Welcome the holidays

WAKAKAKA!!! IT IS THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!! But actually, there is still a lot of homework. After some calculation, i have a total of 14 sets of homework when it is just a one week holiday -.- Holiday or no holiday? Actually not much difference. This holiday is all about homeworking and revision. Thankfully, i don't have to go back to school for anything. Actually need to go back for competition but i didn't inform the rest of the juniors so i shall wait until school reopen and work on the competition. Anyway, there is kang teng for help so hope it shouldn't be a problem. Yesterday, i received my report book and there is quite an amount of disappointment and some "happiness". And it was the last day for all trainees yesterday. Miss peh very nice, she gave us food and bookmark to bid farewell to us. Actually, she will be back but just no more teaching us because by then, we are secondary4s. Physics trainee left and at last, miss ng is back and there is a little little more hope for the chapter light and optics. Ok, i shall stop talking about trainee and back on my report book. The subjects that i am supposed to do well in, became bad while those subjects which i am weak in turn out to be A1 or A2. Example: I failed my combined humanities during my mid-year and this time, it became A1 shockingly! Both my sciences are always at the B grade but now, it is A grade. I can't believe my physics can get A under the trainee's teaching. Chemistry, happy enough to get A. Geography, there is a drop but still able top maintain at A. Then, what are the subjects i am supposed to work well in yet it became bad? Example: Chinese, IT WAS A TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT!!! B4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The last time i got B4 for chinese was secondary 1... So shameful man! A maths, it was a total disappointment to mr ang. I just want a B grade and i am satisfied but i failed so tremendously and i don't know if i can put up my overall result for a maths after my end of year or things will just go worst after my end of year. Haiz...so pressurizing. E maths was another disappointment. From A drop to B because of the stupid maths journal. I will never want to do maths journal anymore! I can never score in my maths journal! STUPID MATHS JOURNAL! English is always a neutral subject and rarely will it shoot up to an A so no comments to that. Yesterday, jun hao and i were discussing with mr ang whether a maths is easier or e maths easier. Well, of course i say that e maths is easier and therefore i can score better in it. Mr ang and jun hao say that a maths is easier therefore it is easier to score -.- 2 vs 1. Then, Mr ang add on and said that people good in e maths tend to score lower for a maths while people good in a maths tend to score lower for e maths. So it is like a vice verse thing. I claim that when doing e maths, formula comes into the mind naturally but when doing a maths, i must think and think for the formula and solve the question which cause me to waste more time. Well, Mr ang recommend me to practise more for my a maths and do not use long long methods and practise i can get rid of the nervousness in a maths examinations. Maybe that's why my e maths is better than a maths... BUT because of the STUPID MATHS JOURNAL my e maths dropped! I am so so so unhappy with that stupid stupid stupid maths journal. Ok, i shall stop talking about stupid maths journal because it spoils my mood. But actually, i have no more to say. All i have to say now is, go do more revision, go do homework.