not sad but sad

Well, nothing much happen today. It is just another stress school day when there is a lot of homework. There is social studies today and it is not that tough compared to the rest of the days. Acoording to miss noraini, next week, there will be a change of time table and that is so unnecessary i think. Why do we have to always change time table but it might not be a bad idea to certain extend. Well, geography might not be the last few lessons of the day anymore :) Social studies, there is a lot of things to record. Haiz... tomorrow, i have to go to school a little earlier to settle the social studies record. Indeed, being a social studies rap isn't that relax compare to other subject rap. Well, after school there is like sort of art club. Receive some bad news...but i don't want to further talk about it. At first, i don't feel that sad but after i go home and do some crap and now, i am starting to feel a little bit disappointed. Well, need to reflect. Wasted a lot but take it as a lesson. Haiz... Well, after that, alicia came to my house because she has no where to go and she doesn't has her house keys. She went youtube look see look see some kpop stuff which does not attract my attention but some videos were cool. Meanwhile, i was doing my homework and alicia is amazed that i am able to do my homework while watching television. Suddenly, i am thinking about mid-year and it sucks! Not anticipated for it at all!!! Thinking about those chapters that will be tested can make me faint. WHY WHY WHY???? WHY IS LIFE SO TOUGH, SO MISERABLE?!?!?! Oh ya, friday there will be camp until saturday. Dad will be working until 10pm on saturday so i got to take bus home after camp T_T Yeah, another thing that sucks! Sort of saw the time table for the camp and realise that it is very very very similar to the one in primary 5. The vendors are the same for primary 5 and secondary 3. Interesting... I am suspecting that everything may be just the same as primary 5 so, i sort of know what is going to happen unless there is something new and that is what i hope or else no surprise for me... Just randomly, i realise that the song Alice by Avril is really nice because it is just so SHOUT IT OUT!!!!! And sometimes, i really want to shout it out and maybe it will feel better but never have the chance. When i sit roller coaster, i always want to shout out loud but somehow, it failed. It just cannot come out from my mouth on rides. But now, i shall listen to Alice and let the SHOUT IT OUT feel get into me and most probably, i will feel better :)