Disgusted...

It has been around 8 days since my last post. Not very long compared to puay suan who post only once a month. Yesterday, i received a sms, i got shock out of my guts totally! After continuous discussion, i got even more shock that i nearly fainted. Haiz...this week is terrible. It is so traumatic. Now i have a very bad impression of her... To me, she has an innocent look but in fact, she isn't that at all. She is the betrayer of her friend who confide to her. That is a sad thing but thank goodness, we are not close. Seriously, i am very disgusted. But it is not what the her mention above that made me disgusted but it is the one disclose in the secret that is really disgusting. Super disgusting. I know it sounds very complicated but nevermind. This is post just shows how unhappy i am. Sometimes, i think about it. Why does my friend make me so disgusted? Hello, i am not invisible!!! I am standing there as i see how you talk to him with that disgusting shyness of yours. It is so fake! TOTALLY DISGUSTING!!! I am so disappointed to see how you act when you are in front of him and in front of your friends. It is so disappointing... Anyway, end of year exams are around the corner!!! A maths is a tough challenge. But i shall overcome this challenge! I hope to maintain my result so that i can get the $300 every year. I know i sound like i am a money face but at least i am trying to use my efforts through my studies to sort of like "earn money". Actually, i don't know what to say or write anymore. This is week has been so terrible and traumatic that i really have no idea how to describe my trauma, unhappiness and disappointment. This is most probably why everything is stuff to myself and maybe that's why i feel so terrible.