First day of checking scripts 2010

After 4 days of rest at home, school reopens! And what did we do? Well, of course it is checking of scripts. Many disappointments and only one that i am happy with. Well, i started my day with 2 Cs which seems to be horrible. It seems like chemistry is very easy and people can simply score an A without any problem but why am i landed in the C category? I realise that my chemistry is always horrible at major exams such as mid-year and end of year but it is fluctuating for common tests. It can be extremely good or at border line. Haiz... Next paper, social studies. I WAS SUPER GLAD THAT I DID NOT FAIL!!! Actually, i am very satisfied since during my mid-year, my ss result was F9 and currently it is C6. Though it isn't that good, i am satisfied because this shows that i have improved! Surprisingly, this time my english is better than my chinese although both are in the category of B. Comprehension was marked strictly and first time in my life, the vocabulary section i got ZERO!!! Then, here came e maths and a maths paper. To me, i am totally and extremely disappointed with my e maths. I feel so depressed after receiving my e maths paper. HORRIBLE MAN!!! A maths was something really better and i feel so much better after seeing my a maths result. Well, it is weird because usually my e maths is better than a maths but somehow, it works in the opposite this end of year. Well, Mr ang don't need to throw me into the pond anymore! Yay! I think this is the best a maths result i ever had which makes me really happy. Then, it was chinese. Disappointing but no comments. Tomorrow, checking of scripts will continue and there are more disappointing results to come, example the first paper which is physics. I have not much hopes on physics but all i hope is that I CAN PASS IT! Well, ever since i stepped into secondary 3, i don't really like the time when we were checking scripts. Partly because the results are mainly disappointing and disheartening. But another reason is because due to these disheartening results, people will tend to suan you. Sometimes, i can ignore it but i am those kind who can't take jokes sometimes so i a bit irritated. Today, i have been tolerating the suans by others by suan-ing them back or just ignore but i have no idea if i can tolerate it tomorrow... Haiz...
Now, i am thinking...should i go tomorrow as the movie (Detective Dee). I don't know why but today, i feel so lazy to go tomorrow. I know i sound ridiculous because it will be taking place tomorrow and i am feeling lazy today so what's the link?!?! But sometimes, that is the weird thing about humans i guess. Wanted to watch it so much yesterday but today, i feel so lazy to watch it... Sometimes, i am wondering...what are the things that are affecting my mood so badly that my mindset can change within just a day. Haiz... Now, thinking that i have to check scripts tomorrow, it affects my mood even more and makes me even lazier to watch the movie. Haiz...