Lost a friend unknowingly?

Well, i think i lost a friend unknowingly... I know it sounds a bit ridiculous but it's somehow that way. I don't know is it my fault but i think i am in no fault... I know i am contradicting myself but i really don't know how to express. We were all fed up and threw temper at each other but how come it seems like i owe you a living now... I have to admit that i should not have shouted back when you tried to make me less fed up. And until now, i still regret shouting back. But think back, i was so fed up so how would i know whether you were trying to calm me down? Haiz...i have no idea if this unhappiness in this friendship could be resolved but if cannot, what can i do more? Nothing actually. Take it as it is my fault then and all i can say is, "I'm sorry."
Anyway, let's change the topic! Yesterday i had a horrible practical for phsyics. I stood throughout the whole experiment and since it is the light experiment, i had to sort out all my datas into the reoprt and graph in the dark. I didn't bother to use the torch light maybe because i am lazy. Due to that position i was at, my back sore after the whole experiment. Haiz...i really dislike the experiment... And, yesterday, i forgot to bring my house keys to school and i wasn't able to go home so i got to go someone's house for wait until my mum is house. Thankfully, ranice's house is available so i went there. We watched videos on youtube casting 小小彬. At last, we realised that grace is as chubby as him so we decided to call grace, 小小微. Haha! Then, i went home while ranice went for tuition. And yesterday, i realised one very weird and unusual thing that always happened to my chemistry paper. There is always coffee stain on my paper. Last time, i was in Mrs ang band and she marked my scripts and there is also coffee stain. Now, i am in Mr ong band and he marked my script and there is still coffee stain! Really weird. Then, i told xin yu about and guess what she said. She said that maybe whenever mrs ang or mr ong wants to mark my paper, they have the urge of drinking coffee therefore there is stain of coffee. Then, my face was -.- Because it is really weird... To them, does my name notify them that it is time to drink coffee? Weird weird weird. Unusual unusual unusual. Well, today, actually nothing interesting happened except jolyn dropped her small small packet of sticky that is from the open house of Singapore Polytechnic on the way back to class from a maths lesson and i picked it up when i was leaving the class to e maths lesson. When Sher Yun saw, she found it interesting and asked "now, sticky also got sell such a small packet?" But then, i told her that it was from the open house of singapore polytechnic. Then, lunch time, puay suan, ranice and i went to macdonalds. At the end of everything, puay suan dropped her phone. Luckily, there is a kind soul who picked it up and passed it to a staff at the counter. Lucky puay suan. Then, we went home. Tomorrow, there is english oral... So sian... I think i will do badly since my brain isn't functionally normally... Haiz... Thursday, there is english and chinese paper 1. NEED TO STUDY FORMAT! Friday, there is english paper 2 and social studies. Need to go and study and sort of memorise all the facts for social studies. English paper 2...nothing much i can do unless i do lots of practices but it is too late to do now. Well, all the best for myself and to those taking their EOY too!