DEAD!

I am preparing to die for my end-of-year i think. I DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING ABOUT TOTAL INTERNAL REFLECTION AND MRS SENG SAYS THAT IT IS VERY IMPORTANT!!! Oh gosh...i don't know how to pass my physics paper. I felt so pissed when someone crap to me on what he/she is stronger at. But nevermind. Challenged me is just a stupid decision made because i will never accept the challenge because to me, studying is not about challenging one another but it is about learning and getting a certificate to help in my future. To me, it is a stupid choice to challenge me. Firstly, i am a dumb dumb in my studies so what for challenge me or even show off to me? Secondly, do you think you are really that smart? Thirdly, why do you bother to challenge me when everyone has their weak and strong subjects or even chapters. Just now, i was working on some of my homework and it was really depressing. When i was working on my a maths, i drew the graph until i nearly went crazy. I remembered that during a maths ssp, i told miss peh that i don't like a maths because it is really difficult to draw the graph and she just smile at me. Haiz...i don't like trigonometric graphs. So troublesome! In fact, i don't really dislike a maths actually but i was just irritated. Then, i went on to chemistry, i realise i need to refer to my notes a lot so i have decided to re-read the whole chapter on metals and then continue working on my homework. Next, physics. It was a total disaster. I have no idea how to do and why is the answer like this. Then, i have decided to seek help from my "shi fu" sitting behind me! Holiday is next week and it is no holiday in fact. It is what i call the week on school-less but with damn a lot of homework to hibernate ourselves. But since, it is holiday, there is still some freedom. I am still having muscle ache after the aces day. Darn it! It has been 2 days yet haven't recover. ARGH! Today when grace and i were chasing after the bus, i was able to run fast because of the muscle ache and it was so painful. ARGH! I don't like muscle ache. It affects my daily life. But it seems like my muscle ache is worth it since our class came in first for aces day. But our class has no idea why we came in first. LOL! Haha! Today, i told zhang lao shi that grace abort her triplets and zhang lao shi was laughing. Then, yu jun, jolyn and i were discussing about the 报章报道读后感 test that will take place during chinese lesson. Yu jun took the test already so she told us the question and we then discussed the points during assembly. We did it in front of zhang lao shi but of course we didn't get scolded and it turns out that jolyn and i benefited. I was left with 15 minutes when i finished the paper. I was slacking and checking my paper until just nice the bell ring. After the test, i went back to class smiling to jolyn and she smiled back. Haha! Today, my eye lid keeps on jumping and yu jun says that something good is going to happen as it is my left lower eye lid. But i don't know what is the good thing.

Thank you!
I feel so much better now.
Although it has over between us, you treat me still like as before.
Thank you!