Half of the year

It has been half of year and i have been studying and studying. At same time, within this half of the year, i manage to make new friends. Well, i also had deeper hatred to some people and also managed to understand some people even better. I don't know when but i start to dislike you. You, copy things that i do but i don't mind because i will take it as great minds think the same. But sometimes, your face makes me pissed off. Ok...fine...i just don't know why but whatever you do can just pissed me off! Well, talking about you just make me angrier so i shall not talk about you anymore. It is a happy thing that exams are over even though my results are horrible. No matter how horrible the results are, it has become a fact and there isn't much thing i can do about other than working even harder for the upcoming tests and exams. But the post exam activities make me feel very sian. Out of the sudden, i don't feel like going to school next week. The post exam activities are jut BORING!!! Why boring? Firstly, there is this Korean MTV Dance. WTH!!! Firstly, i don't like dancing and secondly, i have no interest in korean stuff and by thinking and imagining, i think i will see people going crazy for the korean thingy. Seriously, i am so going to stone throughout the programme. Next, there will be a police talk. Ok...this police talk is are regular thing that will take place every year so should be numb to it now. Next, there is sexuality talk. This is the second one. The first one was quite a failure since many people complain about it due to the fact that they show us explicit pictures without telling us beforehand about it. So, how will the second talk be like? Not even excited about post exam activities... Well, thinking that i will be seeing HER next week still, it makes me feel so sian... Haiz... Well, i have briefly planned about my JC/Poly life but still at a lost end but i believe that i will get to a conclusion one day. Well, that is like an OF COURSE! LOL! Anyway, i have this question to this friend of mine. Seriously, can you please tell me why do you laugh when you see me similing or even laughing? Well, you can ask our fellow friend to ask me to smile for nothing when you are feeling gloomy and then, you feel so satisfied. Well, when you are extremely down and sad, i went crazy and started laughing and smiling, your unhappy face will turn to be smiling but hiding your smile. Well, is it because my smile or laugh is very funny that it will be you feel better? Well, if it is so, i will laugh and smile more to make many more happy when actually i am a very negative person :)