Woman can do what man does

Currently at home watching 红新大奖 and i don't know why am i so enthusiastic about it. Hehe! Early in the afternoon, my mum was drilling the wall to make the thing that hang on the wall so to hang the curtain. Well, she ask my neighbour to help since my mum does not know how to drill and normally, drilling is a job a man does. My neighbour came to help but sadly, the driller the drill blunt after drilling the first 2 holes. There are 6 holes to drill. Since the drill is blunt, my neighbour was not able to drill so my neighbour say he will help the next saturday. Well, my mum was a very impatient person so she has decided to go and buy a new drill. She came back with a new drill but then, there was no one to help us. This neighbour has went out with his son so my mum got to find someone else. But at last, my mum has decided to depend on herself and she drill the hole. That was such an heroic act!!! MY MUM WAS THE MAN!!! She drilled the other 6 holes herself and i was just watching her drilling while playing my dad's blackberry. But, i feel that the curtain is a little bit unnecessary but nevermind. Seriously, after this, something came up to my mind: Who says a woman can't do what a man does? Well, my dad is out oversea and even though he is in singapore, there is some other medical reasons cause him not able to drill and stuff. After seeing this, i realise that i am very very very useless... My mum is so so so daring that she has the guts to drill holes and she has the guts to do so many other things. Even if i can be daring but never will i have the capability my mum has and never will i have the guts my mum has. My dad, totally a historical and geographical geek. Good at road directory and current affairs and so many other things and me...never will i be as good as my dad in history and geography and never will i be so hardworking and get a lookout on current affairs. Even my road directory is better than my mum but still very bad. I feel that i am such a failure... I seem to be a disappointment to my parents... Haiz... I also realise that when there is an aim, i will be able to succeed and fight for that aim. Example like last year, i have an aim in my mind. My aim was to get GPA and therefore, i study very hard and make sure i get GPA. At last, i got my aim and got my GPA. But this year, i don't really have an aim. I should not be aiming for good results for O level since O level is next year. Now, i don't really have an aim therefore i am really relaxing and slacking and i believe i will flunk in a lot of subjects and i will get very lousy results. But i admit this faith since i don't see the meaning of life...

Really miss talking to you in REAL LIFE.
Really miss hearing your jokes that freak me out or even pissed me off.
Well, i also miss hanging out with you and lion and cousin.
I see the importance of your words and understand them thoroughly.
Maybe i need someone to talk to but i really hope you or lion will just appear.
You guys know how depressing i feel now...
You guys see that i see the zero hope in life.
You guys know that i am giving up and anytime...i might just do really stupid things that should never cross my mind.
Hey dude, come and save me...
Sometimes, your craps might just bring me back to the right path...