NEW BLOGSKIN!!!

At last, i found a blogskin that i feel so satisfied about. I hope this blogskin can last long but i am just worried that the picture on top will go missing one day and i have to start searching for new blogskin once again... Well, it is very tiring to search for new blogskin and it does waste a lot of time especially when you need to find one that suits your taste and your eyes. Well, grace says that the new blogskin is nice and i do agree to her :) Haiz...i am very tired and i don't know why. I don't know if i am tired mentally or physically. Yes, i am very happy that tests have ended and i know that i will be seeing horrible results that will terrified me but i don't care but i just don't know why am i so tired although i seem to be happy. Sometimes, i feel happy but after a while, i get very upset or depressed. I don't know why am i upset or depressed. My mind is filled with lots of stuffs and that makes it a bit heavy and sometimes painful but i don't know what is filled inside. LOL...although it is my brain yet i knew nothing that is inside... Sounds a bit weird but...i don't know. I am indeed weird anyway. I think starvation is a good way to slim down because i seem to lose some weigh but slowly, i will start to not feel hungry anymore and i won't be eating and this things get bad. Haiz...so many things to worry about. Maybe all those things in my mind is just the things i am worried about.

I have no idea why are you talking to me out of the sudden and this really shocks me.
When you suddenly talk to me, it causes me to like i don't know how to face it.
It confuses my senses and my thoughts. I get mixed up especially on my feelings.
Thankfully, u came around to confuse me after the test or else i will most probably make a mess out of my test.
Please, please, please, let me rest alone because both of us need this and we will get to a conclusion once both of us calm down.