I don't like to be sick but i am sick!

It has been long since i ever blog here. But nowadays, there is tests here and there so no time to use computer and no time to blog. Even if there is time to blog, there is nothing interesting to say since everyday is just like stress stress stress. Sick sick sick, really sick. Coughing quite badly and i think i am going to die. Ok...everytime whenever i am sick and i cough badly, i will always say that i am dying. Within these few days, i realise that sugar makes you high high high. Well, i ate sweets in class for a consecutive of 3 days and what happen? I went on laughing like a crazy fellow. I can laugh for no reason or whenever i just start laughing and it somehow can't stop. After eating sweets for 3 consecutive days, the next day, i got a little sore throat. Maybe because i laugh too much and sweets do harm one's throat. The day before yesterday, there is 2.4km PFT and i failed!!! By 4 seconds.... WTH!!! I always fail by just a little bit. Yes i do regret but what more can i do other than get a retest. I wanted to take my retest today and the weather is so not cooperative and it rained. It rained quite heavily and the track is wet and it is not suitable for running unless i can ensure that i will not fall during the run which is most probably impossible. Yesterday, there is a maths test and afte some calculation after the test, i can say that the maximum score i can get is only 27/34. Today, there is chinese and chemistry test. Chinese test...quite disappointing. I left 2 blanks for the first section since i can't think of the words to put in. Then, the third section, comprehension...i think i wrote too little and somehow i am worried that i will score very low. Well, i take my chinese results very seriously and if i really score badly for it, it is very disappointing in the aspect of me and my mum. Chemistry test was just horrible. I was just randomly answering questions. I have no idea what the hell am i writing i think... Somehow, i understand the question but somehow i don't know if i am answering to the question... Haiz...there is test on monday which is physics and i am really worried since my physics isn't that good and i really need to study hard in order to score well. Monday, i think i will always take retest for 2.4km during PE lesson and i don't feel like running in the school compound. Haiz...suddenly i feel very tired of life. Why why why? These 3 words are always floating in my mind. Tomorrow, there is this HDB 50th anniversary thingy and after it, there is a reflection to do. I guess it is boring... Actually, i was supposed to go to flag day which has more CIP hours but then, there is some conflicts and things than i went to this HDB thingy. Cough cough cough...sick...haiz...tired...sian...