Good standard of living, no quality of living

It has been a while since i blogged but this is because nowadays, i am just too busy. Busy with schoolwork especially. Well, this is secondary 4 life. Well, i have not touch the computer for more than a week because i really have no time. Sometimes, i can even forget about taking my medicine and when i remember about it, it is the next morning which i need to go to school -.-Tomorrow, i still have to wake up early in the morning and go to school which i hate it the most. I hate waking up in the weekend morning just to go to school. To me, sleep is the most important thing in life. Everything in life is essential but sleep is even more necessary to me. Sometimes, i really hope i could just sleep and never wake up. At least, a forever sleep can keep me away from this stressful and tiring life with annoying people, and i can always live the sweet dreams i had. Now, time is something very precious and everyone seems to be fighting for the every second of it. I can't deny that i don't waste time but sometimes, wasting a bit of time for some relax isn't that bad after all. Supposedly, i should go gym tomorrow afternoon but somehow, i just don't have the mood and today i was really pissed. Today, i got bossed around as if i am just some kind of servant. Firstly, i was very tired after a cohort run and long day of studies and yet, i was being bossed around with this tired body of mine. How could i not be pissed?!?!?! Other than this, when i got home, i was bossed around again. I was super fed up! What kind of life is this? Being bossed here and there and when i ignored it, i received scolding. In school, this "boss" failed to boss me around and started complaining to others but she just don't get the point on whose fault it is. She is not the boss around and she has not single tiny rights to boss anyone around. Although this is very irritating, i should have expected that because some people just have that kind of character. And at home, i feel like i am asked to do nonsensical stuff. I could hear the most ridiculous scoldings and explanations at home. The blood pressure really shoot up when these 2 things happened one after the other. I am kind of tired but thinking that tomorrow morning i still got to wake up, i am even more sicked. I was thinking of not going to school tomorrow because firstly, i feel irritated to wake up on the weekend morning and secondly, i miss my 10 -12 hours sleep!!! I have been sleeping for less than 10 hours for these few weekends. Grr!!! Well, maybe i don't have headache anymore but somehow, my temper just got worst because i can't get the amount of sleep i want. This shows that one of my new year resolutions have failed but nevermind, not important. Sometimes, i just hope i could give up and die! Life is not only tiring but now, it is getting restless. Just like what i learned in geography developement, i may have a good standard of living but i have no quality of living. I guess i could never be happy in life.