First Main Paper for O levels

Tomorrow, i will be facing my first main paper for o levels. I am really worried. Actually i don't know whether it is worried or scared. I am scared and worried that i cannot score an A1 for tomorrow's exam. I know it is important to have confidence but how can i boost my confidence? Chinese has been the subject that i excelled the most in primary school and of course, it came out fantastic in PSLE, without disappointment. Somehow, i remember, during primary school, I aimed for an A* but i wasn't this scared and worried. All i know was, i was having a terrible headache. But now, headache, not much but more of scared and worried. Is it because this is my first main paper for o levels or what? Hopefully, i can really score well. It seemed so critical to me now! Since it is chinese, it seems to be even more critical. It is so important to score well because it is chinese. It is so pressurizing now. Until now, i still don't know why am i so scared and worried. It seems like the more worried and scared i am, the lesser the confidence that can be found in me. I got to stop being so worried and scared or else what I have studied for tomorrow paper may just go 'poff', missing due to being over worrying. And by then, I will be going 'omg, what should I do'. I guess that will be the most stupid mistake I have ever made if that really happened and I think I will hate myself for that. Haiz... I think i should stop talking about tomorrow's o level or else maybe halfway through i have already broken down. Well, today i had my physics SPA and i don't feel like commenting on it because it seemed to be good, just good i think. At the same time, today i received more homework. I think i really cannot finish my homework by this holiday. Although compare to the june holidays, the amount of homework is lesser, this holiday's homework seem to be thicker and there is a lot to write and do!!! Doing the chinese homework has already made me go mad!!! I have to read one book and write 3 reflections, each 1000 words. To me, this is totally INSANE!!! Definitely, there are others which doesn't seem basic or simple to certain extend. Their difficulty is something i really do not like but i have no choice. Haiz... The amount of homework is...scary... Well, i think i shall end my post here since i got to continue studying my chinese. Well, can i consider this as a short post? Maybe, since it is shorter than my usual post which is like a super long paragraph containing junks of words stuffed together.