeping but i still feel very embarrassed for what grace said in the shop, in front of the boss.

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

Sticky & Salt

2010-08-07T20:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, it was the national day celebration in school. Quite fun i think but i think every year is the same. But i manage to see some stuffs which is funny and it is a chance for me to go suan-ing my friends. Yeah, i know i am mean but it is fun though. Hehe! Well, there isn't much to talk about for the celebration. After the celebration, we went home to do ace-learning. Some questions or should i say 2 of them were quite difficult therefore i got them wrong but nevermind. I finish my ace-learning at 1pm but actually ranice, puay suan, yu jun, jolyn, cheryl hay and i decided to meet up at clarke quay at 1 pm and actually i was late. However, this isn't late compare to puay suan. At 1pm, she just started on her first question... After settling my ace-learning and talking on the phone, i went to ranice house and it was like 1.15pm. Ranice was bathing then and puay suan was only at her third question!!! Well, cheryl hay and yu jun have already reached clarke quay. Then, where is jolyn? She is at home because we haven't leave so she wait until we leave than she leave. LOL! By the time puay suan completed her ace-learning, it was 1.30pm. Then, we took a cab to serangoon interchange and then took mrt to clarke quay. When we reached there, we went to sticky first. Puay suan called the rest who is jolyn, yu jun and cheryl hay. They were looking at clothes and puay suan decided to go find them since none of them wants to buy sticky. But then, puay suan did not go and find them somehow. Ranice went to find the flavour she wants while i queue up. At last, i bough the banana, passionfuit and watermelon ones but ranice did not buy what she wants which is the apple flavour because it ran out of stock. After that, we went to find the rest. Then, we went to have lunch at some ramen store. It was nice but expensive. Heart pain... The non-spicy one was better though i ate the spicy one. Then, we went to lido orchard to watch salt. We had some problems finding the place since we took bus. It will be easier if we take mrt but nevermind. We went up to buy tickets. The theatre hall we got into was the biggest cinema in the whole singapore!!! It can hold up to 783 people inn one hall and it has a toilet in there. We are consider quite lucky as it is our first time going to lido shaw theatre and we manage to go to the largest cinema in singapore!!! Well, salt is a good movie but complicated. If anyone wants me to recommend a movie, i will recommend salt. It is really something we should watch because i think it is good :) During the movie, ranice, jolyn, cheryl and i share one large popcorn. Throughout the movie, jolyn, ranice and cheryl stop eating the popcorn and only me eating it. At last, i ate half of the popcorn and i got really bloated after eating so much. At last, we did not manage to finish the popcorn but it is only left with quite a bit at the bottom but none of us can finish them so no choice, throw it away. Wasteful but no choice. After the movie, yu jun left to tuition while jolyn, ranice, cheryl, puay suan and i went to takashimaya because i need to change the battery of my watch. Well, i have voucher with me and i would like to use them but one voucher is $10 and my battery only cost $8. So we went to the basement to find something to buy such that it will add up to $10. After finding for 1 hour, jolyn and ranice decided to buy some thing that i don't really know what it is and at last, i use up the voucher. After that, we thought really hard of what to eat. At first, ranice suggest long john's silver because she has voucher but due to the popcorn, we cannot digest much food. At last, we decided to go to eat dim sum at swee choon. Puay suan is not feeling very well so she went home first while cheryl, ranice, jolyn and i continue to travel down to farrer park to eat our dim sum. I think we are for an hour and the food there is really nice. I should i order takeaway for my parents. Before the dim sum were served, i called a really lame guy. He said some really stupid things and i laughed out loud. He is really...lame... Then, here comes the food. Lots of funny things took place as we eat. Yum Yum and time past just so fast and it already 9.45pm. After the meal, we walked back to city square so that we can take the mrt. As we walked back, jolyn was scaring us by telling us there are rats and stuff like that. Yes, it is true but there isn't any then. It somehow really terrified cheryl and it was quite funny. Haha! Then, as we walked to the mrt, at the basement of city square, we saw the shop sunflower. Ranice and i went there once to look at the hugplush. So, we went to look see look see. Then, i tripped over the bricks which are decorations and so unlucky, i cut myself. Sobs... At last, we left and went home. It was really crowded in the mrt. Thankfully, ranice and i just have to tolerate the crowd for 3 stops but cheryl got to wait longer than that. Then, ranice and i took 315 home since the next 103 and 109 will be quite long. When we reached home, it was already 10.30pm. We were tired and really want to sleep. Today, my father fell in love with sticky.

BIBI Boy

2010-08-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, i wanted to post but i am just too tired after so many traumatizing things happened. Well, many papers came back yesterday. Social studies, chemistry, english and chinese. And today, i got back a maths but i will first talk about what happen yesterday. And there are 3 projects to work on in a week!!! Social studies, i have improved and i am glad about that. Chemistry, oh gosh i will not ask for more as long as i passed since there are so many people who did not do well for the paper. English, it is a standardize thing that i will just score that much. Chinese, it is indeed disappointing but there is nothing i can do. Yesterday, it is the first time, our history class is really banded. I am under mr yeo's class and he is quite funny. He likes to say jokes and because he wants to know us more, he asked us to introduce ourselves. Well, so unlucky but i am the first one so i just said my name, Huisi. But then, he said that that isn't how miss noraini call me. He kept on hearing miss noraini calling me bibi. Yeah, the whole class knows what miss noraini calls me and my name is famous for this nickname made by her but seriously, it is the first time that my name can be linked to bibi... For that case, my name is Bibi Law Huisi. Great... that is really weird. Then, in the afternoon, i have cca and we, seniors are supposed to go and help out our juniors for their competition. Xin Yu, Kah Chee and me are the only seniors in the group. Quite sad actually. Than the group leader was initially Edmund but edmund went to the badminton inter-class competition so mr ng decided to change the leader. I don't know should i call it unlucky or what but he chose me. It is quite a tiring stuff to be their leader. This is because my dear junior don't seem to know what to do and it seems like the seniors are the only ones working on the idea of it. Well, after going through the horrible result in the morning, it gets really very tiring in the afternoon to think so much for the competition. By the time, i got home, i got really exhausted and tired but there is still lots of homework to work on. At the same time, i am not feeling well because grace yong spread her flu to me once again. I ate medicine and i got really sleepy but i still to keep myself awake until i complete my homework. Thinking about the 3 projects that we have to work on within a week, i get even more tired and stress. Haiz... Today, i got back a maths. I FAILED!!! Well, i have expected that actually but when i was doing my corrections, i realise i actually know how to do nearly all the questions but there are just too many careless mistakes made during the test. Haiz... Just now, i called to hougang sports hall to book court on national day and grace, jolyn and i and maybe one more person will be playing badminton. The lady in the phone thought that i am a boy. And she keeps on calling me a boy. I wanted to tell her i am a girl but nevermind. But does my voice in phone really sounds like a boy? But this lady was quite friendly i think. Well, this is the first time i heard people calling me boy through so, i decided to have this very random nickname call: "Bibi Boy". But this is just a stupid nickname that will not definitely last. BIBI BOY!!!

NDP Preview

2010-08-01T12:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, my mum and i went to ndp preview. It was nice! Well, we were lucky that ranice has extra tickets so she gave it to us so THANK YOU RANICE!!! Grace was there too. But grace and ranice sat at the green sector while my mum and i sat at the yellow sector. My mum says that the fireworks were very nice and i think so too because it was very special. There were many performance made by the singers and the armed forces. I took some photos but i am lazy to upload them so maybe i will upload them one day... Then, during the whole performance, many epic things happened and it was really hilarious. Firstly, at the yellow sector, someone's bread flew from the back to the front because this person was shocked by the very sudden firework from the stage. Well, my mum and i got a shocked too but our reactions were not as random as the person whose bread flew. When the bread flew, i laughed extremely hard until i nearly fell down. Then, at the green sector where grace and ranice sat, someone shakes his/her clapper so hard that it broke and flew into the bag. LOL! Well, someone during the contingent fainted but thankfully, it is just a preview. I guess no one dares to faint on the actual day. As the contingent and marching takes place, my mum told me that during 1985 the national day, she was one of those marching down there and went she made her 45 degree head turn, the camera shot at her and she was on the television. When she told me that, i said i will go and find the 1985 national day tape or whatsoever to look at it and find her face. Haha! Seriously, it was extremely lucky that we are able to watch the preview because it is really difficult to get the tickets so once again, THANK YOU RANICE!!! After the preview, there was a huge human jam at the mrt but this is common since it happens every year. But singapore manage to manage such a crowd very well and the jam was cleared very soon. It has been really long since i watched the ndp. The last time i watched it was primary 5 while the last time my mum watched it was 12 years ago!!! That was really long. Anyway, i love the cool cool weather today :D (That was totally random)

THE END OF CT3!!!

2010-07-30T17:26:00.002+08:00

WAKAKAKA!!! IT IS THE END OF THE SUFFERING WEEK OF COMMON TESTS!!! It was really a tiring week since i think so much and study so much for common tests. After the common tests, somehow i think that i will do badly for every test. Let's analyze the papers that i took and how i feel after the test. First, it was english and combined humanities. English is always that standard thing that i don't expect much from. Combined humanities, my confidence has been badly demoralised after mid-years on this subject especially on social studies. But i studied hard for it so i really hope i will score well this time and don't disappoint myself. Next day, it was geography and e maths. Well, some e maths questions are quite complicated so i don't think i will do well but today, i got back my paper and i am quite ok with it. But i am quite disappointed to those careless mistakes i made. Geography, it is a subject that i consider to like a lot but i did not study much for it because i was lazy but i really hope i can do well too. However, i got to wait until 2 weeks later to get back my paper since mrs ho is quite busy studying for her upcoming masters exam. The next day, it was chinese and physics. Physics was considered quite fair because a lot were on definitions and i studies for them so shouldn't be a problem i hope. For chinese, it was really BAD!!! I did not finish 片段缩写 but i did half of it. The test was totally a fight against time! 45 minutes to complete one higher chinese paper!!! Previously, it was always 50 minutes but now... WTH!!! I think i am under to much stress already so cannot take it anymore, i exploded. Firstly, i really cannot accept that i did not finish my chinese paper. Secondly, my head is freaking pain for don't know what reason. So, i cried. I think i cried for 5 minutes maybe for relieving the stress. First time in my life i did not finish my paper and why must it be CHINESE?!?!?!?! And also, first time in my life, i cried for just a common test -.- My chinese teacher say she will finish marking by monday and she will return the papers by then. I really don't feel seeing the paper since i believe it is a disappointment... Yesterday, it was a maths paper and it is totally a failure! I think i failed the paper. I did the whole graph question wrongly!!! OMG!!! I decide to admit to this failure. At the same time, yesterday i realise that i actually have migraine, not a serious one but in this condition it is not good at all. Everytime, i study, my head just starts to become painful but i bear with it. But whenever, i have a common test and i really racked my brain, my head becomes painful too and after the test, the pain remains and whenever i turn my head, i feel a little bit giddy and my head continues to remain pain. Haiz...i really need to relax. I am just to tense! Well, today i had chemistry test and that is the last paper!!! WOOT! It is ok i think. But i realise i have some mistakes after some discussion with my classmates but forget it since it is all over. At last, it is the end but next week won't be any better. I have to face all the horrible terrible results. And there is lots of homework during the weekends. Haiz... not much of a break actually.

Thank you for caring for me so much. I do appreciate it. Maybe this is your way to thank me for caring for you then.

Fashion Design Competition

2010-07-24T19:00:00.003+08:00

Although it is saturday, i did not manage to get my 10 hours sleep. Yeah, it is kind of sad to me. Well, i woke up at 6.30am and report to school at 7.15am. Alicia, in soo, joanne and i went to gather some cardboard that we can use for the competition. But the recycling corner only has one box which is made of cardboard that we can use. Alicia, in soo and i got the permission from miss vanita to go and get more cardboard from opposite. At last, we manage to get another box. Then, we went back to school and we quickly rushed to get our materials that we prepared on monday. In soo and alicia went to grab the materials while joanne and i get up the bus first. Then, we left to temasak junior college for the competition. We only had 3 hours to work on our competition piece. But we took around 1 and the half hour to complete the competition piece and we slack for about 1 hour and we continued to edit and add some stuffs on the competition piece. During the making of the competition piece, alicia used some strings to tie my hair and it looks very funny. In soo and alicia took photo with me because of this funny hairstyle. After that 3 hours, we went to have our lunch and after that, the model who is joanne got to go to catwalk rehearsal while alicia, in soo and i were at the table doing maths. It was alicia's maths tuition homework but it turn out to be as usual, i am helping her. Meanwhile, in soo was studying her social studies. Kang teng, my junior was very bored and borrowed my chinese textbook from me to read. When it was 2.10pm, joanne went to change. Alicia was putting make up on joanne since she see everyone putting it yet we don't and we might lose out. We were in the toilet and we did not have any cosmetics initially so in soo, the heroin, plucked her courage and asked another person who is in the category B to lend us her cosmetics. She was very friendly and lent it to us. Well, here comes the funny part. Alicia was very excited or should i say, she isn't relax at all. But somehow, she thinks that me and in soo are not relax so she told us to relax and chill out but then, in soo and i told her that it was her who is not relax and we told her to chill out and relax. I think alicia was just too excited. Haha! Then, we rushed to the auditorium. In the auditorium, the other teams were sitting there already but we were not the last. Then, miss vanita assigned wen zhen and i to be the representative for our school and teams. The prize award ceremony begin and the first item was to receive the certificate of participation. Well, i went up the stage to receive the certificates and they cheered. Sadly, both teams from our school did not win anything but at least, we receive certificates of participation. Alicia and in soo had tuition and so, they have to leave immediately. So, i waited for joanne and she went to change. Then, we took bus to the interchange together with our juniors. Well, i rarely talk to my juniors. This is the first time i talk to my juniors for so long. And as the conversation goes on, i found out that kang teng is actually a taiwanese and he is actually 16 years old. So old... And i found out how to say out his name in chinese which actually sounds like some tongue twister. Seriously, he has adapt very well to singapore culture therefore, from how he speaks, it is difficult to believe that he is actually a taiwanese. Well, i also talked to shi yi who has the same model handphone as we and she was asking me what brand of phones should she buy. Well, it was quite a coincidence since both of us are going to change out phones. Then, we went our separate ways after we reached serangoon mrt interchange. Then, i went home. It is such a sad thing that there is common test next week. But due to common test, we are going to miss art club for that week. Then, the next next week, there is national day and we are going to miss art club again. LOL! So, we will miss art club for 2 weeks!!! Although i am going to miss art club, i still have to study for common test. Haiz...first paper is english and then, combined humanities. Oh gosh... i have to study very hard for social studies because i failed extremely badly for mid-year. Than, tuesday there is geography. Need to study a lot a lot of things!!! Need to flip through last year's notebook to study map reading. I don't like common test but i have to take common test.

If i really made you angry, i am really sorry (It is really shocking that i actually apologise. Maybe you are the first one.)

Creo que soy un contador de tiempo de dos.
Sin embargo, me gusta uno más que el otro
Soy un pecador.
Aunque esta escena es familiar, usted es el que más me gusta.
Por favor, no me preguntes quién es, pero recuerde justa, nadie puede sustituir, en mi corazón.
Pero la esperanza yo, yo soy el mismo a usted, insustituible.

The Worst CIP I Ever Had

2010-07-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

In the morning, i got a bit bad mood after english lesson. Most probably, i am pissed off after english lesson. At first, i like english lesson because it has been very fun and filled with freedom but nowadays, it is getting more and more irritating and boring. And i am starting to get pissed off. I got pissed off for like 2 days already. From yesterday to today. When it comes to chinese lesson, we had a trial run on listening comprehension. I was very restless maybe due to english lesson so i fell asleep. But i got woke up by my chinese teacher. Then, i went through a series of lessons of different subjects. During the afternoon, all higher mother tongue students had o level chinese listening comprehension. Before the exam, grace, jolyn and jun hao were chasing each other around the last 2 blocks of the school. LOL! This is because jun hao said something wrong and agitated grace and jolyn. Well, tomorrow they are going to continue chasing each other... LOL! Well, as they chase each other, ranice, yu jun and i were standing around looking at them chasing each other and we find it really funny. We are like watching some kind of show that involves chasing of each other. LOL! Next, it was the o level chinese listening comprehension. After the exam, everyone is talking about it and i realised that i had one question wrong. I estimated that i may have 2 questions that are wrong but it is too late to think so much even though i am worried about it. After the exam, we had CIP and ranice came to help us. We went to block 331 and 332 to have our newspaper collection. Our group consist quite an amount of people therefore we split ourselves into another 2 groups. Our group consist of jolyn, james, jun hao, ranice and i. Actually, ranice is like an kind helper. As we were collecting, we took turns to play with the trolley. Yeah, we were like kids. Then, we went to one house, it had quite an amount of newspaper. However, their newspaper were quite scary. The newspaper seems to have kept for years. It had turned yellow and there are dead lizards and lizard faeces. No one actually dared to carry the newspapers since they are so scary but jun hao plucked up his courage, and carried them up on the trolley. After carrying these disgusting and scary newspapers, we immediately went down to the first level to unload all the newspapers. As we were waiting, jun hao nearly puke out after touching those newspapers. The newspapers are really horrifying even though i did not touch it. And we took a group photo with these disgusting newspaper. Well it is the whole group when everyone is there except for jian nan who left earlier. However, the photo is not with me but it is with jun hao. Although i took a lot of photos today, i am really very exhausted so i did not upload but i still manage to get some energy to blog. Hehe! There are some dramatic scenes that happen today but i really don't feel like talking about it since it will then be a long story. But thank to these dramatic scenes, i got more exhausted than i though i would. I want to sleep now. Yawn... Haiz...tomorrow there is debate. Although i am not involve, we are supposed to go and be audience and support our classmates. But i really don't feel like going. Maybe i will be so tired that i will just fall asleep and if teacher sees it, she will then say i am very rude for sleeping and being inattentive. Haiz...can i just don't go to the debate?

I love the rain

2010-07-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

Today morning i got to wake up at 6.30am to go to school for the re-leafing gaia workshop. The weather was very cooling and it is a very good weather for sleeping. I just love the rain. However, this rain caused floods around the newton area and the katong area. The flood was quite bad actually. Not long ago, orchard had a flood and many lost a lot of money and this time although the flood isn't that bad compare to the previous time, many lost money. It is quite pitiful. Many cars broke down due to the flood and i told my mum that next time when it rains, we better not go to any low-lying areas. Well, we went to temasak jc to attend the workshop. We listen to the people from art circle to introduce about the theme and the competition. Then, we were distributed to the respective classes to start on the planning and the base of the competition piece. Around 12.30pm, lunch arrived. Before that, the vegetarian food smells very nice and i got hungry. But when our food came, i opened up the box, i don't feel hungry anymore... I don't know why but it is just something that happened. Around 1pm, we left and went to plaza singapura to buy materials. Before leaving, at the corridor, one team wanted to leave without taking the lunchbox provided. Well, they wanted to leave to go and have lunch outside. I think it is the in-charge told the teacher of the team that it is wasteful the food that has been prepared but then, the in-charge said something that i forgotten but the team waited for the in-charge to come back to bring something for them i guess. Today, i feel very tired and have been yawning non stop. I really want to sleep. Yawn... Anyway, i shall upload this week's drawing.

Echo de menos mi vida en la escuela primaria

2010-07-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

Echo de menos mi vida en la escuela primaria. Nadie está peleando por lo más de menor importancia en la vida. Nadie tendrá que realizar grandes cosas, porque de una cosa muy pequeña. Nadie va por ahí haciendo cosas para llamar la atención pero ¿por qué en la vida de la escuela secundaria, la gente va, llamar la atención. Todo el mundo anda culpando a las responsabilidades y empujando a los demás. A veces, la gente dice que es el problema conmigo, pero lo dejé estar ya que lo que digo está mal. Y soy siempre el que tiene culpa. A pesar de que mi información puede ser correcta, pero todo el mundo dice que estoy equivocado. Cuando resulta ser correcta, actúan como si ellos ven y oyen nada. Realmente extraño a la vida escolar primaria ... al menos no habrá conflictos tanto y la gente no es que tan perra. ¿Por qué me siento tan injusto en la vida? ¿Por qué la gente en la escuela secundaria me culpa de todo? ¿POR QUÉ POR QUÉ POR QUÉ ?!?!?! la vida escolar secundaria es tan complicado y lleno de conflictos ... Realmente extraño a la escuela primaria. ¿Cómo espero yo podía revertir el tiempo y para poder apreciar la vida en la escuela primaria.

(Everything is in spanish)

Where is 336?

2010-07-16T21:12:00.004+08:00

Today, i can say lots of things happen. After the day, i realise today is quite boring because things happening around (on humans) are just so childish. I wanted to upload this week's drawing but no time to certain extent. Well, nevermind, i will talk about the stories that took place today. First thing that happen in the day was PE. Although this is not the first time we are playing netball, it is fun today. Well, most probably because i sweat a lot and jump a lot. After PE, it was a maths. Nothing much other than studying. Well, the next thing that took place is after physics lesson. Our "very good" monitor suddenly shouted in class for some reasons which i have no idea but somehow, my ear really hurts after i heard his scream. Next, there was 成语test. I think it is a total failure. My 成语test has been improving from 70++ to 80++ to 90++ but after this test, i think it will drop to either 60++ or 70++. And if it is really 60++ i must recopy the whole thing. I will go mad. Right after the test, i went back to class. I nearly exploded because someone was somehow showing off to me and i really wanted to ask her to shut up. I know she is smart but so what? Don't come and show off to me. I am a busy person who has lots of things to do ok! Well, not mentioning names so that i won't offend the person directly and at the same time, people will not come scolding me for bullying her. Then, got cip. But before cip, our "very good" monitor shouted again. This time, he shouted to get attention of the class such that he can speak but because he shouted and scared me with his "OAI!!!", i shouted back "OAI!!!" because i was plainly shocked. I find myself ridiculous for shouting back but i think that is what we call natural instinct. When, we went for cip, i was in group 5. Our group members are jolyn (group leader), jian nan, hu ju, yi kun, james, xin yu, tian li and chen xi. Well, whenever jolyn is giving her instructions, i wasn't listening because i was just in the conversation with hu ju talking about crap and some things about the flyers. We actually thought we should be going to block 334 and 335 and jolyn says something but i was listening because i was thinking about something hu ju and i was talking about. Then, jolyn suddenly shouted "HUISI!!!" I was like what what? At last, i realise that she was asking who wants to join her group since we got to break into groups of two. Then, we spilt up after some sorting out. Jian nan, hu ju, chen xi and tian li went to block 334 while jolyn, xin yu, yi kun, james and i went to block 335. After giving out the flyers at 335 suddenly, i received a call from jian nan saying that another group is giving out flyers at 334 and ask me what should he do. But since i not group leader and i can't really think of anything, i pass the phone to jolyn. But they talk talk while i think think and conclusion, call teacher -.- Teacher says that we are suppose to go 335 and 336 but where is 336?!?!?! There seems to be no 336 at that area so at last jian nan and company came to 335. Tian li and chen xi got to leave first for their cca. Then, jian nan, jolyn, xin yu, hu ju and i went to give out flyers from the second level to the last level and we are still left with a lot of flyers. At last, we decided to slot all the rest of the flyers into the letter box. Jolyn somehow disagree to it because we seem to be giving the flyers to the block once again. But if we do not slot them into the letter box, it will be very wasteful to dispose them in the rubbish bin. Then, we finished our cip. Then, i went home. My dad and i went to eat very late yet light lunch and then, went home to bath. Soon, we went out to fetch my mum. Then, we went to expo. I got a little pissed off at one of the exhibition hall. There is this china woman who pushed me because she just wanted to see what was the item on displayed to be sold but then, the most stupid thing is this woman used force to push and at last she did not buy anything and just walk away. Well, i was glaring at her and i really wanted to shot at her because she was really very rude! I don't that woman man! She think the road is hers is it? push push push. RUDE WOMAN! Well, seems like today there is a lot of pissed off things that happened and i am really irritated and pissed. The more i say, the more angry i get so i shall just end the post. Darn it! Tomorrow, i got to wake up early just to go TJC! Even more angry now! ARGH!

Crippled again

2010-07-14T17:27:00.000+08:00

Today, i go to school crippled. Limping my way but still not that bad compared to the previous time when my leg got broken. This time, it is just my sole that is injured. Well, it is painful. The pain is caused but something called "鸡眼". Everyone keep saying it is a blister when it isn't... One toe has 10 of it and the whole left leg sole has 12. ISN'T THIS HORRIBLE?!?!? Seriously, i don't really have any idea of how to cure it. Yu jun and puay suan told me to buy don't know what kind of plaster to paste and then, can get rid of those. However, according to jun hao, he used it and his whole sole became red. Very scary one. Then, i was thinking if i should see doctor but according to my mum, the doctor will recommend surgery. If surgery is done, i cannot walk for weeks i guess. Jolyn said i should then use wheelchair but i say i need to walk to come to school and come to class. Then, she said that in that case, our class can go to the first level for lesson... -.- But, in anyways, we got to still more around for banding so it makes no difference at last. So, now i don't know if i should use the plaster recommended by puay suan and yu jun or should i just go for operation to remove it. But i don't like sitting on wheelchair and won't it be even more troublesome if the class move to the first level since many got to remove the books under their table and bring down. But of course, if i really go for operation, it will not do it for the sake of moving to the first level. It is a stupid reason. Operation carries risk. I won't sacrifice my leg for the sake of moving to the first level just a few weeks. But my mum told me that, the plaster do works and i really think jun hao's leg became so red and scary is because his leg has allergy to the plaster. Haiz...i have no idea how long do i have to suffer limping my way. Anyway, puay suan and i did an experiment and puay suan claims that the result is that she think too much. However, i am suspicious of the result. During the experiment, some evidences are revealed to show that the result is indeed suspicious. But, the target is puay suan so puay suan got to take care of herself and i can't really help her. Oh...i am hungry now. I shall go and find food now.

Durian Tour

2010-07-10T11:48:00.002+08:00

Today, my mum and i woke up at 5am! WTH!!! SO EARLY!!! Super tired when i woke up. Then, we left to PA and took a bus to go to immigration custom. Well, on the way there, i was so tired that i went to sleep on the bus. Our group was Group C, Green Group. When we arrived at JB, we went to eat breakfast. After the breakfast, the bus start the trip towards Muar. When we reached Muar, we went to this YY trading something something. Well, it sells food. My mum and i did not want to stay there for long so we left to a nearby coffee shop. At the coffee shop, my mum ordered coffee while i ordered milo and as we sat there, there was this man who got knocked down by a van. After the knock, the man immediately stood up. Than, i think there is a small conflict between the man and the van driver. But soon, the conflict was resolved. When my mum and i went into the bus, my mum was thinking if this man got some internal injury after this knock. She got a little bit worried. And i told her that, we don't know for now unless he go for a check and i said that the driver should be in fault since he should have look carefully and not drive recklessly. Then, we left and went to have our durian lunch. We ate a lot of durians and i got very disgusted after eating so many durians. But the durians there are very delicious. After the lunch, we played some games and tried to win some prizes. However, my mum and i were not that lucky so we did not win anything but we enjoy ourselves. Then, after that, we went to jusco at tebrau for shopping. Well, it was in the itinerary. After that, we went to have dinner at senibong. Somewhere, that my mum and i have not been to. But if someone ask me to go there again, there might be a small problem because the road was very confusing. The driver turn here and there and i am not so sure about how to go there. Then, we went back to singapore and we arrived home at 10.30pm. Once i reached home, i went to bath and i have to immediately rush to do my english project. Omg...there are so many homeworks!!!

你为什这么喜欢说大话？？？
你知道你有多烦吗？？？
有时，听到你说的废话时，我真想骂你因为你说的话是大话！
你说的大话都不是确实的！

你真欠扁！！！

去死啦！！！

It is uploaded!!!

2010-07-09T16:50:00.006+08:00

Yay!!! I manage to upload this week's drawing. The theme on sushi. Next week drawing is actually done but some of it need some colouring so i have colour it first and i will upload it next week. At first, i cannot upload this week's drawing because there are a lot of homework and i think i don't have time to upload or even use the computer but i manage to squeeze out some time :) Someone in my estate bought a vuvuzuela and just now when i was doing homework, the sound of the vuvzuela was very noisy! NOISE POLLUTION!!! Seriously, the vuvuzuela is more annoying than miss grace yong. Yay! I think i am able to watch eclipse again!!! It will be on the next saturday when we are going to have a movie marathon. After or before watching eclipse, we will watch despicable me. However, on that day, i have a workshop at TJC from 7.30am to 2pm and alicia says that we might have to stay back a little longer because other schools have started working on it but we have done nothing... Well, i hope it can be done quickly, smoothly and perfectly so that i can go watch movie :) Hehe! Anyway, here are the drawings for this week and next week.

Last week's drawing.
Theme: Random

This week's drawing
Theme: Sushi

Weekly Drawing

2010-07-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

Jolyn and i were very lame in class for the past few days so we came up with a "Weekly Drawing". Last week, it was on random stuffs that came up of our minds during geography lesson after labeling our friends' name on our geography textbook. Yes, it is lame but it is ok to be lame sometimes. This week, it is on the theme: sushi. This week's drawing has more stupid comments. But compare in context of drawing, the previous one is better. Maybe because the previous one is funnier. Today, i shout a lot but very stupid reasons. I think i better stop going crazy or else i will really be send to the mental hospital... And, miss noraini is very kind, she gave the whole class sweets as yesterday was youth day. Yesterday, she sent me a sms to wish me happy youth day. Well, i was a little shock to see it but nevermind. Well, there will be a fashion design competition coming up and today, i shout the most is because of this as alicia said some things to agitate me about the fashion design. I wanted to upload the latest weekly drawing but somehow there is some problems but never mind because by this week it will be up on facebook :) I want to watch eclipse again...

I will be coming...soon...at TJC...
I don't know how will it be like when i face you there...
I am worried...worried to see you...and her together...
Her...the one who has the same name
I know very well how much i will get affected by seeing it but...
Maybe i should just beg you to get off my sight with the presence of her...
Suddenly, i am just worried.